hey guys. so you can breathe again! i got some really good guesses, so here is where we start. i hope you enjoy. merry christmas! i wont be writing for a bit, so enjoy this chap. im working on the next one. enjoyy!
rachx.
BPOV:
I awoke suddenly aware that I wasn't at home, and I wasn't alone. Here I lay naked in someone else' bed, with another body next to me. I sat up with a gasp and looked to find a very naked Jacob Black. I tightened the blanket around my body and looked around. The sun was up, and it was nearly 10am. I had been out all night, and not alone. What happened? Jacob wouldn't . . . no! He couldn't have! He wouldn't Dare!
I jumped out of the bed with the blanket wrapped around me several times. Jacob stirred when I pulled the blanket off him. I turned around and closed my eyes. "Jacob! Cover yourself! NOW!" Jacob rolled over and saw me, and gasped, grabbing for some clothes. "SHIT!" he said groggily. I felt the floor for my clothes and ran out of the room. I was at Jacob's house. I looked down the hall way to find that Billy, thankfully, wasn't there. The bathroom was just across the hallway.
I looked at myself in the mirror. My head was aching, and I felt like I was going to get sick. I splashed some water on my face and got dressed. Jacob knocked on the door. "Bella, please come out." I scowled in the mirror. 'what happened last night?' i needed to know. I swung open the door and with my eyes, I could have burned Jacob to the ground. "What the HELL did you do?" I screamed at him. I grabbed my wrist and pulled me back into his room and closed the door, looking around to make sure no one was looking, or in hearing range.
"Look, I don't know what you're thinking, but nothing happened last night. You were really drunk Bells, and I didn't want Charlie seeing you. I called him and said you were staying at Angela's ok. So calm it! Damn it!" He started around the room fixing the blankets that were thrown all over.
"If nothing happened, why were you and I BOTH naked Jacob? I swear to god if you –" He put his hand over my mouth but I scratched it away. "Don't touch me!"
He back away with his hands up. "You're so cheerful in the morning. What a breath of fresh air" he said, sarcastically rolling his eyes. "Look, you spilled your drink over us both, and you got undressed all on your own. I sleep this way so.. Yeah. And I slept on the floor most of the night, but it got to hard on my back, so I moved up. Don't start blaming me for anything alright. I think you should go now Bella. This isn't you."
I grabbed my shoes and ran out. My Keys were in the car already. I got in and peeled out of there so fast. Tears were flowing down my face. Nothing happened. Nothing happened. I chanted over and over in my head. What was I going to say to my father? Oh no! What was I going to say to Edward? He would kill me if he found out. Oh god!
Driving down the street, I debated whether or not to tell Edward, and finally decided that I needed to tell him. It was the right thing to do. Secrets always come out, and maybe Edward would understand. If only I could be so lucky.
The moment I got into the house and past Charlie, I called Edward. He was happy to hear from me about the party, but soon turned to concern as the talk of drinking came up.
"So the party was fun. I danced and I did drink. Edward I need to tell you something. I figured I needed you to know because being honest is better than keeping secrets right?" I was rambling. His tone was even, but I could tell he was worried when he said "Bella, you know you can tell me anything."
I began telling him about drinking and how I was stumbling around, and ran right into Jacob Black and then continued to tell him that he got me into the truck, and then I blacked out. I remembered him getting close, but nothing worse than holding me. Then I had to come full circle to this morning. I told him everything. That nothing had happened, and I swore over and over again just how sorry I was. I told him to yell at me or something, but all he asked was "are you ok?" he wasn't saying it as if in concern, more as if he was trying not to yell at me.
"Edward, please talk to me." I was sobbing over and over.
"Bella, what do you want me to say? You said nothing happened, and I'm going to try my best to not over react. Jacob knows that if he hurt you, I would kill him, and Charlie would have him arrested. If it were anyone else, I would kill him, but Jacob is a friend. I'm going to stick with that story. Bella, breathe, I'm not angry with you."
"Edward, I'm so, so sorry. I feel so guilty. Please, hate me, yell at me or something!" I was sobbing again. It wasn't helping.
"Bella, sweetie, stop crying, it's not going to help your head ache. Really, as long as you're ok, and nothing did happen, I'm not angry." His voice was back to his normal tone. "Please, I can't bare hearing you cry. Are you sure you're ok? Like he didn't hurt you or something?"
I sniffled. "No, I don't think so. I feel ok, just a little hung over. I really am sorry Edward. I love you. I'd never try to jeopardise us." I was trying to be very honest.
"How can I make this anymore clear? Bella, I believe you. If you say nothing happened, nothing did. I love you too much to fight about something that didn't happen. God, I wish I were closer so I could look you in the eye and say it." He was so good to me. I couldn't believe it.
