Gravitation non jouir.

Hi guys! Thanks for staying with me! I've been on vacation in Oregon and just no got back for my first week of High school. Nice right? I was pissed but to each their own. So here is the fifth chapter.

DarkInuyashaangel101 – I agree. But then, that's why I used their lyrics.

intellgent-one – As for the relationship your thinking within the box. It's me here; we are talking outside the box. Of course Shuichi and Yuki's relationship is going to change; it is a Shuichi/Yuki fic after all.

DarkMetalAngel of Destruction – I believe I already answered your review.

Patpat – I like your optimism, keep it up.

Karusu-hime – 5 cookies for getting it half right. Yes to Dri. 25 cookies, damn!

GravitationInnocence – No, not Ryuichi. Don't hate Dri, it really isn't her fault.

xXkawaii-chanXx – Again no not Shuichi and Eiri.

X.xMeiko-samax.X – Yes it's a Shuichi/Yuki. Thanks for the votes! I'm glad you listened to the songs. 5 cookies.

Estelle Stafford – No more waiting, now.

The Lone Wolfcub Gang – Thank you for the strawberries. 5 cookies

Vampirelover – Thank you, I'm glad you like my fic, just this afternoon someone said that they didn't like it, it kind of upset me.

Bitbyboth – I'm giving you 5 cookies for trying and getting it half correct. Yes Dri is one of the characters whose relationship is going to change. 5 cookies.

Captara – Again 5 cookies for half getting it. 5 cookies

princesspyro296 – Thank you.

Layana Hamoura – Well here you go.

Missanis – 5 cookies.

So here is the dedication. This chapter goes to… X.xMeiko-samax.X who went back to listen to the songs I used in the last chapter. 5 cookies.

So you know if you get 50 cookies before the story is up I'll do one favor for you. For example… two chapters back to back, an epilogue, a one shot, or maybe even a whole new story – it doesn't even necessarily have to be in Gravitation.

Red to Black Berry

Berry One-O-One; Cause and Effect

Past

Yuki paused. He could already imagine them, in her mansion in France, making love. He could feel their passion, how they clung to each other. Could taste their desire to just be with one another. Could see their first son.

The muffled thump didn't register in Eiri's mind; he was to busy envisioning the short, smiling, strawberry haired boy. In his arms his little sister whose hair was pink but rapidly darkening at the roots to become her mothers color. The carpet was stained but that didn't come to attention either as wet clear substance rolled down his cheeks.

Eiri lifted his hand to wipe it away and only smeared it red. Bloody red.

"Eiri? Eiri open the door. Eiri!" The pounding came from a few feet away but he couldn't hear it. No time had stopped and yet he still hurt.

His vision turned hazy and he distantly thought that sleep might be a good thing, might take away the pain. Still the only substantial thought was of the light cherry haired boy.

"What's your name?"

The child giggled and responded shyly, "Eiri Bastian Shindou."

Eiri reached out a hand to the little boy, and fell.

Present

Shuichi felt so at piece. Today the world seemed so…right. It was almost as if something horrible was about to happen and karma was giving him the perfect start before fate could bring him down. On that note he decided to call Dri.

"Hello?"

"Hey Dri, I was wondering if you wanted to do something this morning?"

"Oui! That sounds…faultless. What shall we do?"

"I was thinking about just making it a day on the town. What about you?"

"Easy. But we will have to make a little stop first."

"What kind of stop?" When he didn't get an immediate answer he began to worry. There was paranoia in his voice when he asked, "Dri, what are planning?"

"Holy shit."

It was all he could say. The sight in front of him was astounding. Fuck.

"Qu'est-ce qu'il ya, you don't like it?" There was a mischievous tinkle in Dri's accent.

"Thrice incredible." He whispered.

