Title: A Kiss Before Dying (6/10)
Rating: NC-17 Note change in rating!
Summary: 15 year old Veronica has never been kissed and Lamb makes her a promise.
Characters/Pairing: Veronica/Lamb, Keith (mentions of Logan/Veronica, Vinnie, Wallace and Mac)
Spoilers: will eventually be through entire series but AU from 3X14
Word Count: 4249
Disclaimer: I don't own Veronica Mars or the phrase 'A Kiss Before Dying.'
A/N: More smut. And I really start messing with the timeline here. Just assume that anything involving the Dean's murder from episode 3x13 or 314 has not happened yet.
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After the night I finally made love to her, I didn't see her for over a month.
I'd heard through the grapevine, or the Vinnie-vine however you want to look at it, that Veronica and her friends had gone with Logan to Aspen over their winter break. I guess Keith even joined them for a little over a week during Christmas and New Years.
I wasn't surprised that Logan and Veronica had gotten back together, I wasn't happy about it either, but my feelings didn't matter. Mainly because I wasn't worried.
I'd had her, finally, and I knew that she'd be back. There was no way she wouldn't, it might take some time but I was willing to wait. But regardless of my willingness to wait, I still missed her like crazy.
When classes restarted at Hearst that winter I found myself looking for reasons to go to the campus. I came up with just random things concerning the Dean's murder and scoured the school, hoping I'd catch even just a glimpse of her. Hell, by that point I would have been happy to see her in any capacity I missed her so much.
I couldn't get her out of my head, I had nothing but visions of her beneath me, around me, her beautiful naked body under my finger tips. I swear I couldn't go more than 10 minutes without thinking about how it had felt to be inside of her.
I got lucky a few times at the school and she even came into the police station once or twice a week, but we never had a chance to really talk, there was always someone else there or she was in a hurry, it was always all business. But I never missed the longing glances she gave me when she thought I wasn't looking or the way her eyes would linger on me a little too long. And I know she didn't miss mine, fuck, I'm not even sure her friends and my deputies missed mine it was so blatantly obvious.
It was about a week before Valentine's Day that I ran into Keith on campus. We exchanged pleasantries, something that had become actually normal for us in the previous few weeks. And I wasn't upset about that, the better things became with Keith and I, the more chances I had of getting back into Veronica's life, hopefully permanently. If he could forgive me, if we could mend our differences, that was one more hurtle between Veronica and I gone.
It was during that run in that I slipped up and asked about her. It just kind of came out. "So how's Veronica?"
He looked at me funny for a second and then answered me. I wasn't really expecting it, in all honesty I was pretty sure he was gonna shoot me for even mentioning her name. "She's good, got a clean bill of health after the attack. She's doing well, busy though, as always."
I was stunned for a second and then once again my mouth opened before I could stop it. "So her and Echolls are back together I hear."
And then he smiled knowingly, I would have had to been blind to miss it. And seriously….What the fuck was that about? He took a few seconds and once again I braced myself for a nasty comment or something at least a little less than friendly, you know like a bullet, and once again I was surprised. "No. I don't know where you heard that, but it's not true."
"Didn't she spend the holidays with him in Aspen?" God, what the fuck was my problem? I was yelling at myself to let it go. I did not want this man to know that my every thought was of his daughter and that most of the time she was naked in those thoughts. Nor did I want him to know that it was a detailed vision from personal experience.
He gave me another funny look. "They all went and purely as friends. He tried to get her back but she said no, apparently they've decided that they work better as friends anyways."
"So she's not dating anyone?" And again my brain was screaming; 'Fuck Don, shut the fuck up!'
"No, not that I know of." I couldn't stop the smile on my face. She was single; she hadn't gone back to him. What did that mean? Did she still want me? Was her leaving a fluke? If so, why hadn't she come back yet? "Why do you ask?"
Um, shit….."No reason, just….curious." Fuck, fuck ,fuck.
"Curious huh?" Keith tilted his head in a very Veronica-esque fashion and I knew it was my cue to hightail it the fuck out of there or lose a very important part of my anatomy. So I excused myself, politely…..and quickly.
He just watched me walk away with an amused look on his face and I was pretty sure that I was royally fucked. Did he know about my feelings? He hadn't murdered me on the spot so maybe that was a good sign, but I was not going to get my hopes up.
The only thing I knew for sure was that I was tired of waiting. I needed to talk to her, I needed to know what was going on with us, I needed to know why she hadn't come to see me lately and I needed a plan.
It was a week later on Valentine's Day that the perfect plan fell pretty much right into my lap. The cookies she made for the coach's kid were the perfect ploy. No one would be suspicious of ulterior motives, well at least not romantic ones, I could easily get her all to myself and there would be nothing she could do about it. The fact that it was Valentine's Day just made it 100 times better.