Edward and I continued to talk for a while longer until Charlie knocked on the door, needing to use the phone. Edward reassured me over and over that he loved me and trusted me. I could finally breathe. Being honest with him was the right thing to do. It would be better than waiting for him to find out.
I got into the bathroom and took off my party clothes. Charlie had said that when I was done we needed to talk. I took my time getting ready. The hot water loosened my rigid muscles, but not for long, the thought of Charlie knowing made me panic. I got out and towelled myself off, putting on my Olivia Outcast sweater and jeans. It was a homework day, so I didn't plan on being fancy. Letting my wet hair fall over my shoulders, I went to face my father.
Charlie was sitting at the table in the kitchen, a cup of coffee in his hand. He looked up at me when I sat down. "Did you have a nice time last night?" He asked, looking down at the news paper on the table. I looked down at the sleeves on my sweatshirt and pulled on the loose strings. "Uh, yeah. It was great. I passed out there. I was really tired." I fibbed, but it didn't sound convincing.
"Bella, I called you down here because I want you to know that you don't have to have Jacob call and say you were tired and have to sleep over at Angela's. Your 19 now. I get it. You were drinking last night and didn't want to face me. It's ok sweetie. I understand. You're an adult now. So next time, just call if you need a ride. I don't want you driving though."
I just stared at him in shock. He really didn't know what happened. I tried to act normal for him. "Uh, sure. And I'm sorry Dad. I should have told you." I got up and went to make some coffee. This was going to be the longest few days of my life!
I ran up to my room and grabbed Edwards's sweater and didn't take it off as I fell asleep.
Day after day, Jacob tried to call me, I would ignore him, and day after day, I missed Edward more. The 'Edward' smell on his sweater was gone, and he was busy, so I didn't get to talk to him. Tomorrow I would see him again, and move into our new home. Charlie was fine with our living arrangements. He said "your an adult, it's your life" and ended at that. I felt that Edward was dodging my calls, or when we did talk, he was always busy. I was worried that our living arrangements would soon be over. He was going to break up with me. I knew it.
My room was packed up, and waiting for the truck that Edward was bringing in the morning. Charlie wasn't coming, he had to work, but he said he would come up after and bring dinner. That night I lay in my room one last time and thought about Edward. He wasn't acting like himself and it worried me. Sleep didn't come to me easily. I held on to Edward's sweater for dear life and finally cried myself into a restless sleep.
"Bella?" A sweet voice in my dream was calling out my name. His voice was familiar and breathtaking. "Bella sweetie?" My dream suddenly turned shaking, and my eyes flew open. Someone was shaking me awake. I looked around to see Edward's smiling face inches from mine. Without thinking, I wrapped my arms around him and nearly dragged him on top of me. He wrapped his arms around me and dug his head deep into the burrow of my neck, kissing me sweetly. "Oh Bella I missed you so much!"
"Edward" was all I said as I pulled his face closer so I could kiss him. His eyes pierced mine, and before I kissed him, I said "I love you. You know that right?" He leaned in and nearly sent my heart into a race. This kiss was like the one at the greenhouse. It was full of passion, and seemly, forgiveness. Our own reunion was bitter sweet, when we heard Charlie coming up the stairs. Edward pulled us off the bed, but didn't let our kiss go until the very second my door opened.
"Hurry up Bells. You're going to miss your moving day. Get a move on. Oh, do you kids want Chinese for dinner?" He didn't wait for our answer. "Oh running late. See ya later kids." Charlie stomped down the stairs and left.
Edward was going to get up, but I put my arms around his neck and pulled him back to how we were. He laughed and began kissing me in a way that should be illegal. His hands were under my back and sliding down my spine. I giggled when his fingers trailed my skin. Finally, he pulled me up on top of his lap and stood up. I wrapped my legs around him as he brought us to the bathroom. His hand left my back and reached for the shower fosit. I got down and nibbled on his lips. He laughed softly and finally said "you need to get ready my love. I'll grab your things. You shower and meet me downstairs when you're ready ok?" He pressed his lips to mine, and I stood up on my toes to make the kiss last longer. He pulled on my sweater, pulling me close so we moulded together. My fingers pulled on his shirt, but sadly, he was right. I kicked him out and hopped in the shower.
So my worries and sleepless night wasn't necessary. Edward really was ok. I rushed through my shower and got dressed in some cute dark jeans and a tank top. It was rather warm for forks, and finally not raining. I let my wet curls drape down my back, throwing a bit of gel in it. My 'Nightmare before Christmas' belt hung loosely around my waist, and my sneakers finished off my outfit quite nicely.
