Chapter 17

Home coming

JPOV

If I didn't know any better I would swear Bella was jealous of Gabi. Ever since Embry came home she has been acting different. She doesn't talk to Embry when he comes over and she basically acts as if Gabi doesn't exist. I am not usually a jealous man but this is just ridiculous. Was she regretting choosing me? I hope not. Embry and Gabi are coming over today to barbeque with us and I plan on talking to Bells before they come over.

Embry and I have worked out our differences. We are closer now than we were before we left and I really like his girlfriend. Once I really thought about it I realized that I did tell Bells to move on and Embry didn't mean any harm. I am actually glad she had someone in those five years. Plus Jake had a good father figure to look up.

"Jake?"

"Yes daddy?"

"Where's your mommy?"

"In the bathroom."

"Ok. Uncle Embry will be here in a few minutes. I am gonna go talk to your mother. Stay down here and watch TV. Ok?"

"Sure. Sure." There was no doubt that boy was mine son.

Embry said that Bella had a pretty decent pregnancy with Jake. This one was hard on her. She was constantly throwing up, she slept all the time, and was moody as hell. I tried not to snap back at her when she snaps at me, but sometimes it is hard.

"Bella, honey, you ok?"

"Yes Jacob. I'm fine"

"Just checking baby. So I wanted to ask you about something."

"What?"

"Why don't you like Gabi?"

"Jacob what are you talking about? I like Gabi"

"Really? Do you ignore everyone you like? You don't talk to her. You ignore Embry. Are you jealous of her?"

"You are kidding, right?"

"I understand if you are. You were with him for a while before I came back. I just want to make sure you aren't regretting your decision to stay with me."

"Jacob be serious, please. Of course I don't regret my decision. Yes, I guess I am a little jealous. I'm sorry. I'm sure you don't want to hear that, but it is a little weird"

"It upsets me some, but I understand Bells. She is really nice though. You should try to give her a chance. Plus Embry is really upset you are not talking to him either. I think it would be good for you to make more friends"

"Jacob Black don't you tell me what would be good for me. I have friends. I just don't like her."

"Ok Bells. I'm not gonna fight with you about this. I just want you to be happy"

"You want me to be happy?"

"Of course babe"

"Ok then take this damn morning sickness and go through with it yourself. I can't take this much longer."

"I wish there was something I could Bells. Take a hot bath and maybe you will feel better. I am going to go downstairs and get stuff ready for Embry and Gabi."

"They are coming over again?"

"Yes honey I told you that yesterday.""NO YOU DID NOT"

"Bella don't yell at me. I know you don't feel good honey, but please can we stay calm"

"OH SURE! AS I AM PUKING MY BRAINS OUT I WILL TRY TO REMAIN CALM"

"Ok. Bells. When you are ready come downstairs. I love you"

"Yeah I love you too"

This pregnancy was going to be the death of me. I know she is hormonal and doesn't mean to go off but damn. I knew she was jealous. It does hurt, but I believe her when she says she doesn't regret her choice.

I heard Jake talking to Embry and Gabi downstairs and went down to greet them. Gabi looked a little uncomfortable and I couldn't blame her. Bella has not made her feel very welcomed.

"Hey Em."

"Hey Jake. Where's Bella?"

"Upstairs. Getting sick"

"Oh. What is up with her these days?"

"Come out back with me. Jake talk to Gabi for a second. Uncle Embry and I will be right back."

We walked out to the backyard to start the grill so I could tell Embry what was going on. Maybe he had some sort of solution.

"She's jealous"

"Of?"

"Gabi"

"What? She told me on the phone that she was ok"

"Well, she's not. She is snappy all the time.

"Well I'm sure that is cause of the baby. She wasn't sick with Jr., but I guess every pregnancy is different."

"Um ok dude. When did you change your jewels in for a pussy?"

"Very funny Jake"

"Well, I'm just saying man."

"Yeah yeah. And you always have your man card out. Right?" I chuckled. I missed joking with Embry like this.

"No, Bella took that away a long time ago."

"Haha! You are so right. You have been whipped since we were teenagers."

"And your not whipped with Gabi?"

"Of course I am. That shit is sweet."

"There's the man card. Keep it handy"

"Hey what if we had Gabi talk to Bells?"

"I don't know Em. She has been a little woohoo lately."

"Dude you better hope she never hears you say that"

"Say what?" Oh shit. I didn't even hear Bella walk out the back door.

"Just that you haven't been feeling so good baby""Uh huh.

"Hey Bella! How are you feeling?"

"Fine Em."