I mean there was no one else I'd want to spend it with.
And getting her in my handcuffs again was just an added bonus.
I'm not stupid. I know exactly why he arrested me and it had nothing to do with aiding and abetting (or I guess in my case it would be aiding and a-baking) a jail break.
My dad had told me about Lamb asking about me and I swear I'd nearly had a heart attack but he just laughed saying he thought it was interesting.
Interesting? What exactly did he mean by that?
But I didn't dwell on it. I had other things to worry about.
When Logan had tried to get back together with me I wanted to say yes but I couldn't, I loved him I really did, but I wasn't in love with him. He took it a lot better than I thought he would and in the end we both realized that while we were great together as a couple, we were even better as friends.
And with that out of the way…all I could think about was Don Lamb. How it had felt to sleep in his arms. How amazing he had been. How he had felt inside me. God, I'd had some long lonely nights where that memory was the only thing that got me through.
I really had no idea what to do, on top of school and the cases I had; I was trying to deal with my emerging and deepening feelings for him.
I'd only left the morning after because I was scared. I'd wanted to stay, my feelings hadn't changed, but that scared the shit out of me. I thought that after relieving the tension between us it would be easier, you know a little taste to tide me over until I could decide what I wanted for sure. But no, of course not. I wanted him more than anything, more than ever now.
My trust in him was almost completely renewed and I found myself not hating him really at all anymore. But the problem was the fact that he had still betrayed us and no matter how I felt, I couldn't do that to my dad. I couldn't betray him by loving and being with the man that turned his life upside down.
So I avoided him a little, making sure that when I did see him I was never alone and it was only for brief moments not long enough for him to say anything or to touch me, cuz god knows I'd be on top of his desk naked in less than 30 seconds if he did. There were a few stolen glances and longing looks from both of us but nothing more.
I also let him think I'd gotten back together with Logan. So when my dad told me he'd asked about Logan and me, I braced myself for something.
I knew he would find a way to get me alone and when he walked into my class on Valentine's Day to arrest me I almost laughed, well after I thanked god that I hadn't forgone shaving my legs and other body parts that morning, that is.
Of course, it was the perfect day and I'd unknowingly given him the perfect in. Fucking Josh, if I saw him again I'd smack the shit out of him.
When Lamb tossed me into the cell and undid my cuffs I felt his hand slide over my butt slowly, I shuddered a little and I knew he'd caught it. He left the cell, turned giving me the shittiest fucking grin I'd ever seen and I'll be damned if that didn't make me want to just jump him right then and there.
Cliff was trying hard to get me out of there but Lamb was apparently intent on holding me as long as possible and if I was being honest, I wasn't too upset that Cliff had been unsuccessful. It just meant I had a whole night with my favorite Deputy to look forward to. I spent the day pretending to be mad and trying to entertain myself. Wallace, Logan and Mac came to see me for a little while and my dad came a couple of times but that was it.
By midnight that night, I was alone in the cell and the only one in the ladies cell block. And then there he was, walking in the door to lock up, locking it behind him, pulling the blinds down on the window in the door and smiling at me.
I walked up to the bars and smiled back as he leaned in close to me. "God, you look good in there Mars, maybe I should keep you in there. You couldn't get away from me then. You'd be all mine."
I laughed. "I'm in jail Lamb, that doesn't make me yours." He was so close to me and he smelled so good, I could actually feel myself getting wet just from his proximity to me. Fuck, there was no sense in denying it anymore. I. Wanted. Him.
Oh and he knew it too, he moved away from me to the door and pulled out his keys. "I beg to differ, my jail, my lock up, my prisoner. That makes you mine Mars, all mine."
As he opened the cell door he pulled off his night stick and gun, placed them on the ground with his keys and sauntered towards me.
"Maybe. But arresting me on Valentine's Day? That's kinda low don't you think?" He was only a foot in front of me then. "You better have a really good present for me Deputy."
He smirked at me again and closed the distance between us. The next thing I knew I was in his arms and pressed up against the bars, my legs wrapping around him and he was sucking on my pulse point. I moaned in response and his hand came up to my breast as he whispered in my ear. "That's the plan Mars, I'm gonna give you the best, the biggest, present you've ever gotten." He emphasized 'the biggest' by bucking his hips into me and then he continued. "It being Valentine's Day is just a bonus. You're the only one I wanted to spend it with anyways."
I closed my eyes, reveled in his touch and the words were out of my mouth before I could stop them. "God, I've missed you."
He pulled back a little and smiled. "'I've missed you too Mars."
I really thought it was going to be harder. Boy was I surprised.