He could hear her giggling but he couldn't care. Sitting not ten feet from him was an Aston Marten V 12 Vanquish. It was beautiful. It was new. It was fast. Sleek. Powerful. And packed with a shit load of nos. It was Eiri's…or it was going to be Eiri's as soon as they got back together and Dri gave Yuki the car as a 'happy couple' present. Whatever the hell that was.

"Yuki is going to love it."

"Oui. But until then we are going to be driving it around while we shop." Dri put her hand on his shoulder and dangled the car keys in front of his nose. Today was a really good day.

"My God Eiri. What have you done?" Tohma's voice shook as he surveyed the damage inflicted by his friend onto himself. He tried to stifle the blood with a towel as he racked his brain for where Eiri kept the bandages. His left hand had just finished dialing 911 and the tone came over the line.

"Nine one one, what's your emergency?"

"My friend is bleeding heavily from both wrists with several small contusions on the upper left forearm. He has lost at least a quart of blood."

"What is your name and location?"

"Tohma Seguchi, I'm currently at Yuki Eiri's house. It's - "

"I know the location sir. I have already dispatched a medic team."

"Thank you." The conversation ended there and Tohma finally remembered where the bandages were. "Damnit that's right. Eiri doesn't keep basic medical supplies, Shuichi does." He ran to the bedroom closet after securing the cloth around Yuki's wrists.

He ran back and proceeded to wined the bandages up Eiri's still virally bleeding arms.

A stream of obscenities trailed from his mouth as Shuichi sprinted for dear life toward the car and away from his fans. He leapt at the door, grabbed the handle, yanked it open, dove into his seat, slammed the door shut, and screamed 'drive!', before he had a chance to even think about breathing.

"You have a lot of fans my Little Strawberry."

"Oui!" He cried exhausted but smiling.

"So…since were are heading toward a large musician shop area…should we look for Tohma next?"

"Dri, you are a kind, gorgeous, genius." Adrienne blushed but nodded.

They pulled up in front of a store that was advertising all kinds of keyboards and the like when Shuichi spotted something perfect in the back corner of the shop. He pointed to the shop as he got out and Dri shrugged.

After passing through the door and racing to the back Shuichi found it…being sold. It was awesome; it was black with vines running across the surface and roses twisting in and out of the deep green. There were points when the thorns dug into there fellow vines and plum sap seeped out like blood.

"Excuse me." He said turning to the person who just bought the perfect synthesizer for Tohma. "But what did you just pay for this?"

The guy looked ready to faint; after all he was talking to the new, badass, Shindou Shuichi. "Eight thousand dollars."

"If I give you sixteen thousand can I have it?" Shuichi asked somewhat amused.

"That depends, are you going to be playing it?" Dri laughed and shook her head; the kid looked disappointed for a moment, that is, until Dri spoke.

"No, but take heart, Tohma Seguchi will be."

The guy lit up like a Christmas tree. Looks like Tohma had a new instrument.

Shuichi and Dri drove over to NG corp. to surprise Tohma with his new synth but they didn't get the greeting they had expected.

"How could you do this to Eiri?" Tohma, the stone wall for NG was screaming. It was scary.

"What are you talking about?" Shuichi asked barely maintaining his stoic façade as his mind raced to fallow what Tohma was talking about.

"Eiri is in the hospital because of you!" Out of the corner of his eye he saw Dri blanch but he couldn't care.

Yuki…in the hospital…Yuki is hurt…because of me…

"Because of you he got depressed and suicidal. He cut himself, over you. Eiri could have killed himself, would have, had I not been there."

Yuki tried to kill himself…hurt himself…in the hospital…Yuki is hurt…because of me…I wasn't there for him…because of me…

"It's all your fault!"

My fault…it's my fault…I did it…I hurt Yuki…I put Yuki in the hospital…my fault…it's my fault…all because of me…I'm to blame…I hurt Yuki…hurt Yuki…Yuki…Yuki…I have to find Yuki…

"Which hospital?"

