Okay, so it has been a little while since an update but when do I ever disappoint? Well alot because I am a hopeless procrastinator.
Anyway, read to reveal new problems for Dear Old Naomi. I feel really bad for her right now.
Naomi took a deep breath before she walked up to Adrianna and smiled sweetly.
"Hi, Ade…" Naomi spoke finally. Her voice cracked slightly as she looked down upon her dark-haired friend in front of her. "Can I ask you some things?"
"Sure, Naomi. No problem." Adrianna replied smiling brightly.
"In… erm… private…"
Adrianna nodded although was rather confused however. Naomi had obviously wished to talk in private before, however, she had NEVER heard her friend even utter the word 'erm' in such a way. It was absurd and crazy.
She followed Naomi and for the first time in months actually looked at her. Naomi had changed. Her blonde-haired friend was wearing a long sleeved t-shirt and jean skirt. However, underneath the small denim layer was long leggings. This shocked Adrianna because she had never known Naomi to pass up wearing next to nothing. In fact, at one point she wore exactly nothing to a party…
"So… I was just curious about when you were … pregnant." Naomi told Adrianna now that they were away from Navid and in the privacy of the girls bathroom. However, Adrianna was not paying attention because she was focusing on all the things she had failed to notice.
Naomi's hair had grown tremendously. It didn't look very well kept at this moment in time, and was thinning rapidly making it rather wiry. The blonde highlights were starting to grow out and the curls were irregular showing that Naomi had neither straightened nor curled her once beloved hair. Naomi also had very little make up on and dark bags underneath her eyes.
"Have you lost weight?" Adrianna asked. It was true; Naomi looked nothing more than skin and bone. Her t-shirt was baggy from her neck, to her wrists to her hips. Then, her leggings were also baggy, despite being an extra small. Her hands looked very bony.
"Erm… I guess… it just… Anyway, how did you decide not to… abort… your child?" Naomi pleaded as she tried to keep her friends attention. Her voice was still hoarse and soar so she was surprised she could actually bark out her question.
"It just wasn't the right thing to do, you know? The thought of a real child growing inside of me – I couldn't kill it. It was able to grow and be real and exist. How could you kill something that could one day live? It would have made me a murderer." Adrianna told Naomi. She didn't actually manage to observe how Naomi's pale face fell drastically. Or how Naomi's shoulders slumped and a scared look overcame Naomi's eyes which glistened ever so slightly.
"Oh, yeh. I guess you're right." Naomi told her friend just as a bleep sounded from Adrianna's purse.
"It's Navid, gotta go. Talk later. Bye!" Adrianna told her before walking out the door towards her locker again.
Naomi's shoulders slumped as she fell against a sink for support. One arm wrapped around her slightly swollen stomach whilst the other held onto the sink. She felt dizzy and her eyesight blurred ever so slightly. The height of the conversation was affecting her greatly. Could she really kill a child? If she murdered it, what would happen? Karma would get her, for sure. Look what it had done for all her other sins – given her just what she belonged.
The world underneath her feet was rocking and spinning around as she felt her knees collapse. Her heart beat erratically and she fell to the floor. Suddenly, a sharp shooting pain filled her lower stomach. Naomi squeezed her eyes tightly, willing the pain to leave. And it soon did.
Naomi took deep breaths in and out before she tried to stand. Her legs were still a little weak but she didn't exactly have much weight anymore so she could manage. She regained her balance before walking out of the door, to her locker.
She arrived and once again felt a pain in her lower abdomen but put it down to the feeling of guilt. Her mind was still racing as she thought about her options with the child she was currently carrying. Abortion had been her original choice, but could really murder a living thing? Before, she would have done it in the blink of an eye however it seemed cruel to her now.
She finally reached her locker just to see that nobody else was around. She glanced at her Sidekick phone to see that school had in fact finished five minutes ago. Slowly and wearily she moved towards her car, outside of school.
Naomi arrived home to see a car which didn't belong to Jen or herself. It was parked badly on the drive, as if somebody had been in a rush. Naomi disregarded it and walked onwards, into her house.
A small pain shot through her once more as her hand gripped the handle to the house. Her head stung fiercely with dizziness overbearing her senses. She wobbled slightly because she was off balance before it all went back to normal. That wasn't ordinary, was it? Or could it be typical of pregnancy? Still, Jen nor Adrianna ever had this occur to them.
Naomi felt sick to the pit of her stomach while puke crept up her throat. She swallowed it back down before finally taking a step into the house. The first thing she heard was arguing.
"Why won't you let me see my child?"
"Oh for goodness sake, Ryan!"
Naomi closed her eyes before walking straight to her bedroom. She didn't want to see either of them, and assumed that neither knew she had arrived home yet.
She got to her bedroom and fell into her bed. A dull, numbing pain fell upon her lower torso yet again and Naomi curled into a ball. The pain was sort of like the cramps when you get a period, Naomi thought as she felt something wet in her underwear. She closed her eyes tightly and pushed back the feeling of being sick again.
Her hands reached out instinctively for her duvet to pull over her. Then, she sound herself lulling into yet another fitful sleep, only this time she had the corpse of a child stuck to her hand while defending herself from Mr Cannon.
Can anybody guess what is wrong with her? If not, don't fret for it shall be revealed in later chapters.
Also, I apologise for this taking a little while but I have a stats exam tomorrow. The Joy! Anyway, I was dutifully revising for that...
Tell me what you think by REVIEWING! Even if you are just telling me that it is sh*t LOL Seriosuly though, please review. They actually brighten up my day, and after tomorrow I shall need that!
Also, I feel I should let you know that there are only 3 more chapters of this (if my planning is correct) :O And there are still MONTHS until the new 90210 series comes out :'( Still...
I am also working upon my next fanfiction... that shall alas not be 90210. I could always do Lannie, but who actually LIKES Annie? I don't know anybody who does... She is drippy and steals all of Naomi's men... She obviously cannot get any of her own...
Still, sorry for the long note, and REVIEW!
