EPOV:
I stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around my now freezing body. My fingers roamed through my hair nervously. 'I can do this!' I told my myself. 'She loves you' I chanted. I walked back into my room and got dressed in my dark skinny jeans and a white button up shirt, with my favourite red and black checker tie that hung loosely around my neck. I looked at the clock and panicked. I was late already. I grabbed my converse and ray bans and ran for the door. I got in the car and took a final breather before starting the car and going to face my fate with Bella.
Just as I was about to start the car, Alice tapped on my window startling me. I rolled down the window with a snippy "What Alice?" She squinted her tiny eyes at me and said "You look great, thought you could use your keys and wallet if you plan on getting anywhere." I sighed and stuck my hand out. She dropped them into my palm and said "Not bad Edward, I taught you well" And with that, she went to find Jasper.
I turned the key in the ignition, and the sound of the engine soothed me. With a backward glance, I took off out of the drive way from 0 to 60 and went to be with my Bella.
BPOV:
I awoke in the morning to the sounds of birds chirping and the cool breeze coming from my window. The rays of the sun on my cheek made me wonder where I was. 'Forks always rains...' It wasn't common to hear birds chirping either. With a groan and sigh, I sat up and stretched my arms and legs, but kept my eyes closed. If this was a dream, I wanted it to last. Thinking about this place made me think about Edward. He was always making me feel like I was in a dream. How could this angel be in love with me? It wasn't ethical. With the thought of Edward, I opened my eyes and looked at my clock. Edward was coming today, he would already halfway here!
I jumped up from my bed and ran to the closet. There was a bag with a note attached to it.
Hey Bella, wear this the next time Edward comes ok? Love Alice.
When did this get here? Oh well, Alice knew best. I pulled out a cute black, short dress and leggings, and boot heals. Well, Alice was right about the dress, but I'm not so sure about the heals. I looked in the mirror when i had on my new clothes, but something was missing. I pulled my hair out of the messy bun I had, and let the fresh new wave of curls fall down over my shoulders. Everything looked good, but not right yet. Looking around I spotted a bow on a headband and a necklace next to my makeup. With my final touches, I was ready to see my Edward. I ran my fingers through my hair one last time, and the thought of the way Edward had held me this way and kissed me so passionately, it was orgasmic.
The sound of the doorbell brought me out of my revere and sent my heart fluttering. He was here, for me. Charlie called up 'GOT IT!' I ran to the window to catch a glimpse of his face all that sooner, when my heart suddenly fell. Jacob Black stood on the door step with a letter and flowers. I rolled my eyes and slammed my fist against the window and swore. Gasp! Both Charlie and Jacob looked up. I backed away from the window and swore again. Happy mood was gone. I crawled against the floor to the window to hear what they were saying. I heard Charlie say that I was busy today, and that it probably wasn't appropriate sending me flowers when I was seeing someone, even if it were for my birthday tomorrow. Thank you Charlie!!! I couldn't take sad, mope Jacob for one more second. I knew I was being mean never seeing him, but I was in love, and Jacob wouldn't understand that what happened last summer between us, was just a onetime thing. Could he really hold on to one kiss? I got up and ran to the bathroom locking it. Charlie came up a few minutes late and knocked.
"Uh Bells?" Charlie sounded worried. I hope Jacob wasn't there.
"What dad?" I tried to get the sound of tears out of my voice.
"Jacob dropped this off, and its almost 10, Edward will be here soon." He slid the letter under the door and went back downstairs. I wiped the tears off my face and retrieved the letter.
Bella, I know that the last time I saw you I was a total jack ass and I know that things are different now. I still think about you every day. I'm in love with you Bella. I know you have your precious Boyfriend now, but you're just going to throw away years of friendship and loyalty because of him? Well I sure hope he doesn't leave you, cause baby, I'm not waiting around. I need you Bella, but I want you to realize you're in love with me too. Come see me. Please. Jacob.
