Not mine! I'm so sorry for the long waiting!
Memories in Italic.
EPOV
"Em, for the last time, I'm not spending Christmas on a mattress!" I exclaimed.
"He has a point! What will you do with the bed when you'll paint the room?" Jasper asked.
"Fine, it has to be a fucking comfortable one, then! I'm done sleeping on crappy shits," I said.
"Crappy shits?" asked Emmett laughing at me.
"While I stayed home, I slept in the guest room, bad bed. I'm grateful for Bella's fluffy one" I explained.
"Thanksgiving's gone, man" Emmett teased me.
"Stop fighting! Look at this one, Edward" Jasper separated us. It was a nice mattress.
Emmett's phone started ringing and he tensed up, "Shit" he muttered and answered.
"Babe, I know" he murmured. "Cranberries?....OK, I got it…With my brothers, baby…Oh, sure, be there…Me too, I love you, too…Bye, Rosie!"
"What is she craving now?" I asked scared, tugging at my hair and eyeing the mattress. It was big, seemed fluffy and very comfortable.
"Steak with cranberries and mashed potatoes. It's normal, guys! And…get your mattress, get it to the house and come to Bella. The girls are there! Christmas decorating or some shit" Emmett said and rushed out of the store, probably to buy the sauce.
I brought the mattress and Jasper drove me to my future home. I already had gotten a small tree with a few globes and lights, a coffee table, cushions, a dozen of blankets and a small freezer for food and champagne. I put the mattress against a wall and took in the empty house; I couldn't wait to live here, to start my own family with Bella.
"Ready, man? You'll be back in two days" Jasper reminded me and tugged me out of the house. We drove in silence back to Bella's flat.
"And Dad is not happy with you spending Christmas here, again!" I heard a voice saying, it sounded aggravated. I vaguely remembered the voice from somewhere.
"DAD, my Dad doesn't care! I haven't spent a Christmas there in- to hell with it! Seven years! He never had a problem with it!" I heard Bella scream and changed a worried look with Jasper as we got in the flat.
"First, you leave without caring if he likes your decision, then you miss his wedding and now you are against spending Christmas in family!" the man shot back. She left against Charlie's will? He re-married? Why hadn't she spent Christmas home in seven years? Seven…Fuck…seven, that means after high school she never retuned home!
"Seth!" Bella hissed. Seth, of course. But he was her doorman…not her brother? I decided to make my appearance known and tugged Jasper in the living room where Bella was standing with tinsel around her neck, looking enraged at Seth and he had a letter in his hand, crumpling it; Rose was on the couch watching them and Alice was on a chair putting tinsel on one of Bella's paintings.
I cleared my throat and everyone turned to us. Bella, to my horror, burst in tears and ran out of the room, with Seth hot on her heels, muttering.
"Not to be rude, but what was that?" I asked.
"Seth, apparently, is her step-brother and is trying to convince her to spend Christmas with her family, in Forks. No such luck!" Rose explained from the couch. "Where's Emmett?"
"He left before us-" I jabbed Jasper so he will shut up. No one knew about the house, besides the two of them. "He'll be here, soon" Jasper averted.
"I'm going after Bella" I announced and turned to go to the kitchen.
"I can't" Bella mumbled in Seth chest, where she was crying. I pushed Seth aside and wrapped my arms around her, Bella relaxed and clung to me.
"Shh, we can go back, if you want!" The house could wait, not her family. I had hurt her beyond everything, making her not go back to Forks. I was such a miserable excuse of a man.
"No! You h-have p-p-planed some-mething" she stuttered and hiccupped.
"Doesn't matter, it can wait! We're going to Forks!" I said and kissed her forehead. My heart was beating wildly in my chest, only at the mere thought of going back there. I was positive I'd have a heart attack.
"You may want, but your heart doesn't agree with this. I can hear it!" Bella mumbled and stroked a hand over my heart.
