A/N To my faithful readers: I changed this chapter from the way I originally wrote it because I decided to do something different with Chapter 6. Hope you still like it!

Chapter 6

Life couldn't be better

EPOV

Bella and I have been together for a year and things were good. We had weekly dates and Billy or Charlie would watch Jake Jr. I knew in my heart that I would never mean as much to her as Jake did, but I was okay with the fact that she loved me. I knew that Jake was her first love and what they meant to each other. Sometimes I felt guilty about dating her, but I have loved her for what seemed like a lifetime and I knew Jake would want her to be happy. It was hard to believe sometimes that Jake had been gone for three years.

Tonight I was talking Bella out for our one year anniversary. Jake Jr. had starting talking a few months ago. We were worried at first because he was almost three and he wasn't talking, but the doctor assured her that he was fine and would start talking any day. It was like Jr. heard him say that cause about two months later he started talking.

I was over at Bella's fixing a few things around the house. She decided to take Jr. for a walk before I got there. I was at the house pretty much everyday and I loved Jr. like he was my own. They walked into the house and Jr. saw me climbing down the ladder getting ready to greet them.

"Daddy!" He yelled as he ran into my arms. My heart sunk and swelled at the same time. I knew that I wasn't this boy's father, but at the same time I could see a little boy running around looking like Bella with my skin tone calling me daddy. Bella turned a ghostly white.

"You silly. You know I am Uncle Embry. This is your daddy" I grabbed the picture that Bella had on the mantle of Jake.

"Ok Unca Eby" Jake Jr. said as he yawned and rubbed his eyes. It wasn't that I didn't want to be his dad, but that wasn't my spot. Jake was his dad, even if he would never meet him. I would never imagine taking Jake's place. Bella went to go and put him down for his nap and I started packing my stuff to leave.

"Em? Where are you going?" Bella asked as she came back into the room

"I believe we have a date later and unless you want to go out with a stinky, dirty man…..I need to take a shower"

"Are you ok?"

"Of course? Why?"

"With Jr. calling you daddy."

"Bella I told you when we started dating that I would never try to take Jake's place and I meant it. I have no problem being Unca Eby" I chuckled as I repeated Jr's name for me. "When he is ready we will tell him all about his father. We will have our own and then I will welcome the name daddy."

"Oh you think so Mr. Call?"

"Yes I sure do. I want to marry you Bella and I cant wait to see you pregnant with my children." Shit did I just say that out loud.

"What?" Fuck! What did I just say.

"I am not saying I want to marry you tomorrow baby, but I do want to marry you."

"You do?"

"Duh Bella. Of course I do. I am in love with you."

"I know that Embry. I am in love with you too. I just didn't….."

"Didn't what? I mean that would make my life complete."

"We haven't even had sex yet. I guess I can say you aren't trying to just get down my pants since we have been together for a year." She chuckled to herself.

"I am more than willing to change that" I wiggled my eyebrows at her

"I bet you are!" She giggled.

"I am leaving before I do something we won't be able to turn back from. I will be back at six to pick you up."

"Ok."

"Love you Bella"

"Love you too Embry" I kissed her softly as I walked away from her walking out the door to go home. I can't believe I told Bella I wanted to marry her. At least she took it well and didn't freak out.

I went home and showered, got dressed and went to go pick Bella up for our date. Charlie was keeping Jake Jr. overnight tonight. I promised Bella I would take her to Seattle, so we were going out for dinner and then spending the night at a hotel. I was really nervous. Bella and I have never done anymore than some heavy petting, I chucked thinking of what we called fooling around in high school. I don't know why they called it that. You would think we were a bunch of wolves. I wasn't expecting anything at all and really meant it when I said I would wait till Bella was ready.

I got the house and Bella was giving Jake Jr. and a hug and kiss and telling him to be a good boy.

"Thanks Dad" She said walking out the door.

"You're welcome. You be careful with my girl Embry."

"I will Chief Swan. Goodnight."

