AN- Mmkay you guys have been absolutely amazing with reviews and stuff so here's a little reward for you. Enjoy.
BPOV
Was this some kind of sick joke. Edward Fucking Cullen was in town. He was near my daughter. Our daughter. Really though, this almost topped my list of worst possible things that could ever happen to me. I was fucking pissed.
So why when Charlie said his name did my heart stop beating and my stomach start doing that weird flipping thing. What the hell was I supposed to do now? I didn't know what to think. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of my back door crashing closed.
Alice skipped into my living room the twins on either side of her hip, Phoebe and Robyn following closely behind her.
"Morning Bella." She handed me the boys as Rosalie stormed into my kitchen, muttering profanties her face like thunder. I heard Ethan and Tobias crashing up the stairs towards the games room.
"Tobias Jackson Whitlock I swear to god if you break Bella's staircase I'm going to let Lauren babysit again!" Alice called in the direction of the lounge.
"Hi Bella how are you? Oh I'm good thanks Alice how about you?"
"Sorry Bella would you mind watching the kids for an hour? Rose and I have some business to attend to." I heard one of my mugs shatter against the stone floor.
"Oh fucking cuntsticks! Sorry Bella, I'll get you another one." Rosalie reached into the cupboard for my dustpan and brush.
"Do I have a choice Alice?" I sighed. I was going to have a long morning.
Alice flung her arms around my neck and kissed my cheek. "Thanks Bella!"
There was a swirl of blonde and black and I was suddenly alone with what seemed like a million children.
Cody chose that moment to show me exactly how well his lungs worked. I rocked him as best I could with one arm, failing as Blaine too began to scream.
I couldn't explain my best friends weird behaviour or why I'd been left with their children until 3 in the afternoon but at the time I thought nothing of it until 4 o'clock arrived and my daughter arrived home in the strangest mood.
When she offered me my third cup of coffee in half an hour I decided something was seriously wrong.
"Ness seriously sit your ass down and tell me what's going on. You're starting to freak me out." She flashed me a quick smile before sitting quickly at the breakfast bar. She looked down at the floor guiltily.
"Spit it out kid, what have you done?" I saw her face screw up under her hair.
"Mom... wehaveaguestcomingtonightandIdon'twantyoutofreakoutbut.." I held my hand up to her and she silenced immediately.
"Where did you really go this morning Renesmee?" She inhaled deeply
"I'm sorry Mom." She'd gone to Port Angeles and I had a sneaking suspision that I knew who our guest was. My heart stopped for the second time today which only made me more angry. For starters my daughter had lied to me and I fucking hated lying and then she goes and invites the one man I never wanted to see again into our home. I couldn't shout at her though, she didn't know. She probably thought he was an old family friend or something. I felt the colour drain from my face and then burst into a violent red colour.
"Mom are you..?" I held a finger up once again silencing her. Taking a deep breath I controlled my emotions and looked to her. Her face was wracked with guilt. The poor kid obviously felt terrible, my heart immediately melted. I'd upset the one person I'd been trying to prevent from hurting for half my life.
"What time is he coming?" I tried not to look at her face. It was half of his face, not in the literal sense obviously but she looked a hell of a lot like him. It sometimes scared me but then I was glad, glad she'd gotten his good looking genes.
"In about an hour?" She looked down at the floor again. I nodded and left to change. I couldn't see Edward Cullen in my pyjamas.
I was surrounded by the contents of my wardrobe when Renesmee came in to check on me. Her cheeks were stained with tears and I again felt fucking terrible.
"I... I'm sorry Mom. I didn't mean to.." I wrapped her against my chest and held her tightly. Kissing the top of her head I felt my own tears began to trickle slowly down my cheek. I sighed and pulled her face away to look up at me.
"It's okay baby. I'm fine." She pulled a tissue from her pocket and handed it to me.
"Look at us, we're one big mess! I guess we better pull ourselves together before Edward gets here." Nessie smiled at me in response.
"I kind of though I'd make myself scarce. I'm sure you have a lot to talk about. Unless you want me to stay." Her face pleaded with me to let her go. One thing she got from me, her incapability to hide her emotions. I kissed her head once more.
"Thanks kid, you go have fun." She turned to leave but paused as she reached the doorway.
"Oh Mom?" I turned to her trying my hardest to smile. "Alice says wear the white linen pants with the navy shirt."
I dropped onto my bed and huffed as soon as she'd left the room. If I was honest with myself I was fucking shitting myself. White pants probably weren't the best idea.
