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EPOV

I couldn't sleep, I was too ecstatic to stay put. I held Bella close to me and thought of how her eyes had lit up when I asked her to marry me.

This sudden sickness worried me and I didn't know what to do. I felt helpless every time I saw her in front of the toilet. She had been sick last month, but not like this!

I wondered if Carlisle could know something to make her feel better.

I remembered Sue's glinting eyes when she greeted me last evening. 'She'll be just fine. Give it some time.' She whispered, smiling brightly at me. Some time? How much time?

"Edward…don't be silly." My eyes cut to her sleeping form. What was she dreaming about? "No ties!...He's so handsome, just like you." She mumbled and snuggled further into me. Who's handsome just like me?? I wanted to wake her and demand an explanation.

Then I remembered her dream from a few months ago, on her birthday. She had dreamt of a little boy. A smile spread on my face. A family with Bella! It seemed surreal. The house, her acceptance to marry me and now, a future child…or children. I knew she wanted children, unlike Tanya that won't ruin her body, as she put it when I mentioned it some years ago. I wasn't getting any younger and neither was Bella.

I closed my eyes and imagined us in a few years in our house. I really hope she will like the house. It looks like the one we talked about years ago. Bella will greet me when I came from work with the little boy she dreamt of, running after her, clinging to her skirt and she'll throw herself at me. I really wished there would be a little girl in the picture, too. It was my dream; I could put whatever I wanted there! I grinned at the idea and kept imagining the life there. I wanted a big, four posted bed, I've always wanted one. I wanted a pool and a tire-swing. I chuckled at the thought. Where did that one came from? Oh yes! Bella wanted to swing on a tire years ago, when we were young. She had leaned into me when she saw the children plying there, "I'd like one of those in our house." I couldn't deny her anything.

My love groaned and shifted, I had disturbed her sleep with my laughing.

"Edward?" she asked groggily. "Why are you awake?"

"Sleep, love" I whispered and hugged her tighter to me, kissing her neck slowly.

She murmured something about 'mad man' and 'never sleeping' then fell back asleep.

I took her left hand in mine, traced her ring and intertwined our fingers then fell asleep, myself.

"What do you want so early?" I heard Bella groan. I didn't want anything. I was sleeping…or had been until she shifted and talked.

"Have you ever heard of time zones, moron??? It's six am, here!" she exclaimed angrily. Oh, she was on the phone. My guess, Emmett.

There silence then Bella mumbled, "Emmett! Oh…right! Thank you!....Merry Christmas to you, too….No! I want to sleep, not talk with Rose." I cracked an eye open and watched my angel frown, a hand on her stomach. Is she not feeling well, again? Does it hurt?

"Oh, I'm sorry I woke you up. You're brother is impossible." She muttered after she hung up and saw me awake.

I waved a dismissive hand and took her in my arms.

"Are you not feeling well?" I asked.

"Why do you ask? I feel really well, actually." She whispered.

"While you were on the phone, you had a hand over your stomach; I thought it was hurting you."

"Really?" she asked bemused and glanced down at her stomach. "I don't even remember doing so. It doesn't hurt. I'm hungry, actually."

I chuckled. Of course, she was. She hadn't eaten much yesterday.

"Room service? Or the diner?" I asked, kissing a path from her jaw to her collarbone.

"Honest? I want to stay here, snuggled with you in this warm bed." She whispered.

While she went to the bathroom, I called room service then joined her in the bathroom.

"Would you like to take a bath with me, later?" Bella asked me, blushing. I touched her warmed cheek and crushed her to me. She pushed me aside just as a knock on the door was heard. Bella fell next to the toilet. I rushed to open the door and then turned to my hurt angel.

I put the tray of food on the table and ran to Bella who was heaving in the toilet.

"Love, are you done?" I whispered when she slumped in my arms. She nodded weakly and I helped her brush her teeth, then moved her to the bed.

"I'm calling Dad." I announced.

"No! I'll be fine." She murmured weakly.

