A/N: Still not owning anything. Please read and review. XXX
"I
never needed you to be strong.
I never needed you for pointing out
my wrongs.
I never needed pain.
I never needed strain.
My
love for you was strong enough I should've known.
I never needed
you for judgement.
I never needed you to question what I spend.
I
never asked for help.
I take care of myself.
I don't know why
you think you've got a hold on me.
And just a little late for
conversations.
There isn't anything for you to say.
And my
eyes hurt.
Hands shiver.
So look at me and listen to me…."
Hush,
Hush- The Pussycat Dolls.
Dean
paced the wooden floor. His hands behind his back, head bowed in
thought.
"How the hell do we get her back?" Sam yelled from
his place in the library. Bobby had his head in his hands, silent
tears falling down his cheek. "You weren't to know" Castiel
walked over and sat down next to the older man.
"But I should
have stopped him from taking her" Bobby stilled blamed himself. And
how couldn't he? His only daughter had just been taken by the devil
himself.
Castiel shook his head "You weren't to know that she
was going to go willingly with him Bobby" He placed his hands in
his lap and stared at the floor.
"Where would he be hiding
her?" Dean whispered to himself, flopping down into the couch.
Sam
walked over to the three men, standing in front of them "Listen
guys. I know this is probably the last thing you wanna hear, but
maybe we should call one of the angels. Ask for their help…."
Castiel's head imdeiently shot up, blue eyes full of what Sam
could only describe as fear "We do that and she will be killed the
second they find her"
"Why?
Because you're still around her? Because you still love her" Dean
yelled at his angel. Castiel stood up and stood nose to nose with the
eldest Winchester "That's exactly the reason why" He yelled
back. Dean took a small step back in shock. In all his time had he
never heard his angel yell back at him. The angel had something
behind his eyes. Something which he had never seen before. And still.
He couldn't put a name to it.
Dean shook his head and turned
around "You're a spineless dick. You know that?" He gave a
short chuckle.
Castiel stayed quiet. He knew Dean was right.
Hannah needed him now more than ever and all he could do was stay in
his corner and pray she was safe.
"C'mon Cass. You know this
may be the only chance we have of getting her back" Dean turned
back around and faced the angel, tears welling up in the corner of
his eyes. Castiel didn't know why Dean was going to cry over her.
He didn't know why he felt the sudden urge to go screw the
archangels and go find her. But he wouldn't let anything he was
feeling or thinking show. Too much was at risk for him.
Castiel
still shook his head and stood his ground. No matter what danger she
was in with Lucifer, it couldn't be as bad as what the archangels
would do to her if they found her.
Bobby shot up and grabbed the
black haired angel by the scruff of his coat, pushing him up against
the wall "Now you listen here. You go up there, bring back your
damn buddy's so I can get my daughter back" He hissed. Castiel
knew the older man blamed himself for what had happened.
Nodding,
Castiel finally agreed to get some help. But there was only two
angels who might even consider to help.
In a blink of an eye, he
was gone.
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Hannah
had no intention to escape. Her mind was seriously contemplating what
Lucifer had said to her. Where was god when things were so horrific
that not even humanity, the creatures who could pretty much survive
anything, finally raise their hands and said 'I can't do it'. Where
was he when her mom had died? Slaughtered by demons. Tearing her
apart from the inside.
Where was Castiel when she needed him the
most?
Tears had made their way down her cheeks. Lucifer had made
her an ultimatum; stay with him and rule what would be hell on earth.
Or watch him burn her family. Knowing it was her fault he did so.
"Made
up your mind yet?" Lucifer walked in the room and straddled a
chair. Hannah looked up at him, her eyes full of hatred and sadness.
Hatred for the man in front of her, hatred for the angel who
would never come to save her when she needed him.
Hannah shook
her head "No" She said simply, crossing her arms and pacing the
room.
Lucifer smirked and stood up, quickly walking over to her
and pulling her into his arms "The
child of Wednesday shall be guided by Thursday. Haven't
you ever thought why that is?" He asked her, tipping his head so is
lips were hovering above hers.
Hannah's breathing got shallow.
Her body was reacting to his own. Slowly, the nineteen year old shook
her head.
"Maybe because…You were supposed to be seduced by
the devil…." Upon seeing Hannah's shocked expression, Lucifer
lowered his head lower "I suppose that pretty angel Castiel forgot
to tell you this" He pressed his lips on Hannah's.
A burst of
fire etched through her body. But it didn't hurt her. It made her
feel alive; invincible even.
Her body responded eagerly as she
wrapped her arms around Lucifer's neck and deepened the kiss.
Sharply, Lucifer pulled away "And there it is. Prophecy coming too" He smiled and walked away towards the large, wooden door.
Hannah
touched her lips with the tips of her fingers "What's going to
happen to me?" She breathed, still feeling a little light headed
from the kiss.
Lucifer turned around, his eyes darkening "Give
it a few hours" A short laugh escaped his lips before he turned
back around and walked through the door. Blood dripped from Hannah's
chest.
