Not mine, I just play with the characters.
This is the first chapter, but in Edward's point of view. It has some additions, of course.
I know Sepetember 3rd wasn't Friday...but go with it. I won't change it now, too late.
EPOV
"Have you heard?" boomed Emmett, slamming the door to my office to the wall. One day that glass will shatter from the impact.
"Hear what?" I asked finishing a sentence about my latest case.
"Reunion! Ten year. '95-'99 promotion at The St. Regis New York hotel at 7 pm on September 3rd, 2009" he exclaimed grinning.
"Really? Lucky it's not 2010" missing his point entirely.
"Edward! Have you forgotten who was in that promotion?" his eyebrows frowning.
"Em, I finished in '96, how will I re-" I froze. I stopped breathing. I shook my head mechanically and looked at him, wishing he will say "April Fool", although we were September.
"Oh and you finally got it"
"No…no…no" I kept saying.
"Brother, go! I know how much you miss her. What is the worst that can happen? You are married, probably she is, too" he reasoned. Thinking of her married with some slimly idiot made my blood boil.
"Ok, I will go"
Friday, September 3rd. The most important day of my life. Today my life will change for forever in good or bad, I don't know. I got in the hotel and went to their penthouse where the party was holding. Oh how easy was for my eyes to settle on the goodness. She was near a black piano, away from everyone. She seemed deep in thought. I didn't think, just crossed the room and wrapped my hand on her arm. Oh God, the electricity, it was still there. My poor heart won't be able to take this.
"Bella? Is it really you?" I asked, my voice cracking. Of course it's her, you fool!
She turned slowly and I was met with her amazing, deep brown eyes. "Yes, it's me. Hello, Edward. What are you doing here?" Stalking you. I couldn't say that. She was confused and polite, maybe she has someone and I'm just an old friend. I couldn't bear that thought.
"I have heard of the reunion and I wanted to see some familiar faces" I whispered, hoping it will be a good answer. She realized I was still gripping her arm and she looked at it, her eyes widened and a hint of sadness filled them. I looked at my hand, too. My left hand. My weeding band was there.
"I see you finally found the one" her voice sounded hopeless. Had she hoped we could be together again? Oh how I wanted to taste her again.
"Yes" I said trying to smile, but my lips formed a grimace.
"Something wrong? Problems, already? You must be a newlywed" Oh how wrong you are, sweetheart! And define, problems.
"Not really. I got married after high school, first year of college"
"Oh" her lips formed a perfect O.
"Bella, do really want to stay here? Or would you like to join me to dinner?" What was I doing? If I were to be alone with her, God knows what will I do! She nodded after a minute.
We got to the closest restaurant and ordered something.
"So what have you done all those years?" she asked interested.
"Not much. I'm a lawyer. You?"
"Don't laugh. A shrink" I was surprised and immediately thought of my sister in law. Bella will be able to help her, I'm sure. Her eyes betrayed her, she was hiding something, but I didn't press it.
"Really? I should tell Alice about you, you must be a great one. She just suffered recently and needs help"
"Your wife?" she asked, scrunching her cute little nose.
"No, my sister in law. She's Jasper's wife" I chuckled.
"Jasper, yes…and…Emmett, right?" She had a great memory.
"Yeah, right. So, anything else interesting you'd like to tell me? We have thirteen years to make up for"
"Not much. I just regret losing contact" she smiled at me. My heart swelled.
"Me too, me too. You have no idea how I regret that. Now we met again and I won't let you go again," I was determinate to not lose her again.
"Oh and I regret losing contact with my college room mate. She was amazing, but one day she simply left. Her parents wanted her to marry some guy…you know better how it is with those arranged marriages,"
"Do I ever?" I muttered.
"Yeah…I take it this is an arranges one" she said gesturing to my wedding band.
"Yes, but at first there was truly something, now…let's just say it's only one sided" I told her, hoping she will understand how much I still love her.
"I'm so sorry. Is she cheating?" she sounded professional.
"No. I never loved her," I said looking in her eyes. She blushed.
"You're married and three years older"
"Being older didn't stop us in the past. Even though, then you were a minor" I whispered.
She moved her legs and in this process she brushed my leg, I couldn't stop moaning like a little bitch.