Just then, her phone rang. "It's Charlie. He'll want us there." Bella said before answering.

"Good morning, Dad!...Oh, okay…We'll come in about three hours, alright?...Yes, bye." Bella turned to me. "He wants us there in three hours, something to talk…Should we tell him?" she asked, gesturing to her ring.

I grinned and nodded. "Of course! They'll be happy. Here, eat something. You said you were hungry."

"What do we have?" she asked and settled against the headboard.

"Eggs, pancakes, orange juice, coffee…" I counted out.

"Eggs." Bella said. My eyes widened, but I offered her the eggs. She wasn't one to eat eggs first thing in the morning.

"Mhmm, yummy." She moaned, scooping a forkful of eggs.

"Are you ok?" " I asked worriedly.

"Perfect. When are we going back?"

"Tomorrow. I have another surprise for you, home." I grinned.

"Edward! Isn't the ring enough? What else can you possible have?" Bella asked amazed.

"You wait and see. How do you feel?"

"I'm better. I'll ask Sue for another tea. It helped." She told me.

BPOV

In the car, on our way to Charlie, I told Edward that I don't want to stay for too long. I wanted to try the tub. I was grinning as he parked in front of the house.

We ate lunch there and talked, catching up for the lost years.

"Now, Bells, promise your old man you won't disappear again." Charlie begged me.

"I won't Charlie. Either of us." I grinned and Edward joined our hands over the table. Sue saw the ring and burst in tears.

"When? Oh, Charlie, look!" she shoved my hand in my Dad's face. His eyes bugged out and he glared at Edward. Uh-huh. Here it comes.

"Could we…talk for a minute alone, boy?" Boy! Ha, if he only knew how much Edward has changed.

Edward paled next to me and glanced worriedly at me.

"Dad, didn't you agree with this? Edward told me you did!" I tried to save him.

"He never mentioned it will have in a few hours! I just want to talk, I promise." Charlie grinned. "Let's go, boy!" They left and I sat at the table looking between a mute Seth and a still crying Sue.

I knew Charlie well enough; he could change his mind and do something stupid, as hit Edward for daring to ask me. I felt sick again, but from worry; I couldn't let Charlie ruin this for me. I had finally met Edward again and we've been through so much these past few months…We had a chance at our dream and Charlie won't destroy that!

"How do you feel, Bella?" Sue's question startled me.

"Better, I guess. You need to tell me how you made that tea, yesterday. I may need it in the future when we're sick." I smiled at her. She smiled almost knowingly and took a piece of paper to jolt down how to make that tea.

"NEVER!" we heard Edward's scream from the kitchen. What had Charlie asked him to get that reaction out of him? Edward stormed out of the kitchen and took his seat next to me breathing hard and quite red from being angry.

"You okay, man?" asked Seth, talking for the first time.

"Yes." Was Edward's only answer. Dad got out of the kitchen, too; he looked happy about something and took his previous seat.

"Here it is, dear." Sue gave me the recipe and I got up. "We should go. It was very nice to be here and…talk again." I said looking at Dad.

"Already leaving?" He expected me to stay after he said God knows what to Edward and protested against the engagement?

"Yes, Dad. Our plane leaves early." I explained. He got up and caught me in a bone crushing hug.

"I'll miss you, Bells. Call soon." He whispered. I was petrified. Charlie hugging me? No…Charlie hugging? I hugged him back and agreed to call more often.

"Take care of yourself Bella." Sue whispered in my ear when we hugged. "No champagne on New Year."

Before I could ask why, she turned to hug Edward.

"Are you not feeling well?" Edward asked, snapping me from my daze. We were in front of the hotel.

"I'm okay…just thinking." I said and took his hand while he helped me out of the car.

"What about that bath?" he murmured and kissed my lips once.

"Sounds amazing." I grinned and hugged his arm to me while we made it in the lobby.

Once in our room I ran to the bathroom to adjust the water.

"Someone's eager." Edward chuckled and I stuck my tongue out at him.