That was all she said. She walked further into the backyard and sat on the swing staring into space. Something else was bothering her. I just couldn't place my finger on what it was. Gabi walked out back and headed towards Bella. The shit was about to hit the fan.

BPOV

I feel like crap. I am so sick of puking everyday. I don't get it. I was not this sick with Jr. I don't think I puked once. Jacob was getting on my nerves. I know he means well, but I just don't want to be bothered. Then there was Gabi. I don't remember him telling me that Embry and Gabi were coming over I don't know what to say about her. I know I have no right to be jealous. I made my choice, but I was still with Embry for a few years and it stung a little. I'm sure she thinks I'm a bitch.

I walked outside to hear them saying that Jacob better not let me hear them say something. He said just that he was talking about me being sick, but I don't believe him. I don't think he wants this baby. He says he does, but I just don't think he is happy about it. I walked over to the swing to sit and think. That was quickly interrupted by Gabi. Gabi was short. Probably about five foot one. She had long strawberry blonde curly hair that framed her heart shaped face. She had very light blue eyes, almost like the color of the sky. She was thin, but shapely. I would say her breasts were about a c-cup and she shook her ass way too much when she walked. Not the type of look I would think Embry would go for.

"Hi Bella"

"Hey"

"Can we talk?"

"About?"

"Why you don't like me."

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"Really? Cause ever since we came home you have been avoiding Embry and I don't think you said the first thing to me" What did she want me to say? Yeah I'm jealous of you cause you are with Embry?

"Bella? Are you gonna answer me? Are you jealous?"

"Are you kidding me Gabi? Jealous of what?"

"Of me and Embry"

"Why would I be?"

"Look Bella I know what happened. Embry told me everything. He was a mess when I first met him. He was so in love with you. He will always love you, but I am here now and I am not going anywhere. I really would like to be your friend though""I don't know what you expect from me Gabi. Yeah I am little jealous. Ok? There I said it. Part of me will always love him, but Jake is my life. So yeah it stings a little to see him with someone else.""Well I am glad we got that taken care of. Maybe now we can move on? Embry said you haven't been feeling good. Was it like that when you were pregnant with Jake?"

"No, I didn't get sick once."

I had to admit. Gabi was pretty and she seemed pretty nice. I know I am being petty about this. Of course I want Embry happy and he seems happy with her.

"It seems like something else is bothering you Bella"

"Now you think you know me?"

"Bella don't get like that. I can see it in your eyes. I can read people really well and something is bothering you. If you want to talk about it I am a good listener."

"I'm sorry Gabi. I don't mean to be such a bitch.""I am sure puking everyday can wear on your nerves. I just want to help."

"Thanks, I don't really want to talk about it." She really wasn't that bad. I guess I haven't been very fair to her.

Maybe I would talk to her about it someday, but I just don't know her well enough. I guess I should talk to Embry too. I walked up to Em and bumped him. He smiled back at me and I knew we would all be ok. I really was being bitchy. Jacob put his arm around me and called Jr. out to play and get a burger. He was such a great kid and he was so excited about this new baby. At least one of the men in this house were.

I talked to Gabi most of the day and I really actually liked her. She was down to earth, but brutally honest. Just what Embry needed. I am sure Nettie would love her. As if that bitch of a woman liked anyone.

After Gabi and Embry left I went upstairs to lay down. Jake put Jr. down for the night and came into the bedroom to get changed. We haven't had sex in weeks. I really wasn't up to it with all the nausea, but I did miss feeling him against me. He walked out of the bathroom in just a pair of shorts. He is so hot. Maybe the nausea would subside long enough so we could make love. He looked like he had something on his mind and I am sure I was gonna find out what.

"Ok Bells. Spill it.

"What are you talking about?"

"Something is bothering you. I want to know what?"

"Fine you really want to know?"

"I wouldn't ask you Bella if I didn't"

"I want to know why you don't want this baby?"

"What are you talking about? Of course I want this baby"

"You don't talk about it. We haven't made any arrangements to get the nursery ready."

"Bells you are only five months along. I do want this baby honey I swear. You are just starting to get that baby bump and it is so sexy. I have been wanting to ravage you for weeks, but you have been so sick I didn't want to bother you.""You think making love to me is bothering me?"

"That is not what I meant honey. Why are you turning everything around on me?"

