Feelings

Yuuki's pov

Slowly he started to kiss the nape of my neck then trailed down to my stomach.

I was so lost in the feeling off his touch that I didn't notice when he started to caress my most personal place.

I was scared, no terrified.

I didn't want to explore these feelings that I had just discovered any further.

I started to shake in fear.

This was the name until just a few minutes ago I loafed.

I hated.

The very same man who put a ring of my finger which could make my body do as he commanded at will.

The same awful person who forced me into a marriage that I didn't want to be in.

Kiriyu!

"N-no, stop Kiriyu. I'm scared. I don't want this. Stop this now" my voice trembled just like my shaking body.

"Kiriyu? Why did you call me that when just mere moments ago you said that you loved me and that you called me Zero? Is my love not enough Yuuki" Kiriyu hissed like an animal, his eyes glowing dangerously red.

"Your scaring me. I'm not ready. Please Kiriyu, I mean Zero. I need time to adjust. I beg of you" I cried in fear as Kiriyu grabbed her wrist roughly and pinned them above her head.

I need to escape but how?

I need to erase his memories and mine too if possible.

"You are my wife Yuuki and you WILL do your duty as MY WIFE. Do you understand? It doesn't matter where you run or hide, I will find you! You will NEVER escape from me EVER" Kiriyu shouted as he loosened his painful grasp on my bruised wrists.

He's let go of my wrists!

Now's my chance!

Quickly I raise my arms around the back of him and pull him into my embrace.

It hurts so much what I'm about to do but I have too.

Everything's moving so fast and I'm scared.

He's made me scared.

I'm sorry, please forgive me.

I love you.

"I love you Zero with all my heart but I'm not ready so I'm going to let go" I whisper shakily into his ear as I place my hand to the back of his head and erase all his memories of me as a purple light is emitted out of my hand.

"Yuuki I…." Kiriyu begins to question, his words slurred and his body rigid before his body goes limp in my arms. "I'm sorry, I really am! I cry with tears running down my pale face onto Kiriyu as I get up unsteadily from the bed.

Slowly I lean over and stroke his hair and kiss his smooth lips one last time before I grab all of my belongings, existence and trace of me.

Taking one last glance at him, his sleeping figure so calm and peaceful unlike minutes ago I walk out of the door with a painful heart. Knowing that he wouldn't remember me but I had to do it.

Everything was changing too fast and I didn't like change.

Hastily I hailed a taxi and asked them to take me to the nearest airport.

I was going to leave him behind and try to start a new life which I knew was impossible.

I was going to miss him much.

Kiriyu's pov

When I woke up, it was close to sunrise.

I felt anger, sadness and possessiveness.

I felt empty, confused but most of all I felt alone like something was missing.

I knew something was missing but what?

Every time I tried to think all I there was, was nothing.

Slowly I rolled over slightly onto my stomach and inhaled a familiar, calming scent of the person I love the most.

The person I love the most?

Who was that?

Who's scent did it belong to?

I couldn't….remember!

All there was, was the constant darkness.

I knew that this person was important but I couldn't remember anything about the person.

Not their name, face or what kind of relation they were to me.

The more I thought about it the more frustrated I became.

As I move onto my side my cheek brushed the pillow, it was damp.

Tears?

Had this person been crying?

Why had she?

She?

The very thought of knowing that she had been crying made my heart clench.

I wanted to know what had made her cry.

I wanted to comfort her but why?

Do I love her?

Suddenly when I closed my eyes, the faint scene of a young girl flashed before my eyes but I couldn't hear her voice or see her face.

Everything was a blur.

"You are my wife Yuuki and you WILL do your duty as MY WIFE. Do you understand? It doesn't matter where you run or hide, I will find you! You will NEVER escape from me EVER" I heard myself shouting in the blurred scene.

As soon as I opened my eyes the image was gone.

What was that?

A memory?

Yuuki, my wife?

My dearest, I will find you I thought bitterly with anger that she had escaped from me.

I had to have her again I knew that.

She made a big mistake when she left me, Zero Kiriyu, one of the most powerful men in the world.

What I want I get!

You can run, you can hide but I will always find you and don't ever be mistaken because I promise that I will seek you out once I remember more which I will.

Let the fun and games begin of hide and seek my little one.

AN: They will be together in the end hopefully. If you want another chapter please review because I will update faster.

Thank you.

BTW I would like to thank everyone who has read this story. Especially YuukiLovesZero who has made this story possible and who has made me want to continue it.