"Sakeme infirmary." Tohma said and Shuichi was gone. "Shuichi get back here, you don't deserve to see Eiri after what you've done."

As Tohma crossed to the other side of his desk Dri stood in front of him. Her hand flew up and a sharp sting engulfed his left cheek.

"Va te faire voir! Tu as blessé Shuichi, tues celui qui ne mérite rien."

Dri swept from the room but stopped shortly at the door. "Moi qui pensais que je t'aimais bien."

Then Dri too was gone.

"Yuki, Yuki I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." Shuichi said as he flung the door to Yuki's room open then dashed straight for the bed Yuki was laying on.

"Shuichi?" Yuki almost sounded confused for a second then his voice hardened. "Go away Shuichi, I don't need your pity. Get out of my sight -"

Yuki was cut off by warm lips meeting his own and he had to swallow back a moan as Shuichi pressed against him intimately. One of Shuichi's hands was cupping his cheek the other was in his hair. Shuichi drew back before his lips suctioned themselves on Yuki's neck.

"I'm…not…pitying…you. I'm…just…glad you're…okay." Shuichi pulled back to catch his breath while Yuki panted for his own then said. "I missed you Yuki. You told me to grow up and act more mature so I did. Dri helped me; she's my very best friend."

"So…she's not your…lover." Yuki had to pause as he continued to chase his air supply.

Shuichi balked for a second. "No! I love her but I could never trust her with something like that."

"Huh?"

"Dri is terrible with men. Every single guy she has dated ended up an ex for various reasons." Yuki crooked an eyebrow. "For example the second to last one got jealous of the last one and castrated him." Yuki's eyes got big. "It would practically be suicide to date her."

Then Yuki laughed. He couldn't help it, it was so funny. Tears streamed down his face and yet he kept going. That is until that hot mouth was sealed over his own again and fingers snuck up his shirt.

"Mmmmhhhmmm." That was the lovely sound that escaped Yuki as Shuichi got his shirt off and scoped his chest with his hands. It had been over a month since he had fucked Shuichi and he wanted to break the dry spell right now.

Shuichi released Yuki's lips in favor of his nipples. His teeth caught the edge and pulled lightly, it was so fun to tease Yuki after a dry spell. "Ohhhaaa." Yuki made such beautiful sounds after a while of no sex; unfortunately only then did Shuichi get to hear the striking noises.

Shuichi slipped a hand into Yuki's pants and squeezed, hard. Yuki bucked violently and arched to a lovely thirty degree angle. "Fuuunnnnnahhhh! Yuuuuiiitsshhhiiinnnntt." Oh the noises.

"Excuse me I don't mean to interrupt but these wonderful people would like to do their jobs." Dri's voice had an evil smile in it but all Shuichi could think was, damn…there went my pretty sounds…god damnit.

"Fine." Shuichi pouted as he hopped off Yuki giving him one final squeeze and watched his body convulse.

"I'm not sure I still feel the same way about you now as I did then." A male voice rang out in the otherwise silent room.

"I see." A female voice answered slightly muffled over the phone. "Is there…someone else?"

After a long pause the male responded. "Maybe, I'm not quite sure myself."

"Then we are over?" He could here the tears in her voice but new he couldn't continue this, not when he had stopped feeling for her that way from the first second he saw her.

"Yes."

Translations

Qu'est-ce qu'il ya - What

Oui - Yes

Sakeme – Tear – Japanese

Va te faire voir! Tu as blessé Shuichi, tues celui qui ne mérite rien - Damn you asshole you hurt Shuichi, you are the one who deserves nothing.

Moi qui pensais que je t'aimais bien - I thought I loved you.

So there you go. Now for cookie opportunities. Which relationship is going to change? 5 cookies. Who were the two people on the phone? 5 cookies for each person. 15 cookies if you can tell me which character from Twilight drove and Aston Marten V 12 Vanquish.

Your Fucked Up Authoress, Kuro Tenka