I tore the paper into pieces and new tears came streaming down my face. "Jack ass!" I growled. How could he do this to me! I was so angry! What right did he have saying its Edwards fault that I don't come to see he anymore!? Jacob wanted more between us, but nothing is, or will ever happen! Why can't he understand that!?
Charlie's voice came up the stairs. "Bells, Edward just pulled up!" Crap! I wiped the tears away and called back "Coming!" I looked like I had been crying for hours. My eyes were puffy and my cheeks were red. I did my best to fix my makeup, but it wouldn't hide the hurt that I now felt burning in my conscious.
I ran to my room and grabbed my bag, throwing Jacobs letter in the trash. I walked back to the stairs and took a breath, slowly descending down the stairs.
Edward was waiting at the bottom of the stairs smiling up at me. His eyes tightened slightly and his smile wavered only for a second as I came down. He looked like an angel. My own personal saviour. I smiled so wide when I got close to him. I wasn't thinking about the heals when I tripped and fell into his arms. He held me tighter and usual and turned our bodies as if we were 'dipping' in a dance. His crooked smile made me giggle, and he leaned in an kissed me sweetly. His sent was breathtaking.
Charlie cleared his throat and Edward straightened us out of our embrace. Edward spoke and his voice made me weak in the knees. "Sorry Charlie. I have my cell phone on me, the number is on the counter if you need to reach us. Carlisle is in town on business so if you feel faint or anything, ot need anything, his number is there too along with-" Charlie cut him off "I'll be just fine. You kids have fun!" He kissed me cheek and went back to his game in the living room. Edward looked down at me and shrugged.
I smiled and wiped the Jacob hurt away from my mind. "Ready to go sweet girl? Edward asked me. I bit my lip and theatrically put my hand to my head ..."If I have to ..." Edward laughed and kissed me again. "I missed you love." I hugged him close and kissed his cheek "I missed you so much."
We left in the next moment, hand in hand into the morning air. Sweet and warm. Edward opened the car door for me and said "Did I tell you how beautiful you are Bella? And that I love you?" I could never get use to his perfection, and just how much he did love me. I loved him so much that I didn't even answer his question, I just blurted out " Edward, I love you so much" It was a bit intense so to make it cute, I kissed him under his jaw, beside his Adams apple. He laughed and kissed my head. "I love you". He smelled so amazing. It made my head spin.
"So what's this big surprise??" I was so anxious to know. He leaned down to my seat and handed me a single rose. My hand went to my chest and 'awe' came to my lips. I had never told him what single roses meant to me. He leaned in and pressed the rose to my hand. "Bella, will you be mine?" He kissed me cheek then looked into my eyes. "Will you?" I stood up on my tippy toes and grabbed his tie. My lips touched his, but I didn't intend on kissing him. Instead I grabbed a hold of his lip with my teeth and smiled. His eyes opened and looked at me. I gave him two quick kisses and said. "If I have too" His laugh filled my body with joy and happiness.
In the car, Edward had told me that the rose was my only hint. I couldn't believe how generous he was. It made me sad that I couldn't return anything that he gave me. I didn't have the kind of money that he and his family had, but he didn't seem the care. As we got on the road, Edward had gotten us breakfast. Coffee was top on my list. We were driving silently for a few minutes when Edward finally spoke. "Bella, we've been dating for a while now, so I wanted to make this day really special. School is starting next week, so I didn't think I would have another chance before that." He took a whole of my hand and brought it to his lips. I turned my hand so I could touch his face. His eyes closed for a second and his hand went over mind and held mine to his face.
We drove for an hour talking about everything under the sun. He laughed easily and so did I. I felt right and whole. Like we had done this all our lives. I felt safe with Edward, and it made me so happy to know that I could feel so loved by another person.