"I want, love. My heart won't be able to take it because of the memories that are already invading my brain" I whispered. Late nights in Bella's room, first time we went to our meadow; when she told me frustrated to 'fuck the math!' and got up angrily only to stumble and fall in my arms, then she reasoned 'better, you' then blushed when she realized what she had said.
"Why are you laughing?" Bella poked me.
"Remember 'fuck the math', hmm 'better, you'?" I asked laughing harder. Bella blushed and hid her face in my chest.
"Try and divide this one, then extract the square root" I said patiently, mesmerized by the way the pencil slid in her mouth. She was driving me mad with lust and did not even know it.
"Fuck the math!" she exclaimed, startling me when she threw the pencil away and jumped up. Bella lost her balance and fell in my open arms, she looked at me under her lashes, blushing and blurring out "Better, you", then her eyes grew wide and she clamped a hand over her mouth. I watched her for a few minutes and tugged her in my lap, she gasped when she felt me hard. I had no shame, I forgot all about being a gentleman when I was with her.
"When and where?" I whispered in her ear. She shuddered and tried to get up, but I didn't let her. The door open, "I'm home, Bells" Charlie! Exactly my luck. I released her, "Tomorrow" I told her and got up and left after greeting her father.
Next day I waited for her before school, to drive her.
"What are you doing here?" she had asked bewildered.
"Driving you to school. Hop in!" I grinned, holding the passenger door open.
"Eh…I really shouldn't!" she blushed.
"You're underage. Charlie lets you drive because he trusts you!" There you go, Cullen, remind her she's a minor!
"Edward, about yesterday…I am sorry-" she started, but I grabbed her and kissed her, effectively stopping her rambling. Her wide eyes were staring in mine and she kissed me back!
"Say, tonight, instead of doing math, we go out?" I asked her breathlessly.
"Sure" she grinned, eagerly.
"Remember the kiss?" she asked me shyly.
"I was thinking of it." I grinned down at her. "I want to see that place again. Let's go to your Dad" I encouraged her.
"Let's pack, then" Bella smiled at me and leaned to kiss me. I met her halfway and backed her in the counter, kissing her passionately.
"I'm still here, you know?" Seth said from behind me. I jumped and turned to him. "Oh, hi" I said making him laugh.
"Are you happy now?" Bella asked him cheekily.
"Ecstatic!" Seth grinned and skipped out of the kitchen. I quirked an eyebrow after him.
"There's something you should know…" Bella started.
"He's your step-brother. I heard it!" I said.
"Yes, Sue Clearwater, now Swan…is his mother. From La Push." she explained.
"Oh, I don't remember them…never really went to La Push" I smirked making Bella sigh and shake her head.
Bella took my hand we got back to the other room, Emmett had come, finally.
"Alice, I'm really sorry, but I'm not spending Christmas here" Bella whispered.
"Oh…" Alice pouted and stopped decorating.
"Nicely, leave, we have to pack and book some tickets for the next flight to Forks." I grinned and hugged Bella close to me.
"FORKS?" boomed Emmett amazed.
"Yes, now remove yourselves from here" I ordered.
"Edward! Can you get any more insensible?" hissed Bella, pinching my stomach, again. I put some weight, so?
"Yes, Eddie-Teddy, the fatness got to your brain!" Emmett joked.
"I'm not fat!" I growled. "And do not call me that!"
"Touchy, touchy. You were right, Belly-boop" he laughed. Bella launched herself at his neck, and slapped him on the head, hard.
"Call me Belly-boop one more time" she threatened.
"And what? Remember, I kept the secret! It was I, who told the moron about the reunion!" Emmett grinned proudly, pounding on his chest.
"Let's go, Emmett, before they both kill you" Rose said, looking between me and Bella and our enraged faces.
They left after a few minutes, leaving us alone. We started packing and I looked after tickets.
"I hope we can find, it is too late, now" I said.
