Hey. I'm back. Thanks to those who listened and put in on the poll.

No thanks to those who were being rude and pissing me off.

Send me flames if you want; i speak my mind. Just read the story.


"Amu-chan!! Tadase is here!"

Amu's smile brightened.

"Alright mom! Tadase-kun, you can come up here!"

She heard gentle footsteps make their way up the stairs, and she smiled, recognizing their gentle pace. The door opened and closed quickly, and Tadase was leaning against it, smiling.

"Amu-koi."

Amu smiled, shaking her head, crossing her arms over her chest.

"You could warn me."

Tadase walked towards her, smiling.

"It's nothing I haven't seen before."

He gave her a kiss on the cheek and then looked at her seriously.

"So, Amu-koi... Are you...?"

Amu smiled brightly, shaking her head.

"Nope!! I took the test, and it was negative. I did it three times, and even went to the doctor, and I'm not pregnant."

Tadase smiled.

"That's great."

"You sound disappointed?"

Tadase shook his head, sitting on her bed as she slipped her bra and shirt on.

"No, It's not that. It's just... You know, no matter what I'll love you. I'll love you and no one else, and never leave you... You know that, right?"

Amu turned around and smiled.

"I know. I wasn't worried about you leaving me. I was worried about my parents getting even angrier with me if I got pregnant."

Tadase stared at her, mouth hanging open slightly.

"...Angrier?"

She nodded.

"Yeah."

He blinked, a crimson blush rising to his cheeks.

"Did you... Tell them?"

She nodded.

"Mom noticed things were different. She got it out of me."

Tadase covered his privates as his whole face burned.

"D-d-does your d-d-d-a-d-d k-k-kn-know??!"

Amu smiled and nodded, moving his hands.

"Yes, and stop covering yourself like that. He won't cut it off y'know. He's not that mean."

Tadase looked down, muttering under his breath about not being so sure. Amu laughed and shook her head, and flopped down onto him, straddling his lap. He looked up at her with bright pink sparkling eyes, full of curiosity.

"Amu-koi?"

Amu smiled, placing a hand on her boyfriends' cheek.

"I love you, Tadase."

Tadase smiled, placing a hand over hers, leaning into it.

"I love you too..." He looked up at her, eyes hazy. "Amu-ai..."

Amu blushed at this.

"T-T-Tadase..."

Tadase ran his free hand through her hair, bringing it down to her neck, pulling her towards him. He pressed his lips to hers and she moaned. He pulled her hand off of his face, entangling his fingers with his.

He put a hand on her hip, tracing gentle circles on her skin, which caused her to sigh. She swung her legs around, wrapping them around his waist, and he moaned as she sat against his sensitive area.

Amu smiled coyly.

"Are you enjoying that, Tadase-ai?"

He nodded slowly, hissing through his teeth as she bucked her hips, running herself along the bulge that was quickly growing in his pants.

"A-A-Amu-ai.... Uhhhnn... Your... Your... P-parents... And sss... Ahh! YOUR SISTER!"

He panted, cheeks flushed bright pink. Amu smiled.

"Don't worry. They're leaving soon."

Tadase blushed, refusing to open his eyes. His thoughts flashed back to what Amu had told him when they told everyone they had sex...

He pulled away slightly, his hair covering his face in embarassment. Amu looked at him oddly.

"Tadase-ai?"

Tadase chewed on his bottom lip, trying not to say anything. She placed her hands on his thighs, and he took in a sharp breath.

"Tadase-ai? Are you okay?"

"No."

She blinked.

"Why?"

Tadase looked up at her, taking her hands and removing them.

"I don't want to hurt you. You told me that you weren't having sex again until you were married."

"To you."

"Doesn't matter!"

Amu shut her mouth, eyes fluttering down as the room was filled with silence. The only noise was the sound of he front door closing, and a car driving out of the garage and down the road. The silence that crawled throughout the house signified they were alone, just like that first time they had become one...

"...Tadase... I..."

Tadase looked up at her, and she was smiling softly.

"If I did do that before I was married... It would only be with you. But I don't need that right now. I just want to be with you."

Tadase said nothing as Amu moved towards him, gently caressing his cheek. She kissed his lips softly, running her hand down his chest and stomach, and down much, much lower. Tadase's breathing quickened as Amu stroked his erection through his pants.

A low growl began to roll deep in his throat, and made a constant noise throughout the room, and Amu's eyebrows flew up as she realised what it was; Tadase was purring.