A while later we arrived at our destination. Edward pulled in to this open field surrounded by forest. In the corner of the field, a tall glass building was waiting for us. It wasn't beautiful, but something about it felt romantic and genuine. Edward helped me out of the car and grabbed a basket out of the trunk. The smell of flower overwhelmed me as we walked hand in hand through the tall grass and wild flowers toward the buildings door. Edward said nothing, just a small smile crept his lips as he stared at my expressions.
We got to the door and he unlocked it, opening me into a dark room with just a stair case. I looked at Edward and he motions with his head to go up. I smiled and grabbed his free hand as we started up the staircase. When we reached the top, I opened another door to find that we were in a green house. It's smell was indescribable. Flowers and trees of all sorts took over me like a drug. I was a little kid in a candy store. I walked around in awe. It was so beautiful. Tears came to my eyes. Edward came up behind me a hugged me tight.
"Beautiful isn't it?"
"Edward, I don't know what to say! How did you find this place?" Edward took my hand and led me back to the blanket he had laid out.
"Well" he said sitting down and bringing me close to him. I sat down between his legs and wrapped his arms around me while i rested on his chest. "Esme is a flower enthusiast, as am I. You and Carlisle are the only other two people who know about this place. Its kind of our peaceful place to think or just be alone."
I took in another deep breath and closed my eyes. Totally content.
"Edward? Do you ever think about the future? I randomly spoke.
"Sure sweetie, all the time." He kissed my head.
"Do you see us together? Or me in it?" I knew it was a silly question to ask, but I saw him in mine.
"Well .... ha-ha ... That's kind of why I brought you here today. I want to ask you something. Don't worry, I'm not asking you to marry me. I just want to ask you about the future. I was wondering ..." He stopped, and i stopped breathing." I was wondering if maybe instead of moving into your dorm on Friday, you would consider living with me?" I still didn't breathe or move." I wanted to surprise you, but I got accepted into WU too. It's up to you sweetie. No pressure. Don't think you have to just because-"He was rambling now. I finally caught me breath and I scrambled around in his arms until I had my hands around his neck and I was on my knees.
"You're asking me to live with you? Edward, nothing could ever make me happier. I love you. I didn't want to be apart. This is just ... perfect" Edward was the one to take a breath now. He smiled so widely and kissed me passionately. This kiss was like none other we had shared before. It was deep and powerful. My dream had flooded to my mind. I moved my lips for a moment to his cheek, and my hand to his collar. "Edward .. make love to me" I moved my lips back to his, and his stopped. His whole body froze, and so did mine.
"Bella, If you thought I was only asking us to live together so we could have sex, that wasn't my intention." He looked all worried. I laughed at his face and kissed him again. "Edward. I'm so in love with you. I'm ready. If you are." He kissed me again and closed his eyes. His head rested against mine. "Are you sure Bella? I mean, I don't want to hurt you. I've never ..." My dream was full in my mind now. "Neither have I. I want you to be my first. A first for everything with you." He kissed me again.
Our kiss grew passionate. His hands move to my back. My hands moved to his hair and twisted around my fingers. My hands slid back down to his collar and to the buttons on his shirt. I got the first two open before I slid open the tie. Edward broke the kiss when I tried to get the tie over his head. He laughed when it got caught on his chin for a second. He took the tie off in one swift move, and started to unzip my dress. In a matter of seconds, both his shirt, and my dress were gone. The sun shone down on his chest and mine. I looked deep into Edward eyes and knew this was right. I reached behind my back to the bra clasp, and undid it, letting my bra fall between us. Edward eyes never left mine. I moved closer to him until our bodies met. My hands grabbed for his neck as he laid us down on the soft blanket below. He was hovering over me when his kiss roamed my body. Edward groaned as his hard rubbed against my leg, and I shivered in the pleasure that we were going to share. A bond that only the two of us would ever know.