"There have to be some! I suddenly want to go back!" Bella danced around the room, packing things and humming to herself. I found tickets and brought them.
"Tomorrow, six am. I'm sorry, the only ones available" I said.
"Come with me" she whispered and took my hand, dragging me to the living room. "Sit!" she pointed to an armchair. I obeyed waiting to see what she wanted to do. Bella sat on my lap with the phone.
"Hold me and don't let go, I have to do something I should have done a long, long time ago." She murmured.
The waiting was killing me. Whom will she call?
She dialed a number oh-so familiar. She was calling Charlie. Bella let the phone on speaker and kissed my cheek while the phone was ringing.
Someone picked up. "…and I need the stripped blue tie! Hello?" Charlie said. I smiled, it was so like him to pick up the phone, continue his conversation and then answer.
Bella took a deep breath. "Hello??" Charlie's voice asked again.
She looked at me and said "Good evening, Cha-Dad!"
Silence on the other end, Bella began to bite her bottom lip and look scared.
"Bells? Is it really you?" Charlie's voice cracked twice, making me wince.
"Y-yes, it's m-me" Bella whispered, sniffling. I tightened my hold on her and kissed her cheek. "You're doing great, love" I whispered in her ear.
"Is someone there?" asked Charlie.
"It's on speaker. D-dad…tomorrow-" she stopped talking and the tears cascaded down her cheeks.
"Charlie? It's Edward Cullen" I said, titling the phone so he could hear me.
"YOU! Why are you there?" he sounded angry. He had every right to hate me.
"We'll explain everything soon. That's why Bella called. Seth convinced her to come tomorrow" I said and looked at Bella who was gasping for air, trying to stop the tears.
"S-she coming? SUE!!! Bella's coming!" Charlie screamed.
"D-dad don't sc-cream!" Bella whispered.
"I can't wait to see you and hear you explanation!" he finished angrily.
"Tomorrow. I promise." She whimpered.
"I need details. Why did you disappeared? Why didn't you call me? Why didn't you come to my wedding? Why is that boy there?" Charlie was breathing fast; I hope he won't have a heart attack.
"We'll explain it all. I just called to let you know, we're coming."
"Ok. Rent a car, ok?" he said.
"Sure! I'll see you tomorrow!" Bella whispered and they said good-bye, then she buried her head in my chest and cried.
I felt helpless, not knowing what to do. She managed to calm down enough to fall asleep; I got her in bed and finished packing. Bella tossed and turned all night, around three am I gave up trying to sleep and went to the kitchen to make coffee.
"Morning!" I heard Bella yawn as she slumped on a chair. I gave her a coffee and leaned on the counter.
"Good morning! How do you feel?" I asked fearful of her answer.
"Good? I just need a shower. Want to join me?" Bella smiled shyly at me, sipping her coffee.
"I need one, too. Why not?" I grinned, scooped her up, and carried her to the bathroom.
"EDWARD! Put me down!" she screamed.
"Shh you'll wake the neighbors!" I murmured and set her down next to the shower. "Undress."
"Excuse me?" she asked startled.
"You heard me, undress. Or you mastered a technique to shower with clothes on?" I teased her.
She blushed and struggled with her clothes. We got in the shower and I washed her hair, then I started to wash her body.
"Do you think it's a good idea?" she asked me when I knelt in front of her and ran my hand son her legs, soaping them.
"Do you want to wash yourself?" I asked, hoping she will let me finish.
"Huh? Oh…no. I was thinking of going back…" she trailed off, her eyes far away. I rinsed the shampoo and the soap, then I was back on my knees, one of her legs on my shoulder and I kissed her thigh. Slow kisses, going closer to my favorite place, when I got to her pussy I started to lick, nip and suck on her in earnest. Making her forget.
Bella's hands fisted in my hair and her heel dug in my back; she was moaning loudly and tugging at my hair. I continued my tongue and fingers working, making Bella quiver in my arms. I was afraid she would fall. She was on the brick of orgasm and I felt quite smug for doing this to her when she pushed me away and crouched next to me. I thought she was going to be sick, then I felt her mouth on me making me moan loudly.
