EPOV Chapter 14
I walked back into Bella's room with my food-laden tray. I had no idea what she liked to eat, so I brought every type of breakfast foods we had. I had spent another amazing night holding her while she slept. My name poured from her lips, often with a moan. It was getting harder and harder to keep my feelings from her.
Bella was visible through the open bathroom door as I set the tray down on the bed. Her shirt was raised, allowing me a glimpse of her perfect pale skin. I was horrified to see black and purple marks interrupting that perfection. She saw me approach and quickly lowered her shirt.
"Lift it back up." I demanded.
"What?" She asked, her voice wavering.
"Your shirt, lift it back up." I growled.
She hesitated for a second, as if she was going to comply. When she stuck her tongue out and tried to walk past me, I lost it. I grabbed the back of her shirt, only trying to detain her, but the material ripped in my grasp and it dropped off her body.
"Edward, what the hell?" She exclaimed, attempting to cover her body.
My legs gave out and I dropped to my knees as I got a closer looks at the bruises covering her waist. "Are those from me? Did I do that?"
"No Edward, they are not from you. You could never hurt me." She said quietly as she took my hand and showed me that my hand was much larger than the bruises. "These are from Blondie. But I guess you already took care of him."
I released the breath I had been holding. This had been my worst fear realized. That I would unconsciously hurt her. "I don't think I would ever be able to forgive myself if I ever hurt you."
"I know that Edward. You could never hurt me." She said as she lowered her body next to mine.
Her hand came up to my face, and I could feel a difference between us. She leaned towards me, seeking my lips. I was still embarrassed by my outburst and wanted to apologize again, but as I opened my mouth to speak, her mouth was on mine. Her warm breath invaded my mouth as her tongue swept across my lips. The warmth spread throughout my entire body and I was helpless to stop my tongue from joining hers.
Her delicate tongue was fierce as she explored my mouth. She avoided my teeth without me even having to say anything. The kiss felt more like a mating of mouths as our tongues dueled against each other. Her tiny hand came up and moved along my chest, tracing each muscle before moving lower to the hem of my shirt. She drew her hand back up, now touching my bare skin. It felt as if there was a trail of fire everywhere she touched. Her hands got higher, bunching the fabric as she went. I pulled away for an instant to remove the offending material and returned to attack her mouth again.
My hands spanned her waist as she continued her exploration of my now bare chest. She raked her nails down my skin and I was certain I had never felt anything so amazing. My hold on her flesh tightened and I slid my hands down to her delectable behind, pulling our bodies together, trying to stop her exploration. I needed to see how this would end before I allowed us to continue.
"Alice?" I whispered, so quietly it would only sound like breath to Bella.
Yes??
"How will this end?" I asked, only milliseconds passing.
Oh, very well for both of you I should think.
And she giggled, even in her thoughts, she giggled. Ignoring her, I sought out the other mind I needed.
"Carlisle?"
Yes son?
"Are there any..... precautions I need to take?" I hated having a conversation about the birds and the bees while wrapped around Bella, but I needed to know things would be safe.
You should be fine Edward. If she is not having a reaction to your saliva, then other.....bodily fluids should be fine as well.
I grumbled an embarrassed thank you,as I felt Bella's hand inch lower on my abdomen. When her hands made contact with the button of my jeans, I pulled back, staring into her face.
"What are you doing?" I breathed.
"I want this Edward. Please. We have no idea how long I have here, with you. I don't want to waste any of it." She said.
My head dropped as I tried to control the overwhelming desire I felt at her words. She wanted me, even knowing that I was a monster that could very well cause her death. She must have taken my silence as a denial, because she took command and released the button of my jeans and thrust her hand inside. He little hand wrapped around my shaft and red flashed behind my eyes. The warmth of her skin was unbelievable and I was truly worried I would embarrass myself by releasing in her hand. As quickly as it came, the heat was gone. She pushed my pants and underwear down my hips and I could feel her stare.
"What is that?" She said, her fingers pointing shakily.
"What do you mean Bella?" I asked, praying that she was not going to go running from the room. I had never been one for locker room talk, but when you live with Emmett, it is unavoidable. I knew my anatomy was 'different' then most men, whether vampire or human. I guess I did not realize how different I was.
"Are you deformed or something? Does it have something to do with you being a vampire? Cause if it is I would HATE to see what Emmett is packing!"