"Edward" she exclaimed.
"Bella, please. I missed you every second of every day!" I said, hoping I won't sound desperate.
Our food came and we ate in silence.
When I got out my card to pay, my phone rang. Tanya.
"Sweetie" she whispered seductively. I felt sick.
"Hello"
"I have that red lingerie you like so much on me"
"Not tonight" I whispered.
"It's been over a week!" she exclaimed angrily.
"I know" I said smoothly.
"I hope you haven't forgotten about Rose's birthday! It's tomorrow"
"Of course, tomorrow we'll go there, honey" trying to stop her from screaming in my ear.
"Bye, tiger" she purred.
"Good night" maybe she'll take the hint and won't wait for me.
I looked at Bella sheepishly, hoping she's not mad at me for talking with my wife in front of her.
"Was that your wife?" she asked.
"Yeah. Do you have someone home you have to be with?" How forward can you be Cullen?
"No" she murmured. I grinned and took her hand.
"Let's go back to the hotel" I murmured.
"I'm sure the party is over by now" she said frowning.
"We're booking a room for the night or would you like to show me where you live" I grinned.
"WHAT? Wait a moment! What do you want to do?" she panicked. Shit! She doesn't want this!
"I told you. I missed you, Bella" I tried to explain.
"My flat. We need to talk. You're not wasting money on me" Of course, the 'no money on me' rule was still on.
"Fine. You didn't change one bit. Lead the way"
We got a cab and she surprised me when she said the address.
"Really? They pay you that much to tell them they're mad?"
"I thought, your brother's wife wanted to see me" she teased me.
"Well…she is psychic" I said chuckling.
"Some give me $700 per session. And a session can last five hours sometimes"
"Ok, I'm changing my job" I declared solemnly.
"How much do you get on a case if I'm not rude?"
"Well…it depends; the last case offered me $1000 to save her cat! So I did," I said grinning, remembering how the woman wanted to win the stupid case. She had put the cat in the washing machine, how stupid can people get?
"We did pretty good with our lives" she murmured. She was lying again. Hadn't she learned that she can't lie to me?
"Here we are. Have a nice night" the cab driver said to us. We thanked him and got out.
We got inside and we were greeted by her doorman.
"Hi, Seth" she said.
"Bella! He came aga-" he stopped and looked at me strangely.
"Again? Haven't you told him to stop coming? Oh, he's Edward, an old friend" Old friend? That's what I was?
"Hello! And I did, countless times. Why don't you just tell him…to stop coming yourself?" he asked aggravated.
"I can't just tell Jacob to go away! He needs my help!" Bella told him sternly.
"Then you deal with him. If someone will come knocking at two am on your door, you should know it's him!" with that Seth turned away from us and busied himself with his phone.
"Come on. Second floor" she told me.
"Who's Jacob?" I growled.
"A patient! He has a bad habit of cheating on his wife and stupidly tells her all his sexcapades…I haven't met such a stupid man before" she unlocked the door and we were inside her apartment.
I helped her out of her coat and put them away in the closet besides the door.
"Would you like a glass of something?" she asked fidgeting.
"Sure, but just one. I want to remember tonight" I murmured in her neck, taking in her scent. She came back with two glasses of whiskey.
As she was gone I had time to look around a bit, her apartment was amazing, it must cost a fortune to live here.
"This apartment is amazing, Bella" I said taking a seat on the couch
"Thank you" she said taking a seat on the armchair.
"Won't you stay with me?" I asked while tracing the rim of my glass.
"Let's talk…I don't think I'll be able to stop myself if I stay too close to you" she whispered.
"That's the point. Lose control with me" I can't believe I had just said that.
"Edward, I don't…you're married. I can't do this! I'm not that kind of girl that destroys marriages"
"I already had in mind to divorce her. For quiet awhile. Now I have a reason," I whispered. It was true. Tanya was driving me crazy, in a bad way.
"Let me guess, I'm the reason?"
"Of course! Bella, have you forgotten how wonderful we were together? I haven't, I've thought of you every day and every night" I confessed. She stopped breathing, I could have sworn she was turning blue. I put the glass on the table and perched myself on the arm of the armchair where she sat.
"Bella? Are you ok?"
"I…you really thought of me?" she asked breathlessly.