"Quiet! Keep on doing what you were doing." She mumbled and wrapped her luscious lips around my cock again. I stuck three fingers in her making my angel scream, the sound reverberate in my cock, making it twitch.
"Shit!" I groaned and pumped my finger, trying with all my might not to move in her mouth, afraid to choke her. She started to clamp around my fingers and she moaned loudly, nearly gagging when she tried to bring me to orgasm at the same time with her. Her tongue swirled around my cock and when I felt her small fingers wrap around my balls I exploded and prayed she did, too. She did, because I felt her milking my fingers.
I fell on my back, unable to stay on my ass any longer and Bella fell on top of me. She shivered slightly and I realized the water had turned cold.
Her finger came to brush my hair out of my eyes, "My fool!" she whispered lovingly, gazing at me sleepily.
"Yours, always." I said and got up to wash us again. We finished the shower in five minutes.
Bella went in her room to get dressed. Not a moment later, she screamed loudly.
"It's four thirty! Hurry up!" Where had an hour and a half gone?
I tugged some jeans, a t-shirt and a sweater on me and I was done. I took the luggage and put them by the front door.
"Bella? Are you done?" I asked.
"Yes. Just…oh, here they are!" she grinned and came with her keys to me. She locked the door three times and we took a cab to the airport.
"When we're coming back, I'm looking for the car!" I groaned. I hated to resort to a cab drive.
"Here we are! Merry Christmas!" the cab driver smiled at us.
"Thanks. Merry Christmas, to you too." I whispered and gave him some cash.
As we got in the airport, someone was just announcing our flight.
"If we lose it, I'm gonna blame you!" Bella growled and started running. I chuckled and took off after her; when I caught up, a second later, I whispered, "You won't. You enjoyed it!"
We showed the tickets and got inside.
"Is Seth here, too?" I asked, just realizing it.
"Should be. Oh there he is!" Bella grinned and waved over to Seth, who waved back. Our seats were are the back of the plane, I was glad we had seats and I was going back to Forks.
"Let's play a game. I'll get bored." Bella murmured ten minutes after the plane took off.
"Child much? Ok, what?" I grinned and leaned down to kiss her.
"Remember when?" she smiled softly; her eyes alight with many emotions.
"Never heard of it." I said, thinking of what this may be.
"It's not a game, actually. I came up with it. Let's remember things about that year…" Bella said smiling. I nodded and draped my arm around her. I leaned close to her ear, "Remember when you were in your rebel stage?" I murmured making her shudder.
I had just finished my last class and couldn't wait to go to Bella, knowing today was a 'tutoring' day. I got out of school only to find her leaning against a guy from her year's car with a cigar in her hand. She was looking hesitantly at it and then at her friend. I rushed to her before she could put it in her mouth.
"No, Bella! Don't do this!" I said sternly and threw the cigar away.
"Says who? The school's nerd? You're her tutor not her father!" the guy sneered at me. I so wanted to say, her boyfriend says so, but it was a secret and I couldn't say it.
"Bella, is this what you want?" I asked her, raising her chin so I could watch her eyes. They were full of unshed tears and she looked ashamed. I steered her to my car.
"If you want to do that shit, tell me. We'll do it together! But don't go take cigars from strangers, God knows what it was in it!" I groaned.
"Tyler wouldn't have…What do you mean, what was in it?" she whispered. Oh, sweet, innocent Bella. Note to self: Find and strangle Tyler guy.
"Weed" I said through gritted teeth.
"Weed?" she asked confused. "OH…OHH!" Bella realized, about time!
"You want to see how it is? Tell me, we'll do it together. Charlie will never find out." I promised.
"Do you…smoke?" she whispered the last word.
"You'd know that, considering we're together every moment of every day."