I could not stop the embarrassed laugh as I tried to cover myself, thwarted as her hand stopped my movements. "Bella please, let's just forget this. I always thought there was something wrong with me after seeing hundreds of human's thoughts. Your reactions have just proven that."
"Oh Edward, I am sorry for my reaction. It just surprised me is all. I never expected you to be so... well big. There is nothing wrong with you. From what I can gather from my friends, you are every girls dream." She said, moving her hands in soothing motions on my arm.
Her fingers came to my jaw, tilting my face up. "You are perfect Edward, I'm sorry. Let's start again. Please, touch me."
I moved before I realized I had done it. I was now poised over Bella on the bed. I forced my face into her throat, taking in her scent as if it was the last time. I was careful to keep my body from touching her. Her hand moved gracefully across the muscles of my back. I wanted to feel her smooth skin under my own hands. I dropped to my elbow which freed my hand to explore her body. My hand hovered over her breast, amazed at the feeling of her nipple rising towards my hand. I knew the general principle that it was the cold that was causing the reaction, but I chose to ignore that, imagining it was my touch that was causing it. I was impatient to feel her bare flesh, and my hand moved to the clasp of her bra.
My hand covered the newly revealed skin, and I was amazed to see how well her flesh fit into my palm. My thumb made a circle around one pink nipple as I allowed my tongue to tease the other. How odd that a simple portion of skin could be so arousing. She was so responsive to my ministrations, as her back arched off the bed, bringing her further into my hand. My body dropped onto her, and her legs spread to accommodate me. I was amazed that our bodies seems to know exactly what to do. My shaft pressed against her center and I dropped my head to her chest, trying to compose myself. Her hands moved onto my shaft and started to stroke me. I could not contain the shutters that coursed through my body. Her tiny hand moved up and down, spreading the wetness that had seeped from the tip. I could not stop my hands movement as it reached down her soft stomach towards the hot wetness that was hidden by her pants.
She crushed her mouth to mine as my hand moved on her bare flesh. I could not contain my moan as my fingers reached the moisture that was the sign of her arousal.
"Oh, the warmth. You are so wet. What is causing this?" I said, without even realizing I had said it aloud.
"You Edward, it is all because of you." She breathed, exciting me even further.
My fingers moved lower, through the soft curls that hid her from me. I explored her thoroughly and made note of where she was most sensitive. I had never felt such heat, her skin was so soft. I concentrated my movements on a tiny nub of flesh and was rewarded as she bowed off the bed, crying out with pleasure. I could feel the tiny trembling of her muscles, and was anxiously awaiting what would happen as her pleasure crested. It was not long before she started shaking in earnest and her mouth dropped open as her entire body flushed pink. Her hand was griping my shaft tightly, but my pleasure was secondary to hers. I was so thankful that I had a photographic memory, and that sight would be imbedded in my brain for eternity.
As she came down from her release, she thrust her pants off her hips and I was quick to move to her feet and help her remove them. I could not help stopping to look at her, she was amazing. She opened her arms to me, and I quickly covered her body with mine. I could immediately feel her heat against me, and thrust uncontrollably. I looked into her eyes, begging her silently for her permission. The love I found in her gaze was all the proof I needed that she wanted this, so I gently moved my hips forward. I knew our union would be difficult for her, being her first time. I was worried about hurting her as I moved into her. My body was trying to get me to move faster, knowing how amazing her tight heat would feel against me, but I went slow, trying to minimize her discomfort. Finally our hips met, and I held still so she could get comfortable.
"Oh God Bella. Are you ok?" I asked, my voice betraying my restraint.
"Edward, yes. I'm fine. Please...." She moaned..
"Please what precious girl?" I asked, moving my arm to cradle her chest and raise her leg up to my hip, moving deeper inside of her.
"Please ......" She breathed, tracing my lip with her tongue. She was slowly driving me crazy. I could not stop my hips from moving, drawing back and then surging forward again. Her hand moved down my back and she sunk her nail into my behind, urging me to move deeper and faster.
"Please....." She said again as her tongue dipped into my mouth. I sucked it against my own and allowed my hips to move in the pace they desired. I could feel the tension pooling in my abdomen and knew that my climax was eminent. Her body clamped down on me and it thrust me over the edge, my release surging out.
I collapsed onto of her, knowing I was crushing her but unable to move. I had not slept in almost 100 years, but at that moment I could almost feel the peace of falling asleep with the woman I loved.