Okay now I know some of you may hate me sort of for this chapter. You will understand later in the story.
It didn't take long until MIsaki had arrived back at the large author's so called apartment. Making eating dinner he soon cleaned up but felt tired. However he would need a bath and would of course give Usagi-san one before his own. Then settling in the rather large bed he picked up the first book and read it in the way that Aikawa had mentioned for him too.
Going from start to finish. By the time he was done reading the first book over tears were streamming down his face. "Aikawa-san was right, minus the explicit stuff I could understand Usami-sama more. I mean it isn't something grand like his whole life span or something but it is something. I wonder if he really is okay?" Misaki asked as he set the book on the night stand. Curling up on his left side and petting the rabbit with his left hand.
Akihiko wanted to hold the boy, to make hiim understand somehow. Yet with Taniza and her ways he couldn't speak a language understood by anyone except for maybe other rabbits if he encountered any. He nudged the boy's stomach, hoping he would turn on his back so that he could hop atop his chest. He didn't have to wait long before he was given such a chance. Laying on Misaki's chest he rested his front paws and chin on the boy's heart.
Misaki let the tears continue to fall, sniffling as he tried to make them stop. However they were like running from a faucet that was broken. "Life is so unfair. . .then again I guess if it was then everyone would have more or less the same life then huh? The word difference or unique would rarely play a part in this world." As he kept thinking about what Aikawa-san said earlier in the day about the author's older brother.
Misaki petted the rabbit on his chest as the sobs were slowly ceasing."You know I can relate to Usami-sama to some degree. . .I mean when my parents passed away I blamed myself. I figured that because of such antics my brother would hate me for it all. . ." Fresh tears now falling and not helping the boy try to sleep at all.
Akihiko listed as that was all he could do in his current state. Remembering such an event of when Takahiro talked about that time when his parents had passed in a car accident. Don't be scared to cry Misaki. You have every right too, after all you went through. Yet while all that your doing for a man you don't even know. The cursed rabbit thought to himself.
Taking a few deep breaths to calm himself Misaki talked to the rabbit again. Unaware that it was coincidencial that he named this rabbit Usagi-san just like Usami-sama had such a nickname as well. "Niichan did the exact opposite though, I mean instead of hating me like I thought he loved me even more. . .taking all the burden off from me and adding it to his own shoulders. As I grew older I knew I didn't want to be anyone's burden, so long as I could take care of myself and not have someone go through what my brother did." Fatigue and stress pulling him to sleep.
Akihiko leaned forward and licked the few tears that didn't fall from the boy's chin. Sleep Misaki, you've had a rough day. Soon I may someday be able to tell you who the man hidden in the fur of a rabbit trully is. Then putting his head on his front paws once again he watched as the boy tried to at first fight off sleep.
No matter what Misaki did all he could think of when he was slowly being sent off to sleep was the missing author. How he and his brother were both in pain in their own ways, and that he had stayed enclosed in his own little world so to speak. Laying a hand on the rabbit's back he soon closed his eyes to dreamland and was soon asleep.
Akihiko had stayed up for the most part. It wasn't until he felt Misaki snuggle into his chest that made him wonder what was going on. Opening his eyes he noticed that he was human. Wait a minute. . .is this what Taniza was saying earlier to me? However he wouldn't complain if this was the only time he could be with the boy.
You are allowed the late hours of the night and the few hours before dawn arrives. I did promise you some slack so this is what you are priviledged with. Be thankful that I go easy on you compared to many of my other clients. It must be because somehow you are a special case among only a very small few. Don't take these few hours with him for nothing. Was all Taniza said before she left the author to enjoy this closeness with the boy.
Misaki's dreams were painstakingly very pleasurable. After learning about Usami-sama's family and the relationship he had with the older brother by the name of Haruhiko. Those thoughts followed with him as he slept on in dreamland with some ease.
Within his own mind he saw the image of the very man that was on his mind the whole time he was asleep. He saw a clouded background with the setting all fuzzy and a faceless man but he could tell it was the famous author. Usami-sama was signing something and then the next thing the whole scene changed and warped to something else.
Where am I? Why am I seeing all of this for?He asked himself as they were now in the current room but he was looking up a a very naked Usami-sama and saw that he too was deprived of all his clothing.
"Misaki, I love you." Then smiling he saw the author claim his lips and all other thoughts of what was happening melted away in pleasure and happiness.
Akihiko was just watching all of this happening and tried to make of what it was Misaki was dreaming of. For one he could make out that was that it was about him and by the boy's movements it had to be of love making. Sighs and moans could be heard and it made it very difficult on him not to claim the boy then and there. Yet he kept his own desires in check for the time being and instead would assist the boy in his.
"Misaki, soon I hope to make love to you when I am human like I am now." Akihiko whispered as he kissed down the boy's chest and figured that's what the other version of himself in the dream was doing. After kissing all over the boy's chest he went to taking turns sucking and nipping on both of the boy's now pert nipples.
Misaki was of course in his dream so he didn't think that all of this was really happening in the actual world. His face was flushed and skin heated from the touches and caresses he thought were only from dreamland. When he saw the man smirk and start kissing lower his breath hitched. Feeling the breath of the man go further down until a wet hot heat engulfed him and he moaned out from the contact.
Akihiko could only wish that the boy wasn't in dreamland and that he wasn't curse to make this all the more better. Closing his eyes and savoring it anyways he felt the boy squirm and figured him to be close. Sure enough he felt a hot substance shoot into his mouth and trickle down his throat. Swallowing it and cleaning the head of the boy's now weeping member, he kissed Misaki once on the lips for a few moments before breaking the contact.
I should be thankful for this time, but it can only be in the dead of night when he is asleep. Since I am human I should see how the boy is doing academically and possibly leave a note that I am alive.So covering up the boy and laying a kiss atop his crown he went to the bathroom to relieve his own desires he would check the boy's school work lately and leave a message of his existence to some degree.
In the back of Misaki's mind he felt a presence but knew he was asleep. It wasn't until he saw someone fairly familiar but at the moment couldn't distinguish who it was, however said personhad started to speak directly to him.
Just how far are you willing to go,for someone that you hardly even know?
A curse upon a cold handed man, Who didn't even know different paths to this land.
So now his fate could be all up to you, For in this present time just what will you do?
I am a spirit shepherdess and that is all I will tell you.It was then that the voice echoed that last word for a few brief moments and then all went black and Misaki was sent deeper into sleep. Not knowing that the rabbit he has been taking care of was in fact the very man who has been missing for quite some time. Also not knowing who this person was talking to him directly or if he was seeing another vision.
Okay so I had Akihiko sort of assist Misaki through his wet dreams as I put it. I am aware that some of you may call it molested but I thought it would be sort of sweet and loving looking at it in Akihiko's view. Oh and sorry for those who don't like rhymes or poetry. I love conversational poetry which is what I used above and most of the time you may see them in other chapter updates or fics of mine.
If you hadn't already noticed I am slowly making progress to completing this particular story. At the moment after this I am unsure of what direction I can go. I mean there are a number of ways I can go. Here they are:
1: Have Taniza wish to see him at her shop and he actually finds out what's going on.
2: Aikawa comes forth knowing that sensei has been the rabbit the boy has been taking care of and helps to find a cure.
3: Misaki asks Taniza if he has heard of some spirit shepherdess and seeks her out for questions.
Unless if other ideas come into mind please do tell. I don't mind mixing a few of the following options with others I get from reviews and what not. So I hope to hear from you all soon. Thanks for the support and as always READ & REVIEW!!!
~Lilblossomcub