my eyes snapped open, my vision pulsing red, my condition, my demonic side had taken over from my anger, the only outlet it had, the only way to gain control over my body, my vision was negtive, like this side, the negative side to me, the dark side, with only one disire...the blood of those who angered me, my mind remained normal but i no longer had control of my own body, i walked slowly through the forest, my breath rolling out in hisses
i already knew what i looked like in this form...long, blood red claws, elongated fangs, yellow slits for eyes, my hair became jet black and dripped with darkness, my tail...long and jaggered, my body...fur escaping from every section of my body, that to was jet black and dripping, wherever the darkness langed, somthing negative would grow...my demonic side was truely that...the death dealer is the name of the demon i host...same as my father, one of the top demonic creatures, one of the strongest, hardest and immortal demonics out there, and its now running wild
i continued through the forest, the letter attached to my chest, the sorce of my anger, i sigh, well my mind does, the demon doesnt, it just continues to search, continuing to pollute the earth, looking for him, for luxord, the gambler of fate, his pain fulled this beast, ever since the day i...the beast killed his sister, she shouldnt of threatend me, or my family, i told her to stand back, she didnt listen, even when i changed, she didnt listen, and the beast destroyed her, totally, ive regretted it every day of my life
the monster suddenly picks up speed, turning into a dash of black smoke, barely seeable to humans and low level magics, i try to figure out why, but all i can hear is the low growl errupting from my throat, my eyes darting from side to side, and then im falling, and in pain, the demonic snarls before turning to the area the pain appeared, and then my heart falls, there is my family, my two brothers and my mother, all looking horrified, my eyes flick behind them, i gasp i can see riku and axel, both pale white and terrified, the demonics eyes return to my family, it whimmperes, it wont hurt them, it wont the ones i love the most, it cant, it never has, cloud carfully walked forward, i whimmper more, the dripping of darkness is surrounding me slowly, pushing power into me, i take a step forward, low and carful, like cloud is a threat, i dont like the way im acting, its like im getting ready to pounce, and then i realise i am, im in a pounce, and cloud knows it, a feral snarl erupts from my stomach, my head flung back as i roar, long and loud, i bring my head forward again, my eyes targeting on them all, except for riku? the beast ignores him completely, like hes not there, i feel my chest open as my weapon climbs out, the glob of dark magic pulses on the floor before taking its shape of a sycthe, made of skulls and bones, it dripped with blood, my hand snatched it and held it tightly, i saw the fear in there eyes, they have never seen this before,
"i shouldnt be able to harm them, there the ones i love most?" i think
"but which isnt targeted?"
"what do you mean?"
"the demonic still cant attack the ONE you love most which is un-targeted?"
"riku!"
"exactly hes the only one now who can stop you now"
"but how?"
"he calms you, just get closer enough to him to hear his heartbeat and youll calm"
"is that all?"
"indeed it is" i nod to myself, i still have some control, vocal anyway, i gather all my magic and i begin to speak
"get me close to riku" i growl
"excuse me!" everyone gasped
"its sora talking" i growl "riku is the only one who can-!" i was cut of as my mind snapped, i snarled loudly, my scythe vanishing and falling to my knees, my claws gripping my head, everyone watching in silence as my mind broke more and more, my claws ripping down my face, tearing it to shreads
"hahaha its easier than i thought to break you" a male voice chuckled, my eyes widened and my clawing stopped as i turned to face the gambler of fate, he most certainly had grown, his face was dark, his hair still the same, he was wearing a ratty gamblers suit "i dont think im going to end you yet hehe" he chucked before vanishing in a puff of white smoke, i roar loudly, i feel someone on me, there fingers on my temples
"sleep" the voice whispers, and i black out completely, im sorry riku, im so very sorry...
