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Hinata's pearl lavender eyes wearily searched the document. Her slender fingers tapped an unknown
rhythm on the wooden desk and her porcelain face was cupped in her other ivory hand. A yawn
escaped her pastel pink lips and she sighed. Her fingers drummed away and her leg shook with
unexhausted energy. Every few seconds she would snap her eyes over to her shut window. Willing a
white dove to appear and tap on the glass as she tapped her fingers. Naruto surely would've replied
by now. Bianca was probably just tired of flying. Hinata's fingers sped up. She couldn't take this
waiting. Naruto really was such a distraction. Just as her father always reprimanded. Hinata stared
down at the document again. There were only 20 more pages to go. Slowly she progressed through
the meaningless words and outdated topics to more present subjects. Soon she became entranced in
her work. Her body becoming completely still as she poured over the documents with newly eager
eyes. A tapping sound intruded on her quiet. She ignored it.
Tap.
Ignore.
Tap – Tap.
Twitch.
Tappy – tappity - tap
Deep breath.
Tap.
Curiosity.
Tap.
Look.
"Bianca!" Hinata cried and flitted over to the window to let the dove swoop in. Bianca flapped inside
Hinata's room with gleaming gossamer wings and landed on the bedside post. Hinata attempted to
coax the bird over to her, noting that Bianca's golden beak held a pristine envelope. "Bianca, come
give mommy the letter. Please?" Hinata tried. Bianca fluffed her feathers. Hinata sighed. "I'm sorry I
didn't let you in right away. I was busy. Reading these dusty decrepit documents isn't easy." She
continued. Bianca flapped her wings in place. Hinata flinched. "Yes, I guess flying all the way from
Naruto to me wasn't easy either." Hinata conceded. Bianca jerked her white head toward the desk.
"No, I haven't finished yet. I have a couple more pages to go". Hinata said. Bianca jerked her head
toward the desk again. "No. Pretty please Bianca, I need to read Naruto's letter." Hinata said and took
a step closer to Bianca. The dove skittered backwards on the bedpost. Hinata sighed. "Fine. I'll finish
my work first." Hinata quickly sat down and began speed reading the passages. She meant to be fast,
but as she read the flowery diction and beautiful words the documents used, she became enchanted.
She began reading every word slowly. Savoring it as if it were a dessert. The writing wasn't nearly as
emotionally charged and poetically written as Naruto's letters though and as that thought slithered
into Hinata's head she sped up her reading. Bianca watched with sharp eyes as Hinata finished the
documents. Hinata shut the packet of papers and looked at Bianca with a smug look. The white dove
almost seemed to smile as she hopped over to give Hinata the letter. Hinata couldn't stop her heart
from quickening in anticipation. Her true love's writing was on the white paper she held in her hand.
Her petal pink lips mouthed the words as she read through the beautiful poetry prose that was
Naruto's writing. The romance and love that was conveyed through his words was such that Hinata
took a slim hand and pressed it to her breast in order to calm her rapid breathing. She knew that her
face must be rose red from his words. She giggled at the part where he described her in a bathing
suit. He was so cute. Her heart rang with a sharp pain that made her knees wobble. She missed him.
Without him with her she felt as though her life were incomplete. He was her sun, her moon, her
world. Unconsciously Hinata gripped her heart harder, the thought of him prodded at her missing
heart. Slowly she sat down at her desk, determined to write an eloquent letter for Naruto. She pulled
out a fresh piece of paper, and an ornate pen, (a gift from Naruto), inscribed with the words Because
with ink our love started and with ink it shall continue. You are my meaning for breathing.
You are the only light I know. I love you Hinata.
She set to writing, trying desperately to express her love through words.
Dashing prince, fighting soldier,
You are as affected as I am by the distance.
Misery loves company they say.
It pains me more to know that you are in pain.
It's been four days now.
I would miss you even more, if that were possible.
Eternity in all its infinite hours has trampled me
By keeping us parted I am deteriorating.
My mind is encompassed only by thoughts of you.
My heart beats only when your face is pictured in my mind.
We must have switched hearts my dearest.
Because my chest is empty save for a ghostly beat.
Yet I know that your heart is with me as mine is with you.
It is unhealthy to be separated from your heart too long.
Hurry home.
I understand what you mean.
Though I used to have such a joy of reading and learning about the clan and its inner workings,
all I want to read are your letters.
All I want to do is see your face, hold your hand, kiss your lips.
Is it possible to want you more than when I first began to love you?
I didn't think so until now.
For you are all I want and all I need.
I know your dream will be realized.
You will be Hokage.
I've even been studying up on the laws
There is nothing standing in your way
You are rightfully entitled to it.
You know that Tsunade sees your potential.
She knows your light almost as well as I do.
When you become Hokage, all I ask is to be by your side
To be able to admire you as you seat yourself at the desk of power
I'll even help you with the piles of papers
Believe it!
You are first place in my life as well
No person, no duty, no love could surpass yours
I am no gold medal, only silver tarnished with neglect
Surely you can heal such bruises
You are the first in my life
No love, duty, or person could ever surpass you
I would give up everything to be with you for only a second
The light in your eyes and the smiles on your lips are my reason for living
I miss you.
I miss you with every part of my body
Every molecule (you do remember what that is darling?) of my being misses you
With every second of the day I miss you
My dreams feature you
Forever I reach toward the brilliant light of my sun
Every night I feel your warmth near me
I miss you
I will tuck my wings to my sides for now
But beloved hurry
For how can I stand more time apart?