"Always" I vowed. I took her face in my hands, "I haven't stopped loving you" I confessed. Her slender fingers ran through my hair and she moaned softly.
"Bella, say something, love" I urged her.
"I want this. I would be stupid if I would deny it. But…we can't"
"We can. Look, I promise I will divorce her" I told her, caressing her face. How I wanted to know what she was thinking now, oh, my sweet Bella. Please, accept me in your life again.
"Our little secret" she murmured after a few minutes.
"I can do secrets. Been there, done that" I winked at her. How nice it was in high school, our secret life.
"This apartment provides us a very big, fluffy and comfortable bed" Bella whispered.
"Let's test it. How resistant is it?" I grinned.
"Let's hope we don't destroy anything, I don't have time to repair anything. God, how mortifying was explaining dad that dent! And it was only your fault!"
"I pushed the bed, I didn't realize it will destroy the wall" I mocked her, laughing.
But I can't forget how scared I was at the time, being a few feet away from her father, naked in her closet.
"Oh shut up! What was I supposed to tell him? You know, my boyfriend, that no one knows of, was here last night, actually, right now he's in the closet if you'd like to meet him, and pounded into me making the bed move and destroying the wall?" she said her voice raising by the end of hew question.
"Boyfriend. I like that" I said.
She led the way to her bedroom. I froze in the door way.
"No!" I exclaimed.
"What's wrong?" she sounded scared.
"You have a blasted window behind the bed! Do you want us to fly and land outside? I won't mind, you know I never stop until I'm done" Oh yes, a nice memory, janitor closet, the last bell rang loudly and I kept pounding into her. My cock hardened further at the thought.
"Well, I have a guestroom, the bed is close to the wall, like my old one was" she told me.
"Where is it? I can't wait another moment. Thirteen years is too much" I sounded pathetic.
We went next door and I grinned. "It's exactly as your old bedroom"
"I know" she whispered.
"Are you sure? There's no turning back, ever, if I have a taste of you again" I asked, making sure she knew what this meant.
"Positive" she murmured. That's everything I wanted to hear.
I kissed her. Oh her soft lips felt so good under mine. I've missed them. I licked her lips and probed to see if she'd let me deepen it. She did and oh how blissful it was to be in her mouth again. Her sweet taste and her warm tongue. My pants were incredibly uncomfortable. When my hand landed on her breast, she moaned and I went to kiss her neck. I slowly unzipped her dress and kissed every inch of exposed skin. She helped me out of my shirt. I whispered to her how beautiful she was as she blushed. Oh how I missed her blush! She tried to get my pants down, forgetting about the belt. Then, just in my tight briefs, I was exposed to her. She drank into me, her eyes settled for a second on the tattoo, I could see the questions in her eyes, then she took in my engorged cock and finished with admiring my legs.
"Finished inspecting me?" I murmured amused. "Everything in place?"
"Err you are even more glorious that I remember" she said blushing a dark shade of red.
"I must say you filled in the right places. My pillow seems bigger and your hips are magnificent" I whispered admiring her breasts and her hips.
"What's that?" Bella blurred out pointing to my briefs.
"Why, have you forgotten about your slave?" my cock had been her slave since day one.
"No, Edward. This" she traced my tattoo and I shivered and my cock twitched. I hoped I won't jizz myself like a seventeen year old boy.
"Let's take those off" I said, taking her knickers off slowly. Now, I truly could feel my pre-cum, "Holy hell" Bella will be the death of me. She wasn't waxed.
"I'll wax, I promi-" I was up, my mouth on hers in less than a second.
"Don't! I love you like this!" I murmured. Could I be any more direct than this?
She helped me out of my briefs and she licked me! Then she started crying, hard. What happened? What had I done?
"Bella? What is it? Are you ok? Love, tell me, what can I do?" I felt like a fool, my hands moving uselessly around her face.
"Muse" she gasped. Oh, the tattoo!
"Oh Bella. You scared me" I murmured. I cradled her in my arms and kissed all over her face.
She traced my tattoo, I thought I was a fool for no one, but oh baby I'm a fool for you, I remember that man told me I'm mad for writing something like this on me. He muttered something about 'pussy slave', I couldn't agree more.
