My hands were balled into fists in the side of my jacket pocket. One: due to my continuous anger. Two: due to my closeness with Dimitri.
"What is it that you wanted to accomplish by walking out here with me?" My voice was bitter, but my words didn't even cut into Dimitri's stressed complexion.
"I want to ask you a question," he paused and looked at me. I gave him a quick nod so that he would say the question.
"Why are you angry all the time?"
"I'm not angry all the time," I snapped.
"Yes Rose, you are," he said. He was starring at his feet now, looking kind of like he was in pain, emotional pain I mean.
"Is it because I'm with Tasha?" The question sliced through me, I felt tears on the verge, but no way was I going to cry. Especially not in front on Dimitri.
"She's not the whole reason. I have plenty of reasons to be mad." But most of my anger problems centered on Tasha.
He sighed heavily and came to a sudden stop. That disappointed look made me break, and the tears started to rain down my cheek. Tasha, Tasha, all of this was fucking Tasha's fault. If she wasn't here then things would go back to the way they were. Dimitri would love me and only me. Only me. That brought back such good memories.
"Yes okay, yes! It's all caused by the situation with Tasha!" I threw my hands up in the air and then more tears flooded down my cheeks. I saw through the blurriness of the hot tears that he stepped forward to calm me down.
"Rose, don't make a scene."
His eyes looked deep with concern, but I was completely out of my own body today. I wasn't myself, and I can't believe what was racketing through my mind. He's never been hurt by me being with anyone. It's his turn to pay. I'm tired of being the needy one in need for a shoulder to cry on. Then I snapped, and what I was thinking came through my head.
"I'm sorry Lord Belikov. I'm afraid I have broken a rule. I shall pay for it later and receive my punishment. But for now I should be heading back to class. Because I wouldn't want to be punished anymore. I might miss my date with Lord Ivaskov."
His concern was gone and red hot temper filled his features.
"What?"