"I'm sorry Jacob. I really am. I'm sorry for the way I have been treating you, for being a bitch to Embry and Gabi.""Well you made progress today and I am very proud of you Bells. Listen babe. I love this little child you are carrying. I hope it has my skin color and your beautiful brown eyes. I cant wait to hold him in my arms. I know I handled it badly when you told me you were pregnant. I was just worried. I didn't want it to take away from Jake, but now I know that I can love them both without a problem. You are my life Bells. I love you and our children.""I love you Jacob. You are an amazing man. I am sorry I doubted you. I want to make love to you Jacob so badly, but I am exhausted."

"I know baby. We will. You just close your eyes and sleep. I love you"

"I love you too"

I drifted off to sleep and dreamed of Jake and I. It was a great dream.

Jake came in to the bedroom completely and totally naked. He looked so yummy. I could lick him from top to bottom and still want more. I motioned him forward with my finger and he sauntered over to the bed. God he just oozed sex. He kissed me passionately slipping his tongue in my mouth and his hot hands down my body.

I wrapped my arms around dream Jacob's neck and put everything I had into that kiss. I moved down to his collarbone and nipped and licked as I moved down to his nipples. It was soon after that I realized I wasn't dreaming anymore and Jacob was laying in the bed beside me asleep. I couldn't wait anymore. He was lying naked in bed. I didn't remember him taking off his pants but I certainly wasn't complaining.

"Jacob?"

"Mmmm?"

"Jacob, wake up honey"

He put his hands behind his head but didn't wake up. I got on my knees and crawled between his legs and I kissed down his stomach and took the tip of his cock in my mouth. He tasted better than he usually does and I just couldn't get enough of him. He hardened in my mouth and I smiled at the fact that even in his sleep he responded to me. I sucked on his head and moved down slowly taking him into my mouth. I felt a hand on my head and looked up to see Jacob looking down at me in admiration.

"Decided you weren't so tired anymore? I could be woken up in the middle of the night like this more often."

I hummed my answer and he threw his head back as the vibrations from my mouth went through his cock. I loved making him feel this way and his reactions just fueled my fire. I took all of his cock in my mouth and worked my way back up to the tip of his cock and licked the precum off of him relishing in his sweet taste.

"Oh God Bells. If you don't stop I'm gonna cum"

I didn't listen and increased the speed with my mouth and added my hand into the mix stroking him as I licked him. His breathing got heavier and he wrapped his hands in my hair guiding me deeper on his cock. I could feel him hitting the back of my throat. I sucked him hard as he guided my head up and down. He started twitching and I knew he was ready to cum. He grabbed the back of my head and shoved it on his cock as he came into my mouth. I drank him greedily as he finished his orgasm and licked him clean.

"Bells……you are my goddess. Do you feel well enough for me to return the favor?"

"mmhmmm"

He rolled me on my back and lifted my nightgown off of me. He kissed down my chest suckling on my nipples. He kissed down to the waistband of my panties and slipped them off as he kissed my lower lips. I loved to feel Jacob go down on me. His tongue was so skilled. He hit every spot making me moan every time. He spread me open with his thumbs and circled my clit with his tongue as my eyes rolled back into my head. He inserted two fingers inside of me and pumped me hard. I moaned and thrashed against the bed as he continued his assault on my pussy. He removed his fingers and I felt his tongue go inside me. He rubbed my clit with his fingers and he fucked me with his tongue bringing me to the point where I felt that warm sensation building inside. He moved his tongue inside of me and applied more pressure to my clit as I bucked my hips into his face and came screaming his name till came down from my orgasm.

He kissed me hard and I could taste myself on his lips. He hovered over me and brushed the tip of his cock against my opening. He slid his cock inside me as I stretched to accommodate his size. He lifted my legs over his shoulders and pumped in and out of me bringing me to new heights of ecstasy with every heated deep stroke. He grabbed my waist and pressed his fingers into my skin as he pulled out very slowly and dove back deep inside my pussy hitting my gspot and spiraling me out of control.

"Oh Bella you feel so good. You are so damn tight.""Jacob! Jacob!" I screamed as I lost time count of the number of times I came tonight.

He pressed harder into the skin at my hips pumping harder with every thrust. I couldn't believe I was about to cum again and he groaned and released himself inside of me. I finished my orgasm as soon as he was done cumming. He pulled out of me and pulled me to him so we could cuddle as we were ready to go back to sleep.

"I love you Jacob. Thank you"

"Thank you for what baby?"

"For making love to me"

"You act like it is a chore baby. I love feeling you with my cock just as much. You are amazing and I couldn't be happier you are carrying our second child. I love you so much."

"mmmm me too honey"

He wrapped his arms around me engulfing me into his warmth as I fell asleep dreaming about our baby.