Carlos POV

I walked into 2J and saw that James was feeling better. It has been 4 days since the little 'competition' and he seems to be making so progress. We all felt bad for James. He wanted to break the non-sick record, for not getting sick all their life, but he got sick…..very sick. He still is vomiting and has gotten a lot skinnier. Dr. Poli (not Dr Hollywood cuz he is horribly creepy) took care of James and we found out he caught the newest virus that is very deadly. He is probably the luckiest teen in the world to survive that sickness. The virus spread all over the U.S. and 3/4ths of the people who got it died.

Tatiana is here also and she's talking to James about random stuff like her best friends and how one of them would like him. But I have a feeling Tati likes James more than me since she is always talking to him and barley me, and talked a lot about herself to him instead of me. I thought she liked me? Now I am far confused and sadly…..the boys are right about my stupidity and confusingness. I sure hope Tati picks me instead of James. It would mean a lot to me.

James POV

Ok the last couple of days I honestly felt like shit. All I could think about is when then next upchuck would happen so when it does I would be ready….unlike yesterday when I had no warning….yuck. Tatyana is sitting next to me on the sofa which makes me feel calm and happy. Supposedly we started talking about her friends back at her home in NM.

"They were really great. Sweet, funny, and well….one of them is obsessed with his phone and all but really energetic." Tatyana smiled at me and I smiled back.

"I'd like to meet them." I grinned my flirty smile. All she could do was grin at me but then a thought ran through my mind.

She isn't yours James. She is Carlos's girl. Not yours. If you are to try to kiss her or be her boyfriend Carlos will kill you.

That thought corrupted my mind with thoughts of what Carlos would do to me if I did try. This is actually the first time I like someone…I mean love someone. Tati has taken care of me the past days I've been sick and helped with a lot of things. But what can I say? All girls get all motherly when someone is sick or hurt. Maybe she doesn't like me the way I like her.

"Well maybe you all can meet them if you have about… like maybe a 2 week break from school and Rocque Records." Tati shrugged.

"Sadly, if we're lucky, Gustavo gives us a day off. But lucky me….well I'm not lucky…. I get to miss the yelling and screaming and the….threatening….stuff like that." I nod with a cocky grin.

"That's nice James." Tati said sarcastically giving me a little push in the shoulder.

"But lucky me. He isn't as shrew to me as than to you." Tatyana stuck her tongue out at me and I rolled my eyes with a soft chuckle.

"I never met anyone like you before." I smiled but suddenly a threat shot into my head.

Damn James! Don't get flirty! She doesn't love you. Tatyana Perkins is Carlos's girl!!! You can never lo-

My threat thought was cut off from Tatyana moving to get more comfortable on the couch. Luckily…I pray….my vomiting settled down and I could run and actually eat real food! Ms Knight wouldn't stop giving me chicken soup, and from my opinion, tastes like my vomit eaten, crapped out, eaten again, thrown up, eaten, and crapped out again. Ewww yucky poo.

That was awkward? (o) (o)

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Hehe the eyes and the….weird mout- WHY AM I THINKING THIS????!!!

I snapped out of the awkward train of thought I was having to realize that Tati was looking at me.

"What?" I asked with wonder.

"Nothing. You seemed a little….off." Tatyana said pretending to pull a little light switch to off.

"Train of thought that's all." I said nervously scratching my head. Tati grinned at me.

"I know someone who would love you so much. To bad she doesn't speak English nor Spanish." Tati shrugged.

"What language does she speak?" STUPID ME FORGOT THE HER SISTER IS A QUEEN OF THAT PLACE CALLED TAKOTAKA- OR WHAT EVER IT WAS CALLED!.

"Ta'khuhit. You said you wanted to learn it before?..." Tatyana looked at me strangely like I was drunk or on drugs. Which I am not cuz I want my face to look pretty always and don't want to

look old like those smoker people or get cancer. (o) (o)

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What is up with me and those weird shocked face thingys?

"Oh yah…hey guess I'm forgetting things." I said really nervous since she got closer to me, which I just realized…..yah….I don't notice things quickly now that I'm sick like this…. AND THIS

PRETTY FACE SHOULD NOT BE SICKENING OR UGLY!!!!!!!!!! (o) (o)

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Hehe weird…………. What has happened to me?

"Are you ok? I think you should go back to bed. Let me feel you forehead." With out a second to loose Tatyana had her hand on my forehead checking my temp.

What is wrong with life today? And why does it have to be me out of everyone here that gets sick with this? Secretly, with out showing, my stomach began to turn once more. Tati took her hand away from my forehead and gave a weak smile.

I just remember the little bucket thingy is right by side but I don't dare to look at it. Bad choice. I felt like I was gunna explode from the terrible heat of lava, stomach, juices running around going for the top. I could taste the disgusting fluids in my mouth shooting up fast. I gave in and leaned over the bucket vomiting up that gross stuffs. And yet again Tatyana is rubbing my back.

