AN: Hey everyone Fanfiction is pissing me off so I'm sorry I haven't updated but I can't seem to word this chapter right at all! Grrr. So if this chapter sucks let me know and I'll try to redo it...I'm trying to finish this story quickly now but I haven't got a clue as to how I'm suppose to put everything into three chapters or less or more...


Disclaimer: If I owned Twilight, New Moon or Eclipse I sure as hell would not be writing this. JK.
Chapter Nineteen:

Bella's POV:

You know I don't really know why I jumped. It's not like my problems are just going to end, I'm immortal, and I figured that out quite a while ago...so why did I jump?

I have no clue.

I think I did it just to get away for as long as I can.

Away from the werewolves. Away from Edward. Away from the powers I can't control. Away...What a very accurate word I wish I could actually use.

I can't get away; all I'm doing now is prolonging the inevitable.

Does Edward actually hate me? How could he hate me after everything we've been through? But I guess that what normal being would actually feel towards a nemesis, an enemy, even if they actually used to love that person...

Again I'm far from normal...I still love my Edward even if he doesn't love me.

All these thoughts came to me in milliseconds after I jumped just before they were interrupted.

""I LOVE YOU ISABELLA!" I heard the words I wanted to here so much come from the mouth of the angel I wanted to hear them from. Edward.

Now I was in complete confusion, does he or does he not love me?

I could hear Edward jump from above me and the water was rushing up towards me. When my feet were an inch above the water I stopped myself so I hovered above it. And then as Edward came barreling down I levitated him above the water.

Edward look absolutely stunned but I stopped him before he could say a word as I rushed in my question. "What did you say?" I asked hesitantly scared I had heard wrong.

"I said I love you." Edward replied hanging upside down in front of me. Everything around us had frozen when I had stopped Edward and myself.

"No you don't." I replied sadly closing my eyes and turning Edward around so he was standing upright.

"How in the world could I not love you, Bella?" Edward said wrapping his arms around me tightly.

We inhaled at the same time and relaxed in each other's arms. "You still smell the same." We commented at the same instant making Edward chuckle and me blush.

"So what was that all about?" Edward said as we literally walked across still water.

"You felt hate." I said as I stopped to look him in the face. Edward face contorted into what looked like hurt, I opened the little red box wanting to know what he was thinking.

How could she possibly think I hated her?! I love her more than life it's self. I hate Jacob Black, I know he did this to her! He broke the treaty as far as I'm concerned! It's not all Black's fault it's mine! How could I have possibly lost control like that?!

"Edward?" I asked trying to get his attention.

God she's beautiful.

I smiled then I frowned at his other thoughts. "Edward listen to me. This is not your fault nor Jacob's-"

LIKE HELL IT"S NOT!

"Edward! I told you to listen!" I scolded and he looked at me confused.

"I am listening." He defended himself quickly.

"No your not! Stop blaming Jacob right this minute!"

WHAT?! It's his fault this happen that stupid no good for nothing-

"Edward!" I screeched.

It's like she can hear my thoughts...

"I can."

"Can what?" Edward asked looking at me in total bewilderment.

I growled in aggravation. "I can hear thoughts too Edward, now stop blaming yourself and Jake before I dunk you in the water!" I threatened darkly.

She can hear thoughts?

"Yes."

Edward's eyebrows shot up but he didn't say anything.

"Are you listening now?" I asked impatiently, Edward nodded and I began with the story of the night that changed my life. Every time I said Victoria Edward would snarl.

I also explained Emily getting kidnapped and the disaster I almost caused then I got to the part that made Edward look pained.

"You felt hate." I stated swallowing the lump in my throat as I continued. "Why?"

"I was feeling hate for Black because he did this to you-"

So you regret me, I thought in agony.

"I never said that!" Edward said eyebrows shooting up in surprise.

"Never said what?" I asked dumbfounded.

"That I regretted you."

"I didn't say that aloud Edward." I said shock as much as he was.

"I heard your thoughts?" He asked grinning like a mad man.

"Yup." I pondered something for a moment. "And I think it's because I directed that thought at you."

