ONE YEAR LATER
its exactly one year since i left home, i live on an abandoned island, ive changed quite alot actually, my hair is so much longer, it reaches my lower back now, it doesnt spike as easily anymore, but to be honest who needs to spike it? my face had matured, a few little scars from one year ago, my demon side had most definatly gotten a better grip on me now, my magics up to a level 19, higher than my mother was, and one level lower than the highest somone got before dying, and ive shot up, size wise anyway, my body has muscled greatly aswell, as i have to do everything now, im very independant now
currently im debating whether or not to have a quick check up on my family, i cant help worrying, i really cant, but if i go will i be able to leave, i sighed, it was nearly dark, i nodded ill go when its completely dark and noone should be able to see me, i went over to my cave (yes i live in a cave! so what!) and grabbed a top, i didnt usually wear them as noone else was here, but i dont want to walk around half naked, i teleported to the forest and just as i thought it was pitch black, i gasped when i saw the tree, the one that was burnt, was still alive, i couldnt help but touch it, i thought this forest would have died, but it didnt, somone healed the tree, i traced the magic to see who did it, i sighed happily, it was luxord, i knew he wasnt a killer, i continued to trace it to see who had been here, roxas, axel, cloud, my mom and...riku, i sighed and stepped back, riku...a silent tear escaped my eyes at the thought of him, i had missed him most, he was my calmer, my choice, my one, my whatever you want to call it, i missed him so damn much, my soul has never really healed, how can it when such a large part is still locked with him, more tears escaped me, i knew coming here was a bad idea, its killing me just standing here
"i cant do this" i whispered so low that even i hardly heard it, i looked toward my house, the lights were on in all the rooms, except mine though, i teleported ontop of my house "xray" i whispered and my sight became just that, i could see everyone, axel and roxas were snuggling on the sofa, cloud, leon and my mom in the kitchen, so everyone was fine, thankgod, i didnt think to check for riku, hes probably moved on, i telepoted back to the tree, my hands grabbing it desperatly, like it would vanish, my tail curled around my leg as i remembered all the times i had with riku, even though it was only two days, the way he smelt and tasted, the way he would stutter if i even tried to flirt with him, the way he smiled, the way he got turned on by my anger, how soft his ears and tail were, just everything about him i remembered perfectly, like he was stood beside me, i closed my eyes for a brief moment
"sora?" a voice stuttered, i froze for a moment before turning slowly to face...riku, he had most definatly changed, he was taller slightly, i was about the same size now though, his hair was longer to, but not to much, he was still the same, face and body wise, other than his eyes they were so dull and pained, i swear ill kill whoever destroyed the life in them green orbs, but then why do i care, i took a step back before turning and trying to run, but he grabbed my wrist "sora is it really you?" he asked, his voice lower than a whisper, i only just heard him, he stepped closer, his body nearly at mine, i avoided his eyes, his hand cupped my cheek, forcing me to look at him, his eyes were scanning every part of my face, memorizing it, checking to see if it was really me, i was doing the same, my eyes locked with his dead orbs "why sora?" he asked, resting his forhead against mine, i couldnt breathe, i couldnt think, a tear escaped his eye
"i couldnt stay" i finally whispered, tears of my own falling
"why though sora?" he asked, pain clear in his voice
"i didnt want to hurt you" i whispered, pain in my voice
"but you did sora...so much" riku said, his voice cracking on my name "but still why did you leave me?" he asked, his voice cracking much, much more, tears flowin freely from his eyes
"cos riku im losing myself, and soon im going to be taken completely" i explained "i have 4 months riku" i sighed
"what do you mean?" he gasped
"in about 4 months ill no longer be sora, the demonics hold on my soul is inceasing quickly" i explained, avoiding rikus eyes, for the soul reason, i knew they were dying, same as mine
"are you serious sora?" he asked
"yes im 100% serious riku thats why i cant stay i have to go" i sobbed, backing away from him slightly
"sora please" he said sadly, i looked at him, straight in the eyes, they were so hurt and broken, i had done that!
