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"Sooooooo" my Mom starts, I could feel the weight on my bed shift as she took a seat by my feet. I could also hear the tone in her voice, this wasn't going to be amusing for me. "Seth Clearwater? He's a good boy, cute too".

I groan burying my head further into my pillow. Maybe I'd die of oxygen deprivation that would be awesome at this point.

"Want to talk about it?"

"Not really" I mumble into my pillow, why would I want to talk about this? I didn't want to banter on and on about the boy like some obsessed little school girl because that's what I was basically. I could feel a longing for him and I had only been away from the guy for three hours it was ridiculous.

"Why don't you invite the Clearwater's over for dinner, I'm sure Sue and I have some things to discuss regarding this new development"

I roll my eyes into my pillow, Yes Mom, you caught me I'm going to bring Seth home so we can bang like rabbits since we obviously can't control ourselves.

"Why don't you" I suggest lifting my head from the pillow, I was so tired, I could use a nap before a big stressful supper. Looking over I could see my Mom smiling softly to herself whilst staring at my wall. Sure a Harry Potter poster, really nice, you should see the naked pictures online. "Of course dear, why don't you get some sleep. Just call if you need anything, I'll be in the living room".

I grunt in response finally allowing sleep to overwhelm me. For awhile at least.

"Jake! Jake wait up would you!" I yell running up to my best friend as fast as I could. Sure I was faster now but he was faster as well, he was taller then I was making his strides still about double mine. Not that I minded he was taller who wants some sort of 6''5 girl? Er no one that's who.

"Why him Lily?"

"Why who Jake? What are you talking about?" I ask now confused positioning myself in front of him so he couldn't escape. Well he probably could but for my sake we were going to pretend I was the Great Wall of China and impossible to burst through.

"Seth? Why couldn't it be Embry or someone who I could find something wrong with?"

"Your mad at me for imprinting on Seth?" I drop my hands from his shoulders, what did he have to be mad about?

"I just..." he stammers bringing his hand up and running it through his hair, it was a movement I always used to love, it would make my knees tremble and heart pound. Now? Now I kind of wanted him to stop doing that or he was going to loose his hair.

"I always thought it would be us Lils, you and me together forever, best friends"

I shake my head up at him, looking deep into those dark brown eyes of his. This was my best friend since youth, he was the one who kissed me back in Grade 2 just to see what all the hype was about. I'm the one who kissed him in Grade 8 when I wanted to know what I was doing for a date I had a few days later. In ninth Grade he was the one who started making smutty jokes, asking if I knew what a trouser snake was and asking if I wanted to see his. Then again in ninth Grade I was the one who had to play seven minutes in the closet with him, where we played rock, paper, scissors for those seven minutes. I was that friend, who was a girl that always had his back when he was getting unwanted attention. Pretending to be his girlfriend so those brave enough to approach Jake would give up. He was that over-protective brother type who I always wanted to deck because he chased a cute boy away, or came up and slung his arm around me at the wrong moment making a boy re-consider that date he was going to ask me on. I was the friend who complained about having a small chest, and cramps. He was the friend who complained about girls and how complicated we were because if he was a girl, my boobs would be the perfect size and he couldn't even understand how I ran with them now.

But that was it, we were best friends. Best friends are always sitting there in the wings, he was there when Embry and I dated in Grade 7, and then had a childish break-up involving him not sitting with me at lunch. Jake was there, he was always there. I was there for him last year when Bella was throwing him through the hot and cold. I was there in Grade 6 when he broke his arm falling out of a tree, when his sisters left for college, when he was having an argument with his Dad. I was always there for him, and him for me.

"We'll always be best friends Jake, why wouldn't we be? Just because of Seth? He want's me to be happy. Nothing is going to change Jacob, nothing alright"

"But it will, in a few years you guys will get married, and move in together, have a child."

"Wow, wow, First I have to wait till Seth is ready,till I am ready for that. When we start aging together that stuff is going to come slowly. Jake, I want to go away to school, experience life, like we always talked about. I don't plan on settling down at 18 and starting a life with a guy and that being my only aspiration. I want to live life with my friends, and Seth. What happens happens, but I'm not halting life because of this" I ground out referring to my imprinting. It bugged me, sure I felt like I was head over heels for Seth but it wasn't love that we created. It was literally love at first sight and that wasn't something I believed in. The reason I had been so gaga over Jacob was because I knew him inside and out and loved everything about him, I could write a book about him. Seth, I knew nothing about, a few general facts, but yet I felt like he completed me and it was...wrong.