"I had to keep a part of you still alive in me, to be sure you truly existed and you weren't a dream my mind had created" I confessed.
"A dream, me?" she sounded surprised. She still wasn't seeing herself clearly!
"Yes, a very beautiful one. My life had become a nightmare the moment I left Forks. They didn't even let me say good bye. I'm sure you've suffered because of my insensible parents" I told her in a pained voice. I remembered how I cried in the car. And I never cried!
"I convinced myself that you really didn't love me, it was absurd for you to love me. Who was I? Some clingy freshman girl that fell for the most wanted and handsome senior guy in school" I gaped at her.
"Yes, you were absurd! How could you think for a second that I don't love you, after all the times I told you so?" I sounded hurt and a bit aggravated even to my own ears.
"Love me, now! Show me just how much you still love me" she whispered.
"Always, Bella. I'll show you for the rest of my life" I carried her to the bed and looked in her eyes, trying to pour all my love and lust for her in that look. I tried to remember how it felt to be inside her, but I couldn't remember. Then I remembered, I needed a condom. I dashed to my wallet and after searching a good minute I found it.
"What was that about?" Bella asked startled.
"We don't need complications, do we?" I asked seriously showing her the condom.
"I can't wait. I promise to worship your body as it deserves later tonight, now I just need to feel you, be with you" I murmured, settling between her legs. She wrapped her legs around me, I kissed her nose and eased myself inside her warmth. She was so tight! How could she still be so tight, after all those years?? I moved slowly, letting her adjust to me and soon, she started moving, too.
"Faster" she whimpered. Who was I to deny her? Her hands gripped my ass and pushed me further inside, I grunted and lifter her hips off the bed, pounding into her.
"YESSS" she screamed. The bed was hitting the wall, I could only imagine what had happened if we had done this in her bed.
"Love, are you close?" I asked breathlessly. She nodded. I lifted her legs on my shoulders and I slowed my movements. She moaned and trashed under me, begging me to go faster. I got almost all the way out of her and then slammed inside, hard and fast and both of us cummed. I fell on top of her, hoping I won't kill her; I couldn't feel my limbs. I was kissing her shoulder lazily.
"Tell me no one has ever made you feel like this or cum like you just did" I demanded.
"There might have been this guy in high school, you may know him. His name is Edward" she whispered.
"I'll have a talk with him. How dare he make you feel better than me?" I teased her. "Seriously, now"
"Only one" she whispered.
"Who?" I was dreading to know my enemy.
"You, only you"
"I'm sure all those other idiots you've been with are some useless self concerned bastards," I said annoyed.
"Edward, you are the only one" she said blushing.
My eyes nearly bugged out. "Tell me this is a cruel joke" I murmured. She couldn't have gone thirteen years without sex!
She shook her head! My head fell on the pillow next to her, I was a fool, an asshole, how could I be so pathetic. I should have stayed!
You and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
The song filled the room, breaking our moment.
"Fuck" I said lowly. Tanya's song! I scrambled off Bella and threw the condom in the trash bin and retrieved the phone.
"Where are you?" Hello to you, too, dear wife.
"Meeting, I told you to sleep. I'll be late"
"Meeting, my ass! Where are you, Cullen? Are you fucking around some client?" she screamed.
"Don't scream at me!" I said annoyed.
"You are not at the office!"
"What?" Why does she care where I am?
"Jasper and Emmett are at their homes for hours, now" she announced me.
"Why do I care about Jasper or Emmett?"
"Where are you?"
"A client, not at work!" She was getting on my nerves, I looked at Bella and rolled my eyes.
"That little psychic bitch said there will be an important change in your life" Tanya said.
"What did you just called her?" I asked lowly.
"Bitch! Freaky excuse of a-" I cut her before she could say something else.
"Tanya! Say one more bad thing about-" she hung up. I looked in disbelief at the phone. "She hung up on me!" I told Bella, slightly amused.
"Go home" she urged me.
"No, especially after what she said" I growled.
"What did she said? Come here, you must be cold there" she patted the space next to her under the blanket. I got under the blanket and took her in my arms. "She made a Alice a bitch"
"Isn't she supposed to be her sister or something?"
"That's Tanya. You don't know her until you get to live with her!" I murmured angrily. "Are you tired?"
