…..I don't really have a good excuse for being gone longer than necessary…I know it's been….forever since this story was last seen…and…I'M WORKING ON THE OTHER ONES!! I SWEAR!!! T-T….

I have been having a really bad case of writers block for the past months and my mind was wrapped around another pairing….and still is….and it's about to be wrapped in another pairing in a bit…But I swear I will finish my stories!! No matter what, I will finish them…

Naruto took in a deep breath as he walked into his home. It was cold which meant that his aunt had used the money he had made to buy more liquor. He sighed and walked over to his room. He closed the door quietly behind him by twisting the knob so it wouldn't click.

He walked over to his small bed and plopped down on it. Ignoring the cold air and sheets, a smile spread across the blonde's face. He had seen Sasuke, talked to him, held him, and kissed him. Everything was like in a fairy tale. Naruto's heart began to slowly speed up as he remembered Sasuke's arms around his form. He was warm.

There was a sudden thump across the hall. Naruto bit his bottom lip as he curled himself into the corner of his bed where it met the wall. His breathing quickened when he heard footsteps approaching his room ever so slowly. It was too soon.

"…Naruto…" Shivers ran up the blonde's arms. The way his aunt said his name while drunk could make a grown man wet himself. "I…need you to take care of something…"

The blonde swallowed and looked up at the woman. Her eyes were fogged over, her hair was a mess and her clothes were wrinkled and stained.

"Y-Yes ma'am." Naruto stood up and made his way out of the room. He knew never to disobey his aunt. He knew very well.

A few feet away from him was a man. He was unconscious. A gash on the left side of his head dripped blood onto the wooden floor. He appeared to be drunk as well.

Naruto sighed and made his way to the man until his aunt stopped him. "Make sure I don't hear him. I need to take a nap."

He nodded and continued towards the man in front of him. "Make sure…not to scream…"

The blonde grabbed the man by the leg and pulled him down through a door that led down to the cellar. He pushed the man down the stairs until he was a down on the bottom. He continued to pull him until he was laying over a wooden board.

Naruto tied the man's limbs with rope and a gag was placed over his mouth.

Slowly, the man began to move after a few minutes. Soberness taking over him as he slowly looked around. It was dark and he could only see a blurry shadow.

He tried to say something, but the gag stopped him from doing so. As he struggled, he felt something tear his shirt.

"Please…don't scream…it'll wake auntie and she'll get mad and punish me… I'll make it quick, I swear…"

The man looked up into light blue eyes. He stopped struggling as he looked into them. They were so...empty…He then looked at the person they belonged to. It was nothing more than a mere boy. Golden hair, blue eyes, fair skin and a round child like face. He almost appeared like an angel with his hair acting like a halo.

As he looked at the boy, he felt a sudden pain on his chest. He tried to look down only to feel a warm liquid streaming down his chest. He tried to scream when he realized his situation, but the gag made it impossible. It had appeared that the boy put something inside his mouth before the gag was over it.

"It'll…be over soon mister…" With one push, the knife sunk into the man's chest hitting his lungs. He tried to get air in, but blood tried to escape at the same time. His eyes rolled to the back of his head as the knife came back down again and again. He stopped moving. All was silent.

Naruto let go of the knife as it stuck out of the man's torso. He sat on the ground a foot away from the corpse and stared at it with no emotion. As if he was transfixed by the sight before him. Not much later, footsteps came down the stairs.

"You did a good job today Naruto. I'll take care of the rest. I hate it when my patients are alive. Go take a shower, you're filthy."

Slowly, Naruto made his way up. He took off his shoes at the front of the cellar door and slowly made his way to the bathroom. He ignored looking at himself on the broken mirror and took off his clothes. He could smell the blood on them and on himself.

After stepping into the shower and letting the water run down his body, he slid to the floor. His face blank of any emotion.

'YOU'RE A MONSTER! You will never be of any use. This is the only thing you can do.'

His aunt's words rang in Naruto's head. He could hear her voice and words as if she was right beside him. Telling him everyday and night what he was. He could still remember the first time he had sunk a blade into a man. It was the same day he was separated from his raven haired best friend.

The blade had been put in his hands by his aunt. She had brought home a drunken man and had locked him in their basement with the blonde. The man was going mad from the alcohol and attacked him. Naruto tried to defend himself and ended up stabbing the man in the throat.

It was all history from then on.

As he brought his arms up to hug himself, he shivered.

"Am I…still worthy of being with Sasuke?"

He began to scrub himself, trying to get the smell off if him, but it wouldn't leave. Old scratch marks and raw ones began to bleed as Naruto scrubbed himself harder.

"I'm…so dirty…I feel gross, and sticky. I smell…so nasty…get it off me…"

The blonde's skin had begun to turn raw as he scrubbed harder. He felt the warm tears mix with the cold water as he bathed.

He stopped when he finally felt the sting of the water on his sensitive skin.

He felt tired, drained and most of all sick.

To kill a man for the sake of not being punished. Life was truly unfair. But no one ever said it was to begin with.

I know, it's short as hell. I also know it's uh…gory? Disturbing? I dun know. It might get worse from here on….It only depends I guess. I hope people are still reading this…if not…oh well…

So…who's the aunt?

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Laterzzz!!!