Hey all! hope you enjoyed the last chap. heres one thats rly personal to myself. hope u enjoy it.
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BPOV:
I awoke the next morning with an ache in my stomach like none I had known before. I leaned forward, waking Edward with my abruptness. His eyes flew open and his arms went rigid around me.
"You ok?"
"Uh, yeah, bad dream. Don't worry I'm fine. Go back to sleep." I tried to calm him down. It wasn't even 3 am yet, and school was starting tomorrow. I kissed him lightly and lay back down, pulling my knees up to my chest. Edward relaxed at my side and finally lay back down.
Sooner than I could have thought possible, the alarm was going off. Edward didn't even hear it. I sprang from the bed and hit it, feeling a wave of dizziness. My hair was in my face and my eyes were closed tight. Eventually the faze passed, and Edward needed to get up. I tip toed over to the bed and grabbed my pillow slowly from beside him. I raised it over my head, and smashed it down on him, laughing out loud. Edward sat up quickly, looking around.
I smiled at him and bit my lower lip. His glorious face broke into a smile. "I'm gunna get you for that miss swan." He threatened, and then lay back down on my side, face first. I rubbed his back and kissed his head.
"It's our first day; do you want to be late?" I padded his butt and walked into the bathroom, closing the door. The light burned my eyes, and chills ran down my spine. The hot water woke my sore body up instantly. The familiar smell of strawberries filled my senses and relaxed my stomach. I couldn't believe how nervous I was. Edward's voice came from behind the curtain.
"Love, it's just me, ha, duh. Don't worry; I'll be out in a sec." I didn't bother answering, just turned off the water and wrapped myself in my towel before opening the shower curtain. Edward was brushing his teeth at the sink, and his eyes popped open when he saw me. I did a flirty flip of my leg, and went to get dressed.
Skinny jeans, black tank top, red and black suspenders, short boots, and my hat were already waiting for me. Always over prepared my mother had told me. I quickly got dressed and had to kick Edward out of the bathroom. He wanted to play mean so he fought for the mirror also.
"Ouch. Bella you're hurting me" He said in a girly voice, pretending to put on lipstick. I couldn't help but laugh at how ridiculous he looked. He winked at me, kissed my cheek and started the shower. I blew dry my hair, creating a wave of curly ocean down my spine. Edward put his hands on my waist and kissed my cheek. "Ewe, you're all wet" I complained. Edward scrunched up his wet face and shook the water into my hair. I turned on the blow dryer and pointed it at him. His eyes squinted and his hands went up. "Ok I surrender! Geeze that's hot love." He kissed me cheek and left the room.
*
Finally, Edward was finished making coffee, locked the apartment, and headed out for our first day. Edward took my hand in the elevator and kissed it. "You look lovely today sweetie." I blushed and put my head on his shoulder. "You look ... dashing.. as well." I put as much emphasis on the word, and enjoyed the laugh Edward gave it.
As we drove, that little ache in my stomach came back. Edward noticed my hand going to my stomach. "Are you sure you're ok?" He looked worried. I smiled at him, "don't worry, I'm just nervous, really. This is the biggest thing I've ever done" He smiled, but gave me a wounded puppy look. "That hurts. School is bigger than me. Ouch." I punched him and laughed.
"You know you're a million times more important to me than school Edward." I sounded ridiculous, but sadly, it was true. I loved Edward so much more than school. Thinking about that made the pain in my stomach go away.
"I love you to Bella."
Slowly, Edward drove into the school parking lot, dropping me out front so he could park. I put my messenger bag over my shoulder and went to sit in the courtyards and wait.
"Bella?" A familiar voice sounded from behind me. I turned around to see the one person I was dreading. Jacob Black stood tall and bulky beside me. He smiled at me as if we were still best friends. I turned away from him and got up. Jacob grabbed my arm. "Hey wait a sec Bells. Can't you at least say hi? Or is he forbidding it?" He rolled his eyes, not letting go of me. I tried to yank my arm away. "Jacob Black let go of me!" I shot him the dirtiest look I could manage, and he just shot one back.
