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Amy POV
I just got back to Cait's house because my mom wouldn't bring my bags over and we were leaving in the morning. I don't think wearing cheer shorts and one of Justin's shirts was the right thing to wear tonight. It was raining and it was freezing in Cait's house. Don't ask me why I'm wearing Justin's shirt and not Mike's because I couldn't give you an answer.
I walked up the stairs and into Justin's room since Caitlin forced me to sleep in his room because she wanted her own room and her mom wouldn't let me sleep on the couch again. He just got out the shower and was wrapped in nothing but a towel. oh. my. god. alright amy look away, look away!
"Enjoying the show?" he asked laughing and stepping closer.
"Mhmm," I said accidently outloud.
He just laughed at me. I couldn't take it anymore. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Amy?" he raised his eyebrow.
I ignored him and closed the space between us. He didn't decline so I deepened the kiss. Oh how I missed this. His silky hair tangled between my fingers. His fingers twisted in my hair. His tounge grazing mine and then exploring my mouth before massaging his tounge against mine again. His arm around my waist begging me to get closer to him. This kiss was nothing like any of the kisses I had shared with Mike. It seemed like ever since Mike left, I was beggining to see the things Justin did that Mike didn't.
He began to pull away but I gently bit his lip begging not to let go. He smiled and teased me. He kept licking my upper lip knowing that drove me insane. Strange, I know. I groaned,"Stop doing that," I said between licks.
"Why? You tease me all the time."
I deepened the kiss even more than before. I backed up into the wall with Justin's arms on either side of me. I pulled away for a quick gasp of air and resumed kissing Justin. My head was spinning from his touch and how much passion was put into this kiss from both of us. He slowed the kiss down signalling he was breaking away. He pulled away slowly, leaning his forehead against mine. "Amy I swear, you drive me insane. You don't know how bad I want you right now."
I smiled," Well, I guess you're going to have to be driven insane."
He groaned,"You're with Mike anyway, so let's just go to sleep. Big day ahead of us tomorrow."
Mike? Oh shit Mike! If he ever found out he would kill me! Not literaly but we'd get into another fight and then I'd cry. I looked down at the floor, guilt racing through my blood. Justin walked over to his dresser and got out a pair of shorts, still not putting an shirt on.
"Amy, don't worry, I won't say anything to anyone," he said walking over to me and lifting my chin. "Just kiss me again and I'll make sure I won't because right now I'm a little unsure if I will or not."
I leant up and kissed him. I was about to pull away when he was the one who bit my lip. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer. He pulled my waist, arching my back. He wrapped my legs around his wasit and carried me over to the bed, hovering over me. I knew he had control and he wasn't going to do anything so I let him do this. It wasn't just one kiss we shared, it was far more. Not once did he try to take my clothes off, or rub me the wrong way. He kept it simply kissing. I loved how respective he was. It took me an hour and a half to actually pull away for good. "Okay, you're not telling a soul and this isn't happening again. Got it?" I asked.
"Mhmm," he said before pecking my lips and rolling to my side to go to sleep.
I woke up snuggled into Justin's chest. how'd that happen? I guess I did it while we were sleeping. It happend a lot when we were together.
"Awwww!" I heard Caitlin scream.
"Shut up," I said before rolling over out of Justin's warm embrace, burrying my face into one of the pillows they kept in 'his' room.
"Get up, we're leaving soon. You can sleep on the plane and in the car," she shook me gently. She knew something went on between us and I knew she was gonna bug me about it while I was awake.
I got up and got in the shower quickly. I got out, stuck my hair in a pony tail still dripping wet. I rung it out in the sink and walked out the bathroom in just a towel. I went into Caitlin's room and got my clothes out. A baby blue shirt from Abercrombie, a white jacket from Hollister, and light jeans. I grabbed my baby blue and white Nikes from my bag and slid them on my adidas sock covered feet. I grabbed Justin's gray hat with a baby blue A on it from his head and gave him his black one with the white A.
"Hey!" he yelled.
"It matches me perfectly."
"Alright, whatever you say.'
We all jumped in the car and immediatly I was asleep. The only reason I woke up was because we were at the airport. We sat around, noone saying a word because of fatigue, waiting for our flight to be called. They finally announced it and we all made our way over. I noticed it wasn't a regular plane. As I looked around at everyone else's faces I could tell they thought it was going to be a regular plane as well.
"Seriously Usher, a jet?" Justin asked. His voice wasn't happy, it was tired and bored. I could tell he just wanted to fly normaly.
"Hey man, you gotta get used to jets. You're a busy dude now so you're gonna need more jets. Nice to see you're humble though," Usher said.
We all climbed in. Justin and I sitting next to each other, Ryan, Caitlin, and Chris sitting in front of us. Pattie and Sandy sitting on the other side of the aisle from us and Scooter and Usher in the back playing Call of Duty. I swear, even adult men are crazy about that game. It's not even that good of a game! At least I don't think it is.