"Not really"
"Great" I whispered and started kissing her neck, moving down to her breasts. I paid great attention to her breasts, licked a path to her navel and kissed my way to her sex. I licked her clit and probed her with a finger, soon my tongue replaced the finger. When I felt her start clamping I murmured "I've missed my drug" and bit lightly her clit. She cummed and I drank her. So sweet.
"Drug?" she murmured.
"Mine" I said kissing her lips.
I had hardened while giving her pleasure. Before I realized, she was under the blanket, licking and kissing my tattoo and then taking me in her mouth. She gagged, but didn't stop.
"Isabella" I said lowly, bringing her up. She protested but I silenced her. Put another condom on and sank her on me. She threw her head back and buckled her hips in mine.
"Jesus, don't move if you don't want me to cum like a teenager!" I advised.
She stilled and traced my tattoo with her index finger. I was glad I got it, it made her happy.
I took her hips and lifted her off me and dropped her. She yelped and dug her fingers in my sides. I had hurt her!
"Sorry. Did I hurt you?" I asked worried.
"No, more like startled me"
We started moving and soon we were a mess of grunts and tangled limbs. She slumped on my shoulder, breathing hard. I smoothed her hair and kissed her damp forehead.
"Sex had never been this good. I'm alive again" I whispered.
"Is it just sex?" she asked somehow angry.
I was horrified with myself. "No, Bella! How can you think like that? What we have is so much deeper than sex. Now, sleep, you must be exhausted" she settled in my arms better and fell asleep.
She slept peacefully, said my name a few times, which made me grin.
I woke up and got out of the bed slowly, trying no to wake my angel. It was seven! I had to be at work at eight and go home and change! I started getting dressed quietly, but didn't manage. I somehow got tangled in my pants and fell on the floor with a thud, it hurt like a bitch. I cursed loudly.
"Morning, grumpy" Bella whispered. My head snapped up to her.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you" I got up and managed to put the pants on, now I tried to put my shirt on.
"In a hurry?" she asked amused.
"Err I have half an hour if you still want me here" I said buttoning the shirt wrong. She started laughing. I narrowed my eyes at her and leaped on the bed on top of my beautiful Bella.
"You think it's funny?" I asked.
She nodded, giggling. Bella got up and unbuttoned my shirt, then buttoned it the correct way. Oh, here I thought we'll have some morning action. When she was done she kissed me once. "Now, was that that hard?" she teased.
I didn't answer, but went to get my socks and sat on the floor sticking my foot in the air trying to put the sock on and falling backwards, banging my head on the floor.
"Damn it! One night with you and I'm contaminated with clumsiness" I muttered annoyed.
"What did you just say?" she growled. She was above me, her legs on either side of my head giving me a great view to her swollen clit.
"Murder me, now! Bella if you want me to keep my sanity, please go and put some clothes on you" I said closing my eyes and pinching the bridge of my nose, trying to think of something else. She disappeared out of the room. I managed to finally look presentable and made my way to her kitchen. It was small, but modern. Too modern, how does this coffee maker work?
"Edward?" I heard her ask.
"Kitchen" I yelled back.
"How does this blas-" I'm sure I looked like a retard and I was drooling, I could feel it. Bella wore my high school jersey. She came and made the coffee, got mugs put sugar and milk in them. I still have yet to move.
"I'm dressed. Now what?" she asked innocently, turning and showing me the back of the jersey. CULLEN 13. I let her finish pouring the coffee. Meanwhile I unbuckled my belt, let the zipper down and I pressed her on the counter.
"Bend" I murmured in her ear. The moment she was bent, I was inside her and moving. When I felt her muscle clamp on me I knew that was my undoing so I let her cum and I got out of her and cummed on her ass, luckily, only on her ass, not my shirt, as well.
"Bella…look at the mess we've made" I grinned against her neck.
"Weren't you in a hurry?"
"Let's get you to shower," I proposed. The shower was innocent. When we were done, I got the mug of coffee gratefully.
"I'll bring you the mug back. I need a reason to come back" I winked and kissed her long and loving then disappeared behind the door.
I took a cab home, hoping Tanya won't be there. She wasn't. this was my lucky day.
