I cannot find a way to describe it It's there inside, all I do is hide I wish that it would just go away What would you do, you do, if you knew What would you do
5 years. 5 long years it had been since he had left her. She wanted to scream. She had wanted to cry. She wanted to do anything, anything then sit here and just suffer. The thought of him was intoxicating. She smiled as she remembered her stupidty as a child of 12.She had shaved her head to look like him, she had made goggles to look like him as well.She felt unwanted scarlet heat rise into her cheeks in embarassment. How stupid he must have thought her...
All the pain I thought I knew All the thoughts lead back to you Back to what was never said Back and forth inside my head I can't handle this confusion I'm unable, come and take me away
She thought back to the departure. They had made it off in the skiff, and she never thought about him leaving her as soon as they landed.
She was thinking off Shazza...Why didn't she stay down? Why? She was alone in her soul, though her mind screamed out that she had him...that was all that mattered. She lived that fairy tale, it was her dream, her story. Noone could take that from her. She immagined living with him, every day a new adventure, more exciting then the last. This was her only dream. She hadn't had a dream since she was 6, when she dreamed of her parents quitting their beatings, and they would take her into their arms and hug her. She dreamed she would grow up to become a teacher, or an astronomer, and discover new information on the suns of the universe. She loved the sun on her home planet. It was a purple radiating off red light. It was gorgeous. She could stare at it forever...
I feel like I am all alone All by myself I need to get around this My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you If I show you, I don't think you'll understand Cause no one understands
They landed on New Mecca, the holy man's home for now. She walked down the gang plank with Imam and turned to see his face following...but she was met by a closing door. She ran to scramble up inside before he could leave but Imam held her tight, "No child...he wants me to care for you, respect his wishes. He cannot worry about a 12 year old girl while worrying about himself, and when the next merc will come to get him." She wanted to scream at him, yell nasty names. Call him a coward. A coward for running away again. A coward for hiding. Her cold words took holdas her knees almost gave out in sorrow that she had let those thoughts pop into her head. She didn't want to be safe with Imam. She wanted to live wild and free, and dangerous. She didn't expect Imam or him to understand so she kept it to herself as she cried in sorrow.
All the pain I thought I knew All my thoughts lead back to you Back to what was never said Back and forth inside my head I can't handle this confusion I'm unable, come and take me away
Pain raced through her, his face flashed infront of her. His face showing up in the doorway of the cave, a smirk. She had seen him when Johns led him through to the back of the passanger hold, shoving him roughly into the restrictive casing. She watched as Carolynn pushed in the pin number to put him into deep cryo sleep. She almost laughed, as soon as she saw him he was her hero. No way they expected him to sleep. They must be nuts. She saw his face as he stared calmly at her through his thick black goggles, lifting but one finger. It was all the warning she needed with her quick reflexes, ducking.
I'm going no where [on and on and] I'm getting no where [on and on and on] Take me away I'm going no where [on and on and on and on][and off and on and off and on]
She struggled against Imam's hold, but he held her tight. She felt tears slip down from her muddy brown eyes, and she looked down. Through all the beatings with her father and mother she was okay. When she lost Shazza she was okay. When she thought he was going to leave them thefirst time she was okay. She knew he was a killer, she wasn't that nïave. She hadn't that much faith in him and she excepted her fate in the small constricting cave. But...then he did come back...she didn't get it. He did care for her. And because he had saved her that first time, the realization of him leaving her now was shattering.
All the pain I thought I knew All my thoughts lead back to you Back to what was never said Back and forth inside my head I can't handle this confusion I'm unable, come and take me away
It had been 5 years since she had watched that skiff fly away with her heart and soul. She was left with a shell, a meaningless shell. She pretended she was okay with Imam, and around everyone else. She was a grade A student. All that kept her going was the thought that he would come back for her...that was all she needed. But then as the years slipped by she realized that he was not coming back...he would never come back. That just drove her into deeper despair, and as she turned 17, the despair became desire. She desired to hold him, do whatever it tookto keep him with her. She wanted to be taken away...why wouldn't he rescue her...come back and take her away from this boring life...she just...wanted to be held...by him. She wanted to be taken away.
Take me away Break me away Take me away Take me away
5 years since that crash on the alien planet. 5 years since she met her hero. 5 years since her hero left her. 5 years had passed and she still wanted to be with him...be with her dark angel, Richard B. Riddick.
((AN: I do not own Riddick, Jack, Imam, Or any other original Characters. Any characters not found in Pitch Black or Chronicles of Riddick {I do not own these two movies either.} are mine. This is an easy song fic using Avril Lavigne's song from her new CD, Under my skin (I think it's called) the song Take me away I was listening to it and it reminded me of Jack's probable feelings towards Riddick when he left her. I usually don't finish fics, so if I get reveiws it should be the encouragement needed to get my ass in gear. Any Reveiws would be Appreciated, as long as they aren't "OMFG U SUCK LAWL!!11one" I cannot tell you how much 'n00b' speak annoys me. Anyways. R&R please ;D))
