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"One
minute you're lost.
The next minute you're slowly sinking into
something black.
I get the feeling that lately nothing really
lasts.
I keep trying to get up but I keep falling back.
And you
love and you wait and you hate.
'Cause one minute goes fast."
One minute- Kelly Clarkson.
Hannah
laid in her bed at Bobby's house. Home sweet home. The walls were
littered with posters of omens, symbols and other supernatural
attire.
The voices in her head grew louder and louder by the
second. She'd tried everything to block them out, turning her Ipod
up to a volume which made her father come in and yell at her, telling
her she will go deaf if she keeps that going. She'd tried to
meditate, but she gust got a back ache from trying to sit up for that
long.
"Go
away!" She screamed at no one in particular. She let out a
frustrated groan and made her way out to the library to where Dean,
her father and a newly detoxed Sam were.
"Yay. Sam's back"
She walked over to the youngest Winchester and gave him a hug, which
he enthusiastically returned.
"Hey
Hannah. Heard you're having demon problems yourself" Sam joked,
earning a glare from both Bobby and Dean.
Hannah nodded "Which
one? Ruby or the voices of Hell. Honestly, I don't know which ones
worse" She mumbled, sitting on an old rocking chair in the corner,
the same on her mom used to rock her in as a baby.
"You're
a psychiatrists dream at the moment Hannah" Bobby stated from where
he was sitting at his desk, flicking through several books.
Hannah
nodded "Yeah. I have demon and angel blood in me. I'm not even
sure I'm human anymore" She continued to rock back and forth, the
voices in her head making her head ache even more "Ugh. When will
this stop"
"Well Hannah, you're my daughter. So you're
100 per cent human in my books" Bobby looked up at his daughter.
The nineteen year old noticed Dean and Sam hadn't even blinked
when Bobby said he was her father. So she assumed Bobby had told them
already.
Dean
stayed unusually quiet as he read from another large book.
"So
what are we researching peoples?" Hannah didn't take the chance
to stand up; it was like the voices were draining every inch of her
energy.
Dean finally acknowledged her "We're wondering, if
you're a seal, then how are you breaking? Lillith hasn't been
near us in ages" He furrowed his eyebrows "Actually, no demons
have been near us lately. Not even Ruby"
Hannah's head shot
up "So have any seals been broken? And if so how many?"
"65"
A smooth voice said from the doorway of the library. The four hunters
turned around to look at Castiel.
Sam shook his head "What do
you mean 65?" He asked the handsome angel.
"The second Hannah
started hearing those voices, the sixty fifth seal broke" Castiel
looked over at Hannah who looked paler then usual.
Bobby slammed
his book shut "So how the hell did Lillith make Hannah hear the
voices?" He growled.
"She used a spell. We don't know how
she got a hold of it since we had it under guard" Castiel had his
suspicions. But they were blasphemous. Next to doubt. He had already
been cast out of heaven due to his blasphemous thoughts. And this
situation wasn't helping the matter much.
Dean
looked over at Hannah as she tied her hair back into a ponytail "Gee
thanks Hannah. You brought us one step closer to the apocalypse" he
joked.
Hannah pulled a face and threw some hard object at the
eldest Winchester.
"So what do we do now?" Sam asked, placing
his hands in his coat pockets.
Castiel turned to Dean "The time
has come for your part of the prophecy to come true. To fulfil your
destiny"
Dean's face dropped "What? Like hell I am. Hannah
needs me" Castiel felt a twang of something in his stomach as Dean
said this.
Walking
over to the eldest Winchester, Castiel bowed his head "I will look
after Hannah while you are away. Just do your part" He placed a
hand on Deans forehead, and the eldest Winchester was gone.
"Where
did he go?" Hannah stood from her seat, swaying a bit as the voices
in her head continued to scream "Owy" She mumbled, raising a hand
to her head.
"Call
it a green room. Dean will be there until his time for glory comes"
Castiel explained to the three hunters who were now standing.
Bobby
slammed his fist down on the table "Where is Lillith?" He yelled,
making Hannah and Sam jump slightly.
"There is one way we can
find out" Hannah stated, slowly stepping forward in case she falls
over from dizziness.
Bobby
looked at his daughter "How?"
Hannah turned to Sam "Remember
Chuck? The prophet? Maybe he can tell us where the demotic bitch is?
And then we gank the silly slut" She laughed "And hopefully Ruby.
But she can wait a moment"
Sam
nodded "Yeah. That's actually a really good idea Hannah. Even for
you. I'm ready when you are" He pulled the impala keys out of her
pocket and grinned.
Hannah laughed and swayed, placing her hands
on the desk for support.
"Hannah. You aren't going anywhere.
You're sick. You need to rest" Bobby walked over to his daughter
to make sure she was okay.
"Dad I'm fine" This
was the first time in a long time that she had called him dad "I've
been dealing with worse pains then this since I left" Hannah
stated, shrugging the older man off and standing up-right.
"Hannah,
I'm trying to be your father. And while you're hearing these
voices, and not knowing how to block the voices out, then you're
parking your ass on that couch and not moving"
Hannah
took a deep breath in and slowly let it out "It's because of
Lillith mom's dead!" She yelled. Making Sam stand back with
Castiel.
"Don't. You. Dare bring your mother into this"
Bobby yelled back, getting in her face.
Shaking her head, Hannah
stepped back "And if mom didn't die, we wouldn't be in this job
to begin with. I would be a normal nineteen year old, with normal
friends" She pointed to Sam and Castiel "And not trying to save
the world from the damn apocalypse" She screamed. Her face turning
red and tears bellowing in her eyes.
"I
loved your mother. And she loved you more then life itself. The day
she died, the day she got possessed by one of Lillith's demons, she
told me to look after you no matter what. And that's what I'm
doing" Bobby swept the books and folders off his desk in a fit of
rage.
Hannah wiped her tears away and stood by Sam "I'm sorry
dad. But what I'm doing, I helping people. I'm saving the world"
She whispered the last sentence and walked away. The youngest
Winchester staring at Bobby "I'll look after her Bobby. I
promise. And we'll stop the end of the world" Sam walked away and
followed Hannah out to the Impala.
Bobby
sighed and ran a hand over his face "Does she know about what
you've been doing for her?" He asked Castiel who eyed the aging
man curiously.
Castiel won't tell Hannah about how he used to go
into her room at night and sit by her bed. Even when she was a baby.
How he still does it on occasion.
How he's saved her life more
times then he can remember, and she doesn't even know.
"No.
And she never will know" The angel eyed down the older man before
vanishing in the flap of wings.
Bobby shook his head went to go
clean up the books he had thrown. All he could do now was fret over
the two boys who were like sons and the girl who was his only
daughter.
