The summer months came and went with Jake and Alexis's relationship growing. He looked more in love every time I saw him. If I said I was happy about it I would be lying. But I wasn't exactly opposed considering the fact that she was his imprint. So I pretended to be happy for him.

Leah suggested a girls night out for herself and I .Jake begged us to take Alexis it's not that I didn't like her ,It's just that we had nothing in common except our love for Jake. But she came with us .Seeing that I couldn't get drunk and Leah has a high tolerance for it. Alexis shocked us both by agreeing to consume enough alcohol for the both of us and she got really wasted, that shit was embarrassing .Jake no longer trusted us with her. Leah didn't care and I felt bad for disappointing Jake but then decided I didn't give a fuck considering that they were now fucking and in love.

"Wow, so Jake is really gonna marry her" Leah said with an eyebrow raised. Apparently while she was out patrolling last night. Jake was going over ways to propose to Alexis with his mother's ring.

"Why wouldn't he, he loves her she's his imprint". Is Leah dense? Or is she just saying this shit to annoy me. The Jake and Bella ship sailed along time ago and I threw away my boarding pass.

"I know that, it's just.....I feel so irritated by It." and to her credit she looked it.

"Why? .... Are you like ......jealous" I asked.

"No!" she said with an attitude." It's just.....these fucking imprint wolves are so.......fuck, I can't even find a word to discribe how much I can't stand this shit. Fucking love zombies, they make me so fucking sick. Always talking or thinking about their fucking imprint. That shit is so fucking irritating and now their gonna make a fucking announcement and then they just won't shut the fuck up about it." she exclaimed, exhaling the breath she was holding.

"Breath,Le-Le" I murmured rubbing her shoulders.

"Sorry, I am happy for them, but only sometimes." she said. "Promise, that when you find a hot vamp, you won't be like them".

"If I ever do, please punch me in the face". I told her, cause on some level .I did totally hate them. They where so god damn annoying in their love that it dominated conversation most if not all the time.

Later that week, they announced their engagement, Leah was right. No one would shut up about it. Especially the bride to be, who came by our cabin to ask us to be bridesmaids in her wedding.

"What" Leah said choking on her coffee. I couldn't even look at her, she kept trying to meet my gaze, by it was not happening.

"I just know how much Jake loves you guys and we really want the both of you in the wedding" Alexis said, smiling the whole time. The girl has no common sense. Does she not notice that we don't want anything to do with this wedding, can't we just go as guests.

" Ahmmmm,Alexis .I think that what Leah is trying to say......Is that we are really flattered, that you all would want us in the wedding,uhm.....but ,we just aren't those kind of girls you know.....ah ,we just want to come for Jake". I said with the fakest smile I could muster.

"And you of course" Leah chimed I nodded my head .Way too fucking much.

"Oh please you guys, Emily is helping with everything and I don't have many friends that I'm close with" she said, did she not know that she wasn't close with us either?

God can this conversation get anymore awkward, how do you tell the girl your ex-boyfriend is about to marry to fuck off without hurting her feelings.

"I think....ow" I hissed, when Leah fucking kicked me and gave me a hard look. (We) she mouthed to me. "We.....just want your day to be perfect and It won't if I'm.....we are in the wedding it's just not right and I'm Jakes ex, how would that look" I said hoping that I was convincing.

" Yeah, you don't want people to think you just swooped in and stole Jake right from under Bella ,do you? " that's kind of what happened isn't it." Plus you should be the only attention whore at your wedding" Leah finished off nodding.

Alexis finally gave up and decided that maybe it was for the best. She gave us both short awkward hugs and went on her way, but not before telling us that she doesn't care what anyone thinks and that we were family.

'' Can you believe the nerve of that chick, was she serious'' Leah exclaimed as soon as the door was closed.

'' Yeah she was'' I still couldn't believe it myself, but thanks to my vampire memory I can replay that hott mess over and over again.

Later on that night, there was a loud howl in woods not to far from the cabin and it could only mean one thing, vampire. Leah and I rushed out to see what was going on.

Nothing and no one, could prepare me for what was about to happen.

It was the smell, it was sweet and spicy. Like warm coconuts and rum, and something else, something male.

I was aroused; I haven't been aroused in a long, long, long time. I haven't had sex or been touched or wanted to be touched or even touched myself in a long time.

But the smell, that smell. I had to have it, I would kill for it. What the hell was it?

When Leah and I reached the border by the Cullen property .Embry was laying passed out on a destroyed tree and Seth was in human form on the forest floor, with an angry snarling vampire with his foot on Seth's chest.

The vampire was blond, with dark eyes. He smelled like heaven. He had scars on his arms and one visible on his neck. His jeans were denim and low on his narrow hips and he wore a grey thermal shirt with the sleeves pushed up to his elbows and a fucking fedora low on his face.

I wanted him.

I couldn't fucking think.

His growling was malicious and sexy as fuck.

I couldn't fucking move, I was having a vampgasm.

'' Hey asshole, get the fuck off my brother'' Leah shouted, that sentence finally pulled me from my internal ramblings.

'' Great'' he drawled '' So you're the owner of these dogs''. The vampire he took a deep breath and starts to laugh. Real sinister like."Oh no, your just a bitch''.He said

Leah started to growl and before I could grab her, she phased and attacked the vampire, my vampire. She knocked him off of Seth and he turned ready for the fight.

I pushed my shield out, so no one would get hurt. I love Leah and Seth, but for some reason. I couldn't let anything happen to him. The vampire crouched, arms out, legs spread and leaped towards Leah. He hit my shield and was tossed back; he landed a few feet away from me.

'' What the fuck'' he said looking even more pissed off than before. It was then that he looked at me, his eyes went wide with surprise.'' Bel-Bella'' he whispered.

Recognition dawned on me. I knew this vampire already.

'' Jasper".

A/N - Here's the re edited chapter. Thank you everyone who's been following the story.