Guten tag to you all!! I hope I didn't take too long to update….even though I know I did cuz I'm a lazy person..But I updated others right? Right…well…moving on, I'm in pain right now cuz I think I sprained my wrist….again….it hurts like a bitch to type!!!. But I still do because I don't want to disappoint you guys…and the fact that I like reviews….so what?! Everyone likes to get a big head every once in a while!!

Anyways, I hope you like this chapter!!!

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Age nine

Sasuke sat in his so called room. Huddled in his makeshift bed of sheets. His body ached all over after the beating Fugaku gave him while he was drunk. His 'parents' had gotten into an argument. They had been happening even more recently since Fugaku had gotten a new job. He had to stay out later and arrive in the middle of the night at home.

Mikoto had been yelling at him about being selfish and how he didn't even call to tell her that he was fine or was going to arrive much later then usual. Fugaku ended up leaving while Mikoto went to her room to cry.

It had happened around 2 in the morning. Sasuke heard a noise. He tried to huddle more into his sheets as he heard footsteps get close to his 'room'. Suddenly the door was flung opened.

Fugaku stood in the middle of the door with a have drunken bottle of beer in his hand. He threw it across the room and made his way towards Sasuke. "How the fuck dare she scream at me! I'm the man of this fucken house and I can do whatever the fucken hell I want! And you!" He ripped the sheets off Sasuke's body and pulled him up by his collar.

"Why the fuck are you looking at me like that! I know you say shit about me you little trash! You think I don't know!?" The small raven began to tremble in the man's grip, but held in his tears.

Fugaku punched Sasuke in the jaw and sent him flying across the room only to hit the wall. He made his way to the young boy again and began to viciously kick him. Blood dribbled its way down Sasuke's jaw.

The older man began to loose all control and kicked every part of the smaller boy. He didn't care where his foot landed, as long as it hit something. "Fugaku! You're home!" Mikoto stood in front of the door.

Fugaku stopped kicking the small raven ad turned to look at his wife. Tears rolled down her face. "I'm so glad you're alright Fugaku! I thought something had happened to you. I'm sorry. I hadn't meant to yell at you." The man slowly made his way to his wife. "It's alright Mikoto. I guess I shouldn't have worried you so much. I'll call home from now on."

As the two hugged, Sasuke was fighting to keep conscious. His breathing was rasped. "Come on honey, let's go to bed."

The two made their way out of the room. Not even looking at the young boy on the floor as blood surrounded him. When they were out, they locked the door from the outside.

Sasuke soughed as he tried to get the blood out of his throat. Slowly and painfully he looked to his left where he kept a mirror, he looked at himself.

Blood was running down his chin from his busted lip and from his brow do to a cut. New bruises were forming on his face again. He knew the damage was worse under his clothes, but he didn't want to look. He didn't want to go through the pain of taking his clothes off.

On shaky arms and legs, he made his way to his bed and fell atop the sheets. He was grateful to have Tobi as his brother. His injuries felt like they were on fire and he could feel his pulse on every hit he had. "Shido, it hurts too much and I don't have any more pain killers. It feels like I'm dying."

Sasuke waited for the other's response and sighed when there was non. He slowly began to close his eyes until he heard Shido's voice. 'How bad does it hurt?' Sasuke gritted his teeth. "It feels like I want to rip my skin off and every time my heart pulses I can feel it in my body." He heard Shido sigh and let out a small giggle which confused the young raven.

'I know of a few ways to make the pain go away Sasuke.' The raven breathed in shakily and let it out slowly. "Please, anything to make the pain go away Shido."

'Alright then.' Sasuke slowly began to get up and followed Shido's instructions.

He carefully made his way to where his father had thrown his beer bottle that had broken into pieces. He leaned down and grabbed one of the shards that was big enough for him to grab and had a sharp edge.

"Are you sure this will make it hurt less?" Shido reassured the young raven. Slowly, Sasuke dragged the sharp edge of the glass on the back of his forearm. It was close to his wrist, but not close enough to cut the vein. It stung Sasuke at first, but then, he noticed as he looked at the trickle of blood that made its way down, that he had forgotten about his other injuries.

The pain was slowly creeping up on him again so he made another three lines near the first, they was slightly deeper and it felt good to the young raven. "Shido, it's working."

Sasuke made his way back to his 'bed' and sat down as he watched with interest as his blood ran down his wrist. He was fascinated by how it looked against his pale skin. He felt tired then as he yawned. "Thank you, Shido." Sasuke tore a piece of cloth from one of his sheets and wrapped it around his arm. "I don't want it all to run out. It looked so pretty, unlike the times when father or Itachi made me bleed." Sasuke gave another yawn and rested his head. "Good night Shido." His injuries were already forgotten.

'Goodnight young one.' As Sasuke rested, Shido laughed within the young boy's mind. 'Not long now my little one, soon we'll be free of this madness and we can smile and watch as the blood of the sinners run.'

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A bit short, but to the point…somewhat. Well, I hope you liked this chapter! I know, it was really dark and morbid, but hey, it fit. Anyways,….idk….I was going to write something stupid here on my A/N, but it abandoned me.. oh…well…

Oh! All day, I've been listening to Russian music and I'm in love! I've gotten this strange obsession with this Russian show called cheburashka!! It's so cute and the songs are so…sweet!!! I've downloaded like…2 songs and I can't help but sing along! It was hard at first, but then I got the hang of the words!!!

Aside from my rambling, don't forget to REVIEW and tell me what you thought of this chapter!!!

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