We arrived in Germany with a bunch of screaming girls surrounding the air port. I groan and grab my stuff and start walking. Me and Justin are in front with everyone else right behind us. Justin insisted on carrying most of my stuff and wouldn't let me carry anything besides two bags. I try to argue but I was way too tired.
We got to the hotel and all of us went to sleep. Only to be awakend three hours later for one of Justin's interviews. He had two interviews, a photo shoot, and a concert tonight. Luckily for us, we were all joining him. We al scrambled around getting ready. By the time we all ate we were all energized and ready to go.
"So, Justin, your friend Amy is the one sitting next to you right?" a guy asked with a heavy german accent. Wow, that was such a stupid thing to think. We are in Germany, why wouldn't he have a heavy accent.
"Yes," he answered slightly swinging his chair around like he always did.
"What's going on between you two?" he asked.
"Nothing, Caitlin's been trying but she's with someone else."
"Oh you sooo know you love her!" Caitlin complained.
"I'm not gonna lie, I do. But she's with someone else and I respect that."
I smiled on the inside.
"She seems quiet," a girl next the heavyset guy said.
"Not at all, she's just not around people she knows that well," Ryan said. "She's normaly a complete random dork!"
"Thanks Ry," I sarcastically said.
"No problem," he said smiling.
They asked him about his album, some quesitons about his friends like who was his best friend, which he said was Ryan, and if he would ever date a fan and his answer was "I'd date anybody I fall in love with."
The interview ended a short 15 minutes later and we were on our way to his photo shoot with some popular magazine in Germany.
Justin POV
Dude! They keep trying to tell me I should wear this ugly ass crap. NO! I'm not wearing whatever I don't like. I know it sounds mean but seriously, I don't like it and I'm not wearing it.
"Uhm, no thanks I'm good in just this," I said politely. I'm sooo looking forward to this thing ending.
"Alright Justin, one more shot," the photographer shouted taking the last shot.
"Are we done?" I asked acting as if I wanted to keep going. I didn't wanna seem eager to get out of there even if I was.
"Yep," he said and I walked back to my dressing room randomly seeing Mike. How the hell did he get here? I questioned myself.
"Uhm, hi Mike," I said confused.
"Sup, Beaver?" he asked smirking.
Amy hit him,"Stop," she said.
"What?" he argued.
"Stop making fun of him. You last name is Dickson-Coxe. I could say Mike loves dicks and cocks but am I? No, so stop it," I laughed at her pun on his name. I mean come on, his last name is way worse than mine.
"It's fine, I hear it all the time. It's nothing new."
"No, it's not fine Justin. He can't take it when I make fun of his name, so he shouldn't make fun of your name," she insisted.
"Alright mom, whatever you say."
I got dressed and went to soundcheck.
I know you love me,
I know you care.
Just shout whenever,
And I'll be there.
You want my love,
You want my heart.
And we will never ever ever be apart.
I finished Baby and went on to Never Let You Go.
Oh no Oh no ohh
They say that hate has been sent,
So let lose the talk of love.
Before they outlaw the kiss,
Baby, give me one last hug.
I remember writing this about Amy when we first broke up.
I sang a couple other songs before Scooter informed me fans were coming in a couple minutes. I went backstage and into my dressing room. Ryan, Chris, and I played Call of Duty while we waited, well I waited, to go on stage.
I heard screams and shrieks as I stood on the side.
"When I say Justin, yall say Bieber! Justin!"
"Bieber!"
"Justin!"
"When I say one, y'all say time! One!"
"Time!"
"One!"
"Time!" I rose up from under the stage.
"Ay ay ay ay ay ay ay ay," I belted out.
"When I met you girl my heart went knock knock. Now them butterflires in my stomach won't stop stop." As I danced around the stage singing into my headset microphone, I grazed fan's hands.
Another 3 hours later of dancing and singing and playing jokes on fans, pulling pranks on band members, we were supposed to be finished, but I needed to do one more thing. I could care less if I wasn't supposed to sing this yet, it's what I wanted. She comes on tour with me, she gets tutored with me, I know if her mom let's her come with me on tour I can give her what she deserves. "Alright guys, I'll be right back, I someone special up here with me," with that I went backstage and went up to Amy. "Hey, I need to you to come with me," I said grabbing her hand and pulling her up.
"Justin, I'm not going on stage," she argued once she realized where we were going.
"Yes, you are," I insisted picking her up and carrying her over to the stool. She pouted like a little kid. I nodded to my band and they started playing.
Mmmmmm
Everyboys laughing in my mind
RUmors spreading bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't
That should be me,holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me, buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe,
That that should be me
That should be me
Yeah
I looked down into her ocean blue eyes filled with tears. I gently caressed her cheek with the pad of my right thumb.