She was way more receptive to me than I'd thought she would be and I was definitely gonna take advantage of it.
She was still fully clothed and I could already smell her arousal. And the thought of fucking her, making love to her in my own fucking lock up was making me harder than I ever had been before.
I had her pressed against the bars, her legs wrapped around me and I kept kissing her, every inch of her face and neck, I wanted her to beg for it, beg for me, oh I'd gladly give it to her but I wanted her to tell me how bad she wanted me.
Within minutes she was ripping her shirt over her head and I sucked in a hard breath when I realized she wasn't wearing a bra, if didn't know better I would have thought she'd gotten dressed that morning with this in mind.
I immediately moved my hands to her breasts and she arched into my touch. "God, Lamb!"
I claimed her mouth again smiling against her lips. "Does that feel good Veronica? Tell me it feel s good."
I bucked my hips against her and she gasped. "Yes! So good."
She reached for my shirt then and instead of patiently unbuttoning it, she ripped it open, buttons flying, I didn't think it was possible to be any harder than I was but I was wrong. She pushed the ruined material off of my shoulders and ran her hands over my chest, leaving a trail of scorching hot flesh everywhere she went. God I needed to be inside her, we had all night and I was gonna make good use of that time together but I wasn't sure how much longer I could wait.
I pushed her legs down and she looked at me in surprise until I practically ripped open the button and zipper on her jeans and stood back yanking them down her legs.
She looked at me and she smiled. God she was so fucking beautiful. I was gonna fuck her harder and longer than anyone ever had before and when I was done, she'd never be able to be with anyone else, I was gonna ruin her for any other man. I reached my hand between her legs pushing her panties out of the way and shoved two fingers in her. Her head fall back and clanged against the bars, causing her to gasp in both pain and pleasure and I smirked again before kissing her. "Do you like that? Huh? Tell me Veronica, tell me what you want."
She didn't say anything just moaned as I increased my pace and quickly undid my belt and pants with my free hand letting them drop to the floor, my boxers joining them almost immediately. I put my free arm around her, lifting her out of the jeans pooled at her feet and let her legs wrap around me again before I thrust a third finger inside of her and moved my thumb to her clit. She let out a loud shriek. "Lamb, oh god!"
I wanted in her. Fuck, did I want her, but I still wanted to hear her beg. I bought my other hand to her face making her focus on me. "Look at me Veronica." She did through heavy lidded eyes, moaning and grinding against my hand. I kissed her hard and then reached down tearing her panties off of her and removing my fingers from her wet warmth.
She gasped again. "Don't stop."
I nuzzled against her neck and brought the tip of my cock to her entrance, rubbing it against her, teasing her. "What do you want Veronica? Do you want me? Do you want me inside you? I want to hear it."
I pressed against her clit and she groaned. "Oh god!"
"Come on baby."
I bit down on her nipple, sucking it into my mouth and slipping the tip of my dick into her slightly and that was all it took. "Oh god, fuck me! Fuck me Deputy! Please!"
I thrust into her hard and fast and her head hit the bars again but she didn't seem to care, the look on her face was pure ecstasy as she clung to the bars above her head, her knuckles turning white, as I slammed into her. She was cuming within seconds and screaming my name. "Don, ohhh, fuck, Donnie!"
God it felt so good. Having her up against the bars like that, it was like a million dreams come true, including the best one, me having her. Again and completely and with nothing between us, no barriers, just me inside of her. Within no time at all her walls were contracting again and I shoved my hand between us, rubbing her clit and sucking, biting on her breasts again. I pushed her over the edge a second time and immediately followed her. "God Veronica, I love you! I love you so fucking much."
As I leaned into her, still up against the bars I felt her fingers running through my hair and I smiled against her sweet, silky, sweaty skin. She was breathing hard and when I went to move away she wouldn't let go. "No, just stay...right here...please."
I looked up into her eyes and I saw nothing but love and I swear I almost cried. I kissed her, long and slow, loving the way she felt when she was naked against me, her walls still pulsing around me.
So we stayed like that, trading kisses and using our hands to explore each other's bodies, rediscovering each other, it may have only been months since the last time but it felt like years.
When she moved her legs a little I finally pulled out, stepped away and just stared. Flushed skin, matted hair, thighs still glistening from both of our releases. She had never been more beautiful.
When I looked back at her face she was smiling. "Best. Valentine's Day. Ever."
I laughed I couldn't help it. "It's not over yet."
She brought her hands up to her face like she was saying a prayer. "Thank god for that." I was immediately hard again and the next thing I knew I was on my back on the floor, she was sinking herself down on to me and I was clutching her hips like my life depended on it.
"Christ Mars." It was….well fuck… Absolutely mind-blowing.