"No, then. And will you start for me?" she asked crest-fallen.
"Bella, just once! I will smoke one cigar with you if you want! Don't even think I'll let you start smoking!" I shouted, making her jump.
She didn't say anything and I stopped at a small shop, jumped out of the car and went inside.
I eyed a packet of cigarettes. "Can I have one? I mean, one cigar." The guy looked amused and gave me one from his own packet.
"No, kid. I don't need your money. Have fun, I take it that it's your first time. Here, another one." He grinned at me and waved me off. He looked like a respectable, trustworthy man so I took the cigarettes, thanked him and got back in the car. When I closed the door, I heard sniffling.
"Bella? Are you crying?" I asked scared. Maybe it was something she wanted to do with that guy, not with me. I felt waves of nausea come from my stomach at that thought.
"No." she said firmly and discreetly wiped her tears. I sighed and drove to her house. Once inside I wrapped my arms around her, "It was stupid of me to think you'd want to do this with me." I said and kissed her hair.
"What do you mean?" she asked confused. She was so cute, how her nose scrunched up in confusion.
"I should have realized this is something you wanted to do with that guy, not with me." I clarified, my heart twisting in agony at that thought.
"Fool! I want to do it with you!" she exclaimed and a second later her cheeks flamed and her eyes widened.
"I know you want to do it with me, I'm so handsome and sexy, you tell me all the time." I grinned at her. "Seriously, you want to smoke with me? It will the first time for both of us, so you know."
"Really?" Bella asked surprised.
"Really. Come on, let's see how it is." I laughed at her terrified expression and took a match. We went outside, behind her house.
I leaned down and kissed her slowly, then I put the cigar in my mouth, fired the match and then touched it to the cigar. I took a deep breath, as I thought I should and took the cigar out of my mouth, coughing violently. I had tears in my eyes and my throat felt like it had caught fire.
"Edward! Are you ok? What can I do?" asked Bella anxiously, rubbing my arm.
"Water, I think" I croaked, my voice sounded as if I hadn't used it in days. She brought me a glass of water and I drank it all.
"Don't try this shit." I warned her. But it was too late. Bella had the cigar between her lips, took a quick breath, took the cigar out and let the smoke slid out of her mouth like a pro. I watched bewildered.
"If you'd had let me explain…Tyler said to take a quick breath, like when you are scared and keep the smoke a bit in you, then let it out." Bella smiled proudly.
"Well, hell! Give it here!" I snatched the cigar and did as told; I ended up coughing my ass off again. "Shitty thing!" I muttered angry.
"You're jealous, I'm better than you at something!" Bella laughed at me.
"Maybe we shouldn't talk about that…" Bella trailed off, shaking me out of my memory. Her voice sounded wrong.
"What's wrong?" I asked worried.
"Paul…" she whispered. A moment later she gasped and looked terrified at me. "I can't! I just can't and he will think…" Bella moaned and tears started falling from her eyes.
"Love? What is it? Tell me, you're scaring me!" I muttered panicked. I took her in my lap, didn't care if someone stopped this.
"The ring" I heard Bella choke in my neck. What ring? I'd brought her a necklace! Then I remembered, the ring Paul gave her. The one she won't take off.
"If you take it off, it doesn't mean you stopped loving him, Bella. And you'll have to take it off sometimes in the future." I whispered. She turned her tear stricken face to me to watch me scared.
"Bella, I want to put one of my own on your finger. As I said, taking it off won't mean you stopped loving him." I explained scared. I had asked her to marry me, indirectly, but I did. How stupid can I get?
"You want…what?" she asked. I couldn't understand the emotions behind her words.
"Eh...never mind." I averted before I got myself in it too deep. Bella sighed and snuggled in my chest, wiping her tears.
"Remember our first time?" she whispered barely audible.
"Which part?" I groaned.
"All of it, silly." She giggled.