"i cant riku im so sorry but i just cant put you in danger" i sobbed, taking another step away
"sora" he whispered, i turned my head away from him for a moment, when i turned back he was stood infront of me, i gasped from the shock, but was soon silenced as riku pressed his lips against mine, so much desperation and passion, his hand rested on my neck, the other tangling in my long hair, i couldnt fight him, he was my soul, my eyes slid shut and responded, my arms snaking around his neck and bringing him as close to me as i could, he pushed me backwards until i hit the tree, he slid his tounge along my lips and i opened without a second thought, a moan escaping me and his tounge played with mine, i was heating up, my mind was hazing over as lust took over my body, i pulled away quickly to breath before locking my lips with rikus again, pushing my tounge into his mouth and coaxing his to come out and play, he moaned into my mouth, my hands began to move over his chest and under his shirt before pushing it over his head and throwing it onto the floor, i scanned his body memorizing it, it was muscled but not to much, just nicely, i looked him in the eyes for a breif moment, his eyes a darker shade from lust, he smiled slightly before pulling my top of, i kissed down his jaw, neck and chest, just kissing any exposed skin i could find, using my strength i pushed him to the floor, pinning him under me, his hands were roaming my body, whilst i continued to kiss any part of him that was avaliable, when my mouth reached the top of his trousers, i undid the ties with my teeth before kissing back up to his lips and locking with his, his hand rested on the back of my head, the other undoing my trousers, i kicked them of before pulling his off, i smiled as it seemed he was camando, but then again so was i, i locked lips with him again, me still pinning him to the ground, my hands traveling over all of his body, he was doing the same, i ran my tounge along his lips and he opened willinging, his tounge playin with mine, whislt my hand became occupid with his member
"sora" he gasped as my hand began to move up and down, causing riku to moan, i kissed down his neck, stopping at his collarbone, i quickened my pace with my hand whilst i bit and sucked on his neck, marking him and claiming him as my own, i let him go, and pulled back to look at him, his eyes were lustfilled and sly, he smiled and flipped me over, pinning me to the ground, one of his hands pinning both mine above my head, and the other resting on my stomach, purrs escaping both of use, my body was beyond hot now and the haze had completely taken over my body, i could think of anything other than riku, he kissed down my jaw, neck, chest and stomach, he released my hands, his roaming my body, whilst mine lay on the grass, my head tilting backwards as he traveled lower slower, i gasped out when he took me in his mouth, my head tilting backwards completely as he moved up and down, his tounge running over me, i began to moan aloud
"nn ahh riku ahh" i moaned as he continued, my hands gripping the grass violently, tearing it out slowly, he pulled of me, causing my moans of pleasure to stop, he kissed his way back up and kissed my lips, i reacted passionatly to his kiss, slipping my tounge into his mouth, his tounge battled with mine, it was such a nice feeling, i pulled away for air "please" i whispered quitely, i was so hot and hazy, he smiled softly at me
"one condition" he whispered back, i gulped, shit how did i not see this coming, i nodded "stay" he said calmly, i looked into his broken, lustfilled orbs, i had to fix them, even if it was only for 4 months, i couldnt leave them like that
"fine but on one condition of my own" i manged to say, the haze was taking over quickly, he nodded "kill me when i change forever" i sighed as the haze took over once again, he nodded slowly, unsure if he could keep that promise, but as i said the haze took over and my body was far to hot again, he lip locked me into a deep lustfilled kiss, my legs wrapping around his waist, my tail trying its best not to get crushed, i didnt care if it hurt, as i knew i would get used to it, he thrust into me and a painful shock went through me, i snarled slightly, he pulled out and i hissed, riku stole my lips in a soothing kiss, he continued this for a while
"ahh riku harder" i gasped as all pain had been overtook by pleasure, pure and utter pleasure, he picked up pace and strength, i began to moan his name aloud, getting louder with each and every thrust, the haze was slowly lifting and my body was slowly cooling down, i lost track of time, but it had to be a good 10 minutes before he stopped with one final thrust
"riku!" i screamed in pleasure before the haze lifted and my body returned to normal heat, i just layed on the grass with my eyes closed, waiting for my body to relax, i was aware of riku moving beside me, doing what i dont know? when i felt calmer again, and had the ability to think properly i opened my eyes, my eyes quickly changeing to the darkness around me, i quickly got up and headed to my pile of clothing only to have a pair of arms wrap around my waist
"who said im letting you go?" he purred against my ear, i purred in delight at the feeling
"the fact i dont want a cold" i smiled before slipping from his grip, grabbing my cloths and getting dressed, i layed against the tree before slumping to the ground, i felt bad as i was about to betray his trust again, i had to use all my energy to not let my eyes water, insted i buried my head in my hands and drew my knees up, i felt riku sit beside me and wrap his arm around me protectivly
"you going to leave again arent you?" he sighed
"i cant stay riku ill hurt you much more if i stay" i said as calm as i could manage
"why will you sora?" he asked
"because once i turn into that...thing! i wont be in control anymore, i may kill my family then come for you, and thats not the worst" i explained with a heavy sigh
"whats the worst?" he asked, i looked at him, my tears flowing at the thought
"i would see everything through its eyes, the way it would kill all those i love and cherish it would destroy me more than i already am" i cried, riku pulled me into his chest, i cried into his chest whilst he just held me close, rubbing circles on my back, soothing me slowly, i was in pain, truely torturous pain, my soul was re-breaking, even though i knew it needed to be done to heal fully, i knew it would lessen my time, by how much? i dont know at all, and that truely scares me, i continued to cry for a few more minutes before i completely calmed
"you ok?" he asked
"no" i whispered "im broken again" i whispered
"and thats not good right?" he asked
"nope as i may have made my time much MUCH more less now" i whispered, i felt riku gulp slightly
"itll be ok sora, i promise" he sighed, i nodded and snuggled closer to him, i felt totally vulnerable right now, my soul was broken and i could feel the demonic latching its way further into my soul, stealing more of my time, maybe even all of it, who knows, i know i dont, i felt some fingers on my temples, i looked to riku, slightly scared for a moment
"its ok im just going to sleep you" he soothed, i nodded slowly
"sleep" he whispered, my eyes shut and i fell into a deep, dark, peacful sleep