"Lils I-"

Poke, poke.

Maybe if I ignore them they'll go away.

Poke, poke, JAB.

I roll over opening one eye seeing a grinning Leah blowing off her finger like it was a smoking gun. "Oh were you sleeping?" she asks innocently, my nostrils flare as I hold back a growl. I pull up the blankets once more over my head, why exactly didn't I protest to my Mom's bright dinner idea?

"Look Seth, she and you have similar morning moods, should be entertaining when you guys finally-"

"LEAH!" a angered voice interrupts. Seth was in here, oh. I could feel the emotions in me bubbling as I remove the covers deciding to search the room for my other half. This was so weird, so wrong. It was like having an fanatic crush on a movie star, you'd do anything to be with them, hold them, touch them. Yet my movie star was standing three feet away and my body and hormones didn't seem to be satisfied yet.

I was almost tempted to jump him and see what would happen, then again I'm sure that would be creepy. But then if he responded that would be weird also, he was after all an overly hormonal sixteen year-old teenaged boy. Then we could factor in how awkward it would be for everyone in the house, and the fact I still am a little unsure of this.

Seth was smiling shyly from my door, it wasn't till now that I noticed exactly how similar to Jacob that he looked. They carried the same air about them, happy-go-lucky, you couldn't bring either of them down with a stormy day. I smiled back at him watching his unsure smile turn into a large grin. "Have a nice nap?" he asks as Leah slips out of the room behind him, she of course was smirking like no tomorrow.

"Yeah, was alright" I nod standing in-front of him awkwardly. Do I hug him? What on earth was I suppose to do? I mean he was younger, only by a year but I didn't want to be some sort of cradle robber. Seth seemed to be having the same debate in his head because his brows scrunched together in confusion.

"This is weird" he voices after a moment shaking his head,"I mean-"

"I know what you mean" I interrupt seeing him relax visibly. Gently I take his hand from his side intertwining his fingers with my own. It was almost as I could feel his pulse joining with mine. The cravings my body had to touch him died down and our posture both relaxed as we simultaneously sighed in contentment.

"Before dinner" Seth blushes looking down at me nervously,"would you like to go for a walk?"

I smile softly, at least he was trying to make this somewhat natural.

"Sure Seth, a walk sounds great", I nod happily leading him down the short hallway and into the kitchen. As we enter I was greeted with silence as the three smirking women in the kitchen abruptly stopped talking and started smirking at our joined hands.

"Aren't you guys mature" I mutter as we head for the back door, "we're going for a walk, call us when the foods ready". I could hear Leah snickering but chose to ignore her as Seth and I headed for the forest lands still linked.

"So how are you adjusting to the change?" Seth asks as we stop by a fallen tree trunk taking a seat, not holding hands any longer but definitely sitting as close as we could. "I'm adjusting, ran my first patrol last night. I don't like it but I'll survive".

"Leah seems to like you well enough, when you first changed she was actually almost giddy, she ran all the way to Sam's and demanded he leave you alone for the duration of the change."

I smile up at Seth seeing the emotion in his eyes, it scared me because I could almost grantee that my eyes didn't reflect the same strong emotions. I mean I wanted to be with Seth, be around him, I felt as if I loved him, he was my reason for existing. Somehow though even though I had accepted it, I almost didn't want to.

"Leah's been great, I'm happy she's been around".

"I'm happy she was there even when I couldn't be" Seth mumbles almost sadly, I frown he didn't know me then there was no reason for him to be upset. I didn't like seeing him upset.

"You're here now" I find myself saying. WHY did I just say that? The phrase was awarded with an almost heartbreaking smile, I could feel myself hype up from his giddiness that one phrase gave him but I also wanted to bang my head off a tree for saying that.

"- now with Lily in the picture we need someone to go with her for her first few times out before she can go alone. No Seth it can't be you, No Leah we all know what happened the last time" Sam sighs looking around the table, I high-five Leah, Sam had been referring to the old cabin we had demolished when we attempted having a jumping competition. Two of the Cullen's had told us they had things covered when they ran by the border hunting so we had taken a break, a, very long all night last break since we were suppose to be patrolling not in bed.

"But I like patrolling with Leah"

"I'll patrol with Lily"

I glare at Paul before turning back to Sam my face set tight, "I refuse to patrol alone with him" I state clenching Seth's hand under the table, we had been having a thumb war just a few minutes prior to the topic of me came up.