"So…Charlie's leaving in an hour on a fishing trip…or weekend away from me." Bella bounced on her bed, while I was packing my schoolbooks.
"Mom and Dad are visiting my brothers. They will be back on Monday morning." I said on the same light tone.
"So…?" she grinned bouncing faster.
"So? Do you want me to stay over…or you come over?" I asked, not getting her.
"Come over!" she giggled after a few minutes of thinking. "When are your parents leaving?"
"Left already. This morning." Bella jumped off the bed and ran to me, throwing her arms around my neck. I was shocked with her behavior. She was up to something. What she whispered in my ear made me lose my head and balance.
"Do you have condoms?" her breathy, sexy whisper made me hard instantly.
"BELLA!" I yelled and stumbled on her chair.
"You don't want me?" she asked, her lower lip trembling.
"NO! I mean yes! I mean no...Don't cry! You just…startled me." I whispered and hugged her close to me.
"Bells! I'm leaving!" Charlie screamed.
"Will you be ok? Just for a few moments until he leaves. We need to talk about…this." I gestured between us, kissed her lips once and took my bag heading to the door. Charlie got in before I could reach the door.
"Hello, boy!" he grunted and his gaze cut to Bella who was blushing. I was more than happy he let it slide.
"I'm leaving. Be good! Take care of my little girl, Cullen!" with that Charlie left. What was that about? He'd never said it before!
"I think he knows." Bella whispered from behind me. I turned to see her putting a pair of flimsy knickers in her school bag.
"What the hell?" I marched to her and took them out of there, then I noticed clothes in her backpack. I looked at her questionable.
"Give them back! You'll like them, I promise." She whispered and thrust them in. "I'm coming with you. Might as well have some clothes with me. As much as you'd like to see me naked, I won't like to walk around naked!" Since when had she become so open?
"Sure. Can I help you pack?" I offered, gulping hard.
"Sure, get my shampoo from the bath." She murmured distracted, carrying stuff in her bag.
I was glad of this task, once in the bath; I could move my erection in a more comfortable position and pray she won't see it. I grabbed her shampoo and headed out of the bath.
I heard the cruiser leave. We were alone.
"Why are you staying there? Give me that so we could leave!" Bella danced to me and took her shampoo.
"Bella. Think about this…" I tried to talk her out of it. What normal teenager will do that? None, just me. Foolish Edward Cullen. My girlfriend wants to have sex and I…don't? She's a minor! I can't do this.
"Edward, I want you! Don't do this. You haven't answered me." she stated.
"I don't." I said, hoping she will understand and I won't have to detail it.
"Don't what?" Bella asked, zipping her bag or trying to.
"I don't have…condoms." I said the word as if it were something bad. Bella stopped trying to zip her bag and turned to me.
"Oh God! You don't want to! I don't want to force-"
"Silly Bella! What boy or man, for that matter, will say no to sex?" I asked amused.
"I thought…"
"Wrong, obviously." I grinned, zipped her bag and slang it over my shoulder. "Let's go start this weekend. It looks interesting so far." I winked, making her blush.
"Where are you taking me?" Bella asked angrily when she saw I turned left and not right, on the main street.
"Pharmacy, love." I grinned at the thought of buying condoms with Bella.
"Not form here!" she screamed, startling me.
"You want me to go all the way to Port Angels for condoms?" I asked annoyed.
"No, but not there…or you go alone! I'm not going in and I'm not in the car! What if someone sees us?" she asked scared.
"You have a point. We could go to the gas station."
"The same thing!"
"Nope! We're going together. And I need gas, anyway." I conceded.
I pulled in the gas station and put gas. I tapped on her window when I was done. Bella jumped scared.
"Boom!" I laughed making her pinch me. We got in to pay for the gas and I tugged her to where I saw some perfumes, condoms should be there. Bella was blushing so hard I could had felt the heat if I got a little closer to her.
There they were. Dear Lord! Ten types! I turned to Bella.
