So this chapter is about Corin. Its inspired by my one of my favorite songs I want you to want me by Cheap Trick. Heart heart heartbreak by Boys Like Girls inspired me too. Thank you for the reviews we love reading them so please write more. :D

I want you to want me

CorinPOV

"I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.

Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?" I LOVED this song. I was listening "I want you to want me" by Cheap Trick. The volume was on max. I was singing and dancing all over the room. The reason I adored this song was not only the great rhythm. It was like THIS song was written exactly for ME and Alec.

"I like that song too." I turned. There he was. Alec – standing as gorgeous as ever, in front of my door, with a smile on his face. I turned off the music.

"Hello Alec. What's wrong?" There had to be something wrong. He wouldn't come to my room if there wasn't something wrong, right?

"O nothing. Just now when Jane, Felix and Dimitri are not here I'm kind of bored. Santiago annoys the hell out of me with is complaining that he wanted to go to Rome too. Afton is dieing right know. Renata found him. So you are my only hope. Please entertain me or I will die." He wanted me to entertain him. I can entertain you so much that you won't be bored ever again dear. No Corin! What the hell were you thinking? Now talk to him or he will think that you're mute.

"Well the sky is clear tonight so I was about to go watch the stars. Do you want to watch them with me?" Corin you idiot. Of course he won't watch the stars with you.

"Sure" was all he said.

We were lying on the ground talking and laughing about everything. It was amazing. He was so beautiful that it almost hurt.

"You know it's very fun to be around you. You are a good friend."

"Am I only a friend to you?" Did I just say that OUT LOUD? OMG!

"What?" he looked confused. He didn't understand me. Than after a second his eyes widened. He got it. I had to tell him. It was the only way.

"Ok Alec I have a confession to make. I-I-I" I had never stutter before. What was wrong with me? Ok Corin, just say it. "I love you Alec. The first time I met you, you just took my breath away. I can't stop thinking about you. I just…I just want you to want me and I need you to need me" I quoted my favorite song and smiled "I love you Alec! I love you!" this was all I could say.

"But I don't love you Corin. Err… I have to go." Suddenly I felt really, really mad, furious, insane whatever you want to call it. I just told him I loved him and he wanted to leave me without any but "I don't love you"?! Oh I don't think so.

"Alec, wait for a second. I just revealed my feelings for you and you just leave me here heartbroken, with anything but "I don't love you Corin"? I deserve something more. I'm a Volturi soldier for crying out loud!" I didn't realized that I was shouting.

"First don't shout at me. Second …what do you want me to say? That I'm sorry? Ok I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I don't love you the way you do. You are my friend Coirn nothing more. I know I'm hurting you. I can tell you that I love you but that's going to be a lie and you will suffer even more. Are you satisfied now? I told you everything. I have to go now."

Are you happy now Corin? He told you everything. I felt…I don't know what I felt. Emptiness, pain, shock? Yea may be that were the words. I would give everything, everything just to stop loving Alec. Then I figured it. I knew exactly who could make my pain stop. My best friend – Chelsea. After a minute I was in front of her door.

"Hi Corin," she greeted me cheerfully "What's wrong?" she asked when she saw my expression.

"Chelsea I have a big favor to ask you."

"What is it?"

"Chelsea…can you make it stop," she looked at me confused "Can you make me stop loving Alec?