"Jacob, she said, let her go!" Edward's voice was furious. He took my arm and pulled it out of Jacob's grasp. Jacob recoiled. "Chill Ed, it was a joke." He mocked. "Nice seeing you here Cullen. We're going to have a fun year aren't we? Well, I'm off, see you soon Bells." He winked and walked past us.
"Are you ok?" Edward asked in my ear. I turned around to see his face. He was looking after Jacob, death in his eyes. "Yea, I'm fine. Thank you." I put my hand on his cheek, and he relaxed under my touch. "Ready?" He shook his head and walked me to class, kissed me sweetly, and went to find his room.
*
The day flew by in a blur. Every class was amazing. I learned so much. I met some really interesting and talented people. The whole week was going by so fast, and before I knew it, Friday was here. Edward was excited about our party tonight. He had invited some people he had met and I did the same. We both knew who was not invited without even speaking his name.
As we drove, Edward was talking about an experiment he and his lab partner, Jase, had done, and how his professor was honestly astounded by the end product the two had conjured. I was so proud of him. As usual, he asked about how my classes went, did I meet anyone new, he sounded like my parents.
"I just need to stop here for a second, I'll be right back." Edward said, kissing my cheek, and getting out of the car. We were parked outside the super market.
"Hey, mind if I come in? I need a few things?" I yelled after Edward.
*
The party was in full swing when I came back from the bathroom. Bodies swayed to the beat of music playing, laughing rose from the kitchen, drinks flowed swiftly around the room. Everyone was into party mood. Edward was mingling with people when I came into the kitchen. He extended his hand to me, and introduced me to several of his new friends, including Jase.
I left the boys to chat about their work, and went to find my new friends. Angela was in my first period class. She was as shy as I was, and we fit nicely together in a crowd. I got into a conversation with several people, laughing along with them, totally at ease, and actually having a good time, when I felt a hand tighten around my waist. Edward stood behind me, introducing himself to everyone before pulling me away.
"Come on Bella, it's or song." Edward pulled me over to the group of dancers. 'My life would suck without you' was just starting to play. I started laughing when the memory played in my mind. Edward's hands made their marks on my body, one hand on my waist, one high on my thigh. I leaned in really close to his chest, and set my hands. My right hand intertwined Edwards hand on my thigh, and my left hand went to his neck. We were grinding and laughing so hard.
The song eventually morphed into others that we all knew. We sang and danced around with our friends. Finally though, I needed a break. I told Edward to stay and keep dancing, I would be right back. I ran off to the kitchen to grab a water bottle when someone knocked on the door. Oh no! I hope we were not too loud. Edward had gotten approval from all the neighbours and super intendent. I ran off and threw the door open.
Jacob Black stood there, a beer in his hand, and a smug look on his face. I started to close the door when he pushed it open and walked past me. "Nice party. What, I wasn't invited?" He laughed. "Jacob, go, you're not welcome here. Please leave." I tried pushing him out, but he grabbed my hand. He reeked of booze and wasn't going to leave. He pushed the door shut with his foot and pushed me against the wall. His hands were trying to twine themselves into my hair, and touch my face. His body was pressed up against me.
"Jacob get off me!" I shouted. The music drowned out my cry. I was hitting him and kicking, but it did no good. He was much bigger and stronger than I. "Help!" I screamed. Jacob's lips pressed to my cheek and were searching for my lips, but my head kept whipping back and forth. Tears were starting to come to my eyes as I screamed for help. How had no one noticed this!? I was pounding my fists on his chest and crying when his body was abruptly gone.
Edward's voice was furious when he said my name, telling me to get out of the way. I ran and stood further behind him, wiping my face. Jacob looked discussed. "I would never hurt her!" Jacob stumbled forward, and Edward lurched forward so Jacob couldn't get near me. A few of Edward's guy friends grabbed Jacob and brought him towards the door. I ran towards Edward. He put his hands on my cheeks and wiped the tears from my eyes.
