AN – Here goes chapter 4. When Edward Cullen gives you piano's ... make lemonade. Or something along those lines.

EPOV

About a week had passed since the evening with my parents, we had another one planned for this Saturday. Right now though I really needed to write this fucking jingle. I sat at my grandfathers piano and ran my fingers along the keys. I loved the feel of the cool ivory against my fingertips.

Bella and I first made love on her 16th birthday, we'd had a bit of a get together at my house. My parents had gone to visit my fathers sisters in Alaska and Bella's parents had allowed her to stay over the weekend. We'd had a sort of couples evening the first night, Bella's birthday. Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie had picked up all sorts of candy and ice creams and we sat around having a movie night. After everyone had left I pulled Bella into my chest and wrapped my arms around her shoulders. I inhaled the scent of her strawberry shampoo and growled. I felt her shaking slightly into my chest and pulled back to look at her face. She was laughing uncontrollably and I couldn't help but smile at her.

"Did you just growl?" She continued to laugh at me and I was getting a little embarrassed to say the least, I looked away from her. I didn't want her to see I was embarrassed. That's when I felt her delicate little hands on my face. She pulled me back to look at her, a determined look on her face. Her lips crashed against mine, a little more forceful than I'd ever expected from Bella. Her hands found their way into my hair. I returned the kiss, more gently. I wasn't sure I'd be able to stop myself from bending Bella over the sofa and taking her from behind if I lost my cool She was such a temptation. Bella sucked my lower lip between hers and nibbled at it softly. I was seeing a whole new side to Bella right now but I had to stay reserved. I wasn't going to hurt her by letting my animalistic side take over. I knew that wasn't what she wanted. She'd never pushed for anything like this before. Her hips ground into mine as she released one hand from my hair and tugged at the bottom of my shirt. I had to stop this now before I got carried away. My resolve was already slipping. I pulled away slowly, returning Bella's hands to her side. The look on her face broke my heart. Her eyes pleaded with me and for a moment I felt another growl rise in my chest. She whimpered as her body lost contact with mine. I felt a pang of guilt. I didn't want to upset her, I promised I never would.

"Don't .. don't you want me?" I could see her eyes begin to well up as she stuttered her question. Was she stupid, of course I wanted her, every inch of her. I dreamt of the moment we confirmed our love for each other every night. It wasn't like this though. It was romantic and beautiful, not 5 minutes of poking and prodding by two hormone riddled teenagers. I kissed her nose gently.

"Baby, of course I want you. I love you. I just don't want it like this. I want it to be special." I sighed as I watched the tears roll down her creamy white cheeks. I brought her lips to mine and tenderly, reassuringly, kissed her. Bella of course picked up where she left off. I wasn't sure I could deny her. If this was what she wanted, she'd get it. I stopped fighting and allowed her to lift my shirt over my head. We only broke contact for a few seconds, but those few seconds felt like an eternity. She ran her hands down my chest and paused when she landed at my belt buckle. I smiled at her encouragingly and she undid it, my jeans dropping to my ankles. I stepped out of them slowly and turned Bella away from me. He unbuttoned her shirt as I kissed the back of her neck. She smelt the best here, where the scent of the shampoo mixed with the natural scent of Bella's skin. Before I knew it Bella was trying to turn to me again. I noticed she was only wearing a pair of white cotton boy shorts. As she turned I pulled my head back to take in every inch of her. I think I actually stopped breathing for a second. She was truly beautiful, not a single imperfection on her incredibly soft skin. She smiled at me wickedly and pushed me toward the piano. I wasn't sure where she was headed with this one but I would probably like it. A lot. I slipped my hand down her body, stopping as I reached the waistband of her panties. I looked into her chocolate brown eyes, I could see the need in them. I needed her reassurance that what I was about to do was OK. She bit her lip and nodded encouragingly. That was seriously sexy. I wasn't really sure how to go about this next bit, I stroked her folds gently through her panties, she seemed to like that. I pulled the crotch aside and fumbled around in between her folds, I found her clit and rubbed it gently. I looked up at Bella's face, I seemed to be doing something right, she had her eyes closed and her head lolled backwards unsupported by her neck. I tested the waters so to speak and slid one finger inside her. Bella moaned quietly as I made contact with her soft interior walls. She really was very moist now, I slipped a second finger in and tried to contain myself as she cried out. I pumped my fingers in and out of her gently, trying to gauge the speed according to her reaction.

"Edward. Now." She whispered into my ear. Her voice was husky and her breathing ragged. I gently removed my fingers from her and brought my lips to hers. I couldn't control my need for her as I tore off her underwear. She giggled as she threw her legs around my waist, pulling my boxers down in the process. I could feel her warmth at the tip of my erection, which was slowly becoming painful from lack of relief.

"Under the piano." My mouth dropped open as I realised what Bella said. She wanted to have sex under my piano! The only think I loved nearly as much as I loved Bella. I knew I needed to have her then. I let her down and she scurried under the piano, beckoning me to follow. I fumbled in my jeans pockets trying to reach into my wallet. My fingers were shaking as I found the little foil square tucked between my Amex and my drivers licence. I carefully tore it open and rolled it down my shaft and joined Bella under the piano. With a fair amount of difficulty I might add, Bella easily fitted, but my broad shoulders hindered me slightly. I clambered on top of her and positioned myself between her legs. We looked at each other unsure of what to do next. Bella kissed me reassuringly. This was what she wanted.

"Bells, this is going to hurt. Are you sure?.. We don't have .." I didn't want her to feel she had to have sex with me, but god damn I'd need some kind of relief after this.

"Edward, I've never been more sure of anything in my life. I love you." I kissed her forehead as I plunged into her as gently as I could. I felt her writhe underneath me and her little gasp. I'd hurt her. I stopped moving and looked at her face. She was beaming up at me. I kissed her lips tenderly.

"I'm sorry." She wriggled her hips under me again, this time giggling. This girl was going to be the death of me. I thrust in and out of her gently. This was a completely new sensation to me. She felt so warm around my dick, and there was very little space for me. She called out my name and it was all too much for me. I came undone within moments of entering her. We lay cuddled under the piano for a little while. I was slightly ashamed of myself. I hadn't even lasted 10 minutes.

That night only made my love for Bella stronger. I rested my head against the top of the piano and sighed. I made my way over to my laptop. I had been avoiding responding to Renesmee all week. I felt bad for using the kid to find out things about Bella, but I needed to know if she was happy.

AN- OK hope you enjoyed that little flashback. Let me know what you think ... reviews are almost as good as sex under a piano with Edward Cullen.