Due to school and lack of ideas, I couldn't update.:P But now, I have an idea and it's Winter Break. So I'm updating! :)
Poem character...SCOURGE/TINY, AND YOU PROBABLY KNOW THE TOPIC: HOW HE FELT WHEN HE WAS MISTREATED, BLAHBLAH :P TEEHEE!
Undersized Inside Out
I was undersized
Tiny.
That's why my mother named me that.
I hate that name.
Tiny.
I wasn't tiny
I didn't want to be tiny
But I was tiny.
And that fact
Could only hurt oneself
As it hurt me so.
My siblings continuously
Bullied me,
Ruby scowling at me,
Socks growling at me,
Why? Why?
All I wanted was to fit in,
And be a good brother,
A fun playmate.
It was all I wanted...
Ruby didn't care about what I wanted.
Neither did Socks.
I didn't even think
My mother cared,
However kind she was to me.
No one believed me,
When I told them the truth
About my adventures in the woods
Absolutely no one.
Ruby scoffed
Rolled her eyes.
Socks sniffed rudely,
And walked away with our sister.
Quince smiled as usual,
and cooed,
"Of course,
Tiny,"
But I knew in her tone
She didn't believe me either.
They thought it was all a joke.
They thought I was too weak.
But I knew,
At least, hoped
That I wasn't undersized
Inside out.
While Ruby and Socks
Wrestled each other in a play-fight,
I asked them if I could join in
But all I received
Was a sharp glare,
And I backed off,
My heart was almost ripped apart
Because
That was how much their sharp looks hurt.
It hurt
It truly hurt!
Desperate as I was
I trod into the forest,
In hopes of finding more
Adventures
And maybe even fetch something
To prove to them,
To refute them,
That I was not lying the least bit
And my heart flew at the idea of
Quince, Ruby, and Socks
Praising me
But was it really possible?
My heart crashed from the sky.
I met big cats
And I didn't know why,
But they attacked me,
Scarred me,
And I could feel pain,
Inside out.
It hurt even more
When I realized
That they, too,
Not even knowing me,
Thought that I was
undersized inside out.
I'm not
I'm not!
I screamed
I screamed
I screamed to myself...
I'm not undersized inside out
I'm not!
I was strong by the heart
I am strong,
I told myself.
But what use was it if no one else
believed so?
When some young Twolegs came
And picked out kits
To take home,
I was not chosen.
Did even the Twoleg kits,
Think I was undersized inside out?
That could not be...
Please...!
Ruby hissed at me,
Scaring me.
Almost threatening me.
I'm strong,
I'm strong
Tiny, you're strong! Don't believe
Don't
Don't...
Then I smelt my own fear-scent
How thick the scent was
It turned out...
After all
I wasn't strong enough
Maybe I was undersized inside out
Out of pure fear I wandered onto the streets
I wanted to believe I was strong
I kept running and running,
I came up with so many ways
On the narrow streets,
To prove myself
that I was strong
I fought off a dog with cleverness,
But
Did that truly make me strong?
I lied
I used cleverness,
To pull myself up
And soon I was the leader
of BloodClan.
I believed,
Shedding blood was the only way
To make myself strong.
I would prove to myself.
I wasn't weak,
I wasn't undersized inside out
I wasn't weak in the outside
Or weak in the inside!
I would be so powerful,
All cats would have to fear me,
And despite my size,
I will have a big, strong heart,
I will shed blood.
I would be Scourge.
Because I truly knew,
And I did know
That I wasn't undersized
Either way.
Haha. I admit it was really rusty and bad. Oh wells. I actually got watery-eyed while writing it, probably because I was listening to Miserable At Best by Mayday Parade, and the tune got kinda sad. :(
Poor Tiny... I got this idea from my story Ruby, but I also wish that you can give me more suggestions, so I can update more often. XP
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