I was drinking a glass of Dutch courage when I heard the knock on the door. I closed my eyes and breathed in deeply. I wasn't exactly prepared for this, I didn't know what would be waiting on the other side of the door but I knew I had to keep my cool. I turned the doorknob slowly and pulled the door open.
It was then I realised that there was nothing that was going to help me prepare for what I saw before me. Edward Cullen was like cheese, he got a hell of a lot fucking better with age. I couldn't help but let my eyes travel up and down his body. He stood with his hands in his pockets, an awkward smile plastered on his face. My heart stopped as I saw the black leather jacket over hanging loosely on his broad shoulders. I noticed his grey polo shirt was tight across his upper torso, his muscles almost bursting through the thin material. His jeans were faded with time and all I could think about was how they'd look on my bedroom floor. My breathing became jagged as I looked up again to his face. His green eyes were almost black and I could empathise with the pain they showed, his hair was a little shorter than it had been in high school but it was just as messy. I bit my lip as I thought about how much I wanted to grab fistfuls of it as he pounded into me. The blush creeped slowly up my whole body and I knew then that I still needed him as much as I did the day he walked out of my life.
He was trying not to laugh and I saw his smile become instantly more genuine.
"Bella .. I.." I looked past him to see the little white Vespa in my driveway parked exactly the same way it used to be. I shot a smile at him quickly.
" You know?" I wasn't angry, in fact there was no emotion in my voice at all. It took almost all my concentration to make it that way. He nodded guiltily and I gestured for him to come inside. As soon as the door closed behind him I threw myself at him. Not the most sensible thing to do I know but I couldn't lie to myself anymore, I wanted this man, I always had and I probably always will. I crashed my lips to his urgently. He didn't kiss me back, I sighed utterly mortified at myself as I pulled away. Rejection was an evil feeling and I tried my best not to cry. Suddenly I felt a strong pair of hands grip my waist tightly and a soft pair of lips brush along my neck. I knew in that moment he felt exactly the same way I'd been feeling. I let my hands brush gently along his spine and up to his neck as his mouth moved back to mine. He kissed exactly as I remembered, paying much more attention to my lips than the inside of my mouth. When he nibbled my bottom lip I let out a small moan, I couldn't help it. It was my natural reaction and he knew that it turned me on more than anything. I slid my hands to his shoulders and slipped his jacket down hi shoulders, he shrugged it off eagerly and brought his hands to my face quickly. I thumbed the hem of his shirt before pulling it to off him . Running my hands across his chest I felt every single muscle. His nipples hardened as I scraped my nails across them. He hissed against my lips and unbuttoned my shirt quickly not even bothering to slip it off me before reaching around to my back and unclasping my bra. My skin reacted to his touch instantly. His fingertips were like fire, painlessly leaving trails of heat across my naked flesh. I unbuttoned my own pants and pushed myself closer against Edward. I needed him and I needed him now. He picked me up and wrapped my legs around his waist, dropping his jeans as he did so. I pulled my lips from his quickly as I felt his hard length pressing against me.
"Edward I ... things have changed ... Renesmee ... I mean ... Having a baby .. Sort of.." He smiled at me encouragingly before thrusting his hips towards me, causing me to cry out.
"Fuck me Edward!" I couldn't stop myself from saying it and I wasn't embaressed to let him see just how much I wanted him. With a growl he ripped my panties off me and threw them across the room. I hoped to god they didn't land on a lampshade or anything. He swiftly pulled down his boxers and laid me gently across the couch. His fingers stroked my folds softly.
"Fuck Bella, you're so... so fucking wet!" He was genuinely surprised. Had the man never looked in a mirror? Honestly.
I pulled his face to an inch away from mine and stared into his eyes.
"Stop pissing around Cullen and fuck me!" He didn't seem to need any more encouragement as he plunged deep inside me. I cried out as I felt his cock make contact with my walls. I lifted my hips up to meet his thrust, desperately needing him to go faster. He thrust into me harder, his pace quickening every time our pelvises made contact. I stared into his eyes and saw the hope in them, his fingers intertwined with mine and his thrusting slowed. To be honest the intimacy scared me a little. I wasn't sure I was ready to take him back so quickly. He'd fucked a lot of things up for me. Broken my heart, left my daughter without a father for her whole life. I could feel my orgasm building up inside me. Yet I was still surprised when it crashed through me. The feeling was so incredibly different to the one I experienced with my trusty rabbit. I couldn't look at him as he rolled off me as he came down from his own high.
"Edward I think you should leave now."
AN – Oh Bella you bitch!!!
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