Edward was over me now, a knee on either side of me when his hands moved to my breasts, down to my hips, and rested on the stockings and heals I was still wearing. "Are you sure love? No pressure." All I said in response was "I love you". Edward got off me and went down to my feet. He lifted my legs so that my knees bent and my heals were at his chest. His hand roamed from my hip all the way up my leg to my calf where he began taking off my heals. He smiled as he came back closer to me, in between my legs, and gently, with his teeth, removed my leggings. I laughed at his expression. "Didn't think I would pull that one off." He laughed as I pulled him back into a kiss. I rolled on top of him and started un doing his pants. I wasn't in the mood to be funny. I wanted every part of him. Before I knew it, his shoes were off, along with his pants, and boxers. His member was standing proud and true.
"Do you mind?" I asked. He rolled his eyes back as my mouth and his member connected. My hand slid up and down his length and my mouth gently welcomed him in. He tasted divine. I slid faster and faster up and down his length, and Edward growled, as his member twitched below my touch. His hands grabbed a hole of my face and his eyes were hungry. "Bella" He moaned. I couldn't take it. I was wet, I could feel it coming, and I had never felt this way before.
Edward pulled me up and around so I was on my back. His length touched my legs as his fingers roamed the line of my thong. Slowly, Edward pulled the string down my legs and finally, we were both ready.
His fingers slid slowly from my stomach to my entrance, and his lips met mine. I twined my fingers in his hair hungrily, pulling him closer. Then it happened. Edward slid two fingers inside of me, and I went crazy. I have never known such a feeling. It filled every pore. His fingers moved to a part of me that made me feel excided. He pulled his fingers in and out, and I nearly lost it. I bit his lips and moaned into his mouth. My hands were roaming. Grabbing any part of him that I could. One hand went back to his length and got him moaning now. I moaned his name over and over.
Edward pulled out his hands and said three words that made me crazy "I love you" as he put his length to my entrance and slid in. It was painful for only a second before turning into explosions! He pumped in and out of me. Our skin collided together and our moans grew wild. I threw my head back and my body tightened. Edwards's lips were kissing my neck and biting. One of his hands moved back to my entrance and was rubbing my clit. My body shivered and flexed. Such a pleasure had never come to me before. Edward filled me. It was driving me crazy! "Oh fuck! Oh Fuck!" I was moaning. "Yes! Oh God Edward!" He pulled me up on top of him and i was sitting on his lap, his length twitching inside me. I had natural instincts, and went wild with them. I started bouncing up and down on his length. My teeth nibbled on his ear and this time he was moaning. "Bella!" I was coming close, and I knew I was going to have an orgasm. "Fuck Edward! Oh oh oh!" He was close to. His length twitched and Edward became rigid. His Member exploded inside of me just when I had my first orgasm. It was the best, most exciting feeling in the world. We were breathing heavily. I still was bouncing. Edward grabbed at my waist and brought me back down into my back. He's pulse slowed and his final moan broke when he exploded again. "Fuck!"
I had never felt like jelly before this moment. My legs were a good "numb" and my arms were strong around Edwards's neck as we kissed fiercely. His hand moved to the blanket and rapped us in it as we calmed down. I kissed his chest as we lay next to each other. His heart was racing. "Edward?" His head turned towards me "Yes?" he smiled. "Let's do it again." Even though I was tired and sweating, I wanted more of him. "I love you so much. I can't get enough of you." He laughed and rolled on top of me. His hands pushed the sweaty hair out of my face. "Bella. One day when were ready will you promise me something? Marry me. I can't live without you." With that. I grabbed his face and brought him close to me. We were both still breathing hard. "Edward, I swear, I love you, and nothing will ever change that. Not time, or separation would ever change the way I feel about you. Not even sex." He laughed and stroked my head. "How did I ever get so lucky?" He meant it as a rhetorical answer, but I answered anyways. "Edward, I'm the lucky one." He kissed my head and whispered "Let's call it a tie. You saved my life. And forever, you will be my angel." I grabbed him close and kissed him passionately, and continued off where my dream ended.