"Are you alright?" He said through his teeth, looking deep into my terrified eyes. I just shook my head, afraid to answer. Edward brought me close then his eyes looked over my head. "Shit!" he spat, and went to push me out of the way. I turned to see Jacob's fist swing past me and connect with Edward's nose.
"Edward!" I screamed! His body stumbled backward, and hit the piano. His hands braced himself, and the party turned silent. Jacob broke the silence by laughing. "You think you know everything Cullen. How would you like to know I slept with your precious girlfriend? Yeah, she's a great ride when she's drunk. But I got to say Bella, a little slutty I might add." He took a swing of his beer, and Edward lurched forward ready to murder him. "Jacob get the hell out of here! NOW!" I screamed! "You know that's not true! Stop lying!"
A few of the guys there got a hold of Edward before he could hit Jacob. I put a hand on Edward's chest to calm him. His nose was bleeding really badly now. Jase dragged Jacob out and slammed the door locking it. All the girls were in tears, and the guys were silent. Edward told everyone he was fine, but the party was over. I agreed with him. I sent Edward to go change, he had blood everywhere. I thanked everyone for coming and apologized again. "Thank you Jase. I'm so sorry." He put his hand on my shoulder. "Hey, this wasn't your fault. He was drunk, and a real jerk I might add. No worries Bella. Why don't you get some air or something? You're really white." He hugged me quickly and left the apartment.
Edward came back into the kitchen a while later. I was cleaning up cups and plates when he walked in. "Oh Edward I'm so sorry! He was lying, I swear –"Edward's hand covered my mouth. "Bella, I'm not angry with you. He was drunk, and trying to aggravate me." I put a cloth under the cold water to wet it. Edward still had blood all around his nose. I pushed him up against the counter and lightly dabbed his nose.
He winced under my touch, but grabbed my waist and pulled me closer. I wrapped my free arm around his neck. He looked troubled, and it worried me. He closed his eyes and looked away as I dabbed his nose.
"Edward"
"Yes?"
"I have to tell you something." I wasn't sure if it was the right time, but he needed to know.
"You slept with him didn't you?" He wouldn't look at me, and his face was turning white.
"Oh god no!" I pulled his face toward me. "I told you, it never happened. I love you. I don't want him, I never did. That night, I just passed out, that's all. But I have to tell you something." I took his hand and brought him into the bedroom. "Sit. I'll be right back." He still looked worried. I went into the other room.
When I came back, Edward was looking a little better. I walked over to him, and stood between his knees. His hands were resting on his lap. "I love you." I told him. "And I want you to have this." I handed him a small item. His eyes widened. "Congratulations." I said with a small smile.
Edward's face turned white. "Your?" I shook my head.
"We're." I tried smiling. Edward's face froze. His eyes locked on the pregnancy test. Suddenly his face brightened up, and a breathtaking smile crossed his troubled face.
"You're pregnant?" Edward stood up and kissed me fiercely, forgetting about his nose. He leaned back. "Aw, crap!" His nose started bleeding again.
"Here, sit down."I put the cloth back up to his now swollen and bleeding nose. His eyes pierced into mine. His hand lightly grabbed my wrist, and held both my hands in his.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" his eyes scorched.
"I just found out. I haven't been feeling well, you know that. And today when we stopped at the market to get the snacks, I had a hunch, so I went and grabbed a test. I just took it before everything happened. Edward, we're going to have a baby" I wasn't sure if I was as happy as he was. I'm 19.
"Bella, do you need anything? Should we call the doctor, what do we do next? Are you craving anything? I could run out and get –" I put my hand over his mouth.
"Sweetheart, I'm only 3 weeks along. I don't think it happens that fast."