"Have fun kids"

We drove to Seattle talking about this and that. I was in complete bliss. Bella was all I could ever want and I hope like hell that one day she would be my wife. She was such a good natured woman. She was caring and sincere. Even after Jake died she still kept in touch with some of the other wives in his unit. I think it helped her keep Jake alive somewhat, which I would always help her do. I know some guys have a problem competing with the memory of a woman's deceased husband, but Jake was my best friend and I would have our relationship any other way than to keep Jake's memory alive.

Shit I was nervous. I wanted to have sex with her and I knew she was nervous too. I have known Bella all my life and knew that Jake was the only man she has ever been with. I have tried not to push her at all. I still couldn't believe I told her I wanted to marry her someday. I meant it though and I hope it would happen soon.

We went to a great steak house in Seattle called "Alexxus". The food was great and we had a blast. She called her dad when we got there to check on Jr. who of course was having a blast. Her dad would let him get away with murder. Funny since he is the chief of police. We walked around the town for a little while, stopping in a few shops and doing some shopping. I could tell she was having a good time and she needed a break from her mommy duties.

We checked into the hotel around ten and watched TV for a bit. Neither one of has addressed the big pink elephant that was now in the room with us. I figured if we were going to do anything it would come naturally. She snuggled closer into me and put her head on my shoulder as which made me sigh. I hope when she looked at me she saw all the love in my eyes

"Bella" I whispered before kissing her. Well this was it!

I kissed her softly at first and then swept my tongue along her bottom lip requesting entrance to deepen the kiss. She parted her lips and I entered her mouth with my tongue. It was sweet, but passionate. She moved her hand behind my neck and pulled me into her. We gasped for air as I moved down her neck licking and nipping as I moved to her collar bone. She moved her hands up my shirt and I helped her take it off. She stared at me as I removed my shirt and I smiled knowing she was staring at me. She moved her lips down my and them to my chest and teased my nipples as I hissed. I lifted her back toward my mouth and kissed her as I unzipped her dress and helped her slide out of it. I unhooked her bra and lowered threw it on the floor.

She straddled me and I leaned her back supporting her shoulders so I could have full access to her breasts. I took one of her nipples in my mouth and licked and bit it as she moaned. When I was satisfied that I gave that nipple enough attention I moved over to the other nipple and repeated my movements causing her more pleasure. I licked in between her breasts and trailed hot kisses back up her neck till I settled on her lips again. I picked her up and headed over to the bed with her still straddling me. She then pushed me down on the bed kissing down my neck to the spot right above my waistband.

"Bella are you sure?"

"Yes Em. I'm sure"

She unbuttoned my pants and shimmied them along with my boxers low enough where she could slip them off. She blushed as she stared at me in all my glory and my cock got harder than it already was.

"Bella you don't have to…" She cut me off before I could finish and slipped the head of my cock in her mouth.

"Oh God Bella" I moaned

I placed my hands in her hair and helped guide her as she took my cock all the way in her mouth. Her little hot mouth felt like heaven on my hard cock and I was having trouble not cumming right there and then.

She looked up at me and I composed myself enough to talk. "Can I taste you Bella?"

She gulped "Yes Please."

I placed her on the bed sliding her panties down on the way and kissed my way down to the top of her slit. She was panting waiting for me to lick her clit. I spread her open with my thumbs and placed my tongue on her clit.

"Uggggghhhhhhh" She moaned.

I moved one of my hands and placed two fingers inside her pumping in and out of her. She was so damn tight, but she felt amazing.

"Oh my God. YES! Right there!" She screamed

I sucked on her clit and she came thrashing her head against the bed. I slid up the bed, reached for the table and grabbed my wallet and pulled out a condom. I slipped it on and looked at her as if to ask her if this was still ok. She nodded and I slowly entered her. I knew it had been a while since she has done anything and she was fucking tight it almost hurt, but I wanted to make her feel good.

I thrusted in and out of her causing her to moan

"Fuck Bella! You are so tight!"

I continued to pump my cock in and out of her till I felt myself tense I started to feel her walls clench around my cock and I knew she was about to cum. I started to tense and we came together. "Ugghhhhh" we both moaned at the same time.

"Bella that was amazing."

She just sighed as she started to drift off to sleep.

"I love you Bella" I told her before she drifted any deeper

"I love you too Jacob" She said as my heart was ripped out of my chest