me: there has been a twist added ;) hope you enjoy it ;) XD

i opened my eyes groggily, i had fallen asleep, just bloody great. i felt warm? and i was on somthing comfy? my eyes snapped open to reveal my room to me, how did i get in my room? i tried to sit up but noticed somthing was laying across me, i turned to see what it was and i smiled and gasped, it was riku, TOPLESS RIKU! is he testing my control? oh wait he doesnt know...and he wont, i must not fall for him! i cant burden him with this! this is my problem!

"hmmmm" riku sighed sleeply

"hey" i whispered, his eyes slowly opened, revealing his green orbs to me, he smiled softly at me

"morning" he chuckled, i smiled and gently pressed my lips to his

"why am i in my room?" i asked

"oh well i brought you back" he laughed sitting up, same as me, i was finding it hard to tear my eyes from his body

"ok so why are you still here?" i asked

"well you refused to let me go, i have claw marks on my back to prove it" he laughed, i blushed, and very nearly gasped, i must be falling for him, really? i cant burden him with me and my condition

"oh" i whispered before jumping out of bed, getting slightly dizzy "you best stay for breakfast then" i said happily

"sure sounds cool hehe" he chuckled

"what?" i asked

"oh its nothing" he chuckled before silencing me with his lips, i smiled happily and responded

"OH MY GOD THERE FINALLY UP!" an annoying voice yelled, i growled against rikus lips before pulling away, to glare murderously at axel, a new glint in his eyes i just placed and he was smirking and i understood why, i heard the thunder of footsteps running up the stairs, i sighed before hissing long and low, to low for axels ears, thankgod or he may laugh, i turned to the door to see roxas, cloud and my moms relived faces, did they really think i would lose control that easy?

"roxas?" i asked

"yeah?" he said calmly

"may i speak with you for a second?" i asked, roxas nodded sheepishly, i pushed past everyone and walked into roxass room, i turned to face him

"when did you tell axel?" i asked, roxass jaw popped with the shock

"what do you mean?" he stuttered

"i can tell by the way he was looking at me, he knows doesnt he?" i asked, seriously, roxas sighed

"yes he knows" roxas sighed, i nodded and opened the door

"AXEL!" i yelled, i heard him gulp from here, he walked into the room before locking it

"hey buddy" he smiled sheepishly

"as roxas refuses to talk when did you find out?" i asked

"yesterday why?" axel asked

"cos i just thought we werent allowed to tell anyone is all" i sighed

"well it cant be helped, his fallen for me" axel said, no humour in his voice

"but have you fallen for him?" i asked, axel smiled proudly

"yep hard not to really" he smiled before wrapping his arms around roxas, i nodded and left the room, i brushed past cloud and my mom, she whispered sorry to me as i past, i ignored it completely, i headed down stairs and into the kitchen, i sat down and smashed my head on the table, cracking it all the way down

"gonna need a new table now" i heard my mum grumble

"bite me" i grumbled back, i quickly checked my hands, my claws werent out and glowing, yet!

"sora you need to calm down a bit" cloud soothed

"i know but i literally cant" i sighed, i felt my anger bubbling inside me

"whats bothering you?" he asked

"just the fact that somone else has been dragged into this, i hated it when leon got dragged in, now axel" i explained

"what about riku?" he asked, i threw him a paniced glance "oh sora" he sighed before pulling me into a hug

"i dont want to drag him into this, i cant fall from him, but i cant stop myself" i whispered, cloud pulled back, eyes wide

"what?" i asked, he didnt answer, he placed his index and middle finger on my temples and whispered "sleep", i blacked out

i opened my eyes slowly, i was still in the kitchen

"what happened?" i asked, cloud, roxas and my mom were sat at the table, i could hear axel and riku outside

"you were turning" roxas said calmly

"oh" i sighed before smashing my head against the table again, it still didnt break, but i felt it crack more

"are you ok sweetie?" my mom asked

"no im not!" i hissed "for years you told me noone else would be dragged into this!" i hissed

"i know sweetie i know" she soothed

"and yet here we are another person knowing and another on the way" i hissed

"another?" roxas said

"yes another im fallin for him!" i sighed "i dont want to buren him" i whispered

"oh sora" my mom sighed

"that and i dont want a reaction like last time i told somone" i sighed, they ran and i never saw them again, it very nearly destroyed the sane side to me

