Breakdown
Breaking Benjamin
Breakdown!
Let the fun and games begin
She is spayed and broken in
Skin is cold and white
Such a lovely lonely night
Heaven is on the way
You can feel the hate
but I guess you never will
I'm on a roll again
and I want an end
'cause I feel it creeping in
What I found in this town
I'm heading for a breakdown
What's that sound, you're so loud
I'm heading for a breakdown
NO!
Drank up all my alcohol
This is not a free for all
I'll be there for you
'till my heart is black and blue
Heaven is on the way
You can feel the hate
but I guess you never will
I'm on a roll again
and I want an end
'cause I feel you creeping in
What I found in this town
I'm heading for a breakdown
What's that sound, you're so loud
I'm heading for a breakdown
What I found in this town
I'm heading for a breakdown
What's that sound, you're so loud
I'm heading for a breakdown
You breakdown, you're so proud
I'm heading for a breakdown
What's that sound, you're so loud
I'm heading for a breakdown
NO!
Breakdown!
Here he went again.
Let the fun and games begin
He laughed and smiled as the terror set in.
She is spayed and broken in
Veins so cold without their blood and life.
Skin is cold and white
He was so, so cold.
Such a lovely lonely night
He laughed at the thought of anything alive. What was alive? Surely not this, what he was, here. Surely not.
Heaven is on the way
So this was death.
You can feel the hate
He sure felt the loathing, seeping from the other man.
But I guess you never will
He supposed he never would find out how exactly that hate exchanged for lust.
I'm on a roll again
And I want an end
He hoped this truly was death. For what if it was merely an illusion? He smiled sadly at the thought. That would be disappointing.
'cause I feel it creeping in
He felt the cool touch enter through his splayed wrists. This was truly an end of something. Of what he was not sure.
What I found in this town
I'm heading for a breakdown
This could be considered a breakdown of sorts.
What's that sound? You're so loud
Now the man made noise?
I'm heading for a breakdown
Here they went again.
NO!
"No!...Don't," he ordered as Snape attempted to remove the razor from his hands and press a towel to his deep wounds.
Drank up all my alcohol
He had staved off the impending end by consuming a dreadfully alarming amount of fire whisky and scotch. But it had not helped, as he had intended.
This is not a free for all
I'll be there for you
'till my heart is black and blue
He was here, but his life and heart were not in it anymore.
Heaven is on the way
"I…"
You can feel the hate
"Hate…"
But I guess you never will
"You…"
I'm on a roll again
And I want an end
'cause I feel you creeping in
"But don't…don't…think that means anything to me." Harry was having quite a time with the breathing thing. Perhaps this really was something akin to an end.
What I found in this town
I'm heading for a breakdown
What's that sound, you're so loud
I'm heading for a breakdown
You breakdown, you're so proud
The last thing he remembered seeing was the other's breakdown. He remembered this because the other was so proud, he didn't think it possible.
I'm heading for a breakdown
What's that sound, you're so loud
I'm heading for a breakdown
NO!
Screamed, was the last word he heard.