I was in the bubble bath when Edward walked in the bathroom.

"You could have waited for me." He grumbled and started stripping, flinging his clothes away, revealing his perfect body.

"Slower. I could put music next time." I laughed.

"I'll show you slower!" he groaned and jumped on a foot trying to step out of his boxers. When he was finally out of them, he flung them on my head enveloping me in his wonderful scent.

"Edward." I moaned and threw the garment away, reaching for him. He got in the bathtub and took me in his strong arms. I had missed him, although we had held each other just this morning.

"My beautiful fiancée." Edward murmured in my ear sending shivers of pleasure down on my back. Then, he proceed to kiss every piece of exposed skin he could reach, my neck, shoulders, arms and back. "I love you so much, you have no idea."

"I think I have a fairly good idea how much." I whispered glancing at my ring. That moment I really realized this was real. I was finally with Edward. My math tutor, my first kiss, my first man, my future, my everything. Nothing in between us, no secrets, no age, no Tanya…I burst in tears as the reality came crushing on me. I was getting married with my only love.

"Bella! Sweetheart, tell me what's wrong." Edward whispered and turned me to face him.

I opened my mouth to tell him, but I choked on my tears.

"Bella, love, you are scaring me!" he murmured hugging me closer to his chest.

I pointed to the ring, hoping he will get me without me talking. I felt Edward stiffen behind me.

"You're not ready!" he exclaimed horrified.

"Silly." I hiccupped.

"Then, what's wrong, love?" he insisted, kissing my hair and running a soothing hand over my arms and back.

I took a deep breath hoping I will stop crying. "We're getting married! Our dreams are coming true!" I said and then buried my face back in his chest. I heart and felt his heart beating wildly.

"That we are, Bella. Finally! Mrs. Bella Cullen." Something snapped inside me and I attacked his mouth with hard, passionate kisses. I was shivering and goose bumps raised on my arms only at the thought of the name. Edward moaned lightly when I bit his bottom lip and shifted me on his lap.

"Wait!" he groaned and leaned to reach his pants. He took a condom from there. I hoped it won't slip because of the water. "Get out of there!" Oh, yes! My commanding Edward is back. I scrambled out of the tub and stayed dripping on a small towel. "You get to choose. Sink or wall." He whispered lowly making me tremble.

"Sink." I blurred out before I had a chance to really think. Damn, my mouth! I was facing the mirror, my back to Edward, I could see him behind me and I felt as if my knees will turn to jelly.

"Bend over a little." Edward murmured in my ear, his hands running on my back. I did as told me and I heard the ripping of the condom wrapper. My heart thumped in my chest, I hoped I won't get a heart attack from the anticipation.

"Be quiet." Edward quiet murmur made my knees buckle, I gripped the sink harder and then he was inside me. I wanted to moan at the sensation. I remembered the last time he took me like this; we were on my bed after he assisted me while writing and we were listening to Prince.

As if reading my mind, Edward groaned, "Damn Prince! But he is so right!" Our eyes met in the mirror, his were a deep green and mine had turned almost black from the arousal.

"Our story starts in a schoolyard, A little girl skipping rope with her friends, A tisket, a tasket, no lunch in her basket, Just school books for the fight she would be in" Edward sang lowly while moving in and out of me slowly. "Girl you need pussy control! Are you ready?" he panted in my back and his eyes bore into mine. I nodded and Edward moved out and slammed back in murmuring, "Ah, pussy control, oh"

"Edward!" I yelled and gripped the sink. It was too much, the way he moved, the lyrics and how his eyes held mine not letting me waver my gaze. It was so intense that I realized my muscles clamped on him only when Edward growled, "Don't you dare cum!" I moaned in protest, not being able to hold it in me any longer.

"Pleasee." I begged.

