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Chapter five:

Bella stay still…instincts were yelling in one ear and out the other.

Instead I took one step towards a now wild Edward, from which I received a growl.

I took one more step then a snarl ripped from Edward's throat and he leapt at me…

Oh God…

He was going to kill me then kill himself, how cruel fate must be to let Edward resist me this long and then lose total control.

"I love you, Edward." I whispered knowing he wouldn't really know the meaning behind these words right now.

Then there was a snarl from behind me.

Over my head flew a Reddish-brown werewolf…Jacob, then the love of my life met him in mid-air to be taken down forcefully to the ground.

Oh no Jacob.

The ground vibrated slightly with the impact. I then remembered my eyes had slammed shut and made them fly wide open in fear that Paris might fall to Romeo once more.

A menacing growl sounded from deep within Jake's throat as Edward fought against his pinned position, he looked as though he was winning. Edward snarled, growled then scared me witless when he bit Jake's nose.

Jake yelped getting momentarily thrown off.

That's when it felt as though the world itself stopped spinning, stopped producing time.

Cold, black, hungry eyes quickly lightened to the brightest topaz I had ever seen. I gaped at the sudden change but said nothing.

Jake was running back to me standing in a protective stance beside me.

"Edward?" I asked slowly seeing agony play across his features and panic skitter across his face. I took a step forward only to be stopped.

"Bella no." Jake and Edward said at the same instant.

"Why?" I said feeling panicky myself.

"It's not safe…me, Bella I almost…I…" He looked physically sick, stuttering, Edward Cullen my perfection stuttered. "I almost killed you." He whispered looking disgusted.

"No Edward. You just went hunting the night before there...there has to be a rational reason for this." I said never removing my eyes from his they were almost gold or yellow they were so bright with pain and sadness.

Edward's eyes held mine and I could see his choice before he even voiced it.

No. NO!

"I have to leave." His voice sounded strained. How could velvet be strained?

"Edward don't. Please don't. You promised." I said feeling the same feeling of tears running down my cheeks; warm with misery, pain and desperation even...anger?

"I have to, Bella please understand, I almost...attacked you...I promise I'll be back."

"No Edward!" I screamed startling him. "You, Edward Cullen, are a liar! Your promises mean nothing! Your promises are only words, words can be broken." My emotional box's top blasted off sending my emotions into a frenzy. "Don't."

I took a step forward as Edward took one back and Jake caught my arm pulling me back softly.

"Let go of me!" I shouted at Jacob who immediately did so. "Why?!" I screamed at nothing in particular. I lowered my voice making it emotionless. "Edward you can't leave. I won't make it this time." He looked like he was in pure agony. "Please Edward, please." I begged in desperation.

"Bella I'll be back in a few weeks, love you, be safe." Then he left, taking my heart with him and leaving me with a black hole where it's suppose to be as it threatened to envelope me.

"Oh Bella." I heard Jacob say gently before engulfing me in his heated embrace as I stood still; I was in pain, misery and mostly numb.

I put all those acting skills I had learned last time Edward left into play now.

"I'm fine, Jake, I just want to be alone." I said in a fake whatever tone; as I contained the sobs and the gasps for air I so desperately needed.

"Are you sure Bella?" He asked cautiously and concerned as he studied my best poker face, the one I reserved for Charlie.

"Yes." I replied. "Why wouldn't I be?" In a 'duh' tone.

"Um...alright, bye Bells."

"Bye Jake."

I watched Jake impatiently as he walked back towards the forest's edge, he got halfway before he froze and stiffened, back still facing me.

"Jake?"

No answer.

"Jake?!" I yelled frozen with worry and fear.

A malicious laugh was my answer, as it sounded from in front of a now frozen Jacob's right at the forest's edge.

Then Victoria stepped forward from behind a tree not shocking or scaring me in the least, I was still worried about Jake. She stepped into the moon light her hair and evil smile crazed, eyes almost slits of delight and movements feral.

"Isabella Swan, we meet again." She replied sweetly with a sneer and her hair waving like a warning flag of it own whispering to deaf ears: Beware.

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