"sora what really is your problem with all this?" roxas asked

"i dont like it" i sighed "i dont want to hurt him or any of you, but i cant control it" i sighed "ill end up doing it again" i shuddered

"no you wont sora" cloud said calmly

"but i will cloud, i have no control over it!" i yelled, the talking outside stopped for a moment before staring up again

"sora please calm down sweetie" my mom said calmly

"im trying lord knows im bloody trying" i sighed

"hey sora look at it this way?" roxas said happily

"hmmm"

"at least axel will leave you alone now" roxas smiled, a small smile tuggedd on my lips

"thats true" i smiled

"so what are we gonna do? about riku i mean?" cloud sighed

"ill tell him later" i sighed, everyone looking at me, worried "im fine honestly" i smiled honestly, they all nodded before departing, i looked to my fingertips, the symbols on them were more bold, so i really had fallen for another person, i placed my symbols on the table "restore" i whisperd and the table fixed itself, i smiled happily before walking to the front door, i opened it to see axel and riku sat on the steps, they turned to me, i nodded to axel and he left instantly, i sat beside riku

"hey" he said calmly

"hey" i said

"so whats bugging you?" he asked

"thats what im here to tell you" i sighed

"ok shoot" he smiled

"i hope your mind is prepared" i sighed

"what do you mean?" he asked

"riku im not human" i sighed

"i know your neko" he said calmly

"yes i am but im not human at all" i sighed

"what do you mean of course your human" he smiled

"but im not riku, none of this family is" i sighed

"what!" he asked

"name me all the magical monsters you can think of" i sighed

"werewolfs, vampires, fairies, pixxies, dragons, zombies, demons, ghosts erm" he muttered

"yep that sounds about right" i sighed

"what are you on about?" he asked

"what i told you i had a problem a very bad dark one what would you do?" i asked

"i dont know it depends" he muttered

"say i was half neko and half demon what would you do?" i asked

"i dont know" he sighed

"i didnt think you mind could process it" i sighed

"what do you mean?" he demanded

"there all real riku! werwolfs vampires the lot of them! this is a world of humans and magic! and my family is not one of the good bits!" i spat, rikus eyes widened

"what?" he stuttered

"there all real riku, there is no such things as 'its not real' and 'dont be affraid' in this world, every monster, creature or whatever is real!" i sighed "there everywhere, just using magic to hide themselfs from the humans and other magical creatures for all you know you could have a werewolf living nextdoor to you" i sighed, i dared to look at riku, he was in pure shock, frozen to the spot, his heart was to quick, far far to quick "im sorry" i whispered before running into the forest, i had done it, i just know it, i ran to the tree, my tree, only to stop in my tracks, the tree was burned and destroyed, a sob escaped me as i noticed that the baby deer was slaughtered below it, its head removed from the body, tears flowed from my eyes, i collapsed to my knees, my hands landing on a letter

Dear Demon! it said on the front, i gulped and opened it

Dear Demon,
ive found you finally, it took all my time, energy and magic but i finally found you! and now its time for me to hurt you like you hurt me! you stole my sister from me, and then killed her and left her to die...larxene...does it hurt to hear her name?...i hope so...i hate you and your family, im going to become your worst nightmare, im going to destroy everything you hold dear, you will pay for the pain you caused me...its a shame you couldnt see your tree burn it gave a nice heat, and that poor dear, tried to stop me, HA! stupid creature, somthing so small thought it could stop me HA! but i know the legend of the tree and i hope this forest dies and you hear the screams of all the animals! now we see how much your soul can take before you crumble and become the best within...only then will you truely feel my pain, but first i have to hurt you enough...who should i start with...roxas? cloud? leon? riku? axel? or your mom? hmmm i dont know? its a hard choice there all so dear to you especially that riku, ill make sure to make his death painful, if only you could see my face, im smiling, the first time in years, and its because of the thought of hurting you...the most blessed thought i have now, and trust me on this on, im already here, watching you, waiting for the right moments to strike...have fun yours truely L X

i was furious, beyond furious, who did he think he is? threatening to harm those i care for, even if riku didnt want me, ill still protect him from him!
my claws were glowing, my fangs elongating, i felt my body thrown into darkness as the change happened...lord help this town! but not her!