AN – A dark chapter just for you. All songs are by the Japanese artist Kanon Wakeshima and I chose them to suit the characters. I thought I should give the females some nice angst. In my mind the Volturi women's love is selfish and destructive.

I highly recommend you listen to the songs while reading this. They are as follows;

Vivian - Shinku No Feetarizumu

Corin - Maboroshi

Sulpicia - Monochrome Frame

Dydime – Kagami

Athenodora – Suna no oshiro

Alice – Still doll

Jane – Kuroi toricago

Chapter 16

Vivian's POV

I don't want you to smile to anybody
I don't want you to extend yor hand to anybody
You're all right only with me

We run, we meet, we kiss, we love and then we run again until the next nightfall and then we repeat it. We sneak if we have time to live in a different world and I'm selfish, perhaps because I want you to stay with me even though it would kill us both.

I'm decorated by struggle
Even if I try to escape I'm tied

This is the way things are. I have a heritage. The Capulet's should not be with the Mountagues. Romeo and Juliet. What a stupid analogy yet it suits us very well.

Through all the eternity
Fatalism of a lie that I can hear repeatedly inside of you
Sin of the love that has you tied
Echoing in a chorus

Here we are again. Days hours minutes. This isn't our war yet we fight it and … we love each other. But we are immortals … we won't die; we will defy the nature laws the laws of our families. We're sitting on the meadow consuming our love before it consumes us. I feel like Lora Karavelova= luring her poet husband Yavorov= to his inevitable end because of her selfish love for him. But then again we're different for I will not commit suicide and you won't die ever.

Your pupil
An overflowing pearl flower
Removing my fears and insecurities

Aren't we perfect? The two pieces of what was once whole. We smile we laugh it is easy to pretend that this won't end soon.

In this place through all eternity

We're for a while together. And we're happy, are we not… you love me, I love you, let's run away. But we can't because we're both tied to that war.

Fatalism that spells the truth flowing inside of you
The craddle of love that conceals you
While it is the purest form which nobody has know yet

we're here after all to fight for our families to lull ourselves with the lies of our kinds. And suddenly i am not so selfish and I will let you go.

I sing,
sighing while my crimson voice trembles

xxxx

corin's POV

I am for you an illusion

You are in love with another, Chelsea says. You disappear. Who is she? I want to kill her. Who is she I want her to suffer. Who is she? I envy her.

Without appearance
Without even shape
Wishing I wasn't beyond your imagination

Because you love her. And I am still invisible. You live you breathe and I choke on my own misery.

The back of my hands are pale
My lungs are deep red

Do you smile at her, tell her she is the one… kiss her, have her…

You move, you grace her with your presence and I am alone again

Even in a road of tens of thousands kilometres
Or a never ending darkness
You can freely move as you desire.

And I am just me. You are cruel but you don't know it. You don't see me.

Even if I exceed the space,
I don't exist
As I understand I'm not able to face you...

I will destroy her, I promise. I will hang her on her hair, I will tear her eyes out, I will rip her heart I will feast on her blood.

Without dreams
Or a heart

I miss the times when we were close but that was long ago and now I hate you almost as much as I love you.

However, when you loved
You gave a smile

You spoke

But now you love another

Flashing palpitation
If your eyes see
The signals stuck into the liquid crystal screen
Which continue to send
The light of an illusion
It cannot be any longer here if it breaks off
Even on a neverending darkness
You can freely move as you desire

And even when I hate her I feel happy because we both know that I will indeed destroy her and hurt you. Or maybe I just love you so much that I will let you be with her while I watch from afar.

Even if I exceed the space,
I don't exist
As I understand I'm not able to face you..

Because I won't be really there. And I won't really exist.

Xxx

Sulpicia POV

Days to be spent with you
Do you think they have been broken and thrown away

You love me still but you hate me and for that I hate you. You are throwing away our love like a divorced husband would throw away his wife's belongings. Yet you need me and I stay and I remember.

At least let me listen to the sound of the ocean
Your voice
Your words
Make an echo around me and tremble
My memories stop there

I love you. Plain and simple. You love me. So what is making us hurt ourselves? What is making us destroy our happiness? What is making you destroy me…?

If we could only do it again
Staring to the city that becomes blue like on a movie scene

Is this how Marcus feels – correction - felt… to know that he is alone drowning in his own pain

Will you drown me in the deep dark ocean?
Everytime I make up my memories
Every time I remember
There's a piercing sorrow
My memories end there

We smile we laugh we pretend. And somewhere on the way we missed out. Did I say something... or did you… I only remember love and happiness. Now smile, let the guard see us strong.

It becomes deeper

I wish I could destroy them. All of these women that you once loved and it would be only me in the end.

You're not here
And this landscape
is a monochrome frame

Will you hate me later? When you see in my thoughts that I sometimes want to kill you too. So that no one else would have you

This landscape
That continues in my mind

Xxxx

Dydime's POV

The poisoned apple
That has a small bitten
The young girl's lies

We are here and we are not. We are smiling and we are not we are happy and we are not. Love me.