Edward was just throwing the last box into the truck when I locked the door and came off the porch. Edward came to the stairs and I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him. I swung me around until I was standing on the grass. Edward took my hand and led me to the passenger side of the truck. He opened my door and kissed my cheek, and handed me a coffee. "My saviour" I said taking the cup and getting in.
We only had about a 45 minuet drive, but I couldn't wait to see where we were going. Edward gave me hints and clues to where and what our new home looked like. I was so excited. He held my hand to keep me clam. He seemed like himself, so I just left my birthday in the past.
A while later we pulled into a parking lot to what looked like a hotel. I was speechless. Edward parked and cAme to my door. "I know that the last few days I've been . . . distant, and such, I'm sorry, but I wanted to make today so special for us. I had to make it perfect. Ready? We can come back and get your things."
He took my hand and brought me to the door. He put his hand over my eyes and his hand on my waist as we got into the elevator. It felt like we were going for 10 minutes when we finally got to what I hoped was our floor. He led me a few steps and stopped. He turned me slightly and I heard the keys in the lock and the door open. Edward pushed me inside, and closed the door.
"Ready?"
"Ready!"
Edward took his hand away and showed me the most beautiful room I had ever seen. The room was large and dark. The walls were painted back, with one or two odd corners painted blood red. The floors were wooden, and went through the whole apartment. The room we first walked into had a full glass window that opened to a large park. Tall trees were out as far as the eyes could see. Room after room was filled with items and furniture that resembled us in so many ways. The bedroom held our large king sized bed, with big feather pillows. A plasma screen was on the opposite wall. Every man's fantasy.
The bathroom and kitchen were my favourite. In the bathroom, there was a large soaker tub that was surrounded by heaters and a sound system. My dreams come true. The kitchen was small, but perfect. Lights hung down and shone small circles on the ground. The counter was open to see the whole apartment. It was my own personal heaven, with Edward as the centre of it.
Edward came up behind me and put his arms around my waste and his chin on my shoulder. He kissed my cheek and rocked us back and forth. I closed my eyes and leaned up against him, holding his hands and twining our fingers. Edward tightened our arms and picked me up. I screamed and giggled as he threw me over his shoulder and ran us to the bedroom. He dropped us onto the bed and left off where we had been this morning. I twined my fingers in his hair and wrapped my legs around him. We rolled all over the bed kissing passionately. "Welcome home" he whispered on my lips. I smiled and stretched my arms around his neck. "That sounds nice" I whispered back, kissing him.
Edward rolled me over and hovered over my body. "I love you." He cupped my face and kissed me once more, then pulled me reluctantly up. "But, we have some work to do. Classes start in 3 days sweetheart. Lets grab your things.. Then maybe if we have time, we could finish unpacking the bedroom." He winked. I got an idea. My eyes went wide. I dropped his hand and ran for the door. He laughed so loud and ran after me.
It took us only an hour to unpack my things before we were both ready for some lunch. Edward hadn't stocked the fridge so he ran out to get us a few things and some lunch. I started hanging up my close when my cell phone rang. I figured it was Edward, forgot his wallet, or keys. I ran to is and said "Swan and Cullen residence" thinking it was him; Jacob answered in a gruff tone.
"You're living with that guy now?" He swore on the other end and I considered hanging up, but just as I was about to, Jacob spoke. "Bella, I can't lie to you anymore. You need to know something. I'm going to WU tomorrow, and I want to just be friends. I'll be good I swear. I just can't lose you as my best friend."
"Jacob, what's with you? One second you're, 'I hate you' the next your 'let's act as if nothing's ever happened!' seriously, what's up?" I put the phone on my shoulder and balanced it with my chin; I started hanging up more clothes while he talked.
"I just feel lonely and if I have to see you every day, I want you not to scowl at me, or have Edward come beat the shit out of me. I just want to go back to normal."
"Fine, were fine. Just be normal ok? You're freaking me out lately Jacob. And you have to know, Edward is my life now, so you're going to have to except that."
"I get it. Look I gotta go but see you Monday. Bye" click.
I hung up the phone just in time for Edward to knock on the door. "Bella? Help." I ran to the door and threw it open. Edward had big bags of groceries in his hands. I grabbed a bag and led the way to our kitchen. Ah, it had a nice ring to it.
After we put everything away, we went and sat with our food on the big comfy couch and cuddled while we ate our chicken and rice tacos. Soon I got warm and comfy next to Edward, his arm wrapped around me. My eyes almost closed, when I saw a glimpse of Edward as his eyes also closed and his head lean down on to mine. I closed my eyes and put my hand on his chest as we both drifted off into the first of many naps together.