I woke up today feeling depressed because of Brendon. All of a sudden m phone rang "Wake up in the Morning feeling like P Diddy" I answered my phone of course its Amanda

Hi Hayley! Can you go to the café with me and my friend? Amanda asked really eager for me to say yes. Um sure I guess I answered. What Time? I asked. Right now Amanda replied. We'll see you in a couple of minutes then she hung up. I wasn't in the mood to go to the café or anywhere but I didn't want Amanda to be upset so I decided to go with her and her friend. I'll be there in 20 minutes I said to Amanda then shut my cell phone.

I walked into Starbucks to see Amanda and….. Oh My God Brendon. I became even sadder.

Um I just remembered I had to go somewhere … someplace… Oh I just got to go ok!

Ok… Amanda said a little disappointed. I ran out and went to the park sat by a tree and started crying I couldn't take yesterday! I cried for ten minutes until someone came up to me and said are you ok?

I looked up and saw Brendon and started crying again. It's creepy but every time I see Brendon I cry. I-I'm fine I lied. Do you mind if I sit next to you he asked. Say yes you do mind say yes. No I said to him then slapping my forehead. Great. Hey boyfriend somebody said to Brendon it was Ashley his girlfriend. Hey he greeted back to Ashley. I guess I got to go he said me. Go said still crying a bit. I am glad I can control my crying and not do anything stupid especially in front of Brendon's girlfriend. Come on Brendon just leave this loser who has no life here. That's when I got irritated I got up and guess what I did? I punched her right in the stomach. Hard. Brendon was shocked. Ok its one thing to insult a friend of mine but a best friend that person goes down. Ashley I'm breaking up with you! Brendon said proudly to her.

What! Ashley said angrily. No one breaks up with me! I just did Brendon replied back. I'll show you pain! I'll show you a lot of pain to you and YOUR NEW GIRLFRIEND! Ashley screamed at Brendon while also pointing at me. She stormed off.

Sorry about that Brendon said. Its fine I said back. I turned my head and saw Ashley kissing another boy.

Brendon Ashley is- Brendon stopped me. Let her. Ashley smirked at us then turned back to kissing her new boyfriend. Hayley I love you he said as he leaned towards me to kiss me. What do I do? I'm not ready for this. He loves me! Long day. I'm sorry Brendon I said in my mind then quickly stopped him from trying to kiss me. I'm not ready.