I know you are strong
I know you are confident
I have absolute assurance that you would be able to make it by unharmed
Yet, I still worry irrationally
If you don't come home
I'll be nothing
I will cease to truly exist
Without you I have no reason for walking the earth
Each of us bound to the other
Neither could live apart from our exchanged hearts
The distance is cruel and uncaring
Even now I know you take long strides in the opposite direction
Can you feel the pulsing pain as well?
It throbs in my core and slashes my insides
Worry and pain compete for attention
You are the only one who can make me feel beautiful
When you see me you look through rose colored glasses
For you to say I'm dazzling
I wonder if I will ever see myself the way you do
Even talking about that day…
It causes such reactions
I'm sure my face is uncountable colors of red
My skin is tingling from remembered touches
I'm glad to hear you enjoy my embarrassing reactions
Such pleasure, such heat trailed from your fingers that day
I was dizzy, on fire from your touch
My eyes have always been such a color
Though I have never thought of them as precious
I wish I had more expressive eyes
Eyes that could more easily convey my emotions
I feel as though you are looking into a blank slate
While get to see with splendid radiance the emotions and colors that are captured in your eyes
Such love in such an expressive blue
They change you know.
Slightly, but still
It happens when you look into my eyes
I can see it
They become softer
Even more lovelier than I could have imagined
I wish to stare into your eyes again
Though I am naïve and inexperienced I do know temptation
For your lips were my only desire that day
Every day since you first laid them on mine and made sparklers flare behind my closed lids
Your whisker marked face is all I wish to see
Such determination and strength in such a striking face
As always you shine
Radiate light
You are my sun
You warm me
Inside and out
You are so strong
So self-assured
So confident
Yet I see sometimes in glimpses
The insecurity
Naruto…
I know you
Better than I know myself at times
Is there a reason that insecurity still has not been banished from your eyes?
I'm sorry to go to such dismal ponderings
I worry too much I know
You have brought yet another blush to my cheeks
I have never given much thought to what I looked like in a bikini
Your description is not crude…
but extremely flattering
Sexy legs?
You think so?
The flat stomach comes from harsh training
I should thank you for that really
It is really all due to you that my body is in such great shape
Your offhand encouragement has made me train and tone my body
I wanted to become a great fighter for you
Now here I am locked in a room
They are magnificent?
I never really considered more revealing clothing
I cover them up under the jackets with bindings actually
It's quite uncomfortable
I might quit that practice now that I know you so enjoy them
I have never seen myself as perfect except for in your eyes.
I only hope that I can bathe in your light
You are everything to me
The sun, the moon, the stars, the earth
All pale in comparison to you
You are unearthly
Such perfection
You outshine any other
Your bewildered expression
A cute face to be sure
I was caught up in your eyes
They had changed you see
Become soft pools of blue
So enchanting I fervently prayed to gaze into them everyday
We see each other so much clearer than ourselves
Each thinking we are unworthy of the other
There is no explanation for the love we have and hold
In all reality we should have been crumbled long ago
I had foreseen my family tearing us apart
Yet you persevered and brought us together again
For years I kept to the shadows
Letting you have what you wanted
I even tried to convince Sakura often to be with you
I only wanted your happiness
My prodding wasn't convincing
It might have been the tears that seeped from my eyes that gave me away
She hoped to push me towards you
But you wanted her
Heaven has granted me a gift with you
It was not all my doing that brought us together
Every shard of my broken heart put back together by you
Without such repair I would never have been happy
You fixed me
No longer will I pinch my arms
If this is a dream I will never wake up
I am content to float in this love
You will never be alone again
When you go to sleep, know that I will be waiting for you to wake
I am as real as you are it seems
For that I must be thankful everyday
Every day I spend with you I never want to end
Our life will be forever entwined
Though I dream of you, living it is much better
I will wait with patience
As much as I have
For I know that you are coming
If you are the knight, I will be distressed till you save me
If you are the boy, I shall be the girl
You play the role of lost and loveless and I will guide you to me and love you forever
You will be quick and safe I'm sure
I pray that the villagers are kind to you
Sasuke and Sakura
I would love to see how they act towards one another
I have heard such wonderful things
You only confirm them
I am overjoyed they have finally accepted one another's love and being
They are the real push that allowed me to write the letter to you
Sakura was floating on a cloud that day
Kisses and touches and nips
How I long for the same, love
How long must I undergo the torture of distance!
Their love must be pure for you to speak so caring about it
We could turn unbelievers into lovesick fools if they stayed around us long enough
We are the perfect example
The two who are so unlikely to be
Yet so irrevocably in love
I am glad that you accept my offer
I had a moment of anxiousness about that
Crazy I know, but I was frightened you would reject the invitation
He does make quite the picture
I feel sorry for my father now
His pride has been dashed
The weakling of the family continues to beat him in training
You are much more awing
You house a demon yet you are all light
With numerous obstacles in your course
You barrel through them all
You must be an experienced medic
For my life was only half formed until you
My heart had been shattered until you
The longing I feel for you is the only pain left
Come back to me
Loneliness is not unaccustomed to me, but it feels brand new
Speed to me quickly for this cage keeps me from reaching you
Till my dying breath I will pen you letters
Written with my most treasure possession
She who aches for your hold,
Hinata
P.S. Her name is Bianca. She has quite the personality.
Hinata sealed the envelope with care and searched for Bianca. The white dove was dozing on the
bedpost. "Bianca. I have another letter" Hinata said. Bianca shook her head and flapped over to the
desk. "You'll take it right away won't you?" Hinata asked the bird as she placed the white envelope in
her beak. Bianca nodded and hopped over to the ledge of the window. Snapping open her wings
she took flight. Hinata watched the white dove fly off. Her hand travelled to her chest. She knew she
sent her heart with the letter. Soon I will see my love again. Hinata thought and turned from the window.
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