Hi! Miss me? I was having a pretty nice/not-so-but-nice-enough vacation at Sun Moon Lake! xD Double hundred thanks to Coby Cullen for yet another idea! Cinderpelt's feelings on falling in love with Firestar! I believe she did. xD CinderxFire waz very cute! xD xD Hope this one will be as good as the others... maybe.
BIG DEDICATION TO: COBY CULLEN
And my awesome reviewers: Nightshimmer, Wolfstar, Dawnfire, Coby xD, Silverleaf, Silverfire, Puff Pantry Breadbug xD, LostInTheDarkVoid, and Macey-The-Invisible! Now I shall begin...
The Irresistable
I struggled violently
Screaming with pain
As Yellowfang treated
My wounded leg.
It was that leg
That pulled me
Into the depths of
Herbs and medicine.
It was that leg
That pulled me
Into the depths of
The cliff of no dream.
It was that leg
That pulled me
Into the depths of
Falling in love.
Becoming the best warrior
In the Clan
Was my dream
since I was a kit.
I wanted to fight to protect ThunderClan
I wanted to hunt for the Clan.
But that dream was shattered
Along with my bad leg
When the monster hit me.
Tigerclaw had told Bluestar
To meet him near the border
But Bluestar had greencough
So I wanted to go
For her.
I was Cinderpaw
And Fireheart was my mentor.
Fireheart!
He was all bossy
And told me
"Cinderpaw,
You will not be going there!"
He said he would go instead
But I sneaked there before him.
That's when
That monster hit me.
My leg
Felt like everything was going to end
I was screeching
Hissing with pain.
Oh, how much I regretted
Not listening to my mentor.
If I had listened to him
I would've become an agile warrior
I would've been able to do things
Medicine cats couldn't do.
I would've been able to love.
Love Fireheart.
When I injured my leg
He was always by my side.
He blamed himself
For my injury
But I know
That's my own fault.
I should've listened to Fireheart
But it was irresistable.
Yellowfang saved me,
And Fireheart was glad I lived.
I was glad I did, too
For if I didn't
I would never have
Been able to experience
Love
Bitterness
Training
Everything.
When I fell into depressions,
Fireheart encouraged me.
So I decided
To encourage him too.
When Sandstorm acted odd to him,
And he didn't realize
What she felt,
I snapped at him,
Telling him every cat can tell
That she was fond of him.
Only he couldn't tell
And it was irresistable
For me to tell him
Every cat should see
That I loved him, too!
But I resisted
It was too much.
He needed to have
A proper mate,
Not a crippled medicine cat
Like me.
Sandstorm would be a good mate
For him.
Maybe then
I would be able
To resist
The irresistable.
I loved Fireheart
And I still do.
When Yellowfang died
I grieved for her badly.
But I was glad
Because Fireheart was still
By my side.
I had to resist
The irresistable,
To tell him,
"I'm glad you're with me."
Or intwine my tail with his,
And tell him,
"I love you."
If only I listened to him
If only I resisted
The irresistable.
Then I would have a better life
I could've loved him,
Properly
I could've been with him.
But I couldn't
I had to control my feelings
Or I even might have his kits!
If only I resisted
The irresistable
If only I resisted
Loving him.
If only
I had
Resisted.
Then I might've
Be able to love him.
But I admit,
It was too hard
To resist.
Because
Fireheart,
I love you so much.
Don't you think so too?
Some things
You can't resist
Some things
You can.
But the things you can't
Are always
the harshest things
To ignore.
*Sniffs* POOR CINDERPELT! Thank StarClan she had reincarnated xO OR I WOULD'VE SWORN I'D KILL THE ERINS! Well, literally. I would do a lotta big talking. I mean, Cinderpelt is awesome! I actually like CinderFire better than SandFire, because well? Cuter! Still. I just feel so bad for Cinderpelt! Hope you enjoyed this poem. Especially YOU, Coby!