Edward's grin widened then fell. "I don't regret you Bella, I never could or will."

I smiled so large it hurt. "Okay so how am I a werewolf if you can only be one through blood?" I asked shyly hoping he had an answer.

"Well I've only heard of it happening a few times before but the wolves were destroyed by the Volturi-" Edward growled menacingly. "If they even touch you I'll rip them to shreds."

I shivered at his threatening words. "So how did they become werewolves if not through blood?"

"You know the human myth for werewolves that they only change on a full moon, well," He paused looking thoughtful before smiling slightly. "They had the wrong idea just like vampires can't come out during they day…werewolves can only turn a non-blood werewolf into a werewolf by losing control on a full moon…"

I gasped as a memory hit me full on.

Victoria looked up at the silver shinning disk above our heads almost disturbingly smug. "Oh Isabella I believe I have found my revenge." She said never looking down smiling evilly. "Do you know what happens on a full moon?"

I stood silent again.

"I guess that's a no, hmm…I guess that will just make this a little bit more…interesting." She looked slowly down from the night sky to look at me with those burgundy eyes. "Good-bye, Isabella Swan." She said turning around dramatically, strutting back towards the forest.

If I hadn't been watching her so intently because I was dumfounded about her motives I wouldn't have seen Jacob move in the corner of my peripheral vision.

I turned my full gaze onto him as a ripple swept across the length of his body under his dark skin that seemed to glow in the moonlight.

"Oh and Isabella," Victoria called casually never looking back as she walked towards the forest. "I hope you enjoy your eternity as Edward's mortal enemy."

I shivered at the memory as Edward wrapped me in his arms. "I won't let anything hurt you."

"I know." I replied. And I won't let anything hurt you.

"Isabella." Edward's tone was warning.

I smiled at him. "I'm serious Edward."

"I know and you shouldn't be."

"I want to be superman, too." I quoted from the first incident we had in Arizona.

Edward growled at me. "Promise me Bella you won't do anything stupid for me."

I snorted in indignation.

"Isabella." Edward's voice was cold, icy, threatening but I stood my ground.

"No Edward." Edward growled again as we stepped onto shore.

"Isabella I will not-" A sudden growl made him stop mid warning.

"What the hell is a bloodsucker doing on our lands?" Stated a shaking Paul and behind him five other boys shaking uncontrollably.

"Edward," I emphasized. "Is with me." I stated trying to walk around Edward to stand between him and five pissed off werewolves but Edward wouldn't allow it.

"Well I guess we'll just have to take care of this breaking of the treaty." Sam said stepping forward as all the boys followed his lead but came to a sudden stop when six silhouettes stepped forward, growling menacingly.

"I don't think that would be wise." Carlisle stated beside a fierce looking Esme who was actually scaring me.

I ripped out of Edward's grip and ran into the middle between shaking werewolves and growling vampires. "NO!" I screamed just as the five boys in front of me ripped their clothes and transformed and the vampires crouched.

"NO PLEASE LISTEN TO-" Suddenly there was a laugh from the brush directly ahead of me and out stepped the person I considered the one who ruined my life. And she was laughing at me.

Everyone stopped to stare at the new member of our large group; no one dared to attack the other with a familiar enemy on the sidelines.

"What did I tell you, Bella," She said sneering at me as both sides growled. "I wasn't goodbyes after all." Just as she finished both side leapt at her, but froze in midair creating a living arch she walked under towards me.

"I was actually hoping Edward would hate you then I would kill both him and you but seeing as how he still cares I'll kill you and then he can just kill himself." She replied the smile on her face never losing it's ominous tint nor it's brightness.

"Victoria," I smiled really wide letting my control shift slightly I shook as I finished what I had started. "I think this is good-bye, so to make it formal...Good-bye bitch!" I lost complete control and jumped at a surprised Victoria as I heard Edward yell my name still frozen in midair.


AN: Whoo-Hoo! That was one hell of a chapter! That was fun! Okay now review or I won't post for a very, very long time...just joking Come on I still want reviews, 300 would be sweet! Adios mi amigos!