After I talked to Esme she sent me back to my…er…his room to rest. Since then I've been staring at the wall, letting the week set in. I'm not really sure what time it is, but it's dark, and it was late summer, so it could be 7:30 or 8.

The door creaked open, spraying a fan of light on me. Then a southern drawl asked behind my head "Why aren't you sleeping?"

"I don't know." I mumbled, tiredly.

"Mu hum." He hummed.

There was a long silence, but it wasn't awkward, nothing is really is awkward with Jasper, now that he knew. I decide to break the silence with a question that has been nagging me all day.

"Do you think that she noticed?" I asked him.

"I'm not sure doll." He said from right beside me; then he wrapped his arm around me. I felt safe, safer than before my dad left.

"Jasper?" I asked.

"Yes?" he said.

"Do you ever know what happened to your family?"

"Um, I check time from time; I had 2 sisters and 3 brothers, they all made it out of the war alive, and lived their lives, all of them got married, and had kids; My youngest sister, Helene, she named one of hers Jasper. Well all of their kids had kids and so on. I still check up on all of them." He said proudly.

"I tried to find dad, it was a couple of years ago; I did myself, over the internet. His last trail was about 3 years ago in Atlanta. I still check the obituaries time to time, just to make sure."

"Well, it's his loss." He said pulling me closer to him.

Then I started thinking about the "talk" that Rosalie and Bella had with me, I guess he felt my anxiety, because he sighed.

"What did they tell you?" He mumbled.

I sat there quietly; it seemed that he already knew everything.

"I told them to wait, but they never listen, well Bella does, but Rose does everything when and if she feels like It." he stopped for a few minutes, and started again "I don't expect you to make a decision now, I never did. I just wanted you to know the consequences of being with me." He said.

"I don't think that I could make that choice right now, I love humanity too much," then I looked into his now deep topaz eyes "But I also want to be with you… forever" I finished with a faint smile.

Then he captured my lips in a heat searing kiss, I felt tingles running down my spine, I felt like I was on fire; I have never felt so alive in my whole life, but alas it ended too soon.

I let out a small giggle.

"What's so funny" he drawled with a light smirk on his face.

"It's every girl's dream now to have her first kiss with a vampire."

"Well Alice, I guess that you really are in wonderland." He said, and we both laughed.

There was a knock on the door frame. I turned my head to find Rosalie with bags.

"Me and Bella went out, we thought that you might want this." She said frigidly.

She dropped the bags on the floor next to the door.

"Thank you." I said and crossed the room to get them, they were all from little boutiques in from a couple of towns over; I picked them up and brought them back to where I was sitting and opened them.

The first bag had a purple and black plaid shirt; the second one had a pair of skinny jeans and some black flats; and the next and last bag had a black stone necklace and a black tank top.

For some reason, I didn't think this Alice wants to come out of wonderland anytime soon.

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