"God let me be done." I muttered under my breath as I finished.

I sat up again with my head throbbing.

"And that is the bad part about getting sick." I said weakly trying to get the taste out of my mouth by rubbing my tongue on my teeth and with it slightly coming out of my mouth along with a disgusted look spread across my face. Tatyana laughs at my expression. Carlos walks over to us.

"Whats so funny?" Carlos asked us all bouncy…like usual. He is obviously back from…..where did he go again? Another brain fart…..pleasant.

"James being awkward." Tatyana giggled out covering her mouth.

"What else is new?" Carlos laughed when I did a retarded face and putting my thumbs up with that weird click sound.

"That defiantly is the James I never knew." I look over to see Kendall shaking his head with a cocky grin. I give a unusual grin with my tongue sticking out of the side of my mouth.

"You're weird." Tatyana laughed giving me a sudden side hug which shocked me a little. I look up at Carlos and he gives me that look he gives peeps when they mess with something he likes or owns. Like when I played with that build the bear stuffed animal he sleeps with at night. He nearly ripped off my limbs. That was a very weird day. He calls his little BTB bunny Pookie. It is, from what I know, is a little girl. And the weird thing is….is wears a pink shirt that says " luv meh to deph Carlos". Very creepy…..why am I talking about his stuffed animals he sleeps with again?

Man, you could think I'm high….WHICH I'M NOT! Didn't I say that twice now?

I must be delusional cuz I can't remember. Wait what does delusional mean again? *Tears in mind* Why can't I remember stuffs?

Tatyana unwraps her arm around me and looks up at Carlos and pokes him in the nose which must of caught him off guard.

"Huh?" Carlos looked confused with his funny, weird face. I heard the door open and Katie walked into the room with a bag full of cash.

"Guck! It smells worse in here today then yesterday." Katie fake gagged as she walked towards us.

"Well its not my fault! I never agreed to get sick!" I whimpered loudly with a pout. Katie rolled her eyes and walked to the room she and Ms Knight shared. I look at the guys and grin stupidly.

"Didn't your mom give him medicine earlier today?" Carlos asked Kendall cause I was acting weird.

"I think she did." Kendall nodded. Kendall and Carlos looked at each other and bolted to the cupboard to try to find the medicine MK gave me. I laid back on the couch and looked up at the ceiling. I closed my eyes and felt someone run their hand over my face softly. It was Tati who did that. I could tell on how soft her hand was…but why would she do that to me?

She's the motherly type James. You gotta remember that. She just likes you because you're sick and want to care for you. Once you're well she wont like you anymore.

My eyes shot open once I hear screaming of tons of girls and…..Justin? There was banging on the door and Kendall ran to get. I look to see Kendall open the door and Justin fly in and tons of girls trying to get to him. He and Kendall pushed hard to close the door but it wouldn't. The girls were so strong. Me and Tatyana jumped over/off the couch and ran to go help and so did Carlos. We all pushed the door closed and Kendall quickly locked it tight. We could hear the screaming of fans behind the door. I looked at Justin to see him shaking and sweating.

"Got to remind myself not to go out alone anymore." He voice was shaky with fear.

Tati puts her arm around Justin.

"How'd this all happen?" She asked him calmly. Justin looked at her.

"Plain walk. Then a girl screamed and then began chasing me…..then there was a crowed." Justin shuddered wet with sweat.

"I thought you liked your fans?" Carlos said surprised.

"I do….when they're not trying to kill me." Justin laughed cooling off. He scrunched up his nose when he smelt my vomit.

"Guck. What's that smell?" He asked.

"Everyone's a critic." I said drooping my head. Justin looks at me oddly.

"James's is sick." Kendall nodded and Justin 'oh'd'. The door to our room started shaking as girls pounded their fists on it. We heard security guards outside shooing the girls away.

"Thank God that's over!" Justin smiled in relief.

"Yah. I thought they'd keep on pounding the door til it fell from its hinges." Carlos nodded with a shudder.

I saw Tati's face light up.

"Hey guys guess what!" Tatyana beamed.

"What is it?" Carlos asked.

"My bestest friend I also knew in NM is coming here to LA. I never spoke of her cuz she is a normal person and I only talk about un-normal people like my friend Hayley." Tati was bouncing up and down. Kendall and I looked at each other and Justin looked at us.

"Why are you guys looking like that?" Justin asked confused at our faces. Apparently you could read from my face that: Maybe I could get and that we could be girlfriend and boyfriend.

"What?" Kendall asked looking down at the smaller teen about maybe Carlos's size.

"I know what you guys were thinking." He grinned that mocky grin he gives us.

"Well I'm a….gunna go puke BYE!!" I bolt off towards my room leaving the others confused. I'm was confused myself.

Whats wrong with me?

Really bad ending but oh wells. Please R&R