"Are we ready for this? "
I put my forehead to his. "I don't think we have a choice. Were having a baby Edward. Our baby." I put my hands on my stomach, and Edward did the same. We stared at each other, reading each other's thoughts. Yeah, we may not be ready, but we loved this baby before we even met him or her.
That night, Edward and I had talked about everything. Names, schools, where we would live, how we would tell everyone. We laughed about how ridiculous we sounded. Edward was so happy. He was glowing whenever he touched my still flat stomach. This wasn't real. I couldn't believe that in a few short months, a tiny baby, I hoped looked just like Edward, would be here in my arms.
We settled on a boy's and girl's name. Edward Junior, or Renesmee Carly, the perfect combinations of our family's names. Family. I barely knew Edward's family. Thought I loved them dearly already, I had only met them a few times. Breathe! I told myself. Just breathe.
"Edward"
"Yes?" he smiled up at me.
"I'm scared."
He took my face in his hands. "So am I. I always thought about us having a family, and yeah, I want this baby more than you know. I just always thought that we would do it properly. Finish school, get married, work for a while, then start our family. Sure this isn't ideal timing, just starting college, but Bella, I love you. I will provide for you and our baby. I will take care of you and protect you. Anything I can do for you, I will. 2 am craving runs, when the baby comes, early feedings, anything. I will because I want to. I love you so much. "
Edward kissed me sweetly, wiping the new tears from my cheeks. If I were with anyone other than my Edward, I wouldn't be able to do this. I knew Edward would do anything for me, and our baby. He loved me. That's all that mattered. I can do anything as long as he is by my side.
"Bella, I know this sounds, cliché, but –"
"but?"
"Would you do me the honour of being my wife?" He was sincere. It rang through every pour of his being.
I put my hand on his cheek. "Edward, you know I do. But I don't want to get married on account that I'm pregnant. I want to when were ready. I think we have enough to deal with." I said putting a hand on my stomach. "I will marry you, just when were both ready. I won't change my mind. I promise. You're worth it." I said winking.
"You're probably right. People are going to be shocked enough at this little guy or girl is coming. I think the wedding can wait. But, I got a yes. That counts for something right?" My favourite crooked smile crossed his face.
I had to laugh at that. "Were you worried I would say no?"
"Well, I know you loved me, I was just hedging my bets." He winked.
"Well aren't you just a smarty pants."
"Well, how's about we, future Mrs. And baby, curl up for the night? I need some ice. I think I broke my nose." He kissed me cheek and padded off to get an ice pack.
At that same moment he mentioned about his nose, Jacob's smug look came to my mind, and I got a queasy feeling in my not so empty stomach.
Edward came back in to the room and saw the look of hesitation in my eyes. "Bella? I was just kidding. We can take as much time as we need and-" I put my hand up, something wasn't right. I got off the couch slowly and walked towards Edward. My vision became blurry when I met him at his side. He looked puzzled while I was staring off. "Oh" was all I said.
Edward grabbed my waist. "What's wrong?" He put his hand on my stomach. "Your turning white Bella." He swooped me up in his arms and brought me into the bedroom and put me on the bed. I sat there and put my head between my legs. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. Slowly, the room stopped spinning. Edward was rubbing circles on my back and speaking in a low voice. I sat up and looked at him.
"You ok now?" He was hesitant as he took my hand. "Uh yeah, just got a little dizzy for a second. Thought I was going to get sick. I'm ok. Must be what morning sickness feels like. Ha." Edward didn't find my joke funny. He pulled my legs over his lap and picked me up off the bed, and put me lightly down on my side of the bed, fully dressed. I wrapped the covers around me and rolled on to my side so when Edward laid down, I could see him. He leaped over me and laid very close.
Our heads were almost touching, hands intertwined on my stomach. Eyes locked. We lay this way for a while, until Edward's eyes begun to close. I rolled over and cradle myself into his iron arms. Edward whispered into my ear the sweetest sounding word. "Forever" He kissed my cheek and drifted to sleep. I lay there wondering how I was going to explain this to my parents.
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