So this is the second chapter, updates are going to be quite quick for the fanfic because i have already written up to chapter 4 and im writing one chapter everyday probably, hope you like it :)
He did it again (chapter 2)
I woke up wishing that I had dreamed all of the last month, or rather had a nightmare, a very long one, but unfortunately it wasn't, I sat up and threw up all over my bed, the morning sickness was worse than it was last time, but apparently that means the baby is healthy, so I was kinda glad. I stared at the lumps on my bed and it made me want to throw up again, I tried to get up without spilling them onto the floor so I could clean up, without creating anymore mess, my mom came in
"Oh no, what happened Quinnie? Where you sick again?"
She grabbed my duvet into a little bundle so the sick wouldn't go everywhere
"I'll go and wash this straight away, don't worry, I'm sure this phase will be over soon"
I got up and got ready for school, I put on my favourite dress, it was white with light blue flowers on it, and my blue cardigan and I headed down stairs to drive to school.
When I got to school, the staring had started, I didn't even have a bump yet, but people were still staring at me, I didn't really know why, unless someone had found out and spread it so the whole school knows, I really hoped that wasn't true because everyone would make my life a misery, more than it was already, Mercedes came up to me
"You okay Quinn, you've been really sick lately, what's wrong?"
I really didn't want to tell anyone until it was obvious and it wasn't yet, even though I knew it would be soon, probably next month, and then whole school would know and the humiliation would start, I kept telling myself that it would be better this time, but so far it had been worse, and it had only been 2 months, I still had 7 left, I sighed and turned to Mercedes
"I'm f-f-fine, why is everyone s-s-staring at me?"
She looked around, no one was staring anymore, people were just walking by like normal, I didn't know what had happened, Mercedes looked at me like I was going mad, and then she put her hand on my shoulder
"Your not okay, okay doesn't stutter with every word, and okay doesn't think everyone is staring at her, you've been there for me before, so now I'm gonna be here for you, what's wrong? You can tell me, I went tell anyone, promise"
My heart started pounding, I didn't really want to tell her, but I do trust Mercedes, she's my best friend, so I whispered
"I-I-I-I"
But I couldn't do it, she gave me 'the look', the disbelieving/disapproving look, I had given people 'the look' many times before, but not many people had given it to me, she took hold of my shoulders
"You what?"
She was looking me right in the eyes, with a very concerned look on her face, I knew I had to tell her, if I did she would be there to support me, I knew she would, I tried again
"I-I-I-I-I'm p-p-p-pregnant a-a-again"
She pulled me into a hug and patted my back soothingly. I burst into tears all over her shoulder
"Its gonna be okay, don't worry its gonna be okay, I'm guessing Puck's the father, don't worry, I'm here for you Quinn, how many months?"
I sobbed onto her shoulder and muttered
"Th-th-th-thanks, t-t-t-2 months n-n-now, and its worse than last time already, please don't tell anyone, I want to escape the humiliation for as long as possible, oh no, I feel sick"
She pulled out of the hug and dragged me to the bathroom, I ran towards the sink and she held back my hair as I puked, she patted my back gently
"No problem, I wont tell, I promise, don't worry about this it'll pass, I'm sure, your so pale, maybe that's why people were staring? And you look exhausted, I'm so sorry Quinn"
I was so tired, I felt like I could collapse any minute, and I felt so sick, but I knew this was gonna go on for another month, and I wasn't going to go home, even if I kept being sick, I think all the glee club thought I was infected or something, they all stayed far away from me during rehearsals except for Mercedes who sat right next to me every time, none of them knew yet, I had told Mr Schue, and now I had told Mercedes, but no one else knew, they were gonna find out soon though, it was gonna become obvious. I was so depressed. I stopped throwing up and gave Mercedes a big hug
"Thanks Mercedes, your such a good friend, sometimes I hate Puck, its so easy to fall for his little tricks, that get you pregnant every time, but he does care, im starting to get fat already, but only a tiny bit, I bet I'm gonna be massive, ugh I need something to take my mind off of this, its making me so depressed"
Mercedes looked at me with a concerned expression on her face
"You need to go home, you're a state, go home and get some rest, I will tell the teachers that you were sick so you went home, you cant be here in this state seriously Quinn"
I hugged Mercedes again and headed to my car.
As soon as I got home my mom ran towards me and pulled me into a massive hug
"Quinnie, are you okay? Your extremely pale, and you look exhausted, you need to get to bed, I will bring you up some chocolate biscuits and some juice, go get some rest"
And she rushed off to the kitchen, I went up to my bedroom and laid down, as soon as my head hit the pillow I fell asleep, a few minutes later the sound of my mom's voice woke me up
"Sweetie, I have your food and drink here, im just gonna leave it on your bedside table so you can keep resting"
So I just went back to sleep, I wasn't really that hungry anyway, I had been chucking up an awful lot, I had lost my appetite completely, but I knew that I had to eat for the baby, so I had been trying at least.