"You're not thoroughly fucked yet!" Edward chuckled and kept pounding in me, gripping my hips, his sack slapping on my ass with his every push. My head started swimming, my hips buckled wildly in his. Edward raised a hand on my breast and squeezed gently, twisting the nipple in his hand, the other hand went down between my fold. I glanced down and saw how he was slipping his finger in me as his cock left me. My head fell back his shoulder and I howled loudly. Edward twitched violently when I clamped hard on his cock and cum hard yelling my name along with a string of profanities.

He fell next to the tub and I collapsed next to him. "Damn, woman!" he rasped and pressed hot, wet kisses on my throat.

"Easy there, I can't feel my body." I breathed, trying to regain a steady heartbeat and to regulate my breathing.

"I can't get enough of you, sweetheart!" Edward murmured, his head dangerously close to my breasts. He took a sensible nipple in his mouth and sucked on it.

"That…was the best Christmas present I ever got." I giggled.

"I can give you this present every day! And every day will be like Christmas." He chuckled, swirling his tongue over my nipple. I was getting wet again. Was that possible? I still couldn't locate where my limbs were but I still craved for Edward.

He got up on shaky legs and carried me to the bed, coming on top of me. I felt him harden against my stomach and the tightening in my stomach grew.

"How do you do this? When I thought I had had enough you get me craving for me. Always. Even if I had forever, I'll never get enough of you." I murmured, smoothing his hair away from his sweaty forehead.

I pushed him on his back, "Where can I get another one?" I giggled at his expression.

"Another what?" he frowned.

"Condom, silly." I whispered. Edward pointed to the nightstand. I blushed for not seeing it there. I put it on him and climbed on top of him. Edward's eyes grew wide and his started breathing harder.

"Bella…"

"Shhh." Was all I said before I lowered myself on his shaft. Edward threw his head back, but kept his eyes on me or…my pussy, watching how he disappeared inside me inch by delicious inch.

"I can't." He moaned defeated and slumped on the pillow. I stayed like that for a good minute, to let him adjust to my tightness so he won't cum like a teenager as he put it sometimes.

Edward's glorious eyes opened and bore in mine. "Thank you."

I nodded and put my hands on his chest, rose off him and lowered back.

"Do that again…What you did in the bathroom." I moaned.

"What?" Edward gasped and squeezed his eyes shut.

I took his hand, rose off him and slipped two of his fingers in me. Edward's eyes snapped open, his mouth hanging wide open; he seemed to have stopped breathing. He snapped out of it, licked his lips and winked at me. I moaned and my body fell on him, implanting me hard on him making both of us moan loudly.

"Rise slowly." He whispered. I did and then I felt this long, slender fingers replace his cock, they swirled inside me, curling and then they were out only to be replaced with his magnificent cock. I arched back, my hands leaning on his knees, I was bend at an awkward angle but I felt my orgasm closer and closer every time he wriggled his fingers inside me or just ran one slowly over my clit. I was shivering, shaking, sweating and begging for more, quivering in his hands.

Edward was shaking violently under me; my eyes snapped open and found his looking at me.

"I adore you." Edward whispered hoarsely, threw his head back, arched his hips and we both fell apart. I couldn't get enough of how handsome and inhumanly beautiful he looked when he cum.

"I love you." Were my last words before I slumped on his chest and fell asleep.

I realized it was a dream. But I didn't want to wake up, ever.

I was in a big kitchen and watching outside in the backyard. Edward was there keeping a small girl in a tire-swing and keeping few years older boy at arm length so he won't run away. He was yelling furiously at the boy, pointing at the girl with his head. I decided to go out and see what was going on.

"I didn't mean!" I could hear the little boy scream through his tears.

"Why will you push her? She'll little than you. Oh, Bella, do something to your boy he is getting on my nerves." Edward groaned and took the little girl in his arms, cooing softly at her. She looked no older than three and the boy must have been around six or seven.

"What have you done now?" I asked the boy.

"She came here! That is my tire!" he muttered stubbornly.

Before Edward could say something else I cut him, "You should let her play, too. She's your sister. We've discussed this." I sighed. The boy nodded and looked up the girl in Edward's arms, "I'm sorry."

