Jasper was silent for a long time. He had no answer either.
"We'll figure something out." He said quietly and started the car.
We drove home in silence. When we got there, we sat down on the couch and let each other drown in our thoughts. I hadn't even noticed that I started crying until Jasper pulled me into a hug. "Its okay, Bella. It's going to be okay." Jasper repeated over and over again. Probaby trying to convince himself too.
"I'll call Alice and Rosalie to let them know." He told me.
I sat there, silently crying, as I listened to Jasper tell my best friends the news over the phone. When he was done, he got up and pulled out some old photo albums. Our family memories. We laughed as we saw a picture of our fishing trip. I caught a huge fish and the look on Charlie's face was priceless. After we picked out our favorite pictures for the funeral collage, we headed upstairs to our rooms. I threw on some black sweatpants and a yellow spaghetti strap shirt. Hey, I look like a bumble bee. I laughed to myself. I sat on my bed and felt the pain come back. I noticed how alone I felt, and I didn't want to be alone. So I tip-toed down the hall to Jasper's room. His door was cracked open just enough that I could see inside. I saw im sitting on his bed, looking out his widow. He was wearing green flannel pants and his old high school track shirt. I watched as he looked so peaceful sitting there. That was until I saw a saw a tear roll down his cheek. That reminded me of why was here, in front of his door, watching him, kind of like a stalker. I opened his door slowly and quietly stepped inside of his room.
"Jasper?" I called quietly. He turned his head to look at me.
"Can I sleep in your room tonight?" I asked. "I don't really want to be alone."
He just nodded his head and said a quiet "sure," before another tear fell from his eye.
That was it. I ran over to him and gave him a big hug. We sat like that for a while , until Jasper asked "Where do you want to sleep?"
I just shrugged. "I don't care. As long as I don't have to go back to my empty room tonight." I smiled shyly.
"Here why don't you sleep with me? In a non-creepy way. Just in the same bed." He rambeled on.
"Besides we're brother and sister. It isn't that weird right?." He asked.I just shook my head at how serious he was takng us sleeping in the same bed together.
"Jasper." I asked.
"What?"
"Shut up, and go to sleep." I said as I crawled in his bed and fell asleep.
a/n. kayy so what do you think? i tried to add some humor in there so it wasn't all sad-ish. shout out to my beta JazzztEmmettandhearts391.
review please?. leave me some love. always, erika.