She pressed a little harder and the purring became louder, and suddenly Tadase bit down on his lip hard, grabbing her wrist and moving it from his privates. He curled up into a ball and fell down onto the bed, rolling and turning away.

His pants echoed throughout the room and Amu stared at him, slightly hurt and extremely confused.

"...Tadase?"

Tadase let out a breath, running a hand through his blonde tresses.

"Don't you get it, Amu-ai? Every time you touch me, all I want to do is take you. Take you for all that you are... And keep you, and never, ever let you go... Every time you whisper to me, my knees quake and I feel like i'm going to let go right then and there. Every time you call my name, it just makes me want to-" He bit his tongue, unable to allow himself to say those words.

Amu ran a hand through his hair.

"Makes you want to what?"

Tadase sighed, closing his eyes as his blush darkened.

"Every time you call my name... It just makes me want to fuck you into a wall... So very, very hard... That's what you do to me, and I can't control myself, so if you touch me, then I'll hurt you in the end..."

"If I'm moaning and screaming your name in pleasure, I don't think you're hurting me."

"But-"

"Tadase."

Tadase looked up at her and she had a strange smile on her face as she leaned down towards his ear. Her hot breath trickled down his neck and he let out a light whimper.

"...I bought condoms."

Tadase's eyes shot open, and Amu looked at him with pleading eyes. Tadase stared at his beautiful girlfriend. He loved her more than anything, but he knew he shouldn't show it that way.

"...Not right now."

Amu's face fell, but knew he was doing that because he cared. Suddenly, Tadase groaned in annoyance.

"What is it?"

"Uhgghhhnnnn... Come shower with me, I need to fix this problem..."

Amu smiled, taking her boyfriend's hand and walking to the bathroom with him. They walked in, closing the door and locking it. Tadase began to take off his shirt, and Amu leaned against the door for a moment, then blushed as she remembered the time where Ikuto had been in here, suggesting that it was too small for two people...

"Ikuto... Ugh..."

"...What?"

Amu's head shot up, and she saw Tadase's shocked expression, which was mixed with a strange kind of jealousy and hurt.

"...You... What about Ikuto-nii-san?"

Amu blushed.

"Nothing! I didn't mean to say that!"

Tadase's hurt expression worsened.

"Are you saying you think about him?"

Amu looked at him in fear.

"NO!"

Tadase stared at her, his eyes clearly screaming at her, full of sadness, anger, and jealousy... He bit his lip and took her hand, kissing it gently. He shakily kissed her on the cheek as well and forced a smile onto her face.

"Okay. I believe you. If you say that you aren't thinking of him; I believe you. I trust you, Amu-ai." He gently ran his thumb over her bottom lip, and she smiled thankfully.

"You know I love you more than anything. Ikuto is no more than a friend."

Tadase smiled, nodding.

"I know... I can't help but get jealous though. But i'm sorry."

Amu shook her head, smiling.

"No! Don't be. It's fine. Thank you."

Tadase smiled at her, and then began to unbuckle his belt, and then Amu remembered what they were doing. She slapped her head mentally.

"Way to ruin it!"

"Shut up!" She snapped back.

"I can't. I'm you."

"Well... I should shut up!"

"Smart."

Amu shook her head, ridding herself of her own thoughts. She pulled off her shirt and shorts, and reached behind her to undo her bra, but Tadase noticed this, stopping her hands. She looked at him, and blushed as he smiled lovingly.

"Let me get it."

She nodded, and blushed as one hand held onto her right hand, and his other wound around her, easily unclipping the clasps of her bra. Her jaw dropped and he laughed at her expression.

"What? You seem so shocked."

"I am! How can you do that with one hand?!"

Tadase smirked.

"Practice."

Amu glared at him.

"What kind."

Tadase just laughed.

"I'm kidding. But, this is where i'm not joking. Look down, my oh-so-observant girlfriend."

Amu blinked, and looked down, shocked to see that they were both now completely naked. She looked up at her boyfriend, who smiled innocently.

Amu shook her head, laughing.

"Well aren't you full of surprises today. What, can you tie a knot in a cherry stem with your tongue, too?"

Tadase smiled, pulling her towards him and licking her top lip gently.

"You'd like to know, wouldn't you..."

Amu blushed at the thought of how sexy it would be if Tadase did that in front of her. She heard Tadase laugh, and she stared at him.

"What?!"