"Eh…I've no idea…What I'm doing. We should read on them." I suggested.
"Take one and let's just go." She pleaded, looking around scared.
"Stop fretting, someone will think you're a shop lifter! Here, what do you say about this one? Extra sensitive? Extra strength? Ehh… flavor? Delay…climax? Large? Small? FUCK!" I groaned, feeling dizzy by the variety. I tugged at my hair and glanced at Bella who seemed to have stopped breathing while I read.
Bella took three packages and marched to the cash and slammed the packages on the counter.
"These and pump five." She said tersely. The guy looked amused at her red face and said the price. I paid and followed Bella out of the store.
"Love…I'm sorry. You know it's my first time, too! I had no idea what to choose." I mumbled.
When we were on the road again, Bella giggled softly. I glanced at her and saw her looking at the condoms. I groaned.
"Want to know what I got?" she laughed.
"You'll tell me anyway." I muttered.
"Extra large." She stopped and laughed so hard there were tears on her cheeks.
"Not far from the truth." I said without thinking.
"WHAT?" she stopped laughing and gaped at me.
"Next?" I tried to distract her.
"We'll talk about this." She threatened me. Of course, we will if she wanted to sleep with me. "Strawberry flavor." She giggled eyeing the red package warily.
I groaned loudly and shifted. Not strawberry! That's her scent, my cock twitched at the thought of her- I really shouldn't think of that if I didn't want to jizz in my pants.
"And?" I asked dreading the answer. I prayed it was the one that delayed the climax.
"Extra sensitive." She murmured.
"Perfect! This experience is doomed!" I moaned.
"It's not! I will help you!" she said seriously making me laugh.
"The chicken teaching the hen? Sweetheart, we will figure out together what is going on. But not today! Promise me." I implored her.
We got home, my house and while she cooked, I put on a movie. We ate in silence and then watched the movie, not talking, still.
"Where am I sleeping?" Bella asked me shyly after the movie was over.
"With me!" I said shocked by her question. Her beautiful brows frowned. "Not like that! Just sleeping. We sleep in the same bed every other night." I reminded her.
"Ok. I'll go put my pajamas on." Bella whispered and disappeared in my bathroom. I stepped out my pants and debated on putting on pajamas bottoms when she came out of the bathroom. It was too late to turn or to try and hide the effect she had on me. Her flimsy dark blue negligee left little to my imagination. She wanted to kill me!
"What do you think?" Bella pirouetted and skipped to my side. In moments like this, I realized how young she was.
"You left me speechless, baby." I murmured. She snorted.
"Baby? Are you alright?" she asked amused. I have never called her baby.
"Perfect. Let's sleep before I do something I'll regret."
"Maybe I want you to do something you won't regret!" she insisted.
"Bella, tomorrow, please!" I begged.
"Fine! You're no fun." She got in the bed and kept the blanket open for me. I slid in and spooned her, pressing her back to my chest.
"You know I love you, right?" I asked in her hair, inhaling it.
"Of course. I love you, too, Edward!" she said yawning.
"This means I'll try my best not to hurt you and be a gentleman." I whispered hugging her tighter. She wriggled her butt, grounding it in my erection, making me curse. "Let's just sleep. Good night, my angel." I heard her giggle. She always found it funny when I called her angel.
"Night, my fool."
I woke up some time later from a dream where I was making love with Bella which wasn't helping my current state. Bella somehow ended up on top of me and she kept moving, squirming.
"Edward" she moaned and moved on my erection, making it twitch.
"Shit!" I groaned loudly. Her head snapped up and looked at me startled, not knowing where she was. She must have felt my arousal, because she flushed and ginned wickedly.
"Is it tomorrow?" Bella whispered.
"Uhh" I glanced at my clock. 2:13 AM. "Yes." I said.
"Great!" Bella took my face in her hands and kissed me passionately. The kiss grew hungrier and made me want to rip that thing off her. I groaned and pushed her on her back.
