Places beyond ours

It all happened to Fast. They all sat in the waiting room hoping that it was not as bad as they thought it was when the ambulance had arrived.

Who called them

She was still not breathing and they quickly moved them all from the room to work and then they took her away.

And so now we wait.

And we pray

Then a man in uniform approached the group.

"Mr. Carter"

Jacob Look up from the floor and meet the man eyes.

"Yes" he said as he strode up

"I'm officer Shore I have some question about what happen tonight."

"Of course you do." Jacob look like he was about the scream at the man.

How can he ask us now I mean we don't know if she is…?

"Perhaps it could wait we are still waiting on news of Major Carter condition." Gen. Hammond

"Well it just we found this we feet that you should read it before we take it"

Jacob reached out and took it from Shore

"Thank you"

He opened the letter it was written in a shake hand

Dear Dad

I'm Sorry it just every time I close my eyes I see him I know I killed him even if you say I didn't. If not by my hand but then I failed to help him so I did I did kill him. I'm sorry I can't live knowing that I never tolled him how much I love him and how much I needed him I guess you don't know till it gone. But I think ever since I met him I knew his death would be mine so… I say my goodbyes. I have to go he's waiting for me. I have to join him. I have to tell him. I love you.

Tell them not to blame them selves we are together in what ever lies beyond.

Samantha Carter

Jacob stabled back in to the cold hard waiting room chair.

"Did you know your Daughter was suicidal?"

"We did… We were there to help to…"his voices trailed off as the emotions took over and turned away.

"We had come over to talk to her about why she was upset we had hoped to make her admit she needed help and help her but we failed we sat and talked while she was…" Daniel Voices was so full of emotion but as he spoke the last part it just become empty and lost. Janet step forward but his eyes look past her to the now approaching doctor. Janet turned and Daniel walked over to Jacob and sat next to him. Janet step forward to talk with the Doctor.

"Carter Hay Carter What are you doing here?"

"I love you Jack I want to stay with you"

Jack releases her turns her head so he can look her in the eyes

"No Carter it not your time you…"

"I don't care I don't I love you I do" She said as she searched his eye for some sign of anything

"I love you too I do… and that why I have to send you back to them because… it not your time"

"I DON'T CARE" she screamed at him

"Jacob Carter"

Jacob looks up and replies

"That me" he stands to greet the doctor

"Mr. Carter I am so sorry… there was nothing we could do for your daughter"

"No Sam" he fall back into the chair

"If you would like some time with her before she goes down stairs I will take you to her"

"Yes… thank you"

Jacob stands, no one moved

"Would you like some one to come with you?" Gen asked

"No I have to do this alone"

The Doctor motion for him to follow and they left the room of silent friends lost and broken

"Sam you have to go back I will always be here I'll wait for you and when your time comes I'll be here"

She sighs as she knew he wasn't going to let it go

"How long?"

"I don't know it's not written yet"

"I don't want to wait can't we bend a rule or two"

"Now Carter we didn't cross the line in life… why cross it in death when there'll be plenty of time to cross it later when you come back"

"I love you"

"I love you too, Now let go" she looked down at there joined hands

"You mean it up to me?"

Sam Room

Jacob enter the dark room alone even with Selmac he was alone he shut him out when this began.

He looked at her she looks so peaceful if not for all the machines he would have said she was asleep but his mind reminded him that it was not so she was gone.

For the first time since his wife died he cried.

Waiting room

"Why! I don't understand I can't…" he trailed off

"Major Carter loved O'Neill she simply went to him" Teal'c stated

"I should have done something I could see… she wasn't copping to well I should have done something anything" Janet cried her head in her hands

"Somehow I think she would have found away no matter what we said or did if she put her mind to it" the Gen said as he took a seat next to Janet.

"Gan Hammond" A voice called it was Major Davis "What happened I got a call from the basic that Major Carter was in hospital attempted suicide? Of course I said that ridicules she wouldn't…" he trailed of as he look at the faces before him.

Before he could say anything more Daniel spoke "Not attempted Major successfully suicide. She dead Davis."

"Oh my God what? I…this is not happening" he face fell he shock his head in disbelief as he said what they were all thinking.

"There has to be a mistake? I mean someone tell me it's a mistake." he look from one face to anther in vain hoping that Daniel was wrong. Showing the disbelief they all felt.

"I'm sorry Major it the truth Jacob in with the… body now" the Gen informed him in cold detached voice. And then he knew it was no lie he sacace into a chair next to the Gen and tried to rap his head around it.

Sam room

As she let go she felt the air swirl around her the air became cooler and someone holding her hugging her rocking her "Jack" no I just left him she felt her heart jump and beat and she opened her eyes and she spoke

"Dad" it came out no louder than whisper.

He didn't move she spoke again "Dad what going on? Where?"

He looked up his eyes filled with tears

"Samantha It can't be" she's dead "How?"

"It's not My time" as she spoke she looked around "Can we get out of here I hate hospitals" she begain to sit up "Crap I have a hell of a headache" "lay down I get a Doctor" he pushed her down on to the bed and ran to the door

"DOCTOR! DOCTOR !" he yelled

Waiting room

"DOCTOR! DOCTOR !" they here Jacob yell they all jumped up.

"What he yelling about?" Davis asked the group as they ran down the corridor. Fresh tears in his eyes

As they reached the door his question was answered

"She's alive, She's alive"

They look over to the bed to see Sam sitting up looking over at them.

"Hi" she gave them a half wave

"What going on in here?" the Doctor asked as he enters the room as everyone crowded around the bed.

Everyone talking to Sam at once.

"Guys I think the doctor wants to talk to me".

They all turn around and they move aside to let him in.

He hasher them out side so he can run some test. The group get to the waiting room fresh hope in there hearts.

"Jacob what happened?" Davis the spoke the first to recover asked

"I don't know she just… woke up and" he pursed as more tears fell "and said Dad"

"Well told you there was some kind of mistake" Davis stated as he wiped his eyes everyone look at him. "Did she say anything else Jacob" asked the Gen

"Something about it not being her time and having a headache".

They all sunk into the chair not in grief but shock a happy shock.

The end

The will be a forth part to this.

Title: To tire up lose ends.

A/N I know I said three parts for this but I fished writing a thought it need one more. Hope to post soon. Feed Me Feedback please.