Zexion's POV

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You Make Me Feel

-Zexion

I was on my way to library when I saw Xemnas walking right at me with some blonde boy. When they stopped before me I bowed mildly with my head to superior.

"Number VI, your timing is perfect! This is number IX, Demyx. He'll be yours to take care of." Xemnas said. Then superior patted that boys back and left. I examined the blonde. His hair was lifted up to strange hair-style. His eyes were amazing bright water colour. He stepped closer and held out his hand. He was little taller than me. Damn.

"Hi, I'm Demyx, nice to meet ya!" He said with strangely cheerful tone. Strange guy. I observed the hand he was offering. I really didn't like touching people... but I guess now there's a good reason. I shook his hand. It was warm.

"Zexion" I pulled my hand off and turned around. Seems like I have to show him around. I took a deep breath. Just my luck.

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At first I thought that he was a pain in the ass. A real pain in the ass. He just wouldn't leave me alone. But as the time passed it wasn't so annoying anymore. It was just Demyx. He would come to look for me everyday and ask questions about meaningless things. At the beginning, when I didn't answer to him he told me about himself. He liked music. I went to the library and searched for book that were about music. He took book from the shelter. History of music. There might be something that would interest Demyx. I left out a small laughter. When did I start reading books for others? I shook my head and sat down to the sofa. The book was quite interesting. There was whole chapter about sitars. Dem would like that. After awhile I felt sleepy. I changed my position and now I was lying on back. I put the book down to the ground and closed my eyes. I was fast asleep.

In my dream I was standing under huge tree. I sniffed something good... and familiar. It was like a salty breeze from ocean. If water had scent it would be this. I thought. Then I realized. This is what Dem smells like.

"Dem.." I woke up.

"Oh, Dem what are you doing here?" I asked. Everything was still little blurry but I was quite sure that Demyx blushed. What in the world?

"I came to see u, Zexy!" he answered with his always cheerful voice. I sighed.

"What do you want?" I asked. Now I was fully awake. Demyx was grinning like always. There wasn't any blush on his face. Maybe I imagined things.

"Just to talk to you!" Demyx got up. He had been kneeling next to my sofa. You always do. I thought.

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It was strange. I opened myself to that boy. I had to admit that I actually enjoyed his company. And there was something else. It was burning inside of me, wanting to touch him. To feel his warm hands on my body... those lips on mine. I was lying on my bed. I felt it harden in my pants. I sighed. It wasn't the first time.

I heard a knock on my door. Didn't care. Had something more urgent to attend. Passion. I panted. So close... another knock. I closed my eyes.

"Go away." I huffed. Just a little more...

"Aww, come on man, it's me, Demyx, let me in!" I stopped. Fuck! I let out a couple of swears and got up. I went to bath room to wash my hands and zipped my pants. I made the bed quickly and went to open the door to Demyx. I backed out of his way. I saw him sniff his nose. I froze up. The scent was clear to me. Sweat. Precum. Lust. I hoped that he wouldn't identify it. He shook his head. I was glad. I was still little out of breath.

"What do you want?" I asked. I guess my voice was quite cold, 'cause Demyx looked shocked and opened his mouth, but nothing came out. I realized what I had done to my best friend. Pain.

"I'm so sorry, Dem.. I'm just.." I took breath. " tired"

"I-it's okay. I'm sorry to disturb you, Zexy.." I herd him mumble. I almost laughed. Disturb. Fine word indeed.

"So you had something to say or you just wanted to disturb me?" I half smiled to him.

"Oh, yeah! I have one theory!" I heard how proud he was. I raised my eyebrow. He had listed to my theories about everything but this was the first he had created himself.

"Do you think we could actually be connected to our lost hearts?" Demyx blurted. I froze again. That was something I had begun to question lately. Being with Demyx had mede me feel things, I was not supposed to be able to feel. If we still had a contact to our lost hearts... interesting. But still...

"I... don't know.." I said quietly. I saw that Demyx was as surprised as I was. At once I didn't have an answer. Unprecedented. Demyx took a step closer to me and reached to take my hand. He held it gently. His hands were so warm compared to mine. I had to hold in small moan I wanted to let out.

"What do you feel?" I heard him ask. Oh, so much! But I can't say something like that! I tried to use my brains.

"Warmth?" I said with asking tone.

"Yes..." Demyx let out my hand and moved his hand to the back of my neck. Then he leaned slowly down. Closer.. and closer... I felt very surprised and amazed. I felt a little soft kiss being placed to my lips.

"Do you feel something?" Demyx asked after he had backed down a bit. Too fast. Too little. I want more. I want to feel you. I felt his arms still rest on my shoulders. I shook these thoughts away. Answer the question. Heart? No heart? No heart, but connection to it? Feelings? Something..?

"What are you thinking?" I lifted my eyes from the ground and saw Demyx watch me head tilted.

"Conflict." I answered. He didn't understand.

"Care to explain?"

"I know... that I don't have a heart." I said. I took his right hand off my shoulder and placed to my chest. Right where the heart should be. I knew that he didn't feel my heart pound. Because it wasn't there. I saw how Demyx's face went all sad. I couldn't take it. Don't be sad. Then Demyx tried say something but I wasn't finished yet so I lifted my fingers to seal his lips.

"But there are things I like. How can I like anything if I don't have a heart?" I pointed out. "And then... there is you." I said slowly. He looked very confused.

"There is... me?" He asked. I heard hope in his words.

"Yes, there is you.." I repeated to him. I lifted my hands to his cheeks and pulled his face down to mine. I pressed my lips to his and kissed him passionately.

"You make me feel things I have never felt before."

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Aand that's it! I hope it's not too messed up lol.

Review please! Zexy wants that! He's so sexy you can't resist! *my evil laugh*