Tadase smiled brightly, pink eyes shining.

"You just voiced that out, Amu-ai. It was really cute."

Amu stared at him.

"Huh."

Tadase giggled.

"Oh my god... It would be so fucking sexy if Tadase tied a knot in a cherry stem with his tongue in front of me."

Amu's eyes widened.

"DID I REALLY?!"

Tadase nodded, smiling. She hit her forehead, groaning.

"UGH!"

Tadase smiled, grabbing her hand and walking towards the shower. They stepped in, and closed the glass door. Tadase turned on the water, and as it hit him, he let out a loud moan. Amu seethed.

"It's so cold!"

"Cold showers work best for this kind of thing."

"It burns. I don't like it."

Tadase opened one of his eyes at the pinkette.

"Would you rather I turn the heat on and you watch me physically take care of it?"

Amu blushed, looking at the ground.

"It'd be... Interesting to know... What you like to do..."

Tadase blushed a bit, smiling. He turned the heat on, and as the water became a nice warm temperature, he leaned against the wall of the shower, and Amu watched with interest.

"God, this is gonna be embarrassing."

"I don't care. I want to see."

Tadase laughed.

"You're quite the pervert."

Amu scoffed.

"You're the one with the erection!"

"Touche'."

He wrapped his own hand around his erection, and he let out a soft moan, slowly moving it up along his length. He rubbed his finger against the opening at the head, and he hissed through his teeth in pleasure. He ran his hand back down, making sure to go all the way down so his balls would slap against his hand.

His pace began to quicken, and sweat beads formed on his face, and he began to pant. He could feel his climax coming, and he gasped as his hand was removed, and replaced by a smaller, more feminine hand. He opened his eyes and looked down at his girlfriend, who was copying his movements, ocassionally taking his balls into her hand, which caused him to moan.

"A-A-Amu-aiiiii... Uhhhnnnn...."

She smiled at her boyfriend's reaction, and gasped as he stuck two fingers into her, shallowly thrusting them in and out of her. She continued her work on him, but sometimes couldn't stop the moan that so desperately wanted to pour out of her mouth.

Tadase smiled, and kissed her neck, licking her wet skin. She tasted so good to him, he wanted more. He moved down and began to suck on one of her breasts, swirling his tongue around her pink nipple. She gasped in pleasure, and he pulled his finger out of her, pulling away from her chest. A trail of spit fell from his mouth, and she seductively licked it away.

He smiled awkwardly at her, looking down.

"I really, reeally need to get rid of that. Or i'll scream. I'm not kidding."

Amu nodded, smiling.

"I'll go out and wait for you."

Tadase smiled thankfully, kissing her lips lovingly, and gasped in suprise as she squeezed him before leaving. She shut the door behind her and Tadase sighed. She was full of surprises.

He wrapped his hand around his shaft once again, pumping it up and down his length. He let out a loud moan, and he felt his climax returning. He was so close to it, his hand pumping up and down extremely fast, he just needed to keep going for a bit longer...

He let out a cry of pleasure as his cum shot out of his dick, flying onto the other wall. He slid down the slick wall, and sat on the floor of the shower, panting, rubbing his limp dick softly.

He opened his mouth, lifting his head up as water fell into his mouth occasionally; it felt really refreshing to have the water fall on him after that.


Tadase walked into Amu's room, smiling gently. She lay on the bed, her hair dry and slightly wavy. She wore a big t-shirt and short shorts, and he could plainly tell that there was no bra underneath that shirt. He closed her door and dropped the towel that was hanging over his head.

He crawled onto the bed behind her, wrapping his arms around her, pulling her up against him. He kissed her exposed shoulder, and she moaned in her sleep, and he smiled, gently caressing her breast in his hand to see what reaction he would get. She moaned again, more passionately.

"...Mmmmmm... Uhn... Uhnn..."

Tadase leaned into her ear, stroking her once again.

"Say my name, Amu-ai."

She moaned again and he commanded her to say his name.

"NNnnnnnn... T... Tadase... Tadase-aii..."

He smiled triumphantly.

"Good."

He removed his hand from her breast, and slipped it into her short shorts, surprised to find that she was wearing no underwear as well. She was dripping wet and he smiled.

"My... Amu-ai, just what are you dreaming of..."