Said you needed a little time for my mistakes
Its funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies?
What you're doing to me?
Your taking him where we used to go
Now if your're trying to break my heart,
It's working cause you know
That that should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me, feeling your kiss
That should be me, buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe
That that should be me
I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm, it's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart
That should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That shoudl be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me, buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe
That that should be me
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me, that should be me
By the end of the song I had silent tears coming out of my eyes and Amy had her head in her hands. A bunch of girls in the crowd shouting," He's crying! He's crying!"
I leaned my forhead on hers and moved my mic," Look at me Amy," I said. She shook her head. " Come on please, beautiful?". She looked up. I inhaled,"Did those kisses we shared mean nothing to you? Do you realize all he's doing is buying your love? I love you, unconditionally, and all he wants to do is get in your pants. Trust me, I know, I'm a guy. I see the way he looks at you and the way he touches you. I see you slap his hands off of you. All you guys ever do is fight and make out, that's not a relationship. What we had was. I bought you things that actually meant something. Your birthday, Valentine's day, I was going to get you something for 6 months but the 6 month never came. I held you when you were crying, I still do. I was there for you when your mom was in the hostpital, when your great grandmother died. I don't know what went on when I was gone, but I know he didn't do any of those things for you. I love you Amy, and I'm going to fight until you'er in my arms again."
"I love you too," she crashed her lips to mine, wrapping her arms around my neck. I wrapped my left arm around her waist and tangled my hand in her hair. A few moments later she smiled and pulled away," Alright Biebs, remember where we are."
I smiled and pecked her lips. She walked off stage and I turned my attention to my fans. "Thank you all for coming out tonight guys! I love you!" I said waving and signalling the foam button people. Foam came flying down and all I heard were screams. I didn't know if they were scream because they wanted an encore or because of the foam, but I assumed it was because of the foam.
Amy POV
(when she walked off stage) "What the hell was that?!" Mike screamed at me.
"A kiss, a passionate kiss full of love. Something we never experienced and something I always experienced when I was with Justin," I hissed.
"We've shared a lot of kisses," he argued.
"Yes, but none of them were filled with love," I altercated.
"Well, you-" I intruded.
"No, it doesn't matter what you say now. Justin made me realize what love really is and how it should feel. Nothing we ever did made me feel like I was in love. He made me realize you bought my love. I wasn't in love with you, I was in love with what you bought me. So you know what? When I get home I'm packing every last thing you bought me in a box and throwing it in your window. All you ever wanted was to get in my pants. Not only that but you bossed me around like I was a dog! Let me put it this way, I'm nobody's bitch,got it? So take your little pervert ass and get on the next flight to Atlanta, cause your damn sure not staying here with us."
"Whatever. You're gonna miss me," he said.
I laughed pathetically, "Yeah sure, you keep thinking that." With that he walked off. I have no clue where he went, but it's Mike so he's probably go try to get in some other girls pants.
We waited for enough girls to be gone for us to get in the car. I was extremely tired. We climbed in the car and were off. Justin held my hand while Ryan held Caitlin's. I soon fell asleep on Justin's shoulder.
Justin POV
I picked her up and carried her to her room.
"Justin, I know how much you missed her so go ahead and sleep in her room tonight," I heard my mom say.
"Thanks mom," I hugged and kissed her good night.
I took my clothes from my room and into Amy's room. I got my pajamas out and went into the bathroom to take a shower.
After taking my shower, in which I brushed my teeth, I blow dried my hair. I walked out the bathroom to see Amy in a towel going in my bag. "What are you doing?" I asked.
"Looking for something to sleep in."
"Why are you looking in my bag then?"
"I like your stuff more."
"Alright," I grabbed my laptop and went on twitter.
Amazing concert tonight ;) hanging with Amy night gorgeous ladies ;)
Aboout 20 minutes later Iogged off and shut my laptop down. Amy still wasn't out the shower yet. I turned the TV on and clicked through channels. I was in the middle of an episode of Spongebob when I heard the bathroom door click. Amy came walking out in my white basketball shorts, one of my purple v necks, and her white addidas socks. She went over to the mirror to take her make up off. Honestly, she didn't need it. I never understood why she wore it.
I walked over to her and wrapped my arms around her waist from behind. She smiled and turned in my arms. "Hello gorgeous," I said.
"Hey," she replied. I smiled and pecked her lips. She wrapped her arms around my waist and rested her head on my chest.
"Tired?"
She nodded her head. I lead her over to the bed and set her down. I climbed in next to her and began flipping through channels again. I stopped on the Notebook since that's what Amy wanted to watch. She fell asleep sometime during the movie that I wasn't paying attention to since I was too busy looking at her. I turned the TV off and shut the lamp off. I fell into a deep slumber a few minutes later, my dreams containing nothing else but Amy.