So, how'd you enjoy the Squirrelflight one? Now I am gonna do Heathertail, and her feelings on Lionblaze leaving her. Oh yeah, I am gonna do Tawnypelt after this, by the way. Well, here ya go!
Your Clan, Or Me?
Oh, Lionblaze,
Why did you leave me?
Why did you choose your Clan?
But not me?
Which do you love more, Lionblaze?
Your Clan?
Or...
Me?
How could you have abandoned me?
I loved you,
And I knew you felt the same way.
We were just apprentices
Being friends!
We were no harm to our own Clans...
I still love you,
Lionblaze.
I miss your amber eyes
Gleaming so intently at me.
I miss your lovely golden pelt
Brushing against my light brown one.
I miss your soft, strong voice.
Telling me adventures of DarkClan.
Lionblaze,
Come back to me.
Do you love me
Over your Clan?
Do you love your Clan
Over me?
What is most important to you?
Am I just a trivial part of your life?
Do you feel more strongly
About your Clan
or me?
Do you love me?
I know you do;
And I love you too.
But you just torn my heart open
Forming a big gap of darkness in it.
I am heartbroken
Even when Breezepelt tries
To be my mate
It doesn't mend my heart.
I just want you,
And you alone.
We weren't just friends
We were in love.
You know it yourself, Lionblaze.
You loved me.
So did I.
But then, why?
Why did you demand at me?
Why were you so
cruel
To me?
I loved you so!
It was Sedgekit who followed me!
Did you ever trusted me before?
Did you think I would possibly
betray
you?
Did you think I would do something
As horrible as that?
I loved you, Lionblaze
For your information!
Why should I betray you?
I noticed you loved me.
But did you notice I loved you?
That is a big difference
For I still love you
Though I know
You show your hatred for me.
But I still can see
The dim, but bright
Beam of love
You still have for me,
Deep inside your heart,
Buried inside memories,
Inside your hatred.
I know.
You never noticed, did you?
You really never noticed
How much I loved you.
You call me liar,
You call me betrayer.
But really,
Inside you,
You're calling me
Lover.
I love you.
You feel the same,
Do you?
But you chose your Clan
Over me.
And now we don't feel anything
For each other.
Do you know why I am being mean to you now?
I now no longer wish to show
My love for you...
I can only let Breezepelt shield my love for you.
How can you think I betrayed you?
I loved you, I still do.
And when you need me,
I will be by your side.
Do not worry.
Do not fret.
I still love you.
But
You chose your Clan
Over me.
I no longer felt your strong love blazing for me.
Did Firestar see that in you?
Your name was Lionblaze.
Your fury blazed
Your bliss blazed
Your love blazed.
It's all for me.
Lionblaze, I just want you beside me.
Please understand that.
Did I ever told you
I would never, ever,
Because I love you,
Would never, ever
Choose my own Clan
over you?
Did you ever realize?
That I love you
Undoubtedly,
More than my own Clan.
If I asked you,
Your Clan
Or me?
I know you, stubbornly, will say
"Clan."
But if you asked me
Your Clan
Or me?
I would reply
Sincerely, lovingly
You, Lionblaze.
You.
Sigh... HeatherPAW was so much better than Heathertail. Anyways, hope you liked it!!
