New chapter, i have offically run out of idea now though, so updates might be slow :/
He did it again (chapter 4)
I lay on the bed at the doctors, looking up at the ceiling, really worried, and anxious to find out if my baby was okay, and if it was a boy or a girl, I was 4 months pregnant now and my belly was increasing in size what seemed like everyday, the sonogram doctor came over to me
"Hello sweetie"
She said and smiled at me, she got out the scanner thing that scanned my belly to see the baby and then she got out that gel stuff and said
"This is gonna be a little cold to the touch, okay?"
I just nodded, I wanted her to get on with it so I could stop being worried, I lifted up my sky blue dress for her, my dress was quite long, and it was plain blue, I was wearing a white cardigan over the top which was my favourite, I lifted them up really far so they didn't get ruined. She put the gel stuff on my belly, it was freezing, and it felt really weird, then she picked up the scanner thing and moved it across my belly.
Puck was sitting next to me; he kissed me on the cheek
"Its gonna be okay babe"
He whispered to me, I squeezed his hand tight, and turned my head to the screen, that was a baby alright, it was tiny, but it was there, I felt tears falling down my cheeks, as I looked at it, the doctor said
"There's your baby sweetie, do you want to know if it's a boy or a girl?"
I just nodded at her, she put all her stuff away and then she came back and sat next to me
"It's a healthy baby girl"
A tear ran down my face, and then I turned to Puck, he had a massive smile on his face, but he was crying too, happy tears, I was so happy she didn't have anything wrong with her; she was perfect, just perfect.
We walked into the waiting room where my mom was waiting for us, she stood up as soon as she saw us, and she gave me a massive hug
"Don't cry Quinnie, so…is it okay? Boy or girl?"
I cried onto her shoulder for a few minutes before I muttered
"She's okay, im just so happy she's okay"
I carried on crying for a while, and then we headed home.
As soon as we got home I went up to my room to call Rachel, we had been talking a lot lately, mainly about being pregnant and babies and stuff like that, I used to get exhausted just throwing an insult her way, but I actually liked talking to her about this, she had changed, which was good, I dialled her number and she picked up straight away as usual
"Quinn! Hello! Are you okay?"
I nodded to myself, not really realising she couldn't see me though the phone
"Yeh, im okay, ive been to the doctor and had my sonogram, ive just got back, she's perfect, I was in such relief I spent about 1 hour crying happy tears, how are you? Are you still throwing up?"
I heard her scream in the background and then I heard running, I waited a few minutes and then she was back
"You're having a girl! Im so happy for you!"
She had turned back in to her normal self and was making me tired, but I didn't want to hang up on her so I stayed on the phone as she continued
"Well, I haven't thrown up today so that's good, and im in a very weird mood, one moment in really happy, the next moment I just break down and start crying, did that happen to you?"
I felt a kick
"Already"
I said to myself, last time she didn't start kicking until 6 months, now I was probably going to be up all night because of it, I wasn't looking forward to that at all
"Rachel, she just kicked, and yeh it did, its quite common just hormones, it'll be over soon don't worry about it, ive got to go, bye see you tomorrow"
I said as my mom appeared in the door way, I sat up on the bed and smiled at her
"Hey mom, she's kicking, wanna feel? Im gonna get some sleep because im so tired, if I can that is, was there anything you wanted?"
Mom came over to my bed and sat down next to me, she laid her hands on my belly and tears rolled down her cheeks
"My granddaughter…no there wasn't anything, I was just coming up to see if you wanted any food, I'll go away again and let you rest"
I laid my head on my pillow and stared up at the ceiling, that relaxes me for some strange reason, so I tend to do it a lot, my belly was already quite big, I knew it was gonna be hard to get this one out of me, I wasn't looking forward to that at all, well who would, no one.
The next day at glee club, Rachel came and sat next to me
"Hello, I was wondering, would you come with me to my doctors appointment, I've found out who the father is…it's Finn, but I haven't told him, I know he will freak out"
Mr Schue came up to me, no one else in the glee club had worked out that I was pregnant yet, even the my bump was quite big, Mr Schue hadn't told anyone, Rachel hadn't told anyone, neither had Puck, which was good, they would find out eventually though
"Are you okay Quinn?"
Mr Schue said, while picking up some sheet music from the piano
"Im fine thank you, just didn't get much sleep yesterday"
He smiled and the walked away, Rachel turned round quickly
"Does Mr Schuester know? You know…about you"
She tried not to say the word 'pregnant' just incase anyone else heard, but was gonna be quite obvious soon, if it wasn't now, I thought it was, but people hadn't caught on yet
"Yeh he does know, I was crying when I found out and he saw me, so I told him, you should tell him, he's very supportive, if you need someone to talk to"
Then Finn came over to us and sat down next to Rachel, he put his arm around her shoulders and she rested her head on his shoulder, I whispered to her
"Tell him now, it's a good time, trust me, you will feel much better when you do"
Finn obviously heard because he pulled away from Rachel and said
"Tell me what? Rachel is something up?"
She was trying hard not to cry, but her face was going as red as a tomato, and her eyes were tearing up
"Shall I say it Rachel?"
I said to her gently patting her back, she nodded, so I turned to Finn and said
"Rachel's pregnant, 3 months"
He gave me a weird look, like he couldn't believe what I had just said, I continued
"For real, and…its yours"
Finn sat there in shock for the rest of glee club, we practiced a song that we were going to do for sectionals but he still didn't move from the spot, even when everyone got up to leave he just sat there staring into space, I felt sorry for him, he hadn't reacted like this when I told him I was pregnant, I really regretted that, lying to him, he's a good guy, but not many people see that, it was just because I loved him so much, and I still kinda do, but he's with Rachel now and Im with Puck, so that's never gonna happen, im sure about that, I went over to him to see if he was okay
"Finn, are you okay? I know this is hard for you, its hard for Rachel too, and me"
He gave me a confused look when I said 'and me' I wasn't sure why I said that, I knew it meant, and me because I was pregnant too, but I didn't really want to tell him, it was gonna get obvious soon, so I told him
"Yeh, im pregnant too, notice any difference in the size of my belly, Rachel came to me first, because she was really scared and didn't know what to do, she said that she really wanted to tell you but she was worried you would freak out…"
Finn cut me off
"Yeh like I am now, I love her an all, but im so not ready for this, we're both only 18, how are we gonna handle this"
He put his head in his hands and started crying
"Look, I was 16 when I had to cope with this before, and I managed okay, Rachel has told her dads and they are willing to help as much as they can, and if you tell your mom im sure she will support you, she did before, and I'll be there for both of you all the way, so you have nothing to worry about, Rachel has a doctor's appointment soon and she has asked me to come with her, and she wants you to come too, she just was scared of telling you, what do you think?"
I put my hand on his knee and patted it gently; he stood up and began to walk out
"I don't think I can cope, I will come, but I'll sit in the waiting room, you can go in with her"
I felt so sorry for him, he had only just found out and he was already a wreak. We walked out to find Rachel sitting on the floor up against the wall waiting for us
"Hi…Finn, im so sorry"
He took her hand, and they walked together, and I went to find Puck and head home.