"You will do as I say, and Paul offered so we'll try it, with Jacob moping about Cullen's we need you out there more".

I growl, Bella and her stone cold husband had come back yesterday, apparently she was sick and now Jacob was all in a huff and sulking. Not that I cared much he hasn't talked to me since Seth and I imprinted. I missed him though, he was my best friend and it almost felt as a piece of myself has been gone a piece that Seth could never take over, it was a piece that was meant just for Jake and him only.

"Wouldn't it just be easier if we made the Cullen's leave, or better yet killed them in their sleep"

"They don't sleep" Seth offers though sounding slightly put out, almost sad.

"Damn that plans out then" I mutter before turning back to Sam, the other chuckling at my suggestions "I don't need a babysitter, can't Embry come with me tonight just for a bit then leave? I've been out enough to know what to do."

Sam sighs, apparently I was the only one who pissed him off this much or even thought to question him, then again he hadn't pulled the Alpha card on me yet.

"I'll get ahold of Jacob, have him run with you a bit."

"Goody" I deadpan leaning back into my chair with a sigh looking away from Seth guiltily but he wasn't looking at me anyways his focus was on the floor and I found myself wondering what I could do to make his mood improve.

"Quil I need you and Embry to go tell Jacob I need him out there for a bit tonight, tell him it's not up for discussion he can go visit Bella tomorrow or the next day, we have to make sure she hasn't been changed anyways."

Of course he can do whatever he would like, skip meetings, visit vampires, yeah hail King Jacob. "Lily until Jake joins you go phase and run around the border, Paul go with her."

I growl standing from my chair patting Seth on the shoulder as he left, as much as I would like to know what was going on with him I didn't really have time. I didn't like the feeling I got when I wasn't around Seth, it was like there was a constant tug in his direction. Now I was left with sick minded Paul who spent his time thinking about Rachel Black in ways I rather not describe. I mean Seth and I imprinted on each other but we don't spend out time picturing each other naked when on patrol.

Walking out of the house I glare at Paul before running in behind a tree, I was never going to get used to this, changing and standing naked in the bush I mean for all I knew Sam had set up secret cameras and was filming me, then sold the tapes to Seth. Shiver. When I slipped my sweatpants down I quickly bundle the clothing before stepping into a cord circle the size of my head. Had to set it up now couldn't exactly tie it on as a wolf.

"Took you long enough" Paul quips in my head, I trot up beside him letting out a light growl.

"You have less clothing to remove, you walk around in just sweatpants I on the other hand have three more articles to remove and I rather not ruin anymore clothing"

"I'm sure Seth wouldn't complain if you walked around without those three things"

"Shutup" I mutter in my head as we run in opposite directions from each other, I let my mind drift to his saddened face, I was still confused though, why was he sad?

"Seth has a soft spot for the Cullen's, he likes them. Your remark about killing them in their sleep probably didn't make him feel all that great" Paul offers, I hated sharing my thoughts I couldn't get any time to myself just to think it seemed.

"Well that makes sense, I guess I'll have to talk to him later" I mentally sigh running through the forest at top speed. What was I going to say to him? Seth, I'm sorry I want to kill your friends so they stop causing everyone stress and pain? No that wouldn't do... Seth, look I know you like the Cullen's I wasn't really serious about killing them in their sleep? No that was a lie and he knew it.

"How about 'Hey baby lets get freaky?'" Paul suggests a flash of me in a skimpy dress in view. I snort out loud, which sounded worse as a wolf.

"Yeah that will just solve everything Paul, thanks for that". I mentally laugh there was no way I would do that, Seth was younger...

Jacob had never come, I had been subjected to Paul's mind all night. I loved how Jake would disobey Sam like nothing. But because I was a good girl, nice friend, all that jazz I was following the undeniable pull I had to the Clearwater house, at 6 a.m.

Sue was up I could hear her moving around the small house, but I wasn't planning on using the door. Quickly I look around jumping and pushing against a tree scaling the house in two jumps landing quietly on the roof and more importantly in-front of Seth's bedroom window which was conveniently opened.

He looked so content when he was sleeping, the breeze from the window was ruffling his hair slightly. I had only been in his room once and it had only been for a minute, Sue thought we were going to jump each other the first chance we got, then again I would have thought so too after the incident...