By the time she finally bent over to grace my lips with hers I was ready to proclaim her goddess and supreme ruler of the United States of Don Lamb. "Holy shit! God you are so fucking amazing."
She smiled, obviously pleased with my reaction and she clawed her hands down my chest. "Do you love me?"
I nodded. "You know I do." She sat up and leaned back, changing the angle of penetration and I almost died it felt so good. I reached between us again and found her collection of nerves. She moaned and I smiled. "Are you gonna cum Mars?"
Back still bowed and hips still moving against mine I thrust my hips up hitting her cervix and she yelled. "Yes, fuck, please."
I sat up then, pulled her body against mine, kissed her hard and then clamped my other hand to the nape of her neck before hissing my next words in her ear. "Tell me you love me Mars. Tell me and I'll give you anything you want."
I pulled back and saw desire in her eyes again. She was so close I could feel it, she was just throbbing around my cock. "I love you."
Fuck, I was expecting a 'you too Deputy,' not that, not the real words and I just lost it. I threw her on her back and plunged into her with such force we actually slid a couple feet across the floor. She was moaning and writhing and nothing she was saying was coherent but it didn't matter. I'd already heard all I needed to hear and I drove into her, hitting her sweet spot over and over. She came twice in rapid succession and when I was ready to explode into her, I grabbed her legs pushed them around my waist and grabbed her wrists, holding them above her head before claiming her lips again. "I love you too." I thrust one last time hard and deep and she came apart around me as I spilled inside of her.
I bent down resting my forehead on her chest, trying to get my breath back and looked up at her smiling. She was panting and her eyes were closed, I don't think she'd ever experienced anything so pleasureful in her life. She didn't move at all, just let me hold her and caress her spent body. And when I was finally able to use my legs again I pulled her up and into my arms before carrying her over to the cot, laying her down and spooning myself behind her.
I looked up at the clock and smiled. We still had 5 hours before we had to worry about being disturbed and I wasn't going to waste any of it.
I let her sleep for awhile. Holding her to me and just enjoying the feeling of her in my arms, exactly where she was supposed to be. She loved me, she'd actually said it. She was mine and only mine, I knew it then, there was no denying it anymore. It was only a matter of time before nothing was in our way anymore.
After almost two hours of her sleeping soundly in my arms, I felt her stir and leaned over her to kiss her, she smiled at me and returned it with equal fervor. As my hand reached between her legs and toyed with her once again soaked center she shuddered against me and I smiled.
There was no way she would ever forget this night, no way in hell. But just to make sure... I pulled her leg over mine and removed my hand from her, entering her from behind and she let out a contented sigh as I kissed her shoulder, working my way to her neck. My hands were encircling her waist, holding her against me and she slid her hands over mine, intertwining our fingers as I made love to her slowly this time, lovingly. And when we both came I turned her in my arms and held her tightly to my chest, kissing her like I hadn't felt her lips against mine in years. When her breathing regulated she pushed me onto my back and crawled on top of me, draping her body over mine and smiling. I brought my hand to her cheek and smiled back. "What?"
She blushed a little and I almost laughed, I'd just spent the better part of the last 4 hours inside of her and she was blushing. Fuck I loved this woman. "Thank you."
I looked at her a little confused. "God Mars, you, do not need to thank me. It was beyond my pleasure, if I could spend the rest of my life inside of you I would. You know that."
She blushed again and hid her face in the crook of my neck. "No, not for that….well not just for that."
"What then?" I pushed her back up again so she was in a sitting position and I ran my hands over her body, stopping over her lush breasts and kneading them in my hands.
He voice was full of arousal when she spoke. "For keeping your promises."
I smiled and sat up, pulling her legs around me and holding her close, my arms around her. "I don't break my promises Mars; you should know that by now. And I don't intend to start anytime soon. This definitely won't be the last time I kiss you and if I have anything to say about it…We are gonna have this, you and me, a lot more and for a very long time. You're mine Mars, you better get used to it."
She smiled and leaned in to kiss me. "I think I can deal with that."
We laid there together for a little while longer, made love once more that morning and then we both got dressed, me putting on the extra shirt I was glad I'd brought in there earlier and sneaking her torn panties into my pocket while she wasn't looking. It wasn't like they were gonna do her much good anyways. We laid back down then and just enjoyed the feeling of being in the other's arms.
By 7:15 I was back in my office and by 9 Cliff and Keith were there to take her home.
I smiled at her as she left and she winked at me.
She was mine, she was all I needed and after that night, I knew she knew it too and that she felt the same way.
It was just a matter of time, I just had to wait.
1 year, 6 months, 9 hours, 3 minutes and 14 seconds. Post 18th birthday
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