Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, you know these are really depressing.


If you had all life had to offer
you had everything then lost it
would you want to live anylonger-
By ailewej(That's me)

It was strange the burning, it didn't feel like what the others described.
I actually Found it comforting.
Mabey because it felt like what I wanted ,to die, or mabey there was just somthing wrong with me,but I didn't care.
For three days four hours twenty-three minutes and 7.987656742 seconds i imagined Edwards face with perfect clarity.
Then my heart stopped beating.

My eyes shot open.
I was in the forest somewhere, but that didn't matter, whta mattered was that Victoria was their.
I was very angry and I felt very lonely.
Victoria had changed me now I was going to have to live iternity alone in agony wothout my long gone family.

"Why did you do this," I yelled at her.

Because it is what would cause you the most pain, forever alone."
That's when I was sucked into a memory

*Flashback*

"Well I wasn't going to live without you,"He rolled his eyesas if the act was childishly obvious."but i wasn't sure how to do it-I knew Emmett and Jasper would never help . . . So I was thinking mabey I would go to Italy and do somthing to provoke the Volturi."

*End of flshback*

I ran for my house amazed by the speed.
When I arrived at Charlie's house there was a horrible smell of rust and salt, blood.
Then I relized Charlie must still be inside.
wasn't blood supposed to smell delsious to a vampire.
I pushed that thought to the back of my mind but I was still able to think about it, and went upstairs to pack for long trip to Italy.


Pleeeeeeeeeeease review. do you have any ideas of what should happen on Bella's journey the person with the best idea will get put in my storie.