...my head hurts insanly, where am i? what happened? how did i calm? i slowly force my eyes open, my vision blurry, once it clears, i notice somone is with me, i turn to see cloud, smiling happily, i sit up slowly, my head hurting
"what happened?" i ask, hardly higher than a whisper
"you changed" cloud said calmly
"im mean how am i human?" i asked
"oh well it would seem riku is now your calmer" cloud explained, i gasped
"what but that means!" i gasped
"yes he can use magic" cloud said calmly
"oh where is he now?" i asked
"hes in roxass room, he fainted afterwards" cloud sighed, so did i
"why does my head hurt?" i ask
"oh when you were demonic you seemed to claws your face of" cloud explained, then i remembered everything
"cloud i have to go" i gasped
"why?" he asked shocked
"luxords after me, and everyone i care for" i sighed
"you cant leave sora" cloud whispered "maybe if you told us what your demonic was we could help" cloud sighed, my eyes widened, if he knew, i know he would hate me
"get mom" i sighed, cloud nodded and left, i sighed and felt my head, i was covered in scratches, i sighed before my door opened, my mom walking in and sitting beside me "hey" i whispered, i was going to hurt her, as i knew what i had to do to keep her and everyone safe, it would break me
"hey sweetie are you finally going to tell me?" she asked, i nodded
"but first what was dads demonic?" i asked
"a death dealer" my mom shuddered "why?" she asked
"im the same mom, i know you could tell when you saw me fully changed" i sighed, avoiding her gaze
"oh sora im sorry" she sighed bringing me into a hug, i responded to the hug and tightened it "i will sort it sora i promise you" she smiled, i nodded
"erm mom could you get axel please?" i asked, she blinked in shock before nodding, she left the room, me quickly jumping out of bed and grabbing a duffel bag, water forming in my eyes, i opened one of my cloths draws and threw everything in, aswell as some essential items, before opening my window and throwing my bag into the tree, i sat back down just before my door opened, axel walking in, still slightly pale, i was about to break into tears so itll have to be quick, he sat next to me, a knowing glint in his eyes, he sighed
"your leaving?" he whispered, i nodded "why?" he asked
"to keep you all safe" i whispered "i have a favor to ask?" i said
"hmmm"
"keep them all safe when i couldnt" i whispered, his eyes filled with understanding
"i will" he promised
"thanks if i ever see you again i will thank you but i must go" i sighed, my tears begining to fall
"ok take care sora" he whispered
"ill try" i whispered, jumpin onto the window ledge "oh and axel" i said, he looked at me "keep an eyes on riku please" i whispered, he smiled softly
"go ill pretend to know nothing" he smiled, i nodded and jumped into the tree, grabbing my duffel bag and running into the forest, past the burnt tree, my tears falling freely, my soul was breaking, not the best thing but oh well
"hmm seems you did the hurting yourself" a male voice laughed, i sighed and faced luxord, dropping my bag on the floor
"you can do whatever! anything to me you want i dont care anymore, im sick of telling you the truth and you not believeing it but you know what i dont give a shit, if you want to think the wrong shit, then you do that but im the one you want not them, so here i am not putting any form of a fight so kill me!" i spat, venom leaking through every letter, luxord was taken back by my harshness, his eyes unsure, so i was getting to him "my souls already broken so go on cause me pain!" i demanded, he took a step back "i know your hurting but your no killer luxord, i know you hated her, she beat you as she did me, and i told you i never ment to" i sighed
"your a liar!" he spat, avoiding my gaze
"but im not look me in the eyes when you call me a liar!" i demaned, he locked his eyes with mine before dropping it
"you stole her from me!" he sighed
"but i never ment to! do you think i wanted to kill her?" i asked
"i dont know anymore im just so angry" he sighed
"your not angry your hurt, you need to find somwhere to dig through that rage" i sighed, looking at luxord, he was nodding
"so where you goin?" he asked, looking to my bag
"somewhere where i cant hurt anyone" i sighed, grabbing my bag
"why?" he asked
"since your stunt, my soul has snapped and i can feel the demon getting a better grip on me, soon maybe a few years ill be completely gone" i sighed "and i dont want to do that anywhere near them" i added
"i see you really are to kind heated to hurt anyone" he sighed
"luxord may i ask a fovor?" i asked
"you may?" he replied
"keep them safe" i sighed, he nodded "thankyou and again im sorry" i sighed
"i know i can see it in you eyes" he smiled
"hey a smile without the thought of killing me" i joked and he laughed
"SORA!" somone yelled
"go!" luxord insisted, i nodded before teleporting away, goodbye my family and my one, may you forgive me