As I lied in bed I could feel the vibrations of the music from downstairs, all of the happy people underneath me made me even more depressed. Alice was being melodramatic Edward wouldn't kill someone for me; he knows I would hate him for it and he doesn't love me anyways.
As I thought that I realized I might be lying to myself but that spark of hope I had made me want to scream in fury. I hated Edward for making me love him so much and all I wanted was to move on but I couldn't if I still thought he loved me at least a little.
I rolled onto my back and realized that someone would come up here to get me because I would have to make an entrance at my own party. "Damn" I muttered.
I pulled on a pair of jeans and a tank top and walked downstairs. The living room, dining room, kitchen, and den were packed with partygoers. Most were dancing but some were talking, eating or making out. I walked past a couple that was groping each other violently and I pushed past them completely grossed out.
"What's wrong?" asked Jason coming up beside me.
"I'll talk to you later" I mumbled to him.
"Fine but we will talk."
"Whatever."
"Wanna dance?" He asked grabbing my hand and pulling me to the dance floor.
"Sure." I stated being too lazy to fight him. As the music thumped the crowd danced and the house shook I laughed at the buzz dancing like this could give you.
"Let's get a drink!" Jason yelled to me over the noise of the music.
"No, I want to stay sober."
"Why?" he asked laughing.
"So I don't do anything stupid" I yelled back laughing too. He smirked at me and we kept dancing.
At three in the morning the police came. There was a noise complaint so the party got shut down. Luckily the people in the kitchen got rid of the alcohol in time so we weren't busted but when everyone left the mess was bigger then I could have imagined.
"Okay smart one." I yawned "Have fun cleaning up I'm going to go to bed." I heard him mutter an unintelligible reply. As I walked up the stairs I realized tired was the last thing I was. Excitement pulsed through my body making me giddy with excitement but the thought of Alice ruined my mood. I needed to talk to someone that would understand my predicament but no one came to mind. Alice was on her brother's side along with all the other Cullens and I didn't know any other vampires except the one Edward had told me about before.
I sighed realizing I was completely alone.
"Done!" Yelled Jason as he burst through the door "SO what did Alice tell you about?" I sighed unhappily and told him what she said
"Sounds suckish."
'Yup, but you have to promise me something."
"What?"
"Whatever happens don't fight Edward, please, just let me choose who I want to be with."
"That's fair. Now go to bed you look beat and the parentals will be home tomorrow." He smirked. "They'll have no idea what happened."
I rolled my eyes and went to bed.