He rubbed her opening gently, and she moaned occasionally. He kissed her neck, running a hand through her hair as well. Soon enough, he felt as though he was going to fall asleep. He yawned, pulling his hand out of his girlfriend. He lifted her, pulling the covers out. He lay down next to her and pulled them up, wrapping his arms around her once more.

He caressed her cheek softly, kissing her lips with fervor.

"I love you, Amu-ai. Sweet dreams..."

He closed his eyes and allowed sleep to overtake him...


"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO MY DAUGHTER?!"

Amu's eyes fluttered open as she felt warmth suddenly dissappear from her bed. She turned around and saw Tadase being held partly in the air by his wrist, and her extremely pissed off father the one holding him. Tadase's eyes were wide in fear as he stared into the eyes of Amu's extremely strong and scary dad.

Amu's jaw dropped; her dad didn't seem like the type.

"ANSWER ME! WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU DOING TO MY DAUGHTER!"

Tadase struggled to get him to let go.

"I didn't do anything to her!!"

Amu's dad, raised his hand into the air, slapping the blonde across the face, causing Amu to scream.

"DAD!!!! NO!!!"

Tadase fell to the floor, holding a hand to his face. He looked up at her dad, who was glaring at him darkly.

"Like hell you did nothing. My wife comes to me one day and tells me that you almost got Amu PREGNANT, AND YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE THAT YOU DID NOTHING TO HER WHILE WE WERE GONE?! I DONT KNOW WHY MY WIFE EVEN ALLOWED YOU WITHIN 40 FEET OF HER!"

Tadase stood up, moving his hand and Amu bit her lip as she saw the blood that trickled from his lip.

"But, I love her!!!"

"IF YOU LOVED HER, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE HAD SEX WITH HER AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE!"

Tadase squeezed his eyes tightly shut.

"I KNOW I SHOULDN'T HAVE!"

The room fell silent as Tadase began to sob.

"I KNOW I SHOULDN'T HAVE!! THAT'S WHY I GOT A JOB AND WORK LATE AT NIGHT AND ALL WEEKEND... I WAS SCARED THAT AMU WAS GOING TO GET PREGNANT, SO I GOT A JOB TO SUPPORT HER! I WOULD NEVER LEAVE HER, AND I FELT TERRIBLE ABOUT WHAT I HAD DONE! I LOVE AMU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD!! SO PLEASE, DON'T TELL ME YOU DON'T WANT ME TO SEE HER!"

Tadase looked up at Amu's father with pleading eyes.

"Please, don't say things like that... I'd kill myself if I was unable to see Amu. I'd die."

Amu's dad said nothing, but his blank expression was replaced by anger once again.

"You expect it to be that easy?"

"Honey."

Amu's dad stayed where he was, ignoring his wife who now stood at the doorway. He looked at Tadase with fierce eyes.

"Get out."

Tadase felt his heart being ripped apart, and he did not move. He couldn't leave Amu behind.

"...I refuse."

"What did you just say?"

Tadase swallowed. He stood, and looked at him dead-on.

"I refuse. I will not leave the girl I am in love with."

The older man growled.

"Why, you..."

He lifted his hand, and brought it down to hit Tadase square on the cheek, and the blonde flew into the desk with a loud thud. Amu screamed in horror as Tadase fell to his knees, holding his head in pain, crumpling to the ground.

"DAD! STOP IT!!"

Amu jumped to the ground, grabbing her boyfriend's shoulders.

"Tadase, let's go! Let's just go away!!"

Tadase blinked in confusion, and Amu helped him stand, grabbing his jacket, helping him put it on. She put her arms around him, and began to walk towards her door, and her mother moved for her. She turned back to her dad and felt tears well up.

"If you hate Tadase... For loving me so much... Then I hate you."

Her dad's face fell, and Amu began to walk down the stairs, and her mom followed. She grabbed her wallet and handed amu 10,000 yen.

Amu's jaw dropped.

"Mom, I-"

She smiled.

"No. It's alright. Write letters to me and visit sometime, okay?"

Amu smiled broadly, kissing her mom on the cheek.

"Thank you!" Amu went through the door, talking to Tadase sweetly, trying to get him to come back out of his shock from the hit he had taken.


There you go.

Next chapter- Tadase tells Amu about his incident with Kuukai.

P.S. About the amu-ai and Tadase-ai thing... I read once a saying "If you dont show love for each other, koi doesn't become ai!" So, if I used it in the wrong way by putting it behind their names, please tell me. It would mean alot to hear from a higher state of knowledge. Thanks.

~Bee.