I finished my sandwich thinking what they would want me for, when I got done I stood up to put away my plate, but Esme took it away and it was in the sink before I could blink.

"Thank you" I said a little startled.

"It's no problem" She said wiping down the counter.

I walked out of the arch into the living room, and then I went up the stairs and to the right hall and the last door, I knocked on it and waited.

"Come in." Rosalie yelled.

I opened the door to the room, it must have been either Rosalie's or Bella's bedroom, it was very bright, almost like a beach, pale wood floors, sky blue walls, long windows, and a big white bed with a white canopy twisting up the sides, there were also small bookcases on the walls, one had classic books, and the other had CD's , but the most important object in the room was a stereo mounted in the wall with speakers placed in various places.

"Alice, do you want to sit down?" asked Rosalie who was standing in the middle of the room and was motioning over to an empty chair beside where Bella was sitting, I walked over cautiously and sat down.

"Alice, I don't mean to seem to be blunt or rude as I may seemed to Bella, but we want to know have you chosen?" She asked very upfront.

"What?" I asked confused.

"Have you chosen to be human for the rest of your life, or… not." She said.

"I haven't thought about it." I said. That was true; I just knew that even existed last night.

"Well, before you chose we want to warn you, there are… consequences, Bella and I have both experienced them, and we would like to tell you our stories."

"Ok." I said curious.

"Bella would you like to go first." Rosalie asked.

"Yes, I would Rose. Alice, do you remember a girl that went missing in phoenix, about three years ago?" She asked me.

"Yes, she lived in Forks, right."

"Yes, well I just moved there two months before, I met Edward, we had a rocky start, but I already knew that he was the one for me. We were on our first official date; playing baseball with the family, well He was playing, I just watched. We were almost done when other Vampires came, ones that had a different diet. One of them was a tracker, James. Trackers track down people, of course, and he had a very impressive record, one never slipped by, he saw how Edward was so very protective of me, so he thought he would play a game. Edward read his mind and saw what was coming, so I had to tell my father that I was leaving, it broke his heart, and then Esme ran me to Phoenix to hide. James called me saying that he would kill my mom, so I had to try to save her, even if it meant my life, so I escaped and took a taxi to my old ballet studio, so he dropped me off there and I went in, he tricked me, he didn't have her, but he did bite me after torturing me. I blacked out; the rest I remember is Edward, there a minute too late and biting me more to speed up the process. I woke two days later in the desert, it turns out that Carlisle had friends that lived there when they were in the area. I was a missing person, and the Cullens killed James. It was an open case until the Cab driver said that he dropped me off at the now burnt studio. I only saw my father on T.V. pleading for my safe return, and my mother breaking down on the news of my "death". I can never see any of the EVER again. I can't see anyone that I knew as a human I can never see ever again. I can't describe how that hurts, the only thing that keeps me going is Edward." She told me.

I've never truly thought about becoming a vampire before this, and know I know what effects it has. I don't think that I'll miss my family as much as Bella; I've already lost them, but what about Abby and Olivia, and John (Abby's dad).

"Wow." Was my pitiful response.

"So Alice, that is why we really want you to fully think out this decision. Rose and I have lost things precious to us." She said gently.

"Are you ready to hear mine?" Rosalie asked.

"Yes." I said stretching my half-asleep legs.

"Well, I was born in 1915 in Rochester, New York. My family was middle class, and a beautiful daughter was a blessing to them, my parents were social climbers, you see. My father worked in a bank ran by the King's, and King's lived by their name, they owned most of the business in town. I met Royce King in 1933; he was starting to run my father's bank. He started sending me flowers, Roses for my name, and Violets for my eyes, and we were soon engaged. I was ecstatic, because being the shallow little girl I was then I wanted nothing than have my big princess wedding, and to be like my best friend Vera, who I was insanely jealous of; Vera was my age, was already married and was a mother, and I wanted children. Soon I began to pity her, and I all I cared about was my blond haired-violet eyed babies, except I did notice something that her husband had, and Royce didn't, and that was affection, he would always hold her, and kiss her, and told her he loved her, even when it was just us. Royce only really held my hand and pecked me on the cheek, and that was when we were at parties or in town, but never anywhere else." She paused to and took a deep breath, and to stop pacing, as she was doing since she started the story "I was coming home from Vera's that night." She said turning to face me, a mixture of sadness and rage in her eyes. "I was playing with her little boy, and it was getting dark, so I had to be home, I said my goodbye's and left, I was walking when I saw a group of men up ahead of me, I could tell that they were drunk. I walked passed them when I noticed Royce, in the group; it was him and his friends, but it was too late to run then, I'm sure that you can guess what they did to me. They also beat me and left me to die, Carlisle found me and left me and changed me. I have my life back, well some, but I can never have children. Once you're a vampire, you're ALWAYS the same as you were when your changed." She finished. "We really want you to consider this; I wouldn't want you to choose what I wouldn't want it for myself. You don't have to decide now but we thought it would be fair for to know what could happen if you were changed, and we're not trying to scare you away, but you are playing with fire, and there are many dangers for a human being with us." She warned me.

I nodded agreeing with her, or never knew the penalties, or sacrifices of being a vampire. I'm totally not sure how I what the rest of my life, or forever is going to be.

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