"Mommy is an angel. See, she made peace?" Edward chuckled and kissed me on the lips lovingly.

I snapped out of my dream drenched in sweat. What's wrong with me? Why am I dreaming of children with Edward? Not that I don't want…but we should get married first, get a house…

A bile of nausea rose from my stomach and I wriggled out of Edward's arms, stumbling out of the bed and ran to the bathroom. Not again! I felt fine earlier!

"Bella?" I heard Edward's sleepy voice from the other room. I couldn't answer, I was too busy throwing up. I heard his feet padding to the bathroom and his disheveled figure came in my line of view.

"Love, what can I do?" he murmured sleepily, crouching down next to me, holding my hair up. I just moaned and heaved again.

"When we get home, I'm talking with Carlisle. I don't want to hear any complaining from you! It's abnormal." He muttered and pressed his cheek to my back.

"Water." I croaked. I knew I should let Carlisle see what's wrong, it was starting to scare me. It wasn't a regular stomach bug.

Edward brought me my water and I rinsed my mouth, brushed my teeth and while he was in bath himself, I got dressed. The clock read 8 am. The flight was at three pm.

I searched for the socks Seth had gave me and I saw something that made my heart stop. My box of pads. I eyes them carefully for a full five minutes, my mind blank. No! No! We were being careful! It was twenty-seventh today. I should way for the beginning of the month to see if it will come or not. My blood drained from my face when I realized that this month I hadn't got my period. No! NO! I vaguely heard the shower being turned off. I started counting, then I counted again. I should wait to panic until after I get home and look at my chart. Surely, I forgot I had it this month. I'm too out of it now to think clearly.

The door of the bathroom opened to reveal a wet Edward in only a small towel. I threw the box in my luggage and kept searching for my socks. But this was bugging me.

"What? No jumping on me?" Edward chuckled. "Should I drop the towel to get a reaction out of you?"

"Why don't you try?" I mumbled absentminded.

I felt him behind me, wrapping his arms around me. I was wearing just a shirt and knickers. He had dropped the towel, I could feel it.

"Aren't you a naughty boy?" I asked, wriggling my butt.

"Last night was fabulous." Edward crooned in my neck, nipping and licking at it.

"What, now you want an encore?"

"I just want you. Always. In any way." I wrapped my hands over his and pressed them to my stomach. I thought of the little box that was mocking me. Was it possible that I am…?

Edward turned me and lifted me in the air, I wrapped my legs, instinctively around him; I felt the wall behind me and I knew what was coming. He simply ripped my knickers out of the way and thrust in me, grunting in my neck. My mind went in overdrive. He wasn't wearing a condom. A part of me screamed it's not necessary, it's too late and the sane part was screaming at me to stop him. I listened to the insane part and just enjoyed the closeness.

"Thank you." Edward groaned in my neck. Why was he thanking me?

"Uhh" was my only answer.

"You're amazing. Thank you for choosing me, for accepting me as I am. I love you, Bella."

"You are amazing, too. You're mine! Love you, fool." I gasped in his ear and took his earlobe in my mouth. He kept thrust in me slowly until we both cum together.

"Shower?" Edward laughed, kissing my cheek.

"Just shower or we won't make it to the airport on time." He promised to be good and he was. We just shower and were out of the hotel in an hour.

He drove fast to the airport in Seattle.

"I wish Dad was here to see how you were driving." I giggled when the blood drained from his face.

"Not funny!"

He got the car back and we had to wait only half an hour for our plane. All I could think was my calendar in my nightstand. Please, let my period had been this month and I sort of had not realized it was there. I snorted at my absurd thoughts. I was freaking out and I wished there was something to calm me and tell me, "It's ok, you're not preg-" I couldn't even think the word.

"What did you talk with Dad? Why were you screaming?" I asked Edward, trying to keep my mind off the matter.

"He said he'll kill me if this sudden marriage is because you were pregnant and I told him I'd never do such thing. We were careful." Edward explained and my heart stopped beating for a second, then restarted beating abnormally fast.

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