Seat in the seat of dinner

I am back. We are together. You hold me like you are afraid I would run, but I won't. I miss you, I need you, I love you

Also seven lies
And a kiss of prince
Is revealed on that white skin

Have I ever told you that I miss you, perhaps yes, perhaps not? Have I told you that I was cheating on you? No and I won't because then it will break you.

Mirror, mirror
Reflect my grotesque mind
Mirror, oh mirror,
Who's the most beautiful on earth?

But then again I never loved him. Only you, so what's the big deal. We are together, and no one will separate us again. Never.

Iron boots
That keeps dancing
At the end of everything
Is burnt to black

We will keep gracing the immortal world, dancing to the beat of power. We will be strong my love for we will no longer care about no one else.

Mirror, mirror
Reflect my withering heart
Mirror, oh mirror,
Who's crying voice can break you?

We will laugh and kiss and smile and be happy for all to see that we are invincible. we won't cry any more to ourselves we won't scream at night for our love.

Mirror, mirror
Reflect my grotesque mind
Mirror, oh mirror,
Who's the loneliest on earth

We are together yet we are still alone. 2ooo years of never seeing each other. We have missed too much about each other. Perhaps we will not be the same any more.

xxx

athenodora POV

In a quietly withering castle, is a thirsty time of change
An ash colored me is vanishing slowly
Are you watching?

We are the only Volturi couple without major problems. And this is our greatest problem. We love each other but for how long… will you soon grow bored with me and toss me like Aro tossed Cia…

Gather the stars and build a castle of sand
Where I utter my soft prayer
Ambushed by those footsteps falling into dust, flowing away...

I am Queen and you are a King and we rule. But our castle of sand is slowly drifting.

a world of darkness...
a world of silence...

werewolves. I am so afraid of them. I want you to hide me. To protect me. And of course you will… will you…

A prayer that disapeared
In the wind, stirred up

I love you. You love me. We aren't Romeo and Juliet. More like Vladislaus Tepes= and Elena=. Loving each other enough to sell our souls to Satan.

Still, the light is continue
As I am tangled many times
By the hand that getting cold

But we will not let it kill us like we will not let the wolves win. You never loose. So do I.

The made castle of sand
ambushed and flowing away...

I am your Queen after all and queens must always be strong.

ash

To you

xxx

Alice's POV

Hi Miss Alice
With your glass eyes
What kind of dream
Can you see?
Are you fascinated with?

Visions, visions. I see, I hear. The future is colored in crimson blood and golden venom. It is almost mesmerizing to watch death and be a part of it.

Stilll
My heart tears
And drifts
Stuck in the patched crevices
Are memories

I am both horrified and enthralled. The scream, they fall they die. Purple smoke colors the sky from the stakes where vampires are burned

Hi Miss Alice
With that fruitful lips
To whom does love
Is cast away?
Is lamented?

I am a Seer, I am Faith's mistress. The future kisses my mind and I scream or I smile it depends, but recently all I do is scream…

Already
I spin my words
Feverish tongue
Has turned cold
The song to love
Can't be sung either

Aro is running to me trough the room

'Alice, Alice, what do you se'

I don't want to answer him, don't want to say it but…

'death'

Still you do not answer

No one says a word.

Xxx

Jane's POV

I can't defy this fate
My head jars in it's confusion

Where are you… alec…Felix….master Aro….master Caius … master Marcus…?

Demetri…. Anyone … I need you…

I can't resist against time and heaven
In blind obedience, both my hands
Tighten the thread
I open my eyes that have been sewn shut

Will you set me free? Will you come? If I were to tell them what they need… will you come to destroy me …

Break down the invisible walls
Even with mechanical thoughts
Dreams are ruined
The reason you ruminate the shadowy past
and the dreadful future

Tell them if I will they will still kill me… for they will not need me anymore. You too will kill me for I would be a traitor…

And the bound words of the present:
To know limits
Is to be inside a black birdcage

I alone can tell that my time is up. Speak or suffer or die.

Even if this voice
Gets put out

Hate me if you will I cannot suffer anymore. Provoke them if I should, I will have myself killed for I can no longer stay.

Believing in things you cannot see

But Felix will be alone then… who will understandhim, be with him, love him…

Even with my trembling arms
I want to protect someone dear to me

I will try to stay …

The place my thought that proggressed
up to now struggle on to

I know you will come… even before Vivian enters my cell and tells me she met my brother…

To see hopes
Even in a black, confined world

I can wait a little longer…

I open my watering

Bloodshot eyes

For you…

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Lora Karavelova is the wife of Peyo Yavorov. He was a very good Bulgarian poet and has great works. We study him in literature. Anyway, his wife loved him so much and was so jealous that she committed suicide. He tried to follow her to the grave but didn't succeed and died later blind and disappointed of the world.

Vladislaus Tepes the impaler prince of Wallachia and his wife Elena –like Eli hehehe- are a tragic couple. The prince went to war with the Turks. The Turks sent his wife a latter saying he died. She jumped in river so she doesn't have to live without him and died. He returned, found out about it and thought God left him so he made a deal for immortality with Satan selling his soul.

And you all know about Romeo and Juliet, right…RIGHT….

P.S now tell me how perfect it is that I compared Caius and Athenodora to Count Dracula and his wife…

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