"You're beautiful, amazing, sexy, precious, innocent, sweet-" Bella cut my rambling with another kiss.
"And you are handsome, smart, wonderful, sexy and mine! Make me yours!" she moaned and raised her hips.
"Isabella" I murmured her whole name and started kissing down to her breasts. I took care of every inch of her body, making her quiver and beg.
"You're absolutely sure? Bella, you are still young." I murmured pained, toying with a condom. The extra large one. I had yet to take my boxers off.
"Yes, I'm ready! And what is three years? Edward, please make love with me." she tugged at my boxers and I felt self-conscious as she looked at me. Bella had reached a hesitant finger and ran it over my head, making my cock twitch violently. I started to name the states in my head. Her finger trailed on my length, slightly tickling when she reached my balls.
"Enough! You'll explore me another time. I am already scared of how long I'll keep up and you are not helping" I murmured and took her hand from me. I put the condom on as they thought us in Sex-Education. I took a deep breath and watched Bella closely. Her beautiful brown hair was sprawled on my pillow, her cheeks rosy, her lips swollen and parted, her chocolate eyes now dark with excitation, her legs parted for me. She was a sight.
I slowly settled myself at her opening and inched inside, trying to keep my eyes on hers, to see when I'll hurt her. A muscle in her cheek twitched, but she didn't say anything. I felt her hymen and stopped. I took Bella's hands in mine, joined our hands, pulled out a bit and pushed forward hard. I wanted to cry when I heard her scream.
I took our joined hands and touched her cheek softly. "Bella"
"Moment" she gasped and squeezed her eyes. I was close to Texas when she moaned softly and said "You can move"
So I moved, slowly, trying not to hurt her further. Every inch in me screamed to go faster, but I didn't want to hurt her.
"Harder! Faster!" Bella moaned and trashed under me. I leaned to kiss her and the change in our position and my fastened rhyme made us both cum. I had counted. Three minutes, since I started moving and five since I got in her. Not that bad for my first time.
"Oh" she sounded disappointed. "That's it?" I laughed when I saw her pouting.
"What did you expect? Fireworks? It was the first time!"
"I thought…oh, well! Practice makes perfect, right?" she grinned.
"Of course!" I grinned back and slipped out of her, moaning at the loss. I tossed the condom away and gathered her in my arms.
Let's say that weekend was the best I had so far. I never thought my little Bella could be so kinky! And she had a problem with my carpet, something about it being fluffy and comfortable. We made love everywhere, my bed, my shower, the carpet (a couple of times), the sofa in the living room (it will never be the same again, watching a game with Carlisle), the kitchen. Oh the fridge door was amazing, how scared she was I'd drop her.
"The fridge sex was awesome!" Bella mused, grinning at me.
"I was just thinking of that!"
"Your turn!" she giggled.
"Remember…?" What? I so wanted to tell her about the house, about the ring I brought, when I was with my brothers shopping for the house, about the last time we saw each other.
"Remember the last time?" I asked.
"Like yesterday. You told me to be good for Charlie and not wait for you that night, because Carlisle wanted to talk with you." Bella whispered.
"And I got home to see boxes over boxes and I started screaming that I'm not leaving. No one listened to me. I remember Carlisle turning to Esme and telling her calmly, in the middle of my tantrum mind you, 'Your youngest has lost it.'" I murmured.
Bella smiled at Carlisle's words. "I didn't want to believe Mrs. Stanley! I went to your house to find it…empty. As if, no one had ever lived there. My heart broke in thousands of little pieces. All our dreams, all of my dreams were gone." She whispered.
"Let's not think of that anymore, please." I said.
"Sure, we'll be there soon, anyway. Might as well compose ourselves." Bella grinned and hugged me, laying her head on my shoulder.
Review! Picture of the negligee on my profile.
Where should they sleep? At Charlie or at the hotel...if there are any in Forks? Ideas? :)