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I blushed deep scarlet.

"Jake I....I have to go" I quickly tried to shuffle to feet, momentarily forgetting my clumsiness; that is until I tripped and fell to the floor.

"Aawww Bells" he stretched out his hand towards me, silently chuckling to himself.

" Stay the hell away from me Jake"

Anger flashed in his eyes, he gripped my wrists and lifted me on the bed with him.

"Tell me what you want Bells" I gasped as he shifted us so that his body was flush with mine. He stared into my eyes. My breathing sped up as he slowly lifted his hand to caress my face.

"Is this what you want" He hesitantly pressed his lips to mine, his tongue begging for entrance which I in turn granted. His hands tightened around my waist pulling me closer. My hands went to his hair tugging on it lightly. I had never felt anything so perfect, all my fears my worries gone. Jake was right he is so much more than just my friend, he's my sun he lit my sky after all those months off darkness. Too soon he pulled away and pulled us up so we were sitting side by side. He racked his hand thorough his hair.

"So" I giggled slightly at his anti-climatic response.

"What" I laughed harder.

"Nothing Jake, I just that after that you'd have something more important to say. A smile tugged at the corner of his lips. He reached out his arms so that I could sit on his lap.

"What are we gonna do Jake" He was silent for a while, absent mindedly stroking my hair.

"Jake say something, are mad at me, I....I could leave" I reached towards the door, tears awaiting too fall. He pulled me back to him and held me tighter. We stayed like that until it got dark outside.

"Bells I .....I want you to stay, here......." We both jumped at the sudden noise. I rummaged around for my phone.

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Bella where are you?

E.x

"My guess is that was your bloodsucker" I could feel his hands forming fists and pressing into my waist.

"Yeah" Edward * sigh *

"I think you should just go Bells, he's obviously waiting for you" He lifted me off his lap and stalked towards the window. Why is this so hard why can't I just tell Jake how I feel. Jacobs hand slammed in the drawers, shattering the wood.

"Just leave Bella"His voice echoed throughout the house.

"Jake I.....I don't want to leave"he turned around, shock evident on his face "I want to say here...... with you"