I changed in another suit and looked in the mirror. I was the same, but something had changed. Then I saw the hickey close to my left ear. Damn! I took Tanya's powder and applied some. I felt like a whore. Since when had my life became so complicated?
Oh, yes, the moment I listened to Emmett. Note to self: Never listen to Emmett. Send him flowers for bringing Bella back into your life and making your life a mess.
Bella…I already missed her. I got in my car and took my phone out and called her. I was glad of my presence of mind to ask her for her number before I left this morning.
She answered on the fourth ring, breathlessly.
"I forgot to tell you how much I love you today. It's more than yesterday and less than tomorrow" God, I sounded cheesy, even to my ears. She confirmed it.
"Can you be any less cheesy?" she giggled.
"I'm a fool for you baby" I whispered in the phone.
"My fool" she whispered back.
"Only yours. Always yours. The fool has to go. I'll tell Alice about you. I'm sure you can help her"
"Ok. Have a good day, fool" I chuckled and hung up.
At work I met with Alice. "What are you doing here?" I asked astonished to see her.
"Visiting my husband"
"Come in my office, a bit" she followed me surprised.
"Alice, have you thought of talking with someone about…the James thing?"
"I thought it was a taboo subject!" she exclaimed.
"Alice, I ran into an old friend that is a shrink"
Alice's eyes welled up, "I'm not mad!"
"I know, honey. You just need to talk with someone. You always say to talk about your problems"
"Edward…" she was losing this battle.
"You can't win this. I'm the lawyer here."
"Fine, Mr. Lawyer. Give me this shrink's number and if he tries anything, you explain it to Jazzy" I laughed.
"It's a she, actually. Did you really think I'd let you alone with a man after that?"
"Oh…why didn't you say so from the beginning?" she asked getting excited. "Has Tanya told you that I saw a big change in your life?"
"Yes, she mentioned it" I murmured, taking my phone out and writing Bella's number on a piece of paper.
"Here. Her name is Isabella, no, Bella. Isabella Swan" I murmured giving Alice the paper.
"Bella or Isabella?" she asked amused.
"She prefers Bella" I said grinning. I should stop this, before she realizes something is wrong with me.
"Ok, I'll call her, today. Thank you, Edward" she said watching me dubiously, when I continued grinning and whistling. "Are you alright? Are you coming down with something?" she asked concerned.
"Healthy as a horse" I said bursting in fits of laughter, when I thought of Bella riding me last night. I felt so light and happy.
"Are you ok, bro?" asked Emmett concerned, sticking his head in my office.
"Apparently he's in a good mood today" said Alice.
"Then you will be happy to see who is visiting" Emmett said and got out of the way. I expected Tanya to waltz her way in my office or Esme…not Bella, my beautiful angel made her way in my office, laughing and blushing at some joke Emmett must have said.
I cocked an eyebrow at her and she shrugged.
"We meet again" I whispered, getting up and kissing her cheek, linger longer than I should have.
"What do you mean again?" asked an annoyed Emmett. I threw him a dirty look and put an arm around Bella.
"Al, she's Bella. I've just told you about her"
"Nice to meet you" she whispered, looking between me and Bella vigilantly.
"Is here a meeting that I'm not aware of?" asked Jasper as he got in my office. "Bella-bear!" he exclaimed and took her in a hug.
"Jazzy-poo" she countered.
"Oh hell. It's only your fault!" he told Emmett, annoyed.
"Eddie-teddy was the one spending time with her, not me!" Jasper rounded on me.
"Emmett! For the love of Jesus, stop calling me Eddie-teddy!" I exclaimed angrily, before Jasper could say anything.
Bella put her hand on my arm, trying to stop me form killing my brother.
"Well it's always nice to know about your high school nicknames. What was yours Emmett?" asked Alice.
"Not gonna tell" he said grinning, then he realized there were three other people that could do that.
We each had different nick names for him, so said them. Me and Jasper said "Emmy-bear", while Bella said loudly "Meaty hands"
Emmett launched for Bella and I moved in front of her, somehow all the three of us ended up on the floor, Bella on top of me and Emmett next to us. For a moment it was silence in the office and then we all started laughing. My door opened, just as I was moving Bella in a sitting position, Tanya entered. Let the hell break loose!
Review! I really hope you liked it. Edward won't shut up!