"No, no, no"

"Yes, yes, yes"

"Just give it back Seth, please" I beg staring at the blue journal he had in his hands. I didn't have anything about him in it, but there was a whole lot about Jacob and Seth didn't need to read about that.

"Why have you been proclaiming your love for me in here?" he grins holding it above my head still standing beside my bed. His other hand reaches up to open the journal. There was no way he was reading that.

Without warning I launch myself at him knocking us both down on the bed, I was laying on top of him choosing to ignore the look of shock, and longing that flashed in his eyes. I wiggle myself upwards grabbing for the journal which was now frozen in his hands. I knew why, this was the closest we had ever been, we hadn't talked about what we were to each other, it was a topic we had avoided. We were becoming friends and we both ignored the pull that we constantly felt, driving us for the physical contact.

"Hey guys, your mom and ours-WOW!" Leah yells jumping back from the open doorway, the sound of foot falls behind her. Seth and I both jump scrambling to right ourselves but our height and haste just ended up in a weird wiggle dance that looked even worse for when our mothers arrived.

He slept quietly for a boy I had half expected him to be snoring, but there he was my Seth, my imprint, breathing quietly a small smile gracing his face. He was always growing, though not as tall as the other boys he was almost 6 feet now, and his body was filling out more. There was now doubt in my mind that he was attractive, he didn't go out often but from memories I could see the looks girls gave him if he went out with his Mom into Forks. He didn't notice those girls now, I was the only one on his mind but I still couldn't help but feel jealous.

"Seth?" I whisper sitting on the bed brushing his hair from his forehead briefly, he was going to need a haircut soon it was getting pretty long. He twitches slightly in his sleep snuggling more into his pillow making me bite my lip so i didn't laugh. He really was quite adorable. "Mm, Lily" he mumbles, sleepily his eyes opening slightly before he shuts them his arm shooting up pulling me down beside him on the small bed. "Seth what are you doing?" I ask quietly poking his nose.

"Sleeping, too early, how did you get in?"

"Window"

"Good good, I missed you last night"

"Missed you too" I admit, I had I spent most of the night thinking about him after-all.

Seth sighs contently pulling me in closer to his bare chest, I was a little worried to look down, I had a feeling he was only wearing boxers. I had only bothered to put on some shorts and a yoga bra when I changed at home before coming over and now the skin on skin contact was a little weird, weird but nice. I couldn't very well load on the clothes now a days or I would overheat in the muggy summer.

"Seth? Can we talk?" I ask watching as his eyes open, my hazel meeting his dark brown. I liked looking into his eyes because they showed me his emotions, what he was feeling, they showed me, reminded me that someone did love me, someone did care, other then my mother that is.

"Yeah sure, is something the matter?" she asks quietly shifting his hand under his head and propping it up on his elbow. He looked quite rested even during the early hour, I hadn't slept yet and probably wouldn't be tonight either.

I smile softly reaching up to brush some hair out of his eyes, "I'm sorry about what I said regarding the Cullen's, I forgot they were your friends I didn't mean to make you feel bad". I apologize seeing him smile.

"I would do anything for you Lily, but the Cullen's are my friends please don't ask me to hurt them."

"I wouldn't, I want to like them I really do but it's just-"

"I know, I know, I used to blame them too, I still do in a sense but if you get to know them it helps, I'm not saying you have to like Bella either, just try and hide your hate, Edward can read minds". he laughs quietly running his hands through my hair making my lids heavy with sleep. I shook off the feeling though directing my gaze into Seth's feeling my body instantly heat with feelings.

"I know you don't like to hear it, but I do love you Lily"

"I know Seth" I mumble reaching up to take his hand in mine, I did love him too I mean I didn't have a choice in the matter but I wanted to wait till I thought I really did love him, till I felt I knew him enough to love him until I said it. Seth said he loved everything about me, past,present and future but there was a lot he didn't know especially about the feelings I used to, still deep down, may have for Jake.

"Lily?"

"Ye-" I was cut off when a quick kiss was placed on my lips, a severely blushing Seth pulling away looking like a wounded puppy.

"Sorry, I..." he smiles slightly, "-really have wanted to do that for awhile"

I giggle, my eyes widening at the sound, I was okay with this? I liked this? Without thinking I reach up stroking his cheek before pushing myself up bringing a slightly longer kiss to his lips.

"I think I've wanted you to do that for awhile" I whisper unsurely, before